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Grant, Michael, 1954-
BZRK apocalypse / Michael Grant.
1 online resource.
Sequel to: BZRK reloaded.
Summary: In the concluding book in the BZRK trilogy, war is again being waged in the macro and the nano, and Lear’s identity is finally uncovered.
ISBN 978-1-60684-409-0 (eBook) -- ISBN 978-1-60684-408-3 (hardcover) [1. Utopias--Fiction. 2. Nanotechnology--Fiction. 3. Conjoined twins--Fiction. 4. Twins--Fiction. 5. Science fiction.] I. Title.
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v3.1
For Katherine, Jake, and Julia
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-one
Chapter Twenty-two
Chapter Twenty-three
Chapter Twenty-four
Chapter Twenty-five
Chapter Twenty-six
Chapter Twenty-seven
Chapter Twenty-eight
Chapter Twenty-nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-one
Chapter Thirty-two
Chapter Thirty-three
About the Author
ONE
Sandra Piper was having dinner with friends when it started.
She was eating chilled lobster on the teak deck of a producer friend’s Malibu home, along with a former costar named Wade Talon (a ridiculous screen name in Sandra’s opinion), her current director (Quentin—no last name necessary), a very rich and rather magnificently tattooed woman named Lystra Reid who had an odd vocal tic that added “Yeah” to random sentences, and an extraordinarily fit, tall, and broad-shouldered man whose name she kept forgetting but who might have been named Noble, or something very close to that.
The Noble creature was listening, rapt, while the more famous folk discussed work and mutual friends and more work. In fact, in one way or another it was all work.
Sandra had been nominated: Best Actress. Very tough competition. The oddsmakers called her a long shot at six to one. Long but not impossible. And despite the fact that Sandra Piper was a mother of two, a down-to-earth thirtyish woman with a masters in economics who had smoked pot exactly twice in her life and never drank more than two glasses of wine, she was thinking of seducing young Mr. Shoulders. Mr. Shy Grin. Mr. Large-But-Sensitive Hands.
Because he was definitely interested, and she had been divorced for two years and had dated no one in that time. And she was exhausted from long days on the current shoot, plus her son, Quarle (three years old), had just gotten over a two-week-long bout of the flu.
And really, what the hell was the point of being America’s Sweetheart if you couldn’t even get laid? Would a male actor in the same situation even hesitate? Well, some, sure. But lots wouldn’t. So why should she? Wasn’t that why Quentin had invited Noble …? No, wait, now she remembered. His name was Nolan. Whatever. Wasn’t he there for her, um … amusement?
Unless. Oh, had he come with the Lystra person? Was he here for her? She would be closer to his age, not a beauty but attractive enough, given that she was not Hollywood at all but some sort of health-care billionaire.
No. No, young Mr. Body of Steel was not eyeing Lystra. He was eyeing the next winner of the Academy Award for Best Actress. Uh-huh.
But the idea sighed inside her and deflated like a balloon with a slow leak. She shook her head, a tiny movement not intended for anyone else, and took a deep breath. She had to help Quinn (seven years old) with her stupid California Mission project, due tomorrow.
God, she was boring. Boring and responsible and definitely America’s Sweetheart, except that when it came right down to it, she was Mommy.
Suddenly her hand jerked and she tipped her wineglass over. The last ounce of white wine drained onto the wood surface, alarming no one.
“Sorry. I just—”
Sandra frowned. Shook her head.
“What’s the matter, Sandy?” Wade asked.
“I’m just …” She shook her head again. Frowned, despite the fact that frowning would crease her ageless forehead. “Oh my God, is there something in the wine? I’m … I’m seeing something.”
Nolan looked at her from beneath lashes that would probably have tickled her cheeks (and other places, too, if she’d just said the word) and asked, “Are you feeling ill?”
“It’s …” She laughed. “This is going to sound crazy. It’s like I can see something that isn’t there. I’m …” She looked away from them, stared out toward the black Pacific Ocean, wondering if somehow what she was seeing was a reflection off the wineglasses.
But no. It was still there. It was as if she had a second set of eyes, and they opened onto a small TV screen in a corner of her own eyes.
“I’m seeing, like, like … just flat, but weird.” Then, a sudden, sharp gasp. “Oh my God, a second one. Like another window in my head.”
“Maybe you should lie down,” Nolan suggested.
“Or have another glass of wine,” Quentin said, and laughed. But now he, too, was staring at her sideways, with concern on his face.
“There’s two … Oh! Oh! Oh! There’s a giant insect. I’m going nuts. Maybe I’m having a stroke.”
“I’m calling nine one one,” Nolan said, and pulled out his phone.
“Jesus Christ! It’s a huge bug. I can see it! It’s turning, it’s coming toward me.… Oh, oh God, I think I’m moving it! I think I’m making it move!”
She pushed back hard from the table. Glassware clattered and toppled. Wade leapt to his feet and caught her arm as she lurched away from the table.
“It has eyes! It has eyes! Oh, God. Oh, God. My face! My eyes! Those are my eyes!”
She pushed Wade aside violently, then, abashed, shocked by her own behavior, she tried on a fleeting smile, reached out a reassuring hand and said, “I think I need help. I think I’d better see a doctor.”
“That would be best,” Lystra Reid said coolly, then added, as if an afterthought, “Yeah.” She had moved to place her back against the railing and was watching with detached interest. At least she wasn’t taking a picture to tweet later.
“Ambulance is on the way,” Nolan reported.
And Sandra thought, Well, he certainly won’t sleep with me now. But that thought came and left in a heartbeat, because something else was happening on that eerie picture-in-picture view in her head.
She was seeing a falling drop of liquid that must have been a million gallons. It was far bigger than the terrifying bugs with her face smeared across them, her eyes; those nightmare insects with her own damned eyes.
The drop landed. It swept around the two bugs, engulfing them. And instantly it began to eat away those insect legs. It chewed burning holes into those insect carapaces. It burned away those distorted reflections of her own face like an old-time filmstrip jammed in a projector that bubbles and caramelizes and is gone.
The picture frames in her head blinked out.
They were gone as fast as they had come.
Sandra stood now, seeing only through her own eyes, seeing only what was real.
She laughed. “Hah-hah-hah-hah. Hahahahahahahah!”
And then she screamed. “Ahhhh! Aaaaaahhhh! You’re devils! Devils!”
Nolan moved to grab her because she was climbing awkwardly onto the table. She slipped, skinned her knee against the edge, stared down at the blood, and shrieked, shrieked like a mad thing.
She snatched up a knife. Not a very big knife, just a dinner knife with a point and modest serrations. She stabbed it into Nolan’s thick bicep.
The strong man screamed, a more feminine sound than one might have expected.
“Hah! Hah, devil!” Sandra yelled, happy at the sight of his blood, fascinated.
Wade and Quentin backpedaled, making sure to keep the table between themselves and the long shot for Best Actress.
In Sandra’s eyes they were not backing away, they were coming for her, with their fangs out, and claws for fingers, and liquid fire dripping from their eyeballs—it was all about the eyeballs, it was there, in the eyes, the demons.
Sandra Piper turned the knife around and stabbed it into her belly. It didn’t go far. It drew blood, but just a stain the size of a quarter.
“Hey, hey, hey!” Quentin yelled.
“No, no, stop that, stop that this instant,” Wade said.
Nolan made another move—this time wary—to take the knife from her.
Sandra spit at him. “Hah!” she yelled, and stabbed the knife into her own eye. Her left eye. Pulled it out bloody and clotted with viscous goo.
Cries of horror, and now even she could see that they were backing away, the devils. It was working. Hah! Run, devils, run!
She then stabbed the knife into her other eye and pushed it through cracking bone, pushed it until the hilt was stopped. Then she twisted the knife around as if she was trying to churn her own brain.
Her knees gave way. The knife dropped from her hand.
“Stupid Mission project,” she said. Then fell onto her back, laughing and howling, laughing and howling. “Devils! Dev—”
It was Lystra Reid who took the knife from her. And Lystra who placed a napkin over the bloody craters in her face.
Not that Sandra Piper could see that.
TWO
Her name was Sadie McLure. She had indifferently styled brown hair and smart, skeptical brown eyes that could take on golden highlights and even suggestions of green in certain lights. She had freckles on her cheeks and across the bridge of her nose. She’d never liked the freckles—they seemed to be accompanied by the word cute and she didn’t like people thinking of her as cute. Cute was a belittling word.
The cute freckles had a second outpost on her chest, and a lesser presence on her shoulders. But all her freckles were now almost hidden by a rich, deep tan.
Her name was Sadie McLure, but in certain company she called herself Plath, after the great and tragically suicidal poet.
It was her nom de guerre. Her BZRK name. The name that defiantly acknowledged that there were only two possible fates in her future as a member of BZRK: death or madness.
She had a net worth expressed in billions of dollars. She had a small but effective private army in the form of McLure Labs security under a Mr. Stern. (She must have heard his first name at some point, but what had stuck was the Mr. and the Stern.)
She had seen terrible things, Sadie had. As Plath she had done terrible things, too, and had terrible things done to her.
She was sixteen years old.
A month had passed since that bizarre and fateful day when the Doll Ship had burned down much of the Hong Kong harbor waterfront. A month since the president of the United States had blown her own brains out on nationwide TV after being (correctly) suspected of murdering her husband.
A month since Sadie as Plath had sent her biots into Vincent’s brain, one armed with acid to burn the biot-death madness from him. The great advantage of biots over their mechanical competitors, the nanobots, was the closeness of the connection between twitcher and biot. That was also the greatest disadvantage because that same connection meant that the loss of a biot sent its creator on a downward spiral into madness.
Vincent had spiraled following the loss of one biot and serious injury to a second.
From a desperate desire to save Vincent, Sadie had undertaken a grim mission to cauterize parts of his brain. But at this moment that terrible day was compartmentalized if not forgotten, and Sadie was doing something that was not at all terrible. She was on a white-sand beach beneath palm trees. A picnic was laid out on a woven mat of the kind the locals used. There was cold fried chicken, cold lobster, and a bowl of vanilla-spiked fruit in the local Madagascar style.
There was also a bottle of white wine, now empty, and a bottle of vodka, now partly empty.
And there was a boy.
He was naked as Sadie. His name was Noah, though like Sadie he sometimes used a nom de guerre: Keats.
Whether they were Plath and Keats or Sadie and Noah, she was on top and he was inside her. They were both smiling because the ash from the joint in Sadie’s mouth had landed on the very tip of Noah’s nose, and when she blew it away it made him sneeze. Which struck them both as funny, so they laughed, and that physical convulsion had interesting side effects.
“Laugh again,” Noah said.
“Not yet,” Sadie said.
“You’re torturing me.”
“I’m teaching you endurance,” she said, voice slurring.
“I’m standing right at the very edge of a cliff,” he said, and his eyes closed and his smile became dreamier. “If you laugh … or even move at all … or even breathe deeply, I’ll go right … mmmm … over … the edge.”
“You’re going with a cliff metaphor?” she asked, and giggled.
Which was all it took.
She watched his face while his body arched and thrust and shuddered and finally subsided. His expression was more animal than human in the first seconds, and the sounds he made were definitely not witty banter. Or even half-drunk and quite stoned banter. But then that feral look softened into an expression like you’d see on the face of a saint in a Renaissance painting.
And then he laughed, too.
And opened his blue, blue eyes and said, “Don’t go yet.”
He remained inside her, in more ways than one. He was also inside her brain, and not metaphorically. A tiny creature smaller than the period at the end of a sentence—a creature that was built from an exotic stew of DNA that included Noah’s own—was deep within Sadie’s brain. This was a biot. One of his, Noah’s biots, because biots were nothing if not unique to their creator. It was designated K2. Keats 2. His other biot, K1, was in a tiny vial stuck in the buttoned pocket of his shorts, which were … he looked around … over there, somewhere.
K2 had the job of maintaining the fragile latticework painstakingly built around a bulge in an artery in Sadie’s brain. Left alone, the aneurysm might never pop. Then again it might pop at any moment, which would almost certainly kill Sadie, perhaps over the course of pain-filled hours.
Noah had worked with scarcely a break over this last month to strengthen the Teflon casing around the deadly bulge. It was tedious work. Fibers had to be carried through Sadie’s eye, down the optic nerve, up and down the soggy hills and deep valleys of her brain—quite a long trip for a biot—then carefully thre
aded in place. Basket weaving.
All the while a sort of picture-in-picture was open in Noah’s own mind, an artificially color-enhanced but grainy picture. Imagine a 3D special-effects movie but with the color flattened out and stripped of nuance, all shot through a dirty lens.
Noah knew Sadie with an intimacy that was impossible for people who did not travel down in the meat. When she became aroused, he could feel the artery beneath his biot’s six legs pumping faster, harder. But it was not just the relatively monotonous, liquid-encased surface of the brain that he had seen up close. He had at various times, in the course of more than one desperate mission, crawled across her eyes, her lips, her tongue.
She kissed his mouth and then the place just beside his mouth and then his neck. Then she rolled off onto the blanket and looked toward the food.
“You didn’t …,” he said.
“No.” She struggled to find the right tone. Unconcerned but not indifferent. Nonchalant, not like it mattered. Then tried switching to a sexy purr. “But I loved every minute. That’s not the only thing in the world, you know.”
“It’s not?” he asked, trying to be funny.
“Want some lobster?” she asked, deflecting him. She didn’t like talking about sex. The effects of weed and wine were ebbing, leaving her tired and groggy. She could be cranky in a minute if she let herself.
There were things nagging at her, distractions. She wanted to keep pushing them away, but self-medication had its limits and all those niggling worries would resurface, frequency and intensity increasing. She had pushed it all away for a month and now “it” was pushing back.
“I do want some lobster, I absolutely do,” Noah said.
“Then trot on over there and get me some, too.”
He sighed. “It’s always something with you. Undress me. Make love to me. Feed me lobster. You are so demanding.” He stood up, and she saw that half his hard, lean behind was coated with sand. She lay back, head resting on one hand, enjoying that particular sight, and the view beyond. They were in a secluded lagoon on the western edge of the island, facing the much larger island of Madagascar, which was a blur of green ten miles off.
A quarter mile to both north and south, armed men—fashionably attired in white Tommy Bahama shirts and automatic rifles—watched for any threat to their privacy. Just out of sight behind a rocky point, a yacht crewed by ex-soldiers rolled in the gentle swell and kept a radar lookout over the area.