CONTENTS
TITLE PAGE
1. CROW
2. CUBE
3. HEEL
4. MEETING
5. SKETCH
6. BULLETS
7. BULLDOG
8. TIMER
9. PREEVE
10. LOYALTY
11. AJ
12. ALEXANDER
13. COLLABORATION
14. CAGED
15. EXCHANGE
16. CARDS
17. GRIMPER
18. LIBRARY
19. HEARING
20. GAUNTLET
21. DEVON
22. ENVELOPE
23. NOTE
24. MAUVE
25. POST
26. ATTIC
27. TONE
28. MUTINY
29. STONE
30. COWL
31. FACTORY
32. HOOK
33. HONOR
34. SEARCHES
35. LIAM
36. DEBRIEF
37. MOTHER
38. COMIXE
39. GRENADE
40. TRUTH
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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COPYRIGHT
“Hey, that crow’s in the garden again.”
“Where?” I gasped as Josie, my younger sister, swept past me. I jumped up from the kitchen table, almost spilling a bowl of cereal.
“On the gate post,” she said with a shrug. “It’s not doing anything. It’s just … sitting there.”
“Watching,” I muttered.
“Yeah … right,” she said doubtfully. She swept her hair off her shoulder and continued on into the front room.
“Michael, you need to get over this.” Mom was crouching down, spilling laundry out of the washing machine. She brought a basket of wet clothes over to the sink. “You’ve been as jumpy as a newborn frog for days, and stuck inside the house every night this week. I realize this hasn’t been an easy time for you, with Freya … passing away and everything, but trust me, this is not what she’d have wanted. Staying in, moping, won’t ease the pain. You need to face the world without her now. Nothing’s going to bring her back.”
Oh, no? I took a sharp breath. If only Mom knew what I’d seen in the graveyard when I’d gone to lay a rose on Freya’s grave. I pushed aside the blind. “Josie said she saw a crow.”
“Yes, I know. I heard her.” Mom nudged me aside to get to the drawer where she kept her clothespins. “It’s a bird. A member of the natural world. Allowed to visit our garden as often as it likes — as long as it doesn’t interfere with my washing. What’s the matter? Are you frightened of crows or something?” She threw some pins into the basket and glanced through the window. “I agree they can look a bit menacing, but you’ve never said anything about them before. Is there something you want to tell me?”
Lots. Too much. I gulped and said nothing.
Mom sighed and shook her head. “Right. That’s it. When I’ve hung up these clothes, I’m taking you out.”
“Out? Where?”
“A garden center.”
What? Weren’t garden centers places where old people went?
She saw my look of horror and met it with one of those smug parental grins. “It’s either that or I confiscate your keys, strap you to your bike, and lock you out of the house for an hour. Either way, you’re getting some sun on your skin. You’re starting to look like milk gone sour.”
She opened the kitchen door.
“Mom?”
“What?”
“Be careful.”
“Oh, for goodness’ sake.” She was angry now. “Will you stop this nonsense? It’s a crow, Michael, not a … bloodsucking vampire!”
“It’s not — and … it could be,” I whispered. But by then she was halfway up the lawn, hanging socks on the clothesline.
I opted for the trip to the garden center. I wore a dark hoodie, which made Mom fuss and grumble even more. But I wasn’t going to run the risk of being recognized; some of my school friends’ parents shopped there.
While Mom and Josie toured the plant displays outside, I hovered in the doorway of the main building, pretending to be interested in a row of shovels. Twice, I was frowned at by a security guard for setting off the automatic sliding doors. When I moved deeper inside and stood by a rack of pruning saws, he followed me and pointed to a sign saying NOT FOR SALE TO MINORS. I pointed to Mom, who had just come in with a shopping cart laden with plants. The guard bounced on his toes and silently moved on.
“Having fun?” Mom quipped. She put a box of slug pellets into her cart.
Slug pellets. Gross. “This place sucks,” I said. “It’s so boring.”
“You won’t think that when you’re forty and your bedding plants are being eaten away by slimy beasts the size of your thumb. You’ll be glad you’ve got crows in your garden then. They gobble up the little monsters. Schlup.”
That was it. I couldn’t take this anymore. My mind was so full of fears and secrets. I had to unload them, no matter the cost. “Mom,” I said, trying to get her attention.
She had pushed the cart forward, into an area laid out with the sort of gifts you bought your auntie for Christmas: candles, silly socks, books of lists. “Mom,” I said again, “I want to tell you something.”
She looked back briefly. “Tell me in the café. It’s right through here.”
Stuff the café. I was at my breaking point. “I’ve got this special power; I can alter my reality. And I’m working for a secret organization called UNI —”
“Hey, grumpy, look at these.”
As usual, Mom hadn’t heard a thing I’d said. And now Josie was in my face, holding up a small stuffed toy. A life-size bird with a gray-white body and decorative blue wings. “It’s a blue jay,” she said. “It talks. Listen.”
She squeezed the body, setting off a recording inside the bird’s breast. It made a series of repetitive squeaks, like air being forced from a plastic cushion, followed by a row of throaty clicks.
“Yeah, great,” I said, trying to move her aside.
She stood her ground. “They’ve got loads more birds on a stand over there.” She tilted her head. “Including this one. Pity it doesn’t work.”
And she held up a “cuddly” crow, saying, in a silly robotic voice, “Hi, I’m Blackie, and I’ve come to eat your nose. Caark!”
“Give me that!” I said, snatching it off her as she used it to “peck” my chest.
She backed away, making a face. “Honestly, you’re such a pain these days. I used to actually like you once.” A small look of hurt touched the corners of her eyes. She turned and ran after Mom.
Leaving me with Blackie the crow.
I stared into its plastic eyes and just wanted to rip its stupid flappy wings off. But curiosity got the better of me and I did as any kid would and squeezed its belly, trying to make it talk.
As I did, a voice behind me said, “You’ve been avoiding me, Michael.”
I whipped around and there she was. Freya Zielinski. Just as alive as she’d been in the graveyard seven days ago, dressed in the same shawl-like wrap, her hair as wild as a nest of springs. Her dark eyes were strangely opaque, staring, as if she’d left all threads of humanity in whatever place she’d chosen to perch.
“You can’t be here,” I said to her, backing away.
Farther down the building, I heard someone say, “Hey, look at that. A crow’s got in.” A flutter of wings made me look up briefly. Not one but two crows were perched on a horizontal metal strut that formed a part of the roof assembly.
“Don’t mind them, they’re just backup,” rasped Freya. Her voice alone was enough to give me chills.
“Get away from me. You’re dead.??
? I took another pace back.
“You turned me into this,” she said in anger. She raised her arms, and the shawl spread out like feathered wings. “I want my life back. Make me real again, Michael. I’m sick of feeding on slime.” She made a caarking sound and opened her mouth. What remained of a brown slug was stuck to her tongue.
Retching heavily, I stumbled backward into a rotating rack of cards, knocking it against a display of cake pans. The clatter made a nearby woman yelp — and brought the security guard running.
“All right, you. Out.” He grabbed the neck of my hoodie, intending to haul me up off the floor.
But over his shoulder I could see the crows descending. I put an arm across my face as the first bird landed on his back and clamped its beak to the lobe of his ear. It was torn clean through before he knew what was happening. He screamed in agony and let me go, trying in vain to beat off the second bird coming for his face. He crashed sideways into a footwear rack, spilling hiking boots and shoes all over the floor, then fell against a table full of gardening books. Blood was running down his lime-green shirt. The place erupted with frightened voices. One old man grabbed a gardening fork and tried in vain to stab the crows away.
Through the scrimmage, I saw Freya staring at me as if to say This is just the start. Then her eyes flicked up and she caught sight of something over my shoulder. She turned into a crow so fast that anyone who’d seen the change would not have believed a girl had been standing there an instant before. She called to the birds and together they flew for an open skylight. All I could see of the security guard’s face was a mess of blood, and skin torn back in shreds to the muscle.
“Michael?! Are you okay?”
Mom was right beside me, as shocked as anyone. I guessed Freya must have seen her (or Josie) and fled before one of them recognized her.
“What happened?” gasped Josie. She still had the blue jay in her hand.
“Crows, gone mad,” the man with the garden fork jabbered. His weathered hands were shaking, his eyes fixed hard on the skylights above.
“Crows? Again?” Mom said.
“It was Freya,” I panted, my head spinning with fear, confusion — and guilt.
“Sorry?” said Mom.
“I turned her into a bird,” I mumbled.
“What?” said Josie, clutching the blue jay close to her chest.
Mom took a deep breath. “Look at me,” she said, repeating it more firmly when I didn’t catch her gaze. “Michael, look at me.”
I did. I was almost crying.
“Freya is dead,” Mom said as if she’d dropped the hammer at an auction sale.
I glanced at Josie. She was chewing a fingernail, as confused by my gibbering as the folks were by the crows.
I looked at Mom again and gave a single nod. What was the point of telling her what I knew about Freya or the UNICORNE organization? How my father, her husband, missing-believed-dead these past three years, had secretly been working for UNICORNE. And how they had recently recruited me, too, allegedly to help them search for Dad. “I’m sorry,” I whispered, with a weight that seemed to anchor at the bottom of my soul.
“It’s all right,” she said, smoothing the hair from my eyes. “We’ll fix this. Don’t worry. I know what to do.”
“But … the crows?” said Josie. She picked up the toy one that didn’t talk. She was starting to believe me. And it scared her hollow. I could see a chink of fear in her clear blue eyes. Something unworldly had happened here. Something that had caused a bunch of wild birds to attack an innocent human being. Something that had screwed with her brother’s mind.
“Come on,” Mom said. She pulled me to my feet. Many garden center staff were on the scene now, rebuilding the displays and restoring order. The injured guard had been led to a restroom. As we headed for the checkout lines, I saw the skylights being shut.
At home, Mom made me a cup of tea, gave me a plate of cookies, and sat me on the sofa. I knew something big was going down because cookies, like chocolate, were rationed in our house. Josie had been silent on the journey home, but the moment we got in, she had run upstairs to report the drama to her gang of friends.
Unbeknownst to me, Mom had also made a call.
I was on my fourth cookie when the doorbell rang. Mom invited the caller in. “Thank you so much for coming at such short notice. He’s through there.”
The door slowly opened and a tall, suited man with perfect cheekbones and pale-gray hair stepped into the room.
“Hello, Michael,” he said in a soft voice spiced with a German accent. He stretched out a manicured hand.
I didn’t shake it.
Mom rested on the arm of a chair. She looked nervous, guilty for laying this on me. “Dr. K has kindly offered to speak to you,” she said. “I want you to tell him what’s worrying you — about the crows, and Freya.”
Dr. K tilted his head in acknowledgment.
“He’s not a doctor; he’s an android. Dad made him,” I said.
Mom steepled her hands around her nose. “See what I mean? He’s been saying things like this for the last few days. I’ll be in the room next door when you want me.” And she slipped out without another glance.
Leaving me alone with the “kindly” Dr. K, a machine I knew better as Amadeus Klimt, head of the UNICORNE organization.
He sat down in the chair that had been Dad’s favorite, crossing his legs and brushing fluff off his trousers. It felt weird having him in the house, this programmed humanoid that had begun his life in the zeros and ones of Dad’s computer. That was what bothered me most about Klimt, the fact that Dad had created him, or had had some vital role in it. I shuddered to think that this thing was a kind of artificial brother. “I won’t talk to you, Klimt.”
He drummed his fingers on the arms of the chair, looking around the room, taking everything in. “Mr. Klimt,” he said. “You work for me, remember?”
“All I have to do is call Mom and show her this.” I pushed down my sock.
He threw a glance at my ankle. “And she will see you have a unicorn tattoo. And she will be angry. But do you seriously think your mother will believe that I put it there or that a microchip was inserted in the tissues beneath it so that UNICORNE could trace your whereabouts?”
“What do you want?” I snapped.
“I told you on the last occasion we met that there would be more files for you to investigate. Nothing has changed.”
“I don’t care about your files. You’re full of baloney, Mr. Klimt.”
“Baloney?” His purple eyes dimmed as he sought a meaning.
“The last time we ‘met,’ you told me Dad had gone looking for dragons.”
“Ah.” He raised a finger. “You did not believe me.”
Would anyone? Seriously? Just a couple of weeks ago, I’d learned that Dad had been a UNICORNE operative and not the traveling salesman we’d always thought. That had been hard enough to take. But a dragon hunter? That was just too weird. “Why are you stringing me along like this? Dragons don’t exist.”
His face relaxed into a smile. “Yet again you disappoint me, Michael. You will be telling me next that it is impossible for a girl to come back from the dead and transform herself into the shape of a crow.”
“You know about Freya?”
“Of course I know about Freya. Agent Mulrooney has been watching you. He was at the garden center this morning. He communicated the entire event to me.” He picked up a Rubik’s cube, admiring it as if it were a beautiful sculpture. “An amusing mathematical toy,” he said.
“It was Dad’s. He could do it in sixteen seconds.”
He nodded. “Your father was a mathematical genius. But the cube is just like any conundrum: Once you understand the rules that govern it, solving the puzzle is simple.” His hands flew over it and he set it down, complete. It had taken him a couple of ticks.
“Slow, for an android,” I said. “Couldn’t Dad design you any quicker than that?”
He smiled again. “The li
miting factor is the observable friction between the ratchets, not the speed of calculation required. Otherwise, it would have taken me approximately one third of a second. And, to correct your distracting catalogue of misinformed ideas, your father did not design me. His role went far beyond that.”
Really? It wasn’t often Klimt let slip what sounded like genuine information. But I labored too long thinking about it and he was already speaking again before I could blurt out a question.
“Was it deliberate, Michael?” He tilted his head sharply. One of the few moves that made him appear more robotic than human.
I was still lost in thought, wondering what contribution, other than programming, Dad could have made to Klimt’s construction. For all I distrusted Klimt, there was no denying he was an incredible piece of engineering, light-years beyond any robots I’d seen on TV science programs. It wasn’t just the fact that he looked so human; he could think like a human. I’d always been aware that Dad was smart, but surely the making of Klimt was a leap beyond our current technology?
“Freya,” he said, realigning my focus. “Did you bring her back on purpose? Were you trying to save her?”
Freya, who hadn’t been out of my thoughts all week and was right at the cutting edge again now. I looked down at my feet. “No, it just happened.”
“She was in your mind when you experienced your last reality shift?”
I groaned and smacked my hands against my forehead. “This is dumb. I don’t want to talk about this. Freya died. I went to her funeral service. There was a coffin. I put a rose on her grave. Why don’t you just tell me I’m going crazy or seeing things? You can’t make dead people live again.”
“Not in the time line in which they died,” he agreed. “But I told you, Michael, the multiverse has infinite possibilities and you have the power to jump across it, just like a freight train switching tracks.” He picked up the cube again and randomized the colors. “The limiting factor is your ability to keep control of the shifts; the observable friction is simply your lack of belief in your gift.”
“Curse,” I snapped. “It’s a curse, not a gift. Look what it’s done to Freya. She’s not a girl anymore; she’s a monster.”
“We will take care of Freya,” he said.