When they got back to the spaceport, Wahram nodded and took his leave of Genette. Then he turned to Swan, bowing very slightly, with hand on heart.
“I must return to Saturn and attend to business I missed. We’ll meet again soon, I’m sure. Terminator will rise like a phoenix, and then there will be all kinds of unfinished business for us to complete.”
“There most certainly will,” she said. Suddenly she hugged him, put her head briefly against his broad chest. She stood back. “Thank you for saving me. I’m sorry I was so messed up down there.”
“Not at all,” Wahram said. “You saved me. And we got through.” And with another awkward bow he left.
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the Vesta Zone, a cloud of terraria forming a single cooperative
Aymara, an amazonia with an interior completely overgrown with cloud forest
Tatar Soul, a steppes grassland where people speak a resuscitated Indo-European
The Copenhagen Interpretation, a canal town with a gift economy
The Zanzibar Cat, an anarchist savanna with thousands of big cats and no interior buildings at all
Arabia Deserta, a desert occupied by British travelers
Aspen, a skiing paradise
unnamed prison asteroids with robot guards
Hermaphrodite, where all permanent residents are gynandromorphs and androgyns
Saint George, a social terrarium in which the men think they are living in a Mormon polygamy, while the women consider it a lesbian world with a small percentage of male lesbians
asteroids hollowed not into cylindrical terraria but rather warrens, hives, caves, pits, hotels, etc.
The Maldives, an aquarium recreating the drowned islands; Micronesia, likewise; Tuvalu, likewise; all the drowned islands of Earth are reproduced in this fashion
Greater Yellowstone Ecosystem 34, the last of thirty-four terraria using versions of the template of this great biome
extremophile terraria, deadly to humans but hospitable to growth of organisms creating medicines and inoculants
doomed biomes, established with odd parameters and then sealed off like test tubes
The Little Prince, an outie terrarium, tent-bubbled with its atmosphere bluing its edges
The Whorl, whose inhabitants keep watch for an outsider
Miranda, the smashed-together moon of Uranus, now a Trojan freely orbiting the sun, completely tent-bubbled, its deep canyons and stupendous ridges filigreed with snow drifting down in the low g, all Swiss architecture, a dream of the Alps
Icarus, a fliers’ world, lit by a sunline in its floor to keep the air clear
Source of the Peach Blossom Stream, a Tang dynasty recreation that looks like a Chinese landscape painting come to life
Miocene terraria, Cretaceous terraria, Jurassic terraria, Precambrian terraria
Water Drop, an aquarium filled entirely with water and ocean creatures
Sequoia Kings Canyon, an infolded Sierra Nevada of California
—and so on. Estimated nineteen thousand occupied asteroids and moons
SWAN AND MQARET
Back at the spaceport between Schubert and Bramante Craters, Swan sat in a corner, filled with a regret for something she couldn’t name. Surely it was impossible that it should be regret for the utilidor; already she was forgetting that. Let Pauline remember that. Never look back, why should she? Although there had been something there—as if she had been on the border of something important. What had he said? That the tunnel was no different from anywhere else? She would never concede that, never.
When she was about to leave with Genette and the Interplan team, Mqaret came to see her again. “You’re so tough,” he told her, patting her head as if she were a child. But he took her seriously, she knew. So she shook her head.
“No,” she said flatly. “I fell apart. I couldn’t handle it.”
He defended her fondly. “It’s not really what you’re good at, of course. Enforced confinement. Don’t ever get put in prison, or shoot off in a spacesuit on a tangent somewhere. It wouldn’t suit you. Yet here you did very well, I think.”
“I don’t see how.”
“Well, this solar flare that struck you before you got to shelter; your suit dosimeters show that somehow you got hit much harder than the others down there with you. In fact, I don’t mean to scare you, because you’re going to be fine—I’ve already got your renovation well in hand, and you are responding superbly—but really, that was quite a hit.”
“Ten sieverts,” she said dismissively. “That’s not so bad.”
“Quite bad, actually. Did you look at the sun longer than the others? Did you stand in front of your friend?”
“Yes, I did, but I’m only half as wide as him. I’m sure I didn’t protect him much.”
“He only got three sieverts. So you’re only a bit thinner than he is, really. You saved him from the full shot.”
“And then he saved me. He had to carry me for a few days.”
“Fair’s fair. But look, this ten sieverts—that’s enough to kill, and you should have been debilitated. But you will be fine, as I said. So I’m interested to see if we can find out why you did so well. I’ve been wondering if your Enceladan symbiote had anything to do with it. It tolerates radiation well, and as a detrivore it may have bloomed in you to eat all the new food provided for it by all your killed cells. It may have joined your own T cells in clearing your body.”
Swan was startled by this. “You hated me doing that,” she said. “You told me I was a stupid fool.”
Mqaret nodded. “I was right, too. Look, Swan; if you love life, as you profess to do, as your excuse for all your wildness, then you should protect your life the best you can. Some actions are simply unknown risks, and that was one of them. Indeed it still is. But it was a risk only, not a certain thing. Presumably that’s why you did it. You’re not suicidal, right?”
“Right,” she said uncertainly.
“So you’re a fool, then, when you do things that you can’t be sure won’t kill you in ten or even a hundred years.”
“Then we’re all fools.”
“True. True enough. But there’s no need to be a stupid fool.”
“There’s a difference?”
“There is. You think about that and see if you can figure out the difference. Hopefully before you do something like this again. If anything like this is even possible.”
He had been poking a pad and looking at her numbers as they spoke, and now he shrugged. “With your permission, I’ll take some of your samples back to the lab for study. Maybe it will lead to something.”
“Of course,” she said. “It would be nice if something good came from my stupid foolishness.”
He kissed her on the head. “Something more than what you already give, you mean.”
After Mqaret was gone, Swan was left to think about her stupid foolishness. Her body, emaciated on the bed, swimming under her gaze like someone else, a thing she manipulated like a waldo—it was resilient. It still held her. Was hungry. She buzzed the nurse to ask for food.
“Pauline, please transmit my medical history to this tabletop.”
“Would you like the long version or the summary?”
“The summary,” Swan said, knowing that the long version ran to hundreds of pages.
She looked at the print glowing in the table, but could not force herself to read it. Phrases jumped out from all over it: Born 2177, a difficult birth, she had been told, with moments of low oxygen. Seizures age 2. Fungal and bacterial infections in farm school. Wetland syndrome. ADHD, age 4–10
That had been countered with a drug treatment later discredited. Her later schooling had been conducted in the farm, and she had done much better out there. Except there were more words glowing in the table: Dyscalculia. prefrontal cortex electrostimulation. First sabbatical inoculation for Xinjiang, China, age 15, full array including helminths
—meaning parasitic worms, in this case Trichuris suis, a pig whipworm, inge
sted in a therapy that seesawed in and out of favor.
ODD, age 15–24
Oppositional defiant disorder, related to anxiety disorder, both hippocampal, but anxiety avoided while ODD attacked.
One-g syndrome, second sabbatical in Montpellier, France, age 25. Venusian flu. Genital modification, age 25. Hormone drip implanted, age 35, hormone therapies to present. Oxytocin addiction, age 37–86. Lark and warbler song cluster implant, age 26. Feline purr vocal cords, age 27. Implant of subdural quantum computer in 2222, age 45. Cognitive therapy, age 9–99.
Fathered one female at age 28. Daughter deceased, 2296. Mothered one female at age 63. Natural birth.
There was a line entered in her records by Mqaret: Ingestion of the Enceladan life-form—foolish girl, age 79.
Longevity treatments, age 40–present.
Factitious disorder, never treated—this must have been inserted by either Mqaret or Pauline, making fun of her.
“What about Designed a hundred terraria?” Swan complained. “What about three years spent in the Oort cloud putting mass drivers on ice balls? Or five years on Venus?”
“Those were not medical events,” Pauline said.
“They were, believe me.”
“If you want your curriculum vitae, just ask for it.”
“Be quiet. Go away. You are too good at simulating an irritating person.”
“Did you say ‘simulating’ or ‘stimulating’?”
Extracts (7)
The longevity increase associated with bisexual therapies has led to very sophisticated surgical and hormonal treatments for interventions in utero, in puberty, and during adulthood. The XX/XY dichotomy still exists, but in the context of a wide variety of habit, usage, and terminology
feeling of gender identity is formed in the hippocampus and hypothalamus in the second month; the original orientation is persistent. If the desire is to create a feeling of undifferentiation or ambivalence, alterations need to begin in utero
in the first eight weeks of gestation keep both the Müllerian and Wolffian ducts active, in what is still the bi-potential gonad. Anti-Müllerian hormones activated by genes in the Y chromosome can be allowed to attach only to one of the fetal Müllerian ducts. The effect is normally ipsilateral, each testis suppressing Müllerian development only on its own side, so
XY embryos then need a moderate level of androgen insensitivity introduced by the fourth week, in order to avoid masculinization of the hypothalamus, where sexual differences in the brain will be concentrated. XX embryos need the application of androgens to one Müllerian duct in order to stimulate the growth of a Wolffian duct. As that Wolffian duct develops, the Müllerian duct on that side will experience apoptosis
underlying genetic makeup is the difference between androgyny and gynandromorphy, often not discernable by body features. XX humans with conserved Wolffian ducts are gynandromorphs; XY humans with conserved Müllerian ducts are androgyns. In both, androgens and estrogens are supplied with hormone pumps such that the child is born with potential for both kinds of genital development in the body, awaiting the choices
prenatally selected bisexuality has the strongest positive correlation with longevity. Hormonal treatments begun at puberty or during adulthood also have positive effects on longevity, but the psychological set will be
hormonal treatments support the surgical addition of a functioning uterus in the abdominal wall above the penis
alteration of the clitoris into a small functioning penis, with testicles grown using either conserved Wolffian ducts or stem cells from the subject. Gynandromorphs can ordinarily father only daughters, as the construction of a Y chromosome from an X chromosome involves problematic
females adding functional reproductive masculinity are helped by a process imitating a natural 5-alpha-reductase deficiency
principal categories of self-image for gender include feminine, masculine, androgynous, gynandromorphous, hermaphroditic, ambisexual, bisexual, intersex, neuter, eunuch, nonsexual, undifferentiated, gay, lesbian, queer, invert, homosexual, polymorphous, poly, labile, berdache, hijra, two-spirit,
cultures deemphasizing gender are sometimes referred to as ursuline cultures, origin of term unknown, perhaps referring to the difficulty there can be in determining the gender of bears
KIRAN ON VENUS
The moment Kiran was alone with Shukra, Shukra said to him, “We’re going to have to put you through some tests, my boy.”
“What kind of tests?”
“All kinds.”
Three big men showed up to escort them across a few boulevards of Colette, and Kiran saw there was no question of him doing anything but what he was told. As they entered a building with bay windows overlooking a street corner, he tried to see the street signs and remember where they were. Eighth and Oak. Although the tree across the intersection was a willow.
“Tell me again why Swan brought you here?” Shukra asked as they went into the building.
“I helped her avoid being kidnapped, when she was out in my neighborhood. She wanted to return the favor.”
Shukra said, “You asked to come here?”
“Sort of.”
Shukra shook his head a few times. “So now you are a spy.”
“What do you mean?”
Shukra glanced at him. “You’re a spy for her, at this point, whether you know it or not. We’ll find out with our tests. After that you’ll be a spy for me.”
“Why should she need a spy here?”
“She was very close to the Lion of Mercury, and since the Lion’s death, she has started traveling in the way that the Lion would have. And the Lion always kept a big cadre of spies here. So let’s see what the tests say.”
Kiran found his heart was beating hard, but the three big men closed around him, and there was no choice but to be escorted into another room. This one had the look of a medical clinic. The tests in the end resembled medical exams more than anything else, which was a great relief to discover. Although when medical exams are the good option, it is not a good situation.
At the end of that day he was escorted back into Shukra’s presence. Shukra examined the console that presumably contained Kiran’s results. When he spoke, it was to Kiran’s escorts. “He looks clean, but somehow I doubt it. For now, let’s use him for bait.”
After that Kiran was assigned to a Chinese work unit, which lived together in a building near the city’s crater rim, and left the city together almost daily to do work outside. The unit’s members had no control over their lives; they went where they were told, did what they were told, ate what they were given. It was almost like being at home.
A stupid little translation belt Swan had given to him was now the only company Kiran had. He got a lot of puzzled second glances when he used the thing to facilitate communication, but he also had a few ten-minute conversations through it that were much better than nothing. Mostly, however, he was on his own in a throng, doing whatever came up for his team that day. He never saw Shukra again after the battery of tests, which made him feel like he had failed—although one day it occurred to him that maybe he had passed.
In any case there was endless work to be done, almost all of it outside Colette, in the perpetual blizzard that the Big Rain had turned into. Thick drifts of snow were landing on the new dry ice seas before the latter had been completely covered with foamed rock, and this was creating a problem. Every day big teams had to go out and operate gargantuan bulldozers and snowplows to clear the snow off the dry ice, so that foamed rock brigades could then cover the ice before more snow fell on it. It was said that the foam job would take ten more years to finish, but Kiran had also heard one year, and someone else said a hundred years. No one knew for sure, and with his belt it was hard to follow the discussions at the dining table after meals, when sometimes workmates would try to do the calculations themselves on their wristpads. Ten years kept coming up. Talk about dead-end jobs! He needed to improve his Chinese.
At night he slept in a dor
m. This was the most interesting part, because people were packed in on long mattresses that his belt called matrazenlager—essentially mattresses as long as the room, with numbers on the headboards marking nominal slots for people, a situation leading to a fair bit of sex in the dark, sometimes even including him. Then up in the morning, eat in a cafeteria, get in a line to get sent out onto the endless plain in rovers, or put in helicopters the size of aircraft carriers to be carried out to the dry ice sea to operate bulldozers, waldoes, snowblowers (the so-called dragons), super-zambonis, and ice cutters much like the asphalt- and concrete-cutting vehicles back in Jersey, but a hundred times bigger. After a few weeks he could operate any of these. They weren’t very complicated; really you told the AI what to do for the most part. It was like being captain of a ship. A day’s work by a team of a thousand would clear many square kilometers of dry ice, and on the horizon the black moving buildings that spread the foamed rock followed inexorably. The far shore of this part of the ice sea was said to be six hundred kilometers away.
Then for a matter of some weeks he worked in a monumental waldo, kicking free what they called stegosaur plates, then carrying them over to the bed of a giant truck. Waldo work was always demanding—it was full-body movement, like dancing—not physically hard, but as it magnified your every motion, it required very close attention and focus to move the waldo in just the way you wanted it to go. So it could be interesting work or just a matter of lifting and carrying, but either way it left you fried.