all to come from this. When all feel ready, one person asks a question out loud. And all tune in and see if any answer to the question comes. This can be very helpful besides fun to do. In one circle many years ago when one of my boys was having headaches and three doctors had found nothing wrong, a gal in our circle piped up with, “It's his eyes!” Sure enough, the eye doctor found that one eye focused out farther than the other. His headaches were soon gone! The energy of the group enhances the information to come from people's high selves. Each one gets a turn and it can go around more than once depending on the time limit. It truly helps us to let go of our ego/personality self and to get our answers from a higher source.
We learn hard lessons sometimes by negating our guidance which is the first message we get in a situation. Yet the lesson is remembered so we don't repeat it in the future! I had invested money in an insurance company after my divorce. It was a well known company and yet I was getting nudged a few months later to take that money out and put it in a CD at the bank. I spoke to my financial advisor about my concerns and he assured me that an insurance company had never gone bankrupt. You guessed it. A few months later it did and went into receivorship and I had lost eleven thousand dollars.
It was a good lesson in listening to my guidance and we don't forget. I see it as a positive to teach me what I needed to learn. I was determined to pay better attention and follow through. I heard from a friend of another tough learning lesson. Her niece was attacked by a man with a gun and she had ignored the voice in her head that had said to get out of there, go. This earth plane is like that where we learn by experiencing what we don't want. Many times we learn the hard way.
The opposite of not listening to guidance is listening to it and finding out that it didn't go right. When that happens, we need to look at the bigger picture, the others involved and what the lesson is in it.
What happened may have superseded the seemingly lousy guidance and was necessary for soul growth.
If a person is wise, they may see that it was for the highest good and had to be that way. We have to accept that not all guidance is for our fun. Much of it is so we go through our karmic and ouchy experiences to pass the tests so our soul work progresses. There are always reasons. I am not speaking of ones who mistake their monkey mind as true guidance. One needs to learn and discern. We don't go off and buy a house with no money. We don't want to be in our ego mind and think it's guidance when our wise mind would say no way. Pray and discern!
Remember, the soul guidance is never long and winded but always to the point. It is up to us to figure it out by tuning in, asking for signs or dreams to verify it besides asking our angels and guides for their help too. I was guided years ago to help a friend financially as I believed in her project. This friend was honest and sincere but the project failed. I lost the money only to me it was the same as if I had invested in the stock market and lost it. It showed me that I wasn't attached to money and that I valued keeping a warm and healthy friendship way beyond having money. The rewards outweighed the losses.
It turned out that I didn't lose it anyway as it became a tax write off. I also felt it was a test of me to see how I would react in the spiritual sense. We have choices. I took the happy one. People are more important than money. I learned too not to make my decisions based solely upon money. Best to tune in and ask the angels for help and discernment. I believe that things didn't go as expected as there were needed learning lessons in it all.
My greatest challenge in my many moves was financial. The rest was easy. I made many moves with barely enough money to get me where I was going. I took out social security at age 63 for that reason.
Setting up housekeeping and then giving it all away over and over due to my small car was not conducive to saving money. Taking trips to faraway places and sacred sites isn't either and yet I followed my path feeling I either do it all the way or why bother? I either trust or I don't trust. I chose to trust and couldn't be more thankful that I did! I have never regretted living a life I felt guided to live.
I traveled to Peru and Bolivia, to Egypt, to Mexico and Canada while I still had divorce money to do so. I saw the synchronicity in it all. The divorce money bought land in Arizona that seemed miraculous because, as I've said, divorce is crazy times. I didn't have a clue about the money part of it. It showed up just in time to get the land. More showed up just in time to build a dome house. Hindsight also showed me my the angel's guidance as before I even signed up to go on a trip I'd buy certain items and later would need them on the trip. I didn't know that so these helpers of ours must plan ahead is all I can think! It's the little things that show us that we are not on this path alone. They must impulse us in our minds to buy things and do things unexpectedly. Things we just do and don't know why.
I once signed up for a tour to South America that I never went on. I saw in hindsight that it was to benefit another and it didn't matter that I did not go. A few weeks after I had signed up, I was feeling very negative feelings about it. I shared it with the tour owner and leader. He asked me what to do and I suggested he ask for a dream before he went to sleep to help him understand. In his dream that night he saw a scene that really shook him up. He saw a plane crashing into a wall. He consulted with a good astrologer friend who told him the dates of the trip needed to be changed and one day in particular was very bad. He did change the dates even though it was a hard thing for him to do as some had paid, planning on those dates. As it turned out, those ones told him the new dates were better for them. The tour turned out to be a safe and successful one and I was glad. I realized that I was just a catalyst with my guidance for safety in that situation.
When I think over my life and all of my travels, it is easy to see how divine and perfect it all was. Not all moves were karmic. Some were to help others and some were for a rest. I have always wanted a farm to be off the grid and energy efficient. At times there was definite guidance but now it looks as if it is not to be, unless it is in the future. Our guidance doesn't always have to be the way we want it. I have known that holding the focus for something can help others to do it. The thoughtform of self-sustainability held in the light and love may have affected others to do what was focused on as it can work that way. Others feel the impetus to go and do and we have to let go our wanting it to be our way and be in non-attachment. Others are changing our sick farming ways to organic and better ways of growing our food. That is all that matters. My happiness is not dependent on having what I want or any outer happenings. It is an inside job and I trust that what I have done in my life was all for my highest good. Perhaps I had not signed up to do a farm! As in Joy's Way, I delete the need to understand. It is all divine.
Between moving and my trips, many strange things would happen. I feel all were guided and a way to show me more about the unexplained in life. Experiences would happen out of the blue. For instance, a friend and I visited Stone Mountain near Atlanta, GA. We went simply to sightsee and rode the lift to the top. What we did up there is still a mystery but I'm sure the unseen ones guiding us had a purpose.
My friend was led at a certain spot to stop and let energy work happen with her presence right there.
She had no clue what but she knew something was going on. I was inwardly told sort of as I just found myself doing it. I had to be in one spot. Then walk to another and stand there. Then walk to another. I realized I had made a large triangle shape in doing it. Like my friend I didn't know what was going on.
We just had to delete the need to understand. All we knew was that we were guided to do whatever it was. I still don't know what that was about.
Another time I was on a flight into Atlanta. As we flew over Stone Mountain I was compelled to look back out the plane window. There were two UFO's looking like beige whipped cream covered them like icing. From the ground, maybe they looked like little puffs of clouds? They were the same size and shape and sure didn't look like any clouds I'd ever seen! It seemed as if I was supposed to see them. Don't ask me why.
I was guided after my divorce to take my first job as a nanny to a baby and her two year old sister. I know that this was divine as the two year old was open to other dimensions and recognized past life people she either liked or couldn't tolerate. She needed someone who would understand. One day this two year old came out of her bedroom and slammed the door and told me not to go in there. When I asked why, she said in a loud voice that E.T. was in there. I asked her if the E.T. was a good one or a bad one. She said it was a bad one. I told her I would make it leave so I started an exorcism in the living room and she watched me as I said out loud, among other things, that anything not of the light had to leave immediately and return to source. When I got to her bedroom and was ready to start, she said to me, “It's standing next to you!” I saw nothing but I did the exorcism and it disappeared and we never heard of this E.T. visitor again in the house. Where she'd heard of E.T. I don't know. Was that movie even out back then? Maybe this was a discarnate being?
Yet another day her mother told me that they had been up to Lake Powell and in their boat. She said they almost lost this little girl because