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“Perhaps you should turn me…”
“If I do that here and now, they’ll kill us both, Sofia. Hunters are merciless against vampires. The only reason I’m alive is because of you. ”
“And Claudia and Ingrid? Why are they alive?”
He began to swear under his breath. “I don’t know…the world has turned upside down. Nothing makes sense anymore. ”
“Derek…I need you to be here with me. I need to know that we’re in this together. If we keep on being distant and awkward because you’ve had my blood, then I don’t know if I can handle it. I’m going to crumble. ”
“What do you want to happen, Sofia?” he asked, his eyes betraying the confusion he was experiencing inside.
“They’re not going to feed you any blood while you’re here and it’s going to drive you crazy, so just satisfy your thirst, Derek. ” I tilted my neck to the side, baring my neck to him. “Drink. ”
I could sense his hesitation, his eyes hungrily staring at my neck. His hands crept over my waist and he drew me close. I reminded myself that this was Derek, the man that I loved, the man who would do everything to protect me. The reminders, I thought, would help keep me from trembling, but still I found myself shivering when I felt the pointed end of Derek’s fangs on my neck. I bit my lip to stifle a groan when his fangs dug in and he began drinking deep.
As it happened, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was about to lose more than what I’d already lost that night.
CHAPTER 58: DEREK
What have I done?
I stared at Sofia’s sleeping form lying on the living room couch. Motionless. Serene. Beautiful. I hated myself for what I had just done. My eyes kept returning to the bite marks on her neck—ones I myself had punctured.
I love her. I can’t keep doing this to her.
I ran both hands through my hair, not knowing what to do. I’d reached the point where I couldn’t live without her, but neither could I live with her without destroying her. It felt like I’d been sitting there for an eternity, just gazing at her and chastising myself for taking advantage of her by drinking her blood once again. Still, the taste of her lingered on my mouth—sweet and enticing… So enraptured was I by what just happened, by my own confusion and my own guilt that I practically jumped from my seat when someone began knocking on the door.
I grimaced at the idea of it being Zinnia. I then realized that while I was indulging myself making dinner out of Sofia, she hadn’t had a bite to eat since we arrived. I quickly opened the door, certain that it was somebody bringing her something to eat only to find myself disappointed to find Aiden Claremont standing on our doorstep.
“My daughter?” he asked. Straightforward and curt.
“Asleep. ”
“Good. We need to have a talk, you and me. ”
I nodded. He stepped in and I closed the door behind him. He spun around to face me. “Every single human in this building—me included—perhaps my daughter being the only exception—wants you dead. ”
At that, I couldn’t help but chuckle wryly. “So I’ve gathered. ”
“The great Derek Novak. One of the best hunters the order has ever known…now prince of the vampires. ”
King actually…I looked up at him…but then you don’t really need to know that.
“This thing you have with my daughter stops now. You can’t keep using her for whatever reason you have for wanting her. ”
“I’m in love with her,” I said through gritted teeth. “I fully intend to marry her. ”
“Marry her? She’s mortal! If you loved her, you wouldn’t deprive her of the future she deserves. You wouldn’t deprive her of an education, a family, children of her own…”
At that, I couldn’t find a proper response. I’d been plagued by that thought ever since Sofia returned to The Shade. I knew I was being selfish with her.
“Be straight with me, Novak. Man to man. Have you had a drink of my daughter’s blood?”
I looked Aiden in the eye and nodded, guilt once again washing over me. His fists clenched and he stepped forward and I wouldn’t have blamed him if he socked me right in the jaw, but he held back.
“You are only safe from us until after Ben Hudson’s burial. It’s you she’s running to for comfort. It’s you she needs. After the burial is over, you will return to your cursed island—wherever it is—and you are never to see my daughter again. And you will leave without telling her. ”
He knows about The Shade. He just doesn’t know where it is. I knew the risk involved if I should ever travel back to The Shade directly from the hunters’ headquarters. A plan of action formed in my mind, and I realized that in my head, I’d already agreed to his terms. I simply couldn’t be around Sofia. If I stay with her, I will ruin her. I can’t do that. Not to her.
I nodded at Aiden. “All right. But know, sir, that I love your daughter like I’ve never loved anyone before. ”
“Empty words coming from a vampire. ” He scoffed. “I’m not sure your kind is capable of love. ”
I once again looked at the bite marks on Sofia’s neck and found myself thinking, I’m not sure either.
EPILOGUE: SOFIA
Truth be told, I found it terrifying how much I’d allowed myself to need Derek. While going through the motions of Ben’s burial, having to look Lyle, Amelia and Abby in the eye and tell them what had happened, Derek was there for me, holding my hand, being strong when I was not.
Since the first night of our arrival at Hawk Headquarters, he’d not dared take a drink of my blood again. It was clear to see how guilt-ridden he was over the whole encounter. Aiden had been providing him with packets of animal blood to keep him from starving. Still, it didn’t escape my notice how he often swallowed hard whenever we touched.
I knew he was tormented about something, but he was in a world all on his own, and nothing I did seemed to be able to penetrate through his walls—not the same way I was able to before.
It felt like he was slipping away from me…a sandcastle being washed away by cruel, violent waves.
But Derek wasn’t the only reason for the chaos in my heart and mind. The mysteries of my past were about to unravel full force and I was completely unprepared for it. Tossing and turning in my bed, dreams reminded me of memories I’d tucked away, deep in my subconscious.
I was listening to the pitter-patter of the rain over our roof, watching droplets form on my bedroom window. I was delighted to hear the familiar growl of a vehicle pulling up in our gravel driveway. I knew what that sound meant. Mommy’s home.
I loved my babysitter, but there was nothing like cuddling against the familiar contours of my mother’s body. I always thought of her as the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen.
But when I saw her face that night, I could immediately tell that something was different about her. She wasn’t looking at me with delight. She was looking at me the same way I did the cookies stashed in one of the kitchen jars.
“Hello, baby,” she greeted me before pushing my bedroom door wide open. “I want you to meet someone. ”
A man stepped in. I didn’t know who he was, but I was immediately terrified at the sight of him. He stared at me and I wanted to shrink away from his gaze. “What’s her name? How old is she?”
“Sofia. She’s nine years old. ”
“She’s young, but she’ll do. ”
I couldn’t make much sense of what had happened next. All I knew was that he took me in his arms and bit my neck. I lost consciousness from the pain. When I woke up, my mother and the man were gone. Only my father was there and I felt sicker than I’d ever been in my life.
“Shh, Sofia…” My father tried to calm me, terrified by my burning fever—a fever that should’ve already killed me. “You’re going to be alright. Daddy’s here for you. Daddy will always be here for you. ”
I woke from my dream and sat up, utterly confused…but then the pieces of the p
uzzle suddenly came together all at once, and the realization hit me full force: I should be a vampire. Borys Maslen tried to turn me and it didn’t work. That’s why I was so sick. That’s why Borys kept calling me ‘the immune. ’ I checked the space on the bed beside me and found it empty. I ached for Derek’s touch, his strong arms around me, his soothing voice calming my nerves. He wasn’t there.
I then recalled what Vivienne’s memories had revealed to me: they are strongest together. They are weakest apart.
“Derek?!” I cried out.
Panic was beginning to take over, so I sighed with relief when he stepped into the bedroom from the balcony.
“Sofia?” he asked, concern traced in his choked voice.
I said the words before I could think them through. “Turn me into a vampire. ”
“What? No! Sofia…we can’t…”
“Do it, Derek. Do it now!”
“Why?”
“Because I can’t be turned. I can never become a vampire. I will never be immortal. ”
His blue eyes darkened as he furrowed his brows. “Sofia…why would you…”
“I’m the immune. ”
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