She flung herself from his side and to the bench. He heard her gasp and sob, “a hard dry sob like a man’s.” He did not move. Then he heard her voice, “If you do–if you do–she looked at me that way, and I’ll nor abide it–if you do–” Then after a pause, very quietly, “If you do, I shall never see you again.”
He made no reply. He stood there for some minutes, he did not know how long, then left the summerhouse, where she still sat, and walked down the alley.
The next morning he left for Paducah. He learned the name of the trader, but he also learned that the trader had sold Phebe (a yellow wench who answered to Phebe’s description) to a “private party” who happened to be in Paducah at the time but who had gone on downriver. His name was unknown in Paducah. The trader had presumably sold Phebe so that he would be free to accompany his coffle when it had been made up. He had now headed, it was said, into South Kentucky, with a few bucks and wenches, to pick up more. As Cass had predicted, he had not wanted to wear Phebe down by taking her in the coffle. So getting a good figure of profit in Paducah, he had sold her there. Cass went south as far as Bowling Green, but lost track of his man there. So rather hopelessly, he wrote a letter to the trader, in care of the market at New Orleans, asking for the name of the purchaser and any information about him. Then swung back north to Lexington.
At Lexington he went down to West Short Street, to the Lewis C. Robards barracoon, which Mr. Robards had converted from the old Lexington Theatre a few years earlier. He had a notion that Mr. Robards, the leading trader of the section, might be able, through his downriver connections, to locate Phebe, if enough of a commission was in sight. At the barracoon there was no one in the office except a boy, who said that Mr. Robards was downriver but that Mr. Simms was “holding things down” and was over at the “house” at an “inspection.” So Cass went next door to the house (When Jack Burden was in Lexington investigating the life of Cass Mastern, he saw the “house” still standing, a two-story brick building of the traditional residential type, roof running lengthwise, door in center of front, window on each side, chimney at each end, lean-to in back. Robards had kept his “choice stock” there and not in the coops, to wait for “inspection.”)
Cass found the main door unlocked at the house, entered the hall, saw no one, but heard laughter from above. He mounted the stairs and discovered, at the end of the hall, a small group of men gathered at an open door. He recognized a couple of them, young hangers-on he had seen about town and at the track. He approached and asked if Mr. Simms was about. “Inside,” one of them said, “showing.” Over the heads, Cass could see into the room. First he saw a short, strongly made man, a varnished-looking man, with black hair, black neckcloth, large bright black eyes, and black coat, with a crop in his hand. Cass knew immediately that he was a French “speculator,” who was buying “fancies” for Louisiana. The Frenchman was staring at something beyond Cass’s range of vision. Cass moved farther and could see within.
There he saw the man whom he took to be Mr. Simms, a nondescript fellow in a plug hat, and beyond him the figure of a woman. She was a very young woman, some twenty years old perhaps, rater slender, with skin slightly darker than ivory, probably an octoroon, and hair crisp rather than kinky, and deep dark liquid eyes, slightly bloodshot, which stared at a spot above and beyond the Frenchman. She did not wear the ordinary plaid Osnaburg and kerchief of the female slave up for sale, but a white, loosely cut dress, with elbow-length sleeves, and skirts to the floor and no kerchief, only a band to her hair. Beyond her, in the neatly furnished room (“quite genteel,” the journal called it, while noting the barred windows), Cass saw a rocking chair and a little table, and on the table a sewing basket with a piece of fancy needlework lying there with the needle stuck in it, “as though some respectable young lady or householder had dropped it casually aside upon rising to greet a guest.” Cass recorded that somehow he found himself staring at the needlework.
“Yeah,” Mr. Simms was saying, “yeah.” And grasped the girl by the shoulder to swing her slowly around for a complete view. Then he seized one of her wrists and lifted the arm to shoulder level and worked it back and forth a couple of times to show the supple articulation, saying, “Yeah.” That done, he drew the arm forward, holding it toward the Frenchman, the hand hanging limply from the wrist which he held. (The hand was according to the journal, “well molded, and the fingers tapered.”) “Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, “look at that-air hand. Ain’t no lady got a littler, teensier hand. And round and soft, yeah?”
“Ain’t she got nuthen else round and soft?” one of the men at the door called and the others laughed.
“Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, and leaned to take the hem of her dress, which with a delicate flirting motion he lifted higher than her waist, while he reached out with his other hand to wad the cloth and draw it into a kind of “awkward girdle” about her waist. Still holding the wad of cloth he walked around her, forcing her to turn (she turned “without resistance and as though in a trance”) with his motion until her small buttocks were toward the door. “Round and soft, boys,” Mr. Simms said, and gave her a good whack on the near buttock to make the flesh tremble. “Ever git yore hand on anything rounder ner softer, boys? he demanded. “Hit’s a cushion, I declare. And shake like sweet jelly.”
“God-a-Mighty and got on stockings,” one of the men said.
While the other men laughed, the Frenchman stepped to the side of the girl, reached out to lay the tip of his riding crop at the little depression just above the beginning of the swell of the buttocks. He held the tip delicately there for a moment, then flattened the crop across the back and moved it down slowly, evenly across each buttock, to trace the fullness of the curve. “Turn her,” he said in his foreign voice.
Mr. Simms obediently carried the wad around, and the body followed in the half revolution. One of the men at the door whistled. The Frenchman laid his crop across the woman’s belly as though he were a “carpenter measuring something or as to demonstrate its flatness,” and moved it down as before, tracing the structure, until it came to rest across the thigh, below the triangle. Then he let his hand fall to his side, with the crop. “Open your mouth,” he said to the girl.
She did so, and he peered earnestly at her teeth. Then he leaned and whiffed her breath. “It is a good breath,” he admitted, as though grudgingly.
“Yeah,” Mr. Simms said, “yeah, you ain’t a-finden no better breath.”
“Have you any others?” the Frenchman demanded. “On hand?”
“We got ‘em,” Mr. Simms said.
“Let me see,” the Frenchman said, and moved toward the door with, apparently, the “insolent expectation” that the group there would dissolve before him. He went out into the hal, Mr. Simms following. While Mr. Simms locked the door, Cass said to him, “I wish to speak to you, if you are Mr. Simms.”
“Huh? Mr. Simms said (“grunted” according to the journal), but looking at Cass became suddenly civil for he could know from dress and bearing that Cass was not one of the casual hangers-on. So Mr. Simms admitted the Frenchman to the next room to inspect its occupant, and returned to Cass. Cass remarked in the journal that trouble might have been avoided if he had been more careful to speak inn private, but he wrote that at the time the matter was so much upon his mind that the men who stood about were as shadows to him.
He explained his wish to Mr. Simms, described Phebe as well as possible, gave the name of the trader in Paducah, and offered a liberal commission. Mr. Simms seemed dubious, promised to do what he could, and then said, “But nine outa ten you won’t git her, Mister. And we got sumthen here better. You done seen Delphy, and she’s nigh white as airy woman, and a sight more juicy, and that gal you talk about is nuthen but yaller. Now Delphy–”
“But the young gemmun got a hanheren fer yaller,” one of the hangers-on said, and laughed, and the others laughed too.
Cass struck him across the mouth. “I struck him with the side of my fist,” Cass wrote, “to bring
blood. I struck him without thought, and I recollect the surprise which visited me when I saw the blood on his chin and saw him draw a bowie from his shirt front. I attempted to avoid his first blow, but received it upon my left shoulder. Before he could withdraw, I had grasped his wrist in my right hand, forced it down so that I could also use my left hand, which still had some strength left at that moment, and with a turning motion of my body I broke his arm across my right hip, and then knocked him to the floor. I recovered the bowie from the floor, and with it faced the man who seemed to be the friend of the man who was now prostrate. He had a knife in his hand, but he seemed disinclined to pursue the discussion.”
Cass declined the assistance of Mr. Simms, pressed a handkerchief over his wound, walked out of the building and toward his lodgings, and collapsed on West Short Street. He was carried home. The next day he was better. He learned that Mrs. Trice had left the city, presumably for Washington. A couple of days later his wound infected, and for some time he lay in delirium between life and death. His recovery was slow, presumably retarded by what he termed in the journal his “will toward darkness.” But his constitution was stronger than his will, and he recovered, to know himself as the “chief of sinners and a plague spot on the body of the human world.” He would have committed suicide except for the fear of damnation for that act, for though “hopeless of Grace I yet clung to the hope of Grace.” But sometimes the very fact of damnation because of suicide seemed to be the very reason for suicide: he had brought his friend to suicide and the friend, by that act, was eternally damned; therefore he, Cass Mastern, should, in justice, insure his own damnation by the same act. “But the Lord preserved me from self-slaughter for ends which are His and beyond my knowledge.”
Mrs. Trice did not come back to Lexington.
He returned to Mississippi. For two years he operated his plantation, read the Bible, prayed, and, strangely enough, prospered greatly, almost as though against his will. In the end he repaid Gilbert his debt, and set free his slaves. He had some notion of operating the plantation with the same force on a wage basis. “You fool,” Gilbert said to him, “be a private fool if you must, but in God’s name don’t be a public one. Do you think you can work them and them free? One day work, one day loaf. Do you think you can have a passel of free niggers next door to a plantation with slaves? If you did have to set them free, you don’t have to spend the rest of your natural life nursing them. Get them out of this country, and take up law or medicine. Or preach the Gospel and at least make a living out of all this praying.” Cass tried for more than a year to operate the plantation with his free Negroes, but was compelled to confess that the project was a failure. “Get them out of this country,” Gilbert said to him. “And why don’t you go with them. Why don’t you go North?”
“I belong here,” Cass replied.
“Well, why don’t you preach Abolition right here?” Gilbert demanded. “Do something, do anything, but stop making a fool of yourself trying to raise cotton with free niggers.”
“Perhaps I shall preach Abolition,” Cass said, “some day. Even here. But not now. I am not worthy to instruct others. Not now. But meanwhile there is my example. If it is good, it is not lost. Nothing is ever lost.”
“Except your mind,” Gilbert said, and flung heavily from the room.
There was a sense of trouble in the air. Only Gilbert’s great wealth and prestige and scarcely concealed humorous contempt for Cass saved Cass from ostracism, or worse. (“His contempt for me is a shield,” Cass wrote. “He treats me like a wayward and silly child who may learn better and who does not have to be taken seriously. Therefore my neighbors do not take me seriously.”) But trouble did come. One of Cass’s Negroes had a broad-wife on a plantation near by. After she had had some minor trouble with the overseer, the husband stole her from the plantation and ran away. Toward the Tennessee border the pair were taken. The man, resisting officers, was shot; the woman was brought back. “See,” Gilbert said, “all you have managed to do is get one nigger killed and one nigger whipped. I offer my congratulations.” So Cass put his free Negroes on a boat bound upriver, and never heard of them again.
“I saw the boat head out into the channel, and watched the wheels churn against the strong current, and my spirit was troubled. I knew that the Negroes were passing from one misery to another, and that the hopes they now carried would be blighted. They had kissed my hands and wept for joy, but I could take no part in their rejoicing. I had not flattered myself that I had done anything for them. What I had done I had done for myself, to relieve my spirit of a burden, the burden of their misery and the eyes upon me. The wife of my dead friend had found the eyes of the girl Phebe upon her and had gone wild and had ceased to be herself and had sold the girl into misery. I had found their eyes upon me and had freed them into misery, lest I should do worse. For many cannot bear their eyes upon them, and enter into evil and cruel ways in their desperation. There was in Lexington a decade and more before my stay in that city, a wealthy lawyer named Fielding L. Turner, who had married a lady of position from Boston. This lady Caroline Turner, who had never had black around her and who had been nurtured in sentiments opposed to the institution of human servitude, quickly became notorious for her abominable cruelties performed in her fits of passion. All persons of the community reprehended her floggings, which she performed with her own hands, uttering meanwhile little cries in her throat, according to report. Once while she was engaged in flogging a servant in an apartment on the second floor of her palatial home, a small Negro boy entered the room and began to whimper. She seized him and bodily hurled him through the window of the apartment so that he fell upon stone below and broke his back to become a cripple for his days. To protect her from the process of law and the wrath of the community, Judge Turner committed her to a lunatic asylum. But later the physicians said her to be of sound mind and released her. Her husband in his will left her no slaves, for to do so would, the will said, be doom them to misery in life and a speedy death. But she procured slaves, among them a yellow coachman named Richard, mild of manner, sensible, and of plausible disposition. One day she had him chained and proceeded to flog him. But he tore himself from the chains that held him to the wall and seized the woman by the throat and strangled her. Later he was captured and hanged for murder, though many wished that his escape had been contrived. This story was told me in Lexington. One lady said to me, ‘Mrs. Turner did not understand Negroes.’ And another, ‘Mrs. Turner did it because she was from Boston where the Abolitionists are.’ But I did not understand. Then, much later, I began to understand. I understood that Mrs. Turner flogged her Negroes for the same reason that the wife of my friend sold Phebe down the river: she could not bear their eyes upon her. I understand, for I can no longer bear their eyes upon me. Perhaps only a man like my brother Gilbert can in the midst of evil remain enough of innocence and strength to bear their eyes upon him and to do a little justice in the terms of the great injustice.”
So Cass, who had a plantation with no one to work it, went to Jackson, the capital of the state, and applied himself to the law. Before he left, Gilbert came to him and offered to take over the plantation and work it with a force of his people from his own great place on a share basis. Apparently he was still trying to make Cass rich. But Cass declined, and Gilbert said, “You object to my working it with slaves, is that it? Well, let me tell you, if you sell it, it will be worked with slaves. It is black land and will be watered with black sweat. Does it make any difference then, which black sweat falls on it? And Cass replied that he was not going to sell the plantation. Then Gilbert, in an apoplectic rage, bellowed, “My God, man, it is land, don’t you understand, it is land, and land cries out for man’s hand!” But Cass did not sell. He installed a caretaker in the house, and rented a little land to a neighbor for pasture.
He went to Jackson, sat late with his books, and watched trouble gathering over the land. For it was the autumn of 1858 when he went to Jackson. On January 9, 1861, Mississip
pi passed the ordinance of secession. Gilbert had opposed secession, writing to Cass: “The fools, there is not a factory for arms in the state. Fools not to have prepared themselves to strike a blow. I have told responsible men to prepare. All fools.” To which Cass replied: “I pray much for peace.” But later, he wrote: “I have talked with Mr. French, who is, as you know, the Chief of Ordnance, and he says that they have only old muskets for troops, and those but flintlocks. The agents have scraped the state for shotguns, at the behest of Governor Pettus. Shotguns, Mr. French said, and curled his lips. And what shotguns, he added, and then told me of a weapon contributed to the cause, and does one laugh or weep?” After Jefferson Davis had come back to Mississippi, having resigned from the Senate, and had accepted the command of the troops of Mississippi with the rank of Major General, Cass called upon him, at the request of Gilbert. He wrote to Gilbert: “The General says that they have given him 10,000 men, but not a stand of modern rifles. But the General also said, they have given me a very fine coat with fourteen brass buttons in front and a black velvet collar. Perhaps we can use the buttons in our shotguns, he said, and smiled.”
Cass saw Mr. Davis once more, for he was with Gilbert on the steamboat Natchez_ which carried the new President of the Confederacy on the first stage of his journey from his plantation, Brierfield, to Montgomery. “We were on old Mr. Tom Leather’s boat,” Cass wrote in the journal, “which had been supposed to pick up the President at a landing a few miles below Brierfield. But Mr. Davis was delayed in leaving his house and was rowed out to us. I leaned on the rail and saw the little black skiff proceeding toward us over the red water. A man waved from the skiff to us. The captain of the Natchez_ observed the signal, and gave a great blast of his boat’s whistle which made our ears tingle and shivered out over the expense of waters. The boat stopped and the skiff approached. Mr. Davis was received on board. As the steamboat moved on, Mr. Davis looked back and lifted his hand in salute to the Negro servant (Isaiah Montgomery, whom I had known at Brierfield) who stood in the skiff, which rocked in the wash of the steamboat, and waved his farewell. Later, as we proceeded upriver toward the bluffs of Vicksburg, he approached my brother, with whom I was standing on the deck. We had previously greeted him. My brother again, and more intimately, congratulated Mr. Davis, who replied that he could take no pleasure in the honor. ‘I have,’ he said, ‘always looked upon the Union with a superstitious reverence and have freely risked my life for its dear flag on more than one battlefield, and you, gentlemen, can conceive the sentiment now in me that the object of my attachment for many years has been withdrawn from me.’ And he continued, ‘I have in the present moment only the melancholy pleasure of an easy conscience.’ Then he smiled, as he did rarely. Thereupon he took his leave of us and retired within. I had observed how worn to emaciation was his face by illness and care, and how thin the skin lay over the bone. I remarked to my brother that Mr. David did not look well. He replied, ‘A sick man, it is a fine how-de-do to have a sick man for a president.’ I responded that there might be no war, that Mr. Davis hoped for peace. But my brother said, ‘Make no mistake, the Yankees will fight and they will fight well and Mr. Davis is a fool to hope for peace.’ I replied, ‘All good men hope for peace.’ At this my brother uttered n indistinguishable exclamation, and said, ‘What we want now they’ve got into this is not a good man but a man who can win, and I am not interested in the luxury of Mr. Davis’s conscience.’ Then my brother and I continued our promenade in silence, and I reflected that Mr. Davis was a good man. But the world is full of good men, I now reflect as I write these lines down, and yet the world drives hard into darkness and the blindness of blood, even as now late at night I sit in this hotel room in Vicksburg, and I am moved to ask the meaning of our virtue. May God hear our prayer!”