And now I'm completely fucking confused.
What the hell?
My head is lying on his bicep. He has his arm curled up so he can brush his fingers through my hair soothingly, and his free hand is on my belly, his fingertips thrumming up and down my stomach, my ribs, grazing my breast, but he never goes near the goods.
His erection is pressing against the small of my back, for fuck's sake. I know he's turned on.
Deciding to take matters in my own hands, so to speak, I lay my hand over his and guide him farther south. His middle finger barely grazes over my clit and his breath hitches in my ear at the contact.
"Grace, you're making it very difficult for me to be a gentleman."
I wiggle my ass against his cock and bite my lip when his finger again grazes my sweet spot.
"I thought I made it quite clear that I didn't want you to be a gentleman."
He lets out a low growl and I'm suddenly under him, my legs hitched up around his hips and his cock, still covered in his Calvin Kleins, nestled against my core.
"I need you to be very sure, love."
"I'm so sure, babe." I let my fingers glide down his back to his ass and back up again, then sink them in his soft hair. He rests his forehead against mine and takes a long deep breath.
I drag one hand around his waist and between our bodies, caressing his pecs, his amazingly defined abs, and just as I'm making the journey down that trail of hair that leads to his goods, he grasps my wrist and pulls it to his mouth, plants a kiss on my palm before pinning it over my head.
"If you touch me right now, I will explode, my darling." He kisses me once, twice, then drags his lips down my jaw to my neck and bites me there before kissing it soothingly. "Your body is amazing. The way it trembles at my touch. The way you taste."
I roll my hips at his words and pull in a long breath as he continues whispering in my ear.
"Your body flushes when you come, from your cheeks to your thighs and everywhere in between. Your pink nipples pucker." He tweaks one with his thumb and smiles against my neck when I moan softly.
"Those sexy whispers and loud exhales make my cock throb." His hand travels south, pushes between my thighs, and he sinks one--two?--fingers inside me, stretching me deliciously.
"Jacob," I whisper and wrap my arms around his shoulders, keeping him close to me. I love the way his big body covers me so completely, enveloping me in his warmth.
"Ah, look how sweet you are, Gracie." I grin at the nickname. I don't allow many to call me that, certainly never a lover, but it's so sweet coming from his sexy mouth I soak it up like a sponge.
I feel him moving, reaching, sliding his shorts down, and then the sound of a wrapper--thank God!
"I'm going to sink home now, sweet Grace," he murmurs as he guides himself to my entrance. "If you don't want this, you have to tell me."
"I want you," I whisper, and hold his face in my hands as I feel the tip of him press against me. Damn, he's big.
"You're so damn wet, so ready." He doesn't push farther. Instead he waits, allowing my body to adjust to him. "Since the moment I saw you I've wanted to be here with you, like this."
"I held out for a whole eight hours," I whisper. He leans back and pulls his knuckles down my cheek, watching me soberly.
"Moving fast doesn't make it insignificant." He pushes farther, making me gasp.
"You're big."
"You'll make room for me, love."
He kisses me softly, nibbles my lips as he pushes farther still, at a slow, steady pace until he's seated fully inside me.
"Your body is so small, but look how perfectly you fit me." I open my eyes to see him gazing down at me in wonder. I'm panting softly, more turned on than I've ever been in my life.
I circle my hips again, but he shakes his head and clenches his eyes.
"I can't move yet, love. I don't want to come."
"I need . . ."
"What do you need?"
"Fuck," I whisper. I can't find my words.
"I love hearing those dirty words come from your gorgeous mouth." He pulls back, pauses, and then thrusts home again. "Ah, bloody fucking hell, I won't last long. You're incredible."
I wrap my arms around him and hold him tight as he begins to move in earnest, rocking in and out of me, panting. I reach between us and circle my clit with my finger and his eyes dilate further.
"Yes, fucking touch yourself. Just like that. Ah, God, that looks amazing."
He watches as I reach down farther and press my fingertips to the base of his cock, rubbing it as it moves in and out of me.
"Oh fuck, Gracie." I tremble and clench around him at the sound of my name. "God, look at you. You're going to come again. Your body is flushing again." He leans in and presses his lips to mine then whispers. "Let go with me, love."
I grip him hard and shiver as the orgasm rips through me. He groans as he follows me over, rocking his hips against mine, riding out his own release until finally he collapses, but manages to roll us, reversing our positions.
"Holy shit," he whispers and presses his lips to my temple. "You are simply brilliant."
"I am simply spent," I reply with a chuckle. "You wore me out today."
"Tomorrow is going to be more of the same, so get some sleep." He hugs me to him and buries his nose in my hair, breathing me in. "Thank you."
"For?"
"This amazing gift. You are a rare woman, Grace." He kisses my head and glides his hand down my back to my ass. "Sleep now, love."
chapter 6
~ JACOB ~
The world is still dark as I slowly drift awake and feel Grace's warm body snuggled close to my side. Her leg is draped over my thigh, her arm over my belly, and her head rests on my chest.
I can't remember the last time I woke with a woman in my arms. I never spend the night. It suggests an intimacy that I've just never felt.
Until Grace.
I kiss her forehead and roll her onto her back, gently untangle myself from her, and pull on my clothes. Just as I step into my shoes, Grace stirs and frowns up at me.
"Making a hasty retreat?" She yawns and searches for the clock.
"No, darling." I crawl back onto the bed and pull her into my lap, hugging her close. "I have some things to see to this morning. I didn't want to wake you."
"It's okay." She buries her face in my neck and sighs, and if I didn't know better, I'd say she's about to fall right back to sleep.
"Go back to bed, love. I'll have breakfast sent up in about an hour."
"Will you be joining me?" Her voice is soft, maybe a bit hesitant. I hug her more tightly and tip her face back with my finger.
"No, but I'll see you at our lesson at ten."
"Oh, you don't have to keep teaching me, I'll be fine with a real instructor."
"I am a real instructor, and I'll be in charge of your lessons." I kiss her chastely and my groin stirs at the feel of her small body pressed against me. "I can't wait to spend the day with you."
"Okay, have a good morning."
Her eyes are drifting closed again, making me grin. She's clearly not a morning person.
I lower her back to the bed, tuck her in, and leave her.
I do have things to handle this morning, but I also need a couple of hours to clear my head. To think. And the best place for that is on the hill.
I return to my room and change into ski gear, grab my equipment, and head out. The lift operator is just settling into his position and waves as I approach.
"Good timing," he calls out.
"So it seems," I reply with a nod, and hop onto a chair as he starts the lift. I ride all the way to the summit of the mountain, watching in awe as the world comes to life. It's overcast, but not snowing yet, and the rising sun casts everything in a gray glow.
There is fresh powder on the earth, covering the trees. The snow ghosts that my lodge is named for cover the ground, the trees are so blanketed in the snow that the green no longer peeks through, hence the name.
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It never fails to take my breath away.
As the lift approaches the top, I jump off, secure my goggles, and take in the view. The valley stretches before me, and the clouds are up high enough that I can see Cunningham Falls below, the lake, and to my left, the peaks of Glacier National Park.
There is a serenity up here in the stillness that I've never found anywhere else, no matter what mountain I was on in Europe. When I came up here for the first time, took in this view, I knew this was where I was meant to be.
And now it has brought me to Grace.
The quiet surrounds me. The only sound is my own breath as I point my skis down and begin the smooth ride to the bottom. The groomers have already been out this morning, and conditions are perfect.
As I gently slide down the mountain, my thoughts turn to the amazing woman I held in my arms all night long. I woke several times just to feel her skin against me, to breathe her in, to listen to her soft breaths. Not once did I get the urge to flee.
For fuck's sake, what is it about this woman that has me all tied up in knots? She's beautiful, yes, but I've known plenty of beautiful women in my life.
And fucked a good portion of them.
And yet I can't remember the face of a single one. All that fills my mind is Grace's soft sighs, her whimpers, the way her body reacts to mine. Her cheeks flush beautifully just as she's about to come, and she's not a screamer, not in the least. Instead, her body clenches and tightens, and she trembles, her breath comes in soft pants, and it's the most brilliant thing I've ever witnessed.
But if I'm honest, it's much more than the sex. In the few hours that I've known her, she's made me laugh like I haven't in years. Her clumsiness is endearing rather than frustrating, most likely because of the way she reacts to it, like it's just a natural thing and is what it is.
She's unapologetic about who she is. She eats what she wants to, works at a job she enjoys, and has a zeal for life that encourages those around her to join her in it.
She's bloody incredible.
And I do believe she has me under that charming spell of hers. I want to explore this chemistry between us. That she lives in Cunningham Falls is a blessing. I can court her properly, and see her regularly.
I approach the bottom of the run and immediately return to the lift and ride it to the top. Then I point my skis downhill and take a different run this time, a bit more challenging, and lose myself in the snow.
"So, Bax, how are things going with a certain beautiful blonde?" Jeanette grins behind the reception desk. Paul, Grace's original instructor is chatting with her.
"Yeah, man? What's up with that? You stole her out from under me. She's hot. I thought I might score with her."
Jeanette's jaw drops and she watches me warily as my eyes narrow on the young man.
"Don't mistake my easygoing demeanor, Paul. It seems you've forgotten to whom you're speaking. If I ever hear you disrespect any guest that way, you'll never set foot on this hill again. Am I clear?"
"I'm sorry, Bax."
"As you should be."
Paul scampers away, his proverbial tail between his legs.
"Boys that age are all horny little bastards," Jeanette mutters.
"Most men are," I agree, and chuckle down at her. "But a lady should never hear of it. I'm not his mate, I'm his boss, and I didn't hire him so he could attempt to lose his virginity."
Jeanette laughs and pats my arm. "I like you, Bax. How are things with Grace?"
"That, my darling Jeanette, is none of your business." I wink down at her just as Jerry rushes out from the restaurant.
"There you are!" His hands are clasping and unclasping at his chest in agitation, his cheeks are red with frustration, and I already know it's going to be a chore calming the bloke.
I silently thank the heavens that ten o'clock is just a few minutes away as I turn to the brilliant chef.
"How can I help you, Jerry?"
"I sent Babs out for you last night, but you ignored me." He sniffs and pushes his nose in the air. If he wasn't such a talented chef, I'd boot him out on his ass. Instead I tread lightly, because finding someone to replace him in this small town is impossible.
"I was with a guest, Jerry. What is the problem?"
"The butcher sent choice cuts of meat instead of prime for the second time this month. How am I supposed to work with that? And don't even get me started on that twit of a sous chef you hired."
"Let's discuss this later this afternoon. I have an appointment at ten."
"But I need to resolve this now."
I stop short and watch the man quietly for a moment. Have I been wrong to let my staff address me as Bax? Am I too laid back with them?
"We will resolve it when I have the time to speak with you, Jerry."
His cheeks redden further, but I hold my hand up, stopping any words that he was about to spew at me.
"Watch yourself. You're a talented chef, but not irreplaceable. I will see you this afternoon."
I nod at Jeanette and walk toward my suite to change before meeting with Grace.
chapter 7
Grace
I only fell on my ass five times!" I cry, and launch myself into Jacob's embrace, wrapping my arms and legs around him and planting my lips on his for a quick kiss. "That's got to be a record."
"You are incredible, love." His smile is wide and happy as he holds me effortlessly against him. "You've caught on so well."
"I can probably ski as good as you now, govna."
"Let's not get carried away." He chuckles and nuzzles my nose with his. "But you can move on from the bunny hill to something a bit more challenging."
"Blimey, I'm good."
"Clever girl," he mutters as he sets me on my feet. "Let's grab something hot to drink."
"It's a date." He wraps his arm around my shoulders and walks me to the rental shop to turn in my gear, then leads me to a nearby coffeehouse. He finds us an empty table in a corner. "This is a cute little place," I say as I glance around the small but welcoming cafe.
"I had it built a few months ago," he replies, and helps me out of my coat. "The space was for lease, and I thought a coffee shop would do well here."
"And is it?"
"It is," he confirms with a grin. "What will you have, darling?"
"Vanilla latte, extra hot, please."
"Pastry?"
"No, thanks. I have a massage in a little while and I don't like to have much in my stomach."
He nods and crosses to the barista to put in our order. He's in black ski pants and a long-sleeved, blue T-shirt that molds his muscular shoulders and arms. I suddenly remember the way those muscles flex when he's hovering over me, the way they flex as he comes, and I have to shift in my seat, trying to alleviate the sudden throb between my legs.
"What are you thinking about, love?" he says, as he sits and passes me my coffee.
"Nothing."
"That flush on your cheeks isn't nothing."
I feel myself blush harder and look down at my cup.
Jacob leans toward me and brushes his fingers through my short hair behind my ear. "It's okay, love. I can't stop thinking about it, either. Spill it."
I glance about the small space, satisfied that no one is close enough to hear our intimate conversation.
I lean in and press my lips to his ear. "I was thinking about how spectacular you look when you're above me, how I love the way your muscles flex, and how completely you fill me." I brush my fingers through his soft, thick hair and his breath catches. His green eyes are on fire as I pull away and smile up at him innocently.
I clear my throat and take a sip of coffee. "I have to check out of the lodge and stow my things in my car before my massage."
He frowns and takes my hand in his. "I'm not ready for you to leave yet."
"I only had the room for the one night."
"I'd love to have your things moved to my suite while you get your massage. You can come directly to my rooms when you're finished." r />
I bite my lip and then smile. "I'd like that. But I don't want you to feel obligated . . ."
"One thing you'll learn about me, darling, is that I never do what I don't want to do. I want you with me tonight."
His words warm me and intensify the ache in my core. "Okay, then, I'd like that. Thank you."
"The pleasure is all mine, Grace." He smiles and drains the rest of his coffee, then consults his watch. "Unfortunately, I have to work for a bit this afternoon. I'll leave a key to my suite with Jeanette for you. Just pick it up when you're finished with your massage. I'll handle having your things moved."
"I feel very pampered, Mr. Baxter."
He glances at me and his body softens as he leans toward me. "You deserve to be pampered. And that's Sir Baxter to you, missy."
"Sir Baxter? You've been knighted?"
"I have." He nods and then chuckles. "But don't tell anyone."
"I do believe this is the first time I've seen you get bashful." I cup his face in my hand. "Don't worry, your secret is safe with me. As long as you arrange for me to have tea with Kate and the baby."
He raises a brow and then breaks out into a laugh. "I'll see what I can do, silly girl." He checks his watch again.
"Go ahead. I'm going to be lazy here for a few minutes, call Cara, and then mosey on down to the spa. It's a rough life. The suffering is immense, but I'll be brave."
"Enjoy it, my brave girl." He kisses me long and hard, not giving a shit about who may be watching, then stands and shrugs into his coat. "I'll do my best to meet you in my room when you're finished."
"No worries. Have a good day, dear."
He winks and strides out of the cafe, turning heads as he goes.
Christ on a crutch, the man is a walking mass of sex appeal.
I pull my phone out of my pocket and dial Cara's number.
"Hey, how were the ski lessons?"
"I'm in the hospital."
"Oh my God!"
"I'm kidding. The lessons have been great. I didn't fall nearly as much as I thought I would."
"We told you you'd love it! You can tell us all about it tonight at girls' night out."
"That's why I'm calling. I won't be able to make it."
"Why?"
"Well, I might be having an affair with my ski instructor. Except he's not an instructor, he's the billionaire hottie that bought the joint." I bite my lip as silence descends on the call. "Cara?"