Everything had been a setup. Everything. She didn’t know how he’d done it, her mind couldn’t quite grasp the sphere of influence needed to bring all of this off, but somehow he had manipulated her flights so that she was in the Salt Lake City airport at a certain time, for the cretin to grab her briefcase and Chance to intercept him. It was a hugely elaborate play, one that took skill and money and more resources than she could imagine.
He must have thought she was in cahoots with her father, she thought with a flash of intuition. This had all happened after the incident in Chicago, which was undoubtedly what had brought her to Chance’s notice. What had his plan been? To make her fall in love with him and use her to infiltrate her father’s organization? Only it hadn’t worked out that way. Not only was she not involved with her father, she desperately feared and hated him. So Chance, knowing why Hauer really wanted her, had adjusted his plan and used her as bait.
What a masterful strategy. And what a superb actor he was; he should get an Oscar.
There hadn’t been anything wrong with the plane at all. She didn’t miss the significance of the timing of their “rescue.” Charlie Jones had just happened to find them first thing in the morning after she spilled her guts about her father to Chance the night before. He must have signaled Charlie somehow.
How easy she had been for him. She had been completely duped, completely taken in by his lovemaking and charm. He had been a bright light to her, a comet blazing into her lonely world, and she had fallen for him with scarcely a whisper of resistance. He must think her the most gullible fool in the world. The worst of it was, she was an even bigger fool than he knew, because she was pregnant with his child.
She looked across the field at him, standing tall in the glaring spotlights as he talked with another tall, powerful man who exuded the deadliest air she had ever seen, and the pain inside her spread until she could barely contain it.
Her bright light had gone out.
Chance looked around at Sunny, as he had been doing periodically since the moment she sank down on the overturned bucket and huddled deep in the blanket someone had draped around her. She was frighteningly white, her face drawn and stark. He couldn’t take the time to comfort her, not now. There was too much to do, local authorities to soothe at the same time that he let them know he was the one in control, not they, the bodies to be handled, sweeps initiated at the agencies Mel had listed as having Hauer’s moles employed there.
She wasn’t stupid; far from it. He had watched her watching the activity around her, watched her expression become even more drawn as she inevitably reached the only conclusion she could reach. She had noticed when people called him Mackenzie instead of McCall.
Their gazes met, and locked. She stared at him across the ten yards that separated them, thirty feet of unbridgeable gulf. He kept his face impassive. There was no excuse he could give her that she wouldn’t already have considered. His reasons were good; he knew that. But he had used her and risked her life. Being the person she was, she would easily forgive him for risking her life; it was the rest of it, the way he had used her, that would strike her to the core.
As he watched, he saw the light die in her eyes, draining away as if it had never been. She turned her head away from him—
And gutted him with the gesture.
Shaken, pierced through with regret, he turned back to Zane and found his brother watching him with a world of knowledge in those pale eyes. “If you want her,” Zane said, “then don’t let her go.”
It was that simple, and that difficult. Don’t let her go. How could he not, when she deserved so much better than what he was?
But the idea was there now. Don’t let her go. He couldn’t resist looking at her again, to see if she was still watching him.
She wasn’t there. The bucket still sat there, but Sunny was gone.
Chance strode rapidly across to where she had been, scanning the knots of men who stood about, some working, some just observing. He didn’t see that bright hair. Damn it, she was just here; how could she disappear so fast?
Easily, he thought. She had spent a lifetime practicing.
Zane was beside him, his head up, alert. The damn spotlights blinded them to whatever was behind them. She could have gone in any direction, and they wouldn’t be able to see her.
He looked down to see if he could pick up any tracks, though the grass was so trampled by now that he doubted he would find anything. The bucket gleamed dark and wet in the spotlight.
Wet?
Chance leaned down and swiped his hand over the bucket. He stared at the dark red stain on his fingers and palm. Blood. Sunny’s blood.
He felt as if his own blood was draining from his body. My God, she’d been shot, and she hadn’t said a word. In the darkness, the blood hadn’t been noticeable on her wet clothing. But that had been…how long ago? She had sat there all that time, bleeding, and not told anyone.
Why?
Because she wanted to get away from him. If they had known she was wounded, she would have to be bundled up and taken to a hospital, and she wouldn’t be able to escape without having to see him again. When Sunny walked, she did it clean. No scenes, no excuses, no explanations. She just disappeared.
If he had thought it hurt when she turned away from him, that was nothing to the way he felt now. Desperate fear seized his heart, froze his blood in his veins. “Listen up!” he boomed, and a score of faces, trained to obey his every command, turned his way. “Did anyone see where Sunny went?”
Heads shook, and men began looking around. She was nowhere in sight.
Chance began spitting out orders. “Everyone drop what you’re doing and fan out. Find her. She’s bleeding. She was shot and didn’t tell anyone.” As he talked, he was striding out of the glare of the spotlights, his heart in his mouth. She couldn’t have gone far, not in that length of time. He would find her. He couldn’t bear the alternative.
Chapter 14
Chance blindly paced the corridor outside the surgical waiting room. He couldn’t sit down, though the room was empty and he could have had any chair he wanted. If he stopped walking, he thought, he might very well fall down and not be able to stand again. He hadn’t known such crippling fear existed. He had never felt it for himself, not even when he looked down the barrel of a weapon pointed at his face—and Mel’s hadn’t been the first—but he felt it for Sunny. He’d been gripped by it since he found her lying facedown in the grassy field, unconscious, her pulse thready from blood loss.
Thank God there were medics on hand in the field, or she would have died before he could get her to a hospital. They hadn’t managed to stop the bleeding, but they had slowed it, started an IV saline push to pump fluid back into her body and raise her plummeting blood pressure, and gotten her to the hospital still alive.
He had been shouldered aside then, by a whole team of gowned emergency personnel. “Are you any relation to her, sir?” a nurse had asked briskly as she all but manhandled him out of the treatment room.
“I’m her husband,” he’d heard himself say. There was no way he was going to allow the decisions for her care to be taken out of his hands. Zane, who had been beside him the entire time, hadn’t revealed even a flicker of surprise.
“Do you know her blood type, sir?”
Of course he didn’t. Nor did he know the answers to any of the other questions posed by the woman they handed him off to, but he was so numb, his attention so focused on the cubicle where about ten people were working on her, that he barely knew anyone was asking the questions, and the woman hadn’t pushed it. Instead, she had patted his hand and said she would come back in a little while when his wife was stabilized. He had been grateful for her optimism. In the meantime, Zane, as ruthlessly competent as usual, had requested that a copy of their file on Sunny be downloaded to his wireless Pocket Pro, so Chance would have all the necessary information when the woman returned with her million and one questions. He was indifferent to the bureaucratic snafu he was ca
using; the organization would pay for everything.
But the shocks had kept arriving, one piling on top of the other. The surgeon came out of the cubicle, his green paper gown stained red with her blood. “Your wife regained consciousness briefly,” he’d said. “She wasn’t completely lucid, but she asked about the baby. Do you know how far along she is?”
Chance had literally staggered and braced his hand against the wall for support. “She’s pregnant?” he asked hoarsely.
“I see.” The surgeon immediately switched gears. “I think she must have just found out. We’ll do some tests and take all the precautions we can. We’re taking her up to surgery now. A nurse will show you where to wait.” He strode away, paper gown flapping.
Zane had turned to Chance, his pale blue eyes laser sharp. “Yours?” he asked briefly.
“Yes.”
Zane didn’t ask if he was certain, for which Chance was grateful. Zane took it for granted Chance wouldn’t be mistaken about something that important.
Pregnant? How? He pinched the bridge of his nose, between his eyes. He knew how. He remembered with excruciating clarity how it felt to climax inside her without the protective sheath of a condom dulling the sensation. It had happened twice—just twice—but once was enough.
A couple of little details clicked into place. He’d been around pregnant women most of his life, with first one sister-in-law and then another producing a little Mackenzie. He knew the symptoms well. He remembered Sunny’s sleepiness this afternoon, and her insistence on buying the beets. Those damn pickled beets, he thought; her craving for them—for he was certain now that was why she’d wanted them—had saved his life. Sometimes the weird cravings started almost immediately. He could remember when Shea, Michael’s wife, had practically wiped that section of Wyoming clean of canned tuna, a full week before she missed her first period. The sleepiness began soon in a pregnancy, too.
He knew the exact day when he’d gotten her pregnant. It had been the second time he’d made love to her, lying on the blanket in the late afternoon heat. The baby would be born about the middle of May…if Sunny lived.
She had to live. He couldn’t face the alternative. He loved her too damn much to even think it. But he had seen the bullet wound in her right side, and he was terrified.
“Do you want me to call Mom and Dad?” Zane asked.
They would drop everything and come immediately if he said yes, Chance knew. The whole family would; the hospital would be inundated with Mackenzies. Their support was total, and unquestioning.
He shook his head. “No. Not yet.” His voice was raw, as if he had been screaming, though he would have sworn all his screams had been held inside. If Sunny…if the worst happened, he would need them then. Right now he was still holding together. Just.
So he walked, and Zane walked with him. Zane had seen a lot of bullet wounds, too; he’d taken his share. Chance was the lucky one; he’d been cut a few times, but never shot.
God, there had been so much blood. How had she stayed upright for so long? She had answered questions, said she was all right, even walked around a little before one of the men had found that bucket for her to sit on. It was dark, she had a blanket wrapped around her—that was why no one had noticed. But she should have been on the ground, screaming in pain.
Zane’s thoughts were running along the same path. “I’m always amazed,” he said, “at what some people can do after being shot.”
Contrary to what most people thought, a bullet wound, even a fatal one, didn’t necessarily knock the victim down. All cops knew that even someone whose heart had been virtually destroyed by a bullet could still attack and kill them, and die only when his oxygen-starved brain died. Someone crazed on drugs could absorb a truly astonishing amount of damage and keep on fighting. On the other side of the spectrum were those who suffered relatively minor wounds and went down as if they had been poleaxed, then screamed unceasingly until they reached the hospital and were given enough drugs to quiet them. It was pure mind over matter, and Sunny had a will like titanium. He only hoped she applied that will to surviving.
It was almost six hours before the tired surgeon approached, the six longest hours of Chance’s life. The surgeon looked haggard, and Chance felt the icy claw of dread. No. No—
“I think she’s going to make it,” the surgeon said, and smiled a smile of such pure personal triumph that Chance knew there had been a real battle in the O.R. “I had to remove part of the liver and resection her small intestine. The wound to the liver is what caused the extensive hemorrhage. We had to replace almost her complete blood volume before we got things under control.” He rubbed his hand over his face. “It was touch and go for a while. Her blood pressure bottomed out and she went into cardiac arrest, but we got her right back. Her pupil response is normal, and her vitals are satisfactory. She was lucky.”
“Lucky,” Chance echoed, still dazed by the combination of good news and the litany of damage.
“It was only a fragment of a bullet that hit her. There must have been a ricochet.”
Chance knew she hadn’t been hit while he’d had her flattened in the creek. It had to have happened when she knocked him aside and Darnell fired. Evidently Darnell had missed, and the bullet must have struck a rock in the creek and fragmented.
She had been protecting him. Again.
“She’ll be in ICU for at least twenty-four hours, maybe forty-eight, until we see if there’s a secondary infection. I really think we have things under control, though.” He grinned. “She’ll be out of here in a week.”
Chance sagged against the wall, bending over to clasp his knees. His head swam. Zane’s hard hand gripped his shoulder, lending his support. “Thank you,” Chance said to the doctor, angling his head so he could see him.
“Do you need to lie down?” the doctor asked.
“No, I’m all right. God! I’m great. She’s going to be okay!”
“Yeah,” said the doctor, and grinned again.
Sunny kept surfacing to consciousness, like a float bobbing up and down in the water. At first her awareness was fragmented. She could hear voices in the distance, though she couldn’t make out any words, and a soft beeping noise. She was also aware of something in her throat, though she didn’t realize it was a tube. She had no concept of where she was, or even that she was lying down.
The next time she bobbed up, she could feel smooth cotton beneath her and recognized the fabric as sheets.
The next time she managed to open her eyes a slit, but her vision was blurry and what seemed like a mountain of machinery made no sense to her.
At some point she realized she was in a hospital. There was pain, but it was at a distance. The tube was gone from her throat now. She vaguely remembered it being removed, which hadn’t been pleasant, but her sense of time was so confused that she thought she remembered the tube being there after it was removed. People kept coming into the small space that was hers, turning on bright lights, talking and touching her and doing intimate things to her.
Gradually her dominion over her body began to return, as she fought off the effects of anesthesia and drugs. She managed to make a weak gesture toward her belly, and croak out a single word. “Baby?”
The intensive care nurse understood. “Your baby’s fine,” he said, giving her a comforting pat, and she was content.
She was horribly thirsty. Her next word was “Water,” and slivers of ice were put in her mouth.
With the return of consciousness, though, came the pain. It crept ever nearer as the fog of drugs receded. The pain was bad, but Sunny almost welcomed it, because it meant she was alive, and for a while she had thought she might not be.
She saw the nurse named Jerry the most often. He came into the cubicle, smiling as usual, and said, “There’s someone here to see you.”
Sunny violently shook her head, which was a mistake. It set off waves of agony that swamped the drugs holding them at bay. “No visitors,” she managed to say.
I
t seemed as if she spent days, eons, in the intensive care unit, but when she asked Jerry he said, “Oh, about thirty-six hours. We’ll be moving you to a private room soon. It’s being readied now.”
When they moved her, she was clearheaded enough to watch the ceiling tiles and lights pass by overhead. She caught a glimpse of a tall, black-haired man and quickly looked away.
Settling her into a private room was quite an operation, requiring two orderlies, three nurses and half an hour. She was exhausted when everything, including herself, had been transferred and arranged. The fresh bed was nice and cool; the head had been elevated and a pillow tucked under her head. Sitting up even that much made her feel a hundred percent more normal and in control.
There were flowers in the room. Roses, peach ones, with a hint of blush along the edges of their petals, dispensed a spicy, peppery scent that overcame the hospital scents of antiseptics and cleaning fluids. Sunny stared at them but didn’t ask who they were from.
“I don’t want any visitors,” she told the nurses. “I just want to rest.”
She was allowed to eat Jell-O, and drink weak tea. On the second day in the private room she drank some broth, and she was placed in the bedside chair for fifteen minutes. It felt good to stand on her own two feet, even for the few seconds it took them to move her from bed to chair. It felt even better when they moved her back to the bed.
That night, she got out of bed herself, though the process was slow and unhappy, and walked the length of the bed. She had to hold on to the bed for support, but her legs remained under her.
The third day, there was another delivery from a florist. This was a bromeliad, with thick, grayish green leaves and a beautiful pink flower blooming in its center. She had never had houseplants for the same reason she had never had a pet, because she was constantly on the move and couldn’t take care of them. She stared at the bromeliad, trying to come to grips with the fact that she could have all the houseplants she wanted now. Everything was changed. Crispin Hauer was dead, and she and Margreta were free.