“No one ever does.” After a beat, she said, “Well, maybe I could give you advice.”
“What about?”
“Asher.”
“How do you know about Asher?”
“Cassie told me,” she said casually.
“Of course she did.”
“No, really,” Earth said, turning to me. She was excited now. “Let me help you. I’m good at this. When Mom and Dad used to fight, I always helped them meditate.”
“I think you mean mediate.”
“That’s what I said.” She grinned. “Dad says I have a gift for making people feel better. It’s like a special power.”
A power. It sounded like Earth had inherited some powers from her father’s half-Rebel blood after all. But what kind of power was making people feel better? Was that something the Rebels had control over?
“Well,” I said finally, trying to figure out how best to phrase this. “Asher and I have to fight for different sides. And he promised that when this is all over, we’d find a way to be together. He seemed so certain.”
Earth frowned at me. “But you’re not sure,” she said, her eyes glazing over. “And you think there’s something wrong with you that you’re not as certain as he is.”
I looked at her in surprise. “Did Cassie tell you that?”
“No,” she said. Her eyes had a faraway look in them. “I just knew.”
“It’s just that I know how people are. They say one thing and do another. And I know that love can change the outcome of a war. But also . . . I think war can change the outcome of love, too. What if Asher thought he loved me, but it turns out he believes in his cause more than he believes in us?”
“Are you saying that because you think that’s how he feels?” Earth asked. “Or because you’re secretly scared that’s going to happen to you?”
“Uh . . .” I gaped at her. “Man, you’re good.”
“I know.” She smiled hazily. She was sitting there with me, but her mind was somewhere else entirely. “So am I right?”
I sighed. “My parents were so in love that they gave up everything to be together. They didn’t have to question how they felt. How come I can’t be that sure? How come Asher can?”
“You’re both kind of stubborn,” said Earth, wrinkling her nose. “My dad says I am, too. Also, you’re proud.”
“But what if I never know a hundred percent if he’s worth fighting for?”
Earth shrugged.
“That’s it? That’s your advice?”
She went back to drawing. “Hello, you’re never going to just know,” she said with exasperation. “You have to take a risk.”
I paused. “And if I make a huge mistake?”
She put down her colored pencil and looked at me seriously. “You have to trust yourself.”
“Are you sure you’re only seven?”
“I get that a lot.”
And that was it. I’d been schooled by a seven-year-old.
I felt tiny arms wrap around my waist, and looked down to see a messy light brown set of pigtails nestling into the crook of my arm.
“I’m glad we’re here,” she said softly.
“Me too,” I whispered. “Me too.”
That night at dinner, I watched Aunt Jo and Aaron carefully. If all this ended well—if the Uprising worked—would Aaron and Earth go back to Rocky Pines? Or would they stay here with us, for good? Was Earth right—were they going to get married? Maybe what I’d always wanted was on the verge of coming true. Maybe I was going to have a complete family again. They could never be a replacement for my parents. But Aunt Jo and I wouldn’t be lonely anymore. And that was a start.
Raven excused herself to stalk the perimeters of our property, keeping an eye out for danger. Aaron and Aunt Jo went to assess the damage from the fire at Into the Woods. Earth helped me clear the dishes, trailing behind me with a stack taller than her head.
“Don’t drop those,” I said over my shoulder.
“I have impeccable balance,” she piped back. We rinsed the dishes and loaded them into the dishwasher.
“Hey, Earth,” I said, turning around to face her. “This, um, power of yours.” I thought for a minute. “Want to see if there’s anything else you can do?”
Earth grinned up at me mischievously.
13
It was an idea I’d been brewing for a while.
Earth was an astonishing child, a “special kid” as Aaron had said. There was something almost wise about her, a maturity that was surprising, out of proportion with the number of years she had lived. She had the remarkable ability to understand emotions much more complex than she should. Part of this could have been that she had experienced more in those seven years of life than anyone should have to. But I had another idea.
I had a feeling there was something magical about Earth. And that I was the one who’d be able to bring it out in her.
I slid the door to the deck open onto a clear, warm night. Earth slipped her hand into mine as she followed. We stood, facing the mountains. Fireflies blinked on and off in the space between us, illuminating Earth’s face in a soft yellow glow.
“Mountains make me feel so small,” she said.
“You are small.” I knelt down next to her. “Earth, I think you came into my life for a reason. Obviously, you’re the smartest kid I know”—at this, Earth grinned—“but you can do things, too. Special things. Things maybe you don’t get to do that often because it freaks out your dad—right?”
Instead of answering my question, she looked up.
“Do you think they can really touch the sky, or is it only an optical illusion?”
“I don’t think anything can really touch the sky.”
“You can,” she said simply.
“Oh,” I said. “You’re right. I guess I can when I’m flying.”
“I can too.”
“You? Have you been hiding wings from me all this time?”
She rolled her eyes as if that was the dumbest question ever. “No. I can touch it with my mind.”
“Earth,” I said, my heart beating faster. “What are you trying to tell me?”
“I can hear it. Shh,” she said. “Watch.”
I looked up at the wide, endless sky, inky blue and scattered with stars, and let this strange kid guide me.
“It’s kind of like a Ouija board,” she whispered.
Before I could ask what she meant, the sky tilted violently. I lost my balance and fell to the deck.
“Ow,” I said. “What—?” But I stopped short. It wasn’t the sky that had moved—it was the stars. The whole dome had shifted like the ceiling of a planetarium. And then, individual stars began to swerve toward one another. Earth was concentrating hard, her eyes trained on the sky and her hands balled into fists. The stars were forming a pattern. A word.
SAVE
My heart was beating out of my chest. Earth’s face and neck had broken out in a sweat, and she was struggling for breath. Still, she focused on the stars even harder as they arranged and rearranged, and another word began to take shape.
HIM
“Huh?” I said out loud.
The sound of my voice seemed to break the spell. Earth collapsed, exhausted, and the stars scattered into the night. I rushed to her and scooped her up in my arms. She was shaking.
“Hey,” I said gently. “Hey, shhh. It’s okay. You’re okay.” I smoothed her hair back and kissed the top of her head. “Earth,” I whispered. “Say something.”
Her eyes fluttered open.
“That . . .” she panted, “was . . . so . . . cool!” Earth looked up at me excitedly. “Did you see that?”
“I couldn’t look away. It was amazing.” I thought for a minute. “What do you think it means?”
Earth scrunched her face up thoughtfully. Then she shrugged.
“You got me,” she said. “I’ve only been able to do it, like, one other time.”
“What did it say the last time?”
She gave me a small,
sly smile.
“Help Skye,” she answered.
As I stood there, I could feel the power rolling off Earth in waves. The fireflies glowed brighter, larger, unblinking in the night. And then they were so bright that they eclipsed everything else, and Earth, the mountains, the deck—it all disappeared.
I squinted my eyes against the sudden, jarring light of day. The sun was shining down on me, but as I stood there, dark clouds rolled in faster than I could count seconds: big, churning storm clouds that threatened to burst at any moment.
Thunder clapped, and lightning backlit the clouds.
A hard rain soaked me before I had a chance to run for cover. But where was there cover? Where was I? Rain ran down my hair in rivulets, into my eyes and mouth. The ground beneath my feet felt wet and spongy, and when I looked down, I saw that I wasn’t on the deck anymore—I was on the bank of the river that ran through Foster’s Woods.
“Dan!” Cassie’s voice cried out from somewhere below me. “It’s rising too fast!”
“Hold on to my hand!” Dan yelled back.
“I can’t breathe!” she screamed.
“Guys!” I shouted. “Cassie! I’m coming!” I scrambled down the steep side of the bank, trying not to let my footing slip in the rising mud and water. I had to get to my friends in time. I had to save them.
Lightning zigzagged through the trees, and I heard a massive crack, and somebody screamed.
“Skye.” Earth tugged on my hand, bringing me back from my vision. I had to blink a few times before the deck and the starry night came into focus. “What did you see?”
What had I seen?
“I saw a flood,” I said, still dazed. First a fire, now a flood. Elemental forces at work against the people I loved. “I saw the future.”
“Does the future talk to you the way the sky talks to me?”
I nodded.
“Maybe we can make them work together,” she said. “We can tell each other what they say.”
“It’s a deal, Earth,” I said. Because I would need all the help I could get to figure out when that flood was going to happen. Another attack was coming. The Rebellion was plotting again. But this time, I refused to be caught off-guard. This time, I would be ready for it.
Suddenly, I got the feeling that being outside at night wasn’t very safe.
“Let’s go in.”
Earth nodded. “I’m scared, too,” she said. She took my hand and the two of us slipped through the sliding screen door and into the cozy house.
It had been alive with noise and chatter during dinner, but now it was still. I squeezed Earth’s hand tightly. This house had been still for so long. I couldn’t let anything stand in the way of it feeling full again.
Earth scampered up the stairs to get ready for bed, but I hung back. Something drew me to the wide window that looked out on our field, the dark sky, the mountains beyond, and I struggled to understand the message from the stars.
Save him.
I waited for the answer to come.
As I lay in bed that night, watching Earth squirm around in her sleeping bag like a burrowing animal, I thought about her strange, quirky powers—intuiting my emotions, “listening to the sky.” It had told her to help me.
Suddenly I sat bolt upright.
Was it possible that Earth was the fourth Rogue?
Immediately, I rejected this idea. It couldn’t be—and more than that, I couldn’t let it. I couldn’t knowingly put Earth in danger like that. She was only a kid. A complicated one, sure. But she had already seen enough violence, enough tragedy in her lifetime. I couldn’t let her also go into battle.
But if she was the fourth, and I denied it, then my group would never succeed. We would never win, and the balance of power between the Order and the Rebellion would come crashing down. And I would continue to be the thing I feared I was: a weapon one side could use against the other. Nothing more.
Was there a way to find out? I had been able to make myself have a vision on the roof of the school, when I’d found Aaron. Could I do it again? Could I make myself see if Earth was the one I’d been looking for?
I didn’t want to do it. I didn’t want to decide anything just then.
But maybe it was better to know, and protect her—than to not know, and risk putting her in even greater danger.
I closed my eyes, and I let the room fall away and the Sight overtake me.
The familiar fog rolled in off the ocean. Thick and white, making it hard for me to see more than a foot in front of me. I had been here before—in my visions, at least. As my eyes adjusted, I realized I was on a huge black-sand beach. The fog misted out with the ocean tide, lapping against the shore. Breathing in. Breathing out.
The beach was lit with candlelight. Where was it coming from?
Three figures stood in front of me. As I squinted in the dim light, their faces sharpened into focus. Aunt Jo. Aaron. And a third man whose face I didn’t recognize. James? They were holding hands. Aunt Jo and Aaron reached out in front of them—beckoning to a fourth to join their circle.
I struggled to expand my sight, to grasp onto any detail that might give me a clue. But the vision seemed to elude me, and the harder I tried, the more it slipped away. Almost as soon as it started, I was back in my bedroom, in the dark, alone.
Crickets and cicadas chirped in the backyard now. The snowy mountains no longer kept out the sounds of the outside world. Kept the cold air in, the warmth and light out. Now, the weather was warm, and the natural world was reawakening.
And Earth was listening to it.
I slid down in bed, rested my head against the pillow. Why was this vision so hard to grasp? Was my own sight trying to protect her from the truth? She was sent to help me. She was an important key.
Trees from outside cast dark shadows across my walls, and I shivered.
Astaroth’s warning came back to me, whispered in the night.
I’ll be watching your mind.
If that was true, if I was leaving it unguarded and unprotected during these visions, was it possible that the ancient Gifted One was watching me right now? Could he know how I felt about Earth?
I made a silent promise to myself. I would watch this girl especially closely from now on. And I would protect my mind, keep it safe. Because if Astaroth could see what I was thinking, Earth could be in even more danger. What if the Guardians in the darkness outside her house in Rocky Pines weren’t just there for Aaron, for the powerful Rogue who was her father?
What if they were watching her, too? Waiting for the right time to attack the fourth?
14
Monday nights at the Bean were the quietest. The plan was to get there early and study for finals until ten o’clock, when Ian could close and we could really get to work.
I parked my car a block away from the coffee shop and took a detour past Into the Woods. The air was warm, summer was on its way, and it was staying lighter out later. Couples strolled the streets downtown, hand in hand, stopping for ice cream and lounging on benches. Families of tourists popped in and out of stores, dressed in jeans and lightweight fleeces, sandals instead of hiking boots. It could have been any spring night. I was struck so suddenly by how separate I felt from these people, how detached. They seemed so happy and carefree, walking with their families, their girlfriends, boyfriends, wives, and husbands. They knew nothing about the Order, the Rebellion, or Rogues. They were unaware that their lives were controlled right down to the tiniest detail. The brand of toothpaste they use, arriving five minutes late to pick up their kid from soccer practice, the whisper of a breath on someone’s cheek; the smallest most insignificant events wound up like a snowball right at the start of an avalanche. One thing happens, which leads to another, and that leads to one more thing, and then before you know it your whole life has been written out for you like some great and ancient book. And every time war broke out, every time a tsunami wiped out half a population or an unexpected earthquake decimated thousands of lives—that was t
he Rebellion, trying to rewrite the history of the world. Fighting control with chaos.
I practiced putting up mental walls against Astaroth as I walked the rest of the way down Main Street and through the door to the Bean. Ian jumped as the bells on the door jingled, and shot me a look. The place was almost empty. It looked like I wasn’t the only one who was tense.
I made my way to the couches in the back where we always hung out. When I unzipped my bag and went to pull out my history textbook, a few others fell out with it. The one on top was a well-worn guide to colleges and universities, the cover ripped from carrying it around in my bag all year, and lots of pages dog-eared and marked with neon Post-it notes. The book fell open easily to the page I’d gone back to the most over the past year. Columbia University.
I traced my finger over the student testimonials, descriptions of the food and housing, tips and tricks for life in New York.
I hadn’t looked at this book since I found out who I was—now there was a chance I might not even make it to college after all.
New York. So different from my tiny mountain town in Colorado. I had dreamed about living there one day, going to museums and the theater, discovering more to life than just what was contained on all sides by mountains. I had never left Colorado. Now, I realized, it was because my parents and Aunt Jo were trying to protect me from my destiny.
I knew that one day I needed to escape. My heart would always belong in River Springs, but my life here had never been on my own terms. What I longed for more than anything was to put the past behind me and live out a future that was entirely mine.
The door jangled again, startling me from my thoughts, as the last customers of the night left, and Ian locked the door behind them.
“All clear!” he called. I made my way over to the counter, where he was already logging in to Love the Bean’s computer. “Okay,” Ian said. “I’ve googled him a couple of times since we talked, but I can’t seem to find anything that might fit what we’re looking for. I mean . . . I don’t think my dad is a Welsh politician, do you?”
“Unlikely,” I said. “But we know his name, and we know what he looks like now, because I saw him in my most recent vision. Do a Google Image search, and let’s see if I recognize him. Then we can cross-reference with the white pages or something, like I did with Aaron Ward.”