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  “One thing that is clear—” scorn creeping into Otto’s voice—“is that our analysts were right. You’re willing to gamble the destiny of an entire planet in some convoluted scheme to get more power.”

  “No. If I enjoyed the exercise of power I would seek to preserve the status quo. There is no one on this planet more powerful than I am. Except perhaps you two. Which is why I’ve brought you here, of course.”

  “You haven’t gone out of your way to make us sympathetic,” Rachel said, and Otto knew her just well enough to hear the leading edge of hysteria.

  He ignored that. “I will need your help,” he said, “the Confederación’s help. But first I need your understanding.” He looked at Rachel. “Not your sympathy.”

  “The Confederación does not meddle in the internal affairs of its member worlds,” said Otto. “Except when those affairs—”

  “I know,” el Alvarez interrupted. “I may know the Charter even better than you do.

  “Briefly: What we call ‘the Plan’ is only one part of a larger plan. You are also part of it. It was laid out in some detail by my great-grandfather over a century ago. Juan Alvarez II, a political scientist and… a visionary. A practical man but a dreamer.

  “Selva was colonized by dreamers, you know. Political exiles from Terra who brought a primitive kind of communism with them. It lasted less than three generations. It couldn’t survive two crop failures in a row and the efforts of nine strong men—the first clan leaders. To consolidate and maintain their power, their fiefdoms, these nine governed in a brutal, arbitrary way. When their heirs succeeded one at a time, they didn’t change methods—in a crude way, this is how the balance of power was maintained.

  “Eventually the brutality and capriciousness became institutionalized and, inevitably, I suppose, filtered into the conduct of daily life at every level. Do people routinely settle arguments by dueling on any other planet?”

  “I don’t think so,” Rachel said.

  “No,” Otto said.

  “That’s one example. There are others. The sum of it, though, is that our way of life is in almost every respect a healthy millenium behind that of any other culture in the Confederación.”

  “I quite agree,” Otto said sourly.

  “And it has a built-in stability through the method of succession.” He seemed now to be pleading rather than explaining. “But Juan Alvarez II devised a way to subvert that stability.”

  “And to implement this, you need help from the Confederación.”

  “That’s right. We—”

  “Weapons? Money?” As if I were in a position to make promises, Otto thought.

  “No… well, a little money, maybe. Let me explain. Juan Alvarez II suggested that we need set up only a few initial conditions, not obviously revolutionary changes, in order to slowly shift the base of power away from the clan leaders; eventually transform them into powerless figureheads.”

  “What could you possibly have to gain by all this?” Rachel asked.

  “You would have to be in my position, Señorita, to truly understand. Most Selvans are reasonably content with their lives because they know no better; their educations and the information they receive about other worlds are carefully controlled. I was educated offworld—as part of Juan the Second’s plan—and I feel, have always felt, dissatisfied. Every bit as manipulated and… helpless as are my subjects. That I am ruled by half a thousand dead men, rather than one live one, makes no difference.”

  “Very poetic,” Otto said. “Specifically. What initial conditions?”

  “These will be disguised by our preparations for the hypothetical war. Clan Diaz is building a fleet of Foster-type freighters. We are calling them bombers.” Otto vaguely remembered that a Foster drive was a reaction jet, powered by fusion of deuterium. Ancient history. “Unfortunately, they will not be finished in time for this next opposition with Grim-welt—to preserve the element of surprise, we will have to attack when the planets are closest—and there will not be another favorable opposition for five years.

  “So for the next five years we will have a fleet of new ships and it will not be unreasonable to suggest we make some money with them. Such commerce as goes on between Selva and her sister planet is almost totally controlled by Grünweltische shipping and tourist firms; we can underbid them and still make a good profit.”

  “I begin to see,” Otto said.

  “See what?” Rachel asked.

  Alvarez made an animated gesture, forgetting the gun in his hand; Otto ducked instinctively. “This way we will have formed a new social class, interplanetary merchants—who will be the only ones with access to wealth outside of our own closed economic system! Each clan will see the fortune to be made, and none will be able to afford not to—”

  “Wait, wait,” Otto said. “I see something else. The closest thing to a spaceport on this planet is Barra de Alvarez.”

  “That’s right,” Alvarez said impatiently.

  “So you will be getting first crack at the money; tariffs, docking fees—”

  “No, no—that’s part of the plan, too. I will be in a position to encourage interplanetary trade by taking as little—”

  “As little as you could and not appear suspicious,” Otto said blandly.

  “That’s correct,” he said with flinty pride.

  “I’m no sociologist,” Otto said, “and when we studied interplanetary economics… I don’t remember anything one-tenth this bizarre. It’s about the shakiest recipe for social reform I’ve ever heard.”

  “I know my people.”

  “And what do you need from the Confederación?”

  “Mostly advice. And that they not react too quickly if they hear rumors of war.

  “As you say, Colonel, you’re not a sociologist, but I’m sure the Confederación has many good people who are. And economists and propagandists and psychodynamicists and… whatever. People who could review Juan Alvarez’s plan, update it, and insure that it would work.”

  Otto shook his head. “That sounds contrary to the policy of self-determination.”

  “Your presence here implies that the policy is flexible, Colonel.” He smiled. “Besides, the Plan is home-grown. We would only want the Confederación to help us polish it, as I say.”

  “El Alvarez,” Rachel said, “are you saying that the clan leaders would eventually become dependent on the… merchant class, and then be ruled by it? Even though the merchant class would have only economic power?”

  “Yes. Again: I know my people.”

  “Your people,” she said, her voice starting to shake, “I don’t think are subtle enough to respond to that kind of pressure.” She pulled the hem of her blouse up a few centimeters, showing the bruises. “Your people raped me several times a day and beat me without mercy—just for amusement; no pre-tense of interrogation. I think you are overrating Selva if you think it will be ready for civilization within the next few hundred years.”

  “I’m sorry. More, I am outraged. But please try to understand—”

  “I think I understand more than either of you do.”

  “No, I mean… you couldn’t be protected. Nor you, Colonel. I am surrounded by suspicious men and—” He was interrupted by the door sliding open. Julio Rubirez walked in, leading the whole entourage, guns ready. “I didn’t summon you,” el Alvarez said.

  “But you did, sir.” Ironic emphasis on the “sir.” Julio scraped a place on the wall with his thumbnail; stucco flaked off, revealing a metal microphone plate. “Drop that pistol, whoever you are.”

  El Alvarez gauged the faces of the men covering him and dropped the gun.

  “This man is an imposter,” Julio said to the soldiers. “As good a copy of our beloved Alvarez as the man on the bunk is of Teniente Guajana.”

  Guajana picked up el Alvarez’s pistol and handed it to one of the soldiers.

  “I promise I will find out what he has done with our leader.”

  The soldier to whom Guajana had given the pi
stol was already holding a rifle with both hands. He found it awkward and, not thinking, passed the pistol to the only man in the squad who had a free hand: Private Rivera.

  “And as for these two…” Julio leered at Otto and Rachel and raised his gun.

  Private Rivera slipped the safety off the pistol, held it to the back of the Commandante’s head, and fired. His skull exploded with a loud report and his still-smiling body pitched forward.

  Otto hit the floor, dragging Rachel after him, and scooped up the Commandante’s pistol with his left hand. Guajana had just unholstered his own gun and was about to shoot Private Rivera point-blank when Otto fired and opened up the near side of his likeness from hip to ear.

  “Drop it drop it!” Otto yelled and all of the soldiers except Rivera did, the whole thing having happened so fast that they didn’t even have their rifles unsafed.

  “You too, Private,” Otto said quietly. He had the pistol pointed at Rubirez’s body and gave no sign of hearing. Otto took a careful point of aim; his pistol arm just below the elbow. “Drop it.”

  Rivera let the pistol slip from his fingers and raised his hand to touch the stub of his ear.

  “I’m confused,” he said. “What happened?”

  “The first shots of a war,” Otto said. And sotto voce: “Maybe the last.”

  9.

  Terran Bureau of Investigation and Interference

  MEMO

  Secrecy Class 5

  TO: Planning

  FROM: J. Ellis, Ph.D.

  RE: Debriefing agent McGavin (S–12, prime), mission SG–1746

  Following documents submitted:

  1. Debriefing transcript.

  2. Agent’s written report.

  3. “The Juan Alvarez II Plan,” by Jose Alvarez III (described in documents (1) and (2)).

  4. Various documents pertaining to leave problem.

  It is my opinion that document (3) indicates a follow-up mission. Agent McGavin disagrees; I request that he not be assigned to this mission. An edited copy of this document may be of interest to the appropriate Confederación committee.

  Agent McGavin was two weeks late returning from this mission. He claims to have accompanied his local TBII liaison, who suffered a nervous breakdown in the execution of this mission, to a nearby planet for rest and medical care, and submits documents in evidence. He claims further that this period should not be deducated from his annual leave, since he and the liaison were married for that two-week period. This would make his absence deductible from sick leave. Please forward documents (4) to his section leader.

  (signed)

  John Ellis, Ph.D.

  REDUNDANCY

  CHECK: AGE 44

  Biographical check, please go:

  I was born Otto Jules McGavin on 24 Avril Skip to age 12, please, go:

  That May we went to Angkor Wat to celebrate Wesak, it was so exotic and colorful, and the people were so strange, I knew I couldn’t spend the rest of my life

  Skip to age 27, please, go:

  Two assignments that year, one was very pleasant, investigating Article Three violation on Jaica, turned out to have corrected itself while I was in PO, nothing to do but lie on the beach for three months, but then I had to take on the identity of Lin Su Po, Prime Minister of the Eurasian Hegemony, because he was going to be assassinated, nobody ever could explain how that was TBII business, it seemed like

  Skip to age 40, please, go:

  Wanted to be on the team that adapted the Alvarez Plan, don’t understand how they could screw that up so badly, almost as if they had engineered a planetwide

  Skip to age 42, please, go:

  Filed a formal complaint that I was getting nothing but shit assignments, plenty of seniority for a desk job, then had a PO breakdown when they tried to put me in a 22-year-old’s persona

  It didn’t do you any lasting harm, did it? Just to the boy I was in tandem with, I felt him die, sticky blackness with bright hot sparks burning into his brain, think the monitor died too, I never saw her again, when I got out of the hospital they made me a street beggar and sent me to Corbus, spy on a brothel that supposedly employed aliens, actually bioengineered human females, had to shoot my way out again, so tired of all the killing, the women could have been changed back, so tired of getting hurt, so

  Kiwi.

  tired of getting new parts.

  Elixir.

  Tired of being so many people.

  Cloak-and-dagger. Frog.

  So tired.

  Sleep.

  EPISODE:

  All My Sins Remembered

  Ember: a red star slowly dying.

  Carbon, a waste product of the sluggish nuclear furnace that gives Ember its feeble glow, percolates up to the surface of the star, cooling. It turns into merely incandescent vapor as it swirls into the star’s dim corona. When conditions are right, the vapor sublimes: lampblack snow falls back onto the star’s photosphere, and stays.

  The drifts of carbon gather into shoals, shimmering black blotches that grow and touch and merge until the last crimson sliver of light disappears.

  Its planets freeze over.

  But the furnace inside the star keeps burning, insulated underneath the black shell. Its own heat doubles back and stokes it until it flares—not bright as stars go, but brighter than usual. Enough to vaporize carbon.

  So the black sun shines white for a moment, and its corona fluoresces magnificently, fed by the vaporized drifts. But it ebbs quickly: yellow, orange, red… to a feeble carmine. Waiting for the black snow.

  1.

  “You are going to suffer for this.” He was an impressive-looking man, sharp aquiline features with severe creases and lines, hair and eyebrows tangled mats of white and black wires.

  “We’ll take our chances.” The woman behind the desk had the bland but penetrating expression that’s the mark of one particular beast, the psychiatrist. She wore a gray suit cut like a uniform. “Somehow, I don’t think you’ll want to press charges.”

  He didn’t say anything.

  “Do you want a lawyer?”

  He leaned forward in his chair. The guard behind him tensed. “I’m not talking about corporal punishment. It’s God’s will you’ve subverted, not just the law of men. ”

  “ ‘Thou shalt not detain’?” She said. “I missed that one.”

  “You know what I mean. You’ve done something to me. I’m not sure what. It was like a long dream.”

  She nodded. “Two months long.” Someone tapped lightly on the door. “We can explain now.” She touched a button under her desk; the door buzzed and opened.

  Two men entered: another guard and a tall, severe man in priestly robes, an exact duplicate of the prisoner.

  He shot up out of his chair. The guard put hands the size of house pets on his shoulders and pushed him back down.

  The duplicate looked no less startled. His guard clamped an arm and steered him into the office.

  “Frog,” the psychiatrist said. “Dagger-and-cloak. Elixir, kiwi.”

  The man’s expression changed subtly. He rubbed his eyes. “Jesus. That was a long one.”

  “What… what devil’s work is this?”

  The psychiatrist nodded at the duplicate. “You want to explain, Otto?”

  He eased himself onto the edge of the desk and fingered the heavy cast-silver crucifix that hung to his sternum. “Well, Reverend. Where to start—”

  “Start by telling me who you are.”

  “That’s easy. I am you—Bishop Joshua Immanuel. Once known as Theodore Lindsey Dover.”

  “No you are not.”

  “In a real sense, I am. Ouch!” He put his finger to his lips and sucked, then inspected the small cut. “Forgot about that” The long axis of the crucifix was beveled to a razor-keen edge.

  “I’m also Otto McGavin, a career agent for a certain bureau of the Confederación. You don’t have to know the name of the bureau; you don’t want to know the name. Among our functions, though, is the enforcem
ent of the Charter’s third article. You know what that is.”

  “I don’t concern myself with worldly—”

  “You can’t lie to me, Father Joshua. Ted. I have all of your memories, all of your personality, laid over my own. You know the article.”

  Otto’s double glared at him.

  “It involves the protection of alien cultures: outlawing very specific modes of human interference.”

  “But not missionary work!”

  “No, not if it’s legitimate. You know as well as I do what the real ambition of your order is.”

  He sat back and folded his arms. “So take us to court.”

  “If that would work, you’d be in court right now.”

  “Testimony obtained under hypnosis is not—”

  “We have other evidence. We didn’t pick you up at random. But your order could tie up proceedings for five, ten years. Which might be too late for the S’kang.”

  “Heathen monsters.”

  Otto laughed. “Who know something you’d like to know. We keep a close watch on Cinder. A lot of people would like to crack that secret; the Confederación itself is working hard on it. Through archeology, though. Not subversion.”

  “That’s why you’ve sequestered me. You’re afraid the S’kang will accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior—and tell us the secret out of gratitude and lovingkindness. So no profits for the Confederación.”

  “Very few officials of the Confederación even know our bureau exists. We operate independently of anything but the Charter.”

  “Independently of the law?”

  “In a way.”

  Father Joshua digested that for a moment. “I wouldn’t be afraid to defend my order’s work in court. Whatever the S’kang do, they’ll do of their own free will. We can—”

  “Free will is a slippery concept,” the psychiatrist interrupted. “Guard, give the reverend your pistol.”

  Joshua’s guard was the only armed person in the room. He unsnapped his holster and handed the heavy laser pistol to Joshua.

  “Escape,” she said.

  Joshua held the weapon awkwardly. He looked around the room with an agitated expression.