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  Almost Like Being in Love

  A Novel

  Steve Kluger

  For my mother,

  who taught me “Gypsy”—

  and who’s still waiting for me to marry a Jewish boy

  What a day this has been,

  What a rare mood I’m in…

  Contents

  Epigraph

  1978

  1

  Travis and Craig

  1998

  2

  Travis

  3

  Craig

  4

  Travis

  5

  Craig

  6

  Travis

  7

  Craig

  8

  Travis

  9

  Craig

  10

  Travis

  11

  Craig

  12

  Travis

  13

  Craig

  Six Years Later

  14

  Craig and Travis

  About the Author

  Other Books by Steve Kluger

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  1978

  1

  Travis AND Craig

  The Beckley Bugle

  Vol. LXII, No. 34 BECKLEY SCHOOL • TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK May 1, 1978

  McKENNA EARNS VICTORY CUP

  All-star quarterback and shortstop Craig McKenna has been awarded Beckley’s Victory Cup as the year’s most outstanding athlete, in the first unanimous vote since the Cup was instituted in 1943. Leading the Black-and-Grey to a 10–0 gridiron record in the fall, and with an unassailable eleven-game hitting streak in the spring, McKenna will be presented with the Cup at commencement exercises next month—a fitting farewell as he departs for Harvard and law school in September. Way to go, Craigo!

  FIRST SENIOR PROJECTS TURNED IN

  Three weeks ahead of the curve, Travis Puckett is the first to submit his completed Senior Project to Mr. Naylor and the English Department. Puckett—this year’s Sheet Monitor in the dorm’s laundry room—has titled his thesis, “Put the Blame on Mame.” In it, he examines the purported ties between Patrick Dennis’ fictional aunt and the Marxist-Leninist dogma of the late 1940s. “Auntie Mame was a despot,” he insists. “The House Un-American Activities Committee would have had her shot on sight.” If you say so, Trav.

  STAGEHANDS NEEDED FOR BRIGADOON

  This year’s spring play, produced by Beckley’s boys and Mary Immaculate’s girls, will be Lerner & Loewe’s timeless and ever-popular classic, Brigadoon. Under the capable direction of art teacher Pauline Hawkins, the musical will run for three performances during the weekend before commencement. Though the leads have already been cast (sorry, guys), Mrs. Hawkins advises this reporter that “we still need a stage crew.” Those willing to volunteer should do so immediately. All others will be drafted.

  Craig McKenna

  Room 311

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  5/5/78

  English Assignment

  My Obituary

  by Craig McKenna

  (Note to Mr. Naylor: I’m pretending it’s being written for the Village Voice, so there may be some profane words in it. But not alot.)

  A legend has left us—buried beneath the epitaph he long ago chose for himself: CRAIG McKENNA, LAID AT 15. And who among us can forget the many things he was?

  A world-famous Jets quarterback who threw a 98-yard pass during sudden death in Super Bowl XVI. Namath shit a brick.

  A world-famous Red Sox slugger who single-handedly brought the World Series title back to Boston for the first time since 1918.

  A world-famous rock and roller who packed the Garden with his bass guitar, his T-shirt off, his jeans way tight, and sweat pouring off the body that made them all horny. They called it McKennaMania.

  A world-famous attorney who wasn’t afraid to go after pain-in-the-ass defendants like U.S. Steel, the Mafia, and France.

  And finally a world-famous gigolo who left a string of broken-hearted heiresses strewn across four continents.

  He will be missed.

  Yeah, right. The one time I accidentally said “hell” in front of Naylor, he threw up on Othello.

  The way I’ve got it figured, there’s three ways I can pull this off—and one’s only a maybe.

  Bite the bullet, see if it flies, and hope that Harvard’s not allowed to take back an admissions certificate even if I flunk English at zero hour.

  Sweet-talk Kerry Fusaro, Tom Lee, or Mike Scherago into making changes, but don’t hold your breath. Everybody knows that jocks can’t handle words with more than one syllable in them. Except me.

  (This one’s the maybe.) Ask Travis Puckett, the Hello Dolly guy. Even with the blue Van Heusen shirts he’s smart, teachers like him, and he was the only one of us who volunteered for Brigadoon without getting threatened first. Come to think of it, he also hasn’t said Word One to me in four years, even when we pass each other in the hall. Maybe I called him something slimy in ninth grade back in the days when I was still an asshole. Or maybe he just doesn’t like me. (How is that possible?)

  Stick with Number 2. You’re better off with a buddy who can’t spell than an enemy who can.

  Things to Do

  ___ Call St. Louis and tell Dad about the Victory Cup. Then ask him for a new car.

  Travis Puckett

  Room 214

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  May 6, 1978

  English Assignment

  My Obituary

  by Travis Puckett

  WHO’S WHO IN AMERICA

  TRAVIS PUCKETT (Broadway Star) first rose to national prominence in 1981 while attending a revival of My Fair Lady at the Mark Hellinger Theatre, where the legendary musical had premiered twenty-five years earlier and run for 2,717 performances. During the first act, Rex Harrison suffered a heart attack and was rushed to Roosevelt Hospital (where he survived), nearly causing the cancellation of the entire performance as the understudy had been killed earlier that morning in a fatal car accident. However, Puckett—who was seated in the third row and who’d had the entire show committed to memory since his sixth birthday—volunteered his services and was rushed into costume backstage. What resulted was a performance that brought a stunned audience to its feet and earned him a special Tony Award the following spring as the youngest Henry Higgins in the history of musical comedy.

  Born in Baltimore in 1960, Puckett went on to star on Broadway with some of the Great White Way’s most glamorous leading ladies: Julie Andrews, Eydie Gormé, Barbra Streisand, and Bernadette Peters (who bore him his only child).

  At the time of his death, he owned the world’s largest collection of original cast recordings, including Ethel Merman in Happy Hunting.

  What I don’t understand is how come I got seven thousand chromosomes that make me smart and not a single one that makes me cool. Who would it have hurt? Even at the entry level. It’s not like I would have expected to be one of the gods.

  Beginner Cool

  Billy Joel—with the red jacket and the mike.

  Intermediate Cool

  Rosa Parks telling the bus driver to kiss her ass.

  Top-of-the-Line Cool

  Bobby Di Cicco as Tony Smerko in

  I Wanna Hold Your Hand.

  (“Hey, Smerko!”)

  But no. I get stuck with the Lucille-Ball-in-Wildcat gene.

  Craig McKenna spoke to me. Golden Boy. Mr. Jockstrap. I’m not even sure how it happened. One minute there was this ladder and I was changing a gel on the MacConnachy Square set, and the next thing I knew I was falling backward through the a
ir just in time for Craig to say “Whoa, there” before he caught me. Then he asked me to help him with his English essay. (Actually, there were twenty-three more words in between, but they were mostly adverbs.) I tried to pretend that I know how to talk to these goalpost people—but when I said yes, my voice squeaked. Again. I really hate when that happens. Puberty isn’t supposed to last for two presidential terms. Especially when one of them is Carter’s.

  Oh, yeah. He called me “Travis” instead of “Puckett.” Not that it makes me Bobby Di Cicco—but even Smerko had to start somewhere.

  Craig McKenna

  Room 311

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  I was right. He knows everything. Like metaphors and nuclear reactors and Luke Skywalker’s middle name and the ingredients of Cheerios. All in the same sentence!

  So here’s the deal: there’s this town called Brigadoon in either Scotland or Ireland or one of those other bog places in England, where men wear skirts but don’t have any balls and girls have balls but not any tits. Somehow they figured out a way to come to life only one day out of every hundred years, and the guys who wrote it weren’t even on mescaline. That’s the good news. On the down side, Mrs. Hawkins somehow talked Kerry Fusaro into playing the lead, which ought to give us a rough idea of what we’re in for. When he sings the heather-on-the-hill song, he sounds like a pit bull got ahold of his nuts and won’t let go. They’re even teaching Tom Lee to dance. He must be trying to win a dare.

  Things to Do

  ___ Ask Travis what a brigadoon is. But make it sound intelligent.

  Travis Puckett

  Room 214

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  Brigadoon. Opened March 13, 1947, at the Ziegfeld Theatre, starring David Brooks and Marion Bell. Ran for 581 performances. Lerner & Loewe’s first hit, even though it attacks organized religion, freedom of choice, and the rights of women.

  I accidentally bumped into Craig in the Tuck Shop, and I only had to wait forty-three minutes to do it. Between us we had 71¢ and a button, so we split a chocolate chip cookie and sort of forgot about French class.

  A legend has left us—buried beneath the epitaph he long ago chose for himself: CRAIG McKENNA, LAID AT 15. And who among us can forget the many things he was?

  Pertinent facts: He’s five months older than me (but right-handed), he doesn’t have any brothers or sisters, his mother was an actress before she went to med school, and his father—a Harvard grad with pull—argued his first case all the way to the Supreme Court.

  A world-famous Jets quarterback who threw a 98-yard pass during sudden death in Super Bowl XVI. Namath shit a brick.

  When he was seven, his parents got divorced and somehow he thought it was his fault. So he tried out for Pony League even though he was too young and too short, figuring that if he could pull it off, his father would come back. It didn’t work.

  A world-famous Red Sox slugger who single-handedly brought the World Series title back to Boston for the first time since 1918.

  His life changed forever three years ago when somebody named Carlton Fisk hit a home run.

  A world-famous rock and roller who packed the Garden with his bass guitar, his T-shirt off, his jeans way tight, and sweat pouring off the body that made them all horny. They called it McKennaMania.

  He taught himself to play acoustic guitar in ninth grade, but he still hasn’t admitted it to anybody yet because of the “jocks don’t sing” rule (which is somehow related to the “always scratch your balls” rule and the “drink until you vomit” rule, both of which he’s managed to avoid so far).

  A world-famous attorney who wasn’t afraid to go after pain-in-the-ass defendants like U.S. Steel, the Mafia, and France.

  He decided to become a lawyer instead of a rock star because he says he believes in justice. This is probably bullshit. He still wants his dad to be proud of him.

  And finally a world-famous gigolo who left a string of broken-hearted heiresses strewn across four continents.

  His first sexual experience was with a vacuum cleaner. But he wouldn’t elaborate.

  He will be missed.

  This essay’s going to take a lot of work. He left out all the good stuff.

  Craig McKenna

  Room 311

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  Things He Said

  When he found out I live in St. Louis he lit up like the Tappan Zee Bridge during a fog alert and wanted to know if our house is anywhere near 5135 Kensington Avenue, which has something to do with Judy Garland but I couldn’t figure out what.

  After his parents got divorced, he stayed with his father for two years until his stepmother popped the only two screws that weren’t already loose by deciding he was going to stick open safety pins in her pillows and throw acid in her face. So they sent him here and told him not to come back.

  When he was 15 he snuck backstage at the Tony Awards by telling the doorman he was Carol Channing’s son. He also gets letters from people like Mary Martin and Bernadette Peters and the mother on The Brady Bunch and Lotte Lenya (who was the old bag in the James Bond movie with the knife in her boot). This isn’t bullshit. I saw them with my actual eyes.

  The only thing missing from his life is an out-of-print record of some musical called Greenwillow that has the guy from Psycho in it. Norman Bates singing?? I think he’s putting me on, but I don’t know him well enough to be sure. (Yet.)

  He knows what “Hey, Smerko” means. And how old Bobby Di Cicco is and what his favorite colors are.

  Things He Didn’t Say

  When he gets nervous his voice squeaks. It isn’t funny but it makes me grin just the same.

  He has three different laughs that I’ve almost got a lock on. Number 1 and Number 2 were no-brainers, but I struck out on Number 3. This is going to be a challenge.

  You can tell when he’s ready to pop his top because the tips of his ears get red and his forehead frowns, which I found out twice by accident when I bad-mouthed Eleanor Roosevelt and Wilma Flintstone (long story, but it has something to do with the Equal Rights Amendment and both of them getting stuck with sexist douchebags like FDR and Fred).

  He picked USC for college not because of the Trojans but because L.A. is the farthest he can get from his parents.

  The only reason he never said anything to me in the hallway is because he was afraid.

  He needs to be talked out of wearing the blue Van Heusens.

  There’s nobody else like him in the whole world. And he thinks that’s a handicap!

  QUESTION: How come he wants to hang out with me?

  Travis Puckett

  Room 214

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  Bulletin: He has a dimple in his chin that you can only see when he (a) smiles, and (b) smiles at me. May I be struck dumb if I’m making this up.

  We passed each other in the hall after dinner. Craig said “How’s it going?” and I squeaked four times. (Four times!) THEN I DID TWENTY MINUTES ON ANGELA LANSBURY, FOR CHRIST’S SAKE! What was I thinking? That’s no way to talk to a jock. It’s a whole other language. “Johnny Unitas.” “Notre Dame.” “Third down.” “Gridlock.”

  My life is over. The only way he’ll even grunt at me again is if he’s hanging off a cliff by his fingers and I come to his rescue. And what are the chances of that?!

  Craig McKenna

  Room 311

  BECKLEY SCHOOL

  TARRYTOWN, NEW YORK

  Somewhere along the line, I got it into my head that “Review Week” meant we were only going over notes of things we were supposed to know already, so in case you needed to catch up on some z’s during class you wouldn’t be missing anything. That lasted until third-period English when Naylor started a whole new rap on Wuthering Heights that we never had before. Terrific. It had to be Wuthering Heights, didn’t it? The only book the whole year where I couldn’t find the Cliff ’s
Notes or the Classic Comics version. So I hunched down in my chair by the window and tried to turn myself invisible—which only makes you stand out like one of your organs just fell on the floor.

  “Mr. McKenna.” See?

  “Sir,” I swallowed, sitting up straight.

  “Would you care to comment on the complexities of the relationship between Heathcliff and Catherine?” Yeah, about as much as I’d care to have a Fleet enema, sir. Instead, I came up with the only answer I could think of that might terminate this conversation early, seeing as I wouldn’t know Heathcliff or Catherine if they were both peeing on my shoes.

  “What relationship?” I asked, daring him to challenge me. “Personally, I don’t think he liked her all that much.” Now, you have to understand Mr. Naylor, who—while I like to give him a hard time—may be the most dedicated teacher I ever knew in my life. Too dedicated. When he asked me what Hamlet’s tragic flaw was and I answered “serious drugs,” he acted like he’d just caught me fucking his mother. This was no different. His eyebrows nearly shot off his face.

  “How can you say that?” he fired back. “My God, it’s one of the great romances of all time!” I shrugged and pretended I was dropping the whole issue.

  “Not to me,” I retorted. Dead silence. Was he going to fall for the bluff?

  “Mr. McKenna,” he said finally, “did you even read this book?” No. He wasn’t. McKenna fumbles on the ten. Then all of a sudden there was a voice from the other side of the room. Travis.