Fortunately, Cressida hadn’t made this remark within Juliet’s hearing.
When Brett re-entered their lives, however, badly damaged, initially in a wheelchair, Cressida had been visibly shocked, and subdued; her usual habit of irony was suspended.
To Arlette she said: “Juliet will never marry him now. I predict.”
Arlette, annoyed, had told Cressida that she was mistaken. She didn’t know her sister, clearly.
“Well, just wait! I predict.”
Another time, when Arlette and Cressida happened to be alone together in the house, she’d said suddenly, almost angrily: “What’s the point of all this?” and Arlette had said, “The point of all—what?” Cressida had waved her hand irritably, as if brushing away flies. “All this effort.”
As if she’d meant the entire world. And its history.
Arlette had gathered, though not directly from Cressida, that college had been a surprise to her. From earliest childhood Cressida had taken for granted her intellectual superiority and, though she’d have ridiculed the very notion, her social status as the daughter of Zeno Mayfield who’d bought for his family a handsome old Colonial on Cumberland Avenue; she’d taken for granted the very air she breathed, in her family’s house. But in Canton, amid strangers of whom many belonged to sororities and fraternities, living away from her comfortable home with no one who knew her, loved her, and fretted over her slightest whim or unhappiness, Cressida must have been unmoored: lost.
If she’d made friends, Arlette knew nothing of them. If she went without eating properly, if she stayed up through a night, if she went outdoors lightly dressed in freezing winds; if she was careless about her health, or cut classes; if she perceived herself at the edge of the university world, not by choice or design but helplessly—no one took any special notice, no one cared.
Poor Cressida! In Canton, no one even knew her as the smart one.
“When she came home from college, and was keeping to herself so much, I should have tried to talk with Cressida more. She isn’t a child technically but she has the sensitive feelings of a child. She’s never gotten over having done so poorly in high school where she should have been a star.”
Zeno spoke broodingly. Zeno’s monologues were all of Cressida now where previously, he’d been obsessively concerned with Juliet in the aftermath of the broken engagement.
A ringing phone interrupted. Zeno moved hurriedly to answer it—the Mayfield family line—in the bedroom next to Cressida’s.
“HE’S OUT? He’s—home? Just like that—out on bail?”
Zeno was incredulous to learn that Brett Kincaid had been released from police custody after three days.
Yet more furious to learn that Brett hadn’t been released on bail—he’d never been arrested, no charges had been filed against him.
Preliminary bloodstain tests were inconclusive: Kincaid’s blood type was A positive, and some of the bloodstains in the passenger’s seat of his vehicle were type B positive, which was Cressida’s blood type; but there was no way to determine if the bloodstains were Cressida’s. Several hairs found in the front seat of the vehicle were “almost certainly” a match with Cressida’s hair and at least one fingerprint on the passenger’s door handle, though smudged, did appear to be a match with a print of Cressida’s taken from surfaces in her bedroom.
Bud McManus telephoned to explain why Kincaid had had to be released. Zeno slammed down the receiver.
“Fuckers! ‘Not enough evidence’ to hold him! That’s bullshit.”
Brett had been interviewed at length by detectives but had insisted that he didn’t remember much of what had happened on Saturday night at the Roebuck Inn, or afterward. He did seem to remember—vaguely—that someone had been with him in his Jeep; he thought he remembered having been drinking with his friends Halifax, Weisbeck, and Stumpf earlier; with the air of one straining to recall a disturbing and chaotic dream he managed to recall that whoever had been with him in his Jeep, a girl, or a woman, had wanted at some point to get out of the vehicle, that had skidded off a road—(he thought)—but he had not thought it was safe for her to climb out of the Jeep and into the wilderness at night and so—maybe—he’d had “some kind of struggle” with her.
Except maybe this wasn’t so. Maybe—that had happened some other time.
If it had happened, or whenever it had happened—he was very sorry.
His remarks were rambling and incoherent. His behavior was “erratic.” Several times he broke down sobbing. Several times he flew into a rage. He attempted to terminate the interview, and had to be forcibly restrained.
In the struggle, the chair he’d been sitting in, in the interview room, skidded out beneath him. He fell, heavily, onto the floor. Like a dead weight he lay for some stunned seconds with his stitched-together face pressed against the floor until police officers hauled him up.
O Christ he was sorry he was very sorry didn’t remember what had happened or which one of them but he was sorry and wanted to go home.
Still, he did not want a lawyer. He had not done anything wrong and so he did not want a God-damn lawyer.
He refused to eat. Or could not eat. He was able to drink Diet Coke in small careful swallows.
What he most wanted he said was to brush his teeth.
Except he didn’t have his toothbrush and he had no toothpaste.
His mother Ethel Kincaid arrived at the sheriff’s headquarters on Axel Road in a high state of excitation and protest. She’d brought with her a supply of the prescription drugs her son was obliged to take—(at least a dozen different medications, most of them more than once a day), medical reports and U.S. Army discharge documents. She brought her son’s Purple Heart and the Iraq campaign medal, in a chamois drawstring bag. In a loud voice she insisted that her son was innocent of any wrongdoing and that he should not be questioned as a “criminal suspect”; he was “unwell”—“under doctors’ care”—he’d been discharged with a “medical disability” from the army. He was a “corporal” and a “war hero” who should be treated with respect and he should certainly have a lawyer, a “free” lawyer, even if he seemed to think that he didn’t want one.
Mrs. Kincaid was allowed to confer with her exhausted and near-delirious son, who was still wearing the blood- and vomit-stained clothing in which he’d been apprehended early Sunday morning, and to weaken his resolve not to request a lawyer.
For Corporal Kincaid seemed to believe that only a guilty man would need a lawyer.
And if he had a lawyer, he would have admitted guilt.
Mrs. Kincaid succeeded also in convincing detectives that her son should be examined by a doctor; and that he must be released soon, to return to the rehab clinic for his prescribed therapy.
On Sunday afternoon and again on Monday detectives had come to Ethel Kincaid’s house to question her about her son and now that she’d come to headquarters, they took the opportunity to question her again. By this time the corporal’s mother had settled upon the phrase My son is innocent of any wrongdoing and this will be proved in a court of law if necessary.
Returned home, Ethel Kincaid made numerous phone calls on her son’s behalf. She contacted Elliot Fisk, the local businessman who’d publicly pledged, since 9/11, to do “all that he humanly could” to help support Beechum County veterans of the Afghanistan and Iraq wars, and convinced him to hire a lawyer for her son: a “real” lawyer and not a public defender.
And so, as it turned out, Corporal Kincaid’s lawyer was a Carthage criminal defense lawyer of some esteem named Jake Pedersen. Zeno was incensed, for he and Pedersen had often been allies on county bond-issue campaigns and Pedersen had helped campaign for Zeno when he’d run for mayor. Each man was prominent in the Beechum County Democratic party.
Within an hour of Pedersen’s arrival at sheriff’s headquarters on Tuesday afternoon, Brett Kincaid was released into the custody of his mother and his attorney and allowed to return home. No charges had been filed against him but he was forbidden
to leave Beechum County and “under no circumstances” was he to contact the Mayfields.
He’d become less excitable by this time. He was walking with a cane his mother had brought him. He’d taken his meds, and in a lavatory at headquarters he’d been allowed to change into the fresh clothes his mother had provided. He’d brushed his teeth so vigorously his gums bled.
“Now I want to help. I want to help, too.”
They asked him, help how? Help who?
“Look for the girl. ‘Cress’da.’ I want to help, too.”
BY WAY OF his zealous friends in the Sheriff’s Department it was reported back to Zeno Mayfield what Brett Kincaid had said.
“God damn him, he’d better not. He’d better not come anywhere near any of us.”
Zeno was trembling with rage, indignation. His hands clenched and unclenched like the claws of spastic sea-creatures.
On TV news, there was Corporal Kincaid flanked by his fierce-faced mother Ethel and his lawyer Jake Pedersen hurrying to a vehicle waiting near a rear door of the Beechum County sheriff’s headquarters.
Reporters rushed at the young man. Mrs. Kincaid waved them away with windmill motions of her arms, furious. The corporal walked unsteadily with a cane, ducked into the backseat of the vehicle driven by Jack Pedersen. He wore dark glasses that obscured half his face but TV cameras picked up, in lurid and unsparing detail, the scarred and flushed mannequin-face and the small stitched-looking mouth.
Questioned in the disappearance of nineteen-year-old Carthage resident Cressida Mayfield believed to be last seen late Saturday night in the Wolf’s Head Lake–Nautauga Preserve area.
On WCTG-TV this video played, and replayed.
It was followed by an edited version of the Sunday evening interview with Mr. and Mrs. Mayfield with an addendum, by bright-eyed Evvie Estes, that the “Mayfield reward” had been doubled to twenty thousand dollars.
And by an aerial shot of rescue workers and volunteers searching the pinewoods of the Nautauga Preserve.
A five-second interview with a husky blond park ranger who said if Cressida Mayfield is in the Preserve, they would find her for sure!
Another time, photos of Cressida were shown. The high school yearbook photo which was earnest and unsmiling as if the plain-featured young girl was staring into the viewer’s eyes with an expression of subtle contempt.
“So far, there has been no trace reported of the missing girl. If anyone believes that he or she has information to share about the whereabouts of Cressida Mayfield, the number to call is . . . And if any caller wishes anonymity, that will be granted.”
“I HAVE TO SEE HIM. To speak with him. I promise—I won’t become emotional.”
Zeno had been warned against attempting to see Brett Kincaid. He’d been warned against returning to Ethel Kincaid’s house.
Outrageously, Ethel had reported him to Carthage police claiming that Zeno had tried to convince her that he had a “warrant” to search her son’s room and he’d “made threats and threatening gestures” against her when she refused to let him into her house. And that he was “spreading malicious lies” about her son Brett who was a wounded war veteran, a hero, and had had nothing to do with his daughter.
Because he’d “broken off a bad engagement” with Zeno Mayfield’s other daughter, that was one of the reasons Zeno had come to her house to threaten her.
Zeno was informed of these charges by a Carthage police lieutenant he knew who dropped by the house to visit with him. Avoid the Kincaids, the lieutenant said. Avoid any situation where he was likely to be over-excited.
Zeno, who knew the law, or should have known the law, understood the principle here. He was the father of the missing girl, he must not blunder into breaking the law himself.
“But how can they just let him go? Not even out on bail? Why didn’t they arrest him?”
“Because they can’t, yet. But they will.”
Zeno felt a chill, hearing these words.
“You mean, if Cressida is—isn’t—if she . . .”
Zeno didn’t know what he was saying. He covered his face with his hands. His jaws had grown stubbly again, his breath smelled sour in his own nostrils.
The Carthage PD lieutenant placed his hand on Zeno’s shoulder. This pressure, meant to be kindly, manly-kindly, remained with Zeno after the lieutenant himself had slipped away eager to escape the strained static air of the Mayfield household.
Arlette was required to calm her ranting husband. Arlette who’d scarcely slept since 4 A.M. of July 10, now days ago, feared for the man’s high blood pressure, his audible shortness of breath, the quivering of his hands.
“The fingerprints in the Jeep were hers. The hairs, for Christ’s sake! The bloodstains—probably. And ‘witnesses’ at the Roebuck . . .”
“Yes. We know.”
“ . . . how can they just let him go! And now he has a lawyer, and that self-promoting asshole Fisk will pay for his defense!”
“Yes. But there’s nothing to be done right now, Zeno. Come here, sit down, let me hold you. Please.”
They were regressing, in their marriage, long a marriage of mature and nimbly wise-cracking adults, to an earlier stage of wayward and desperate surges of raw emotion, even sexual need. Indignant and belligerent in public, Zeno was susceptible to weakness and trembling in the privacy of his home, in his wife’s consoling arms.
Arlette thought I will have to prepare him for the worst. He can’t prepare himself.
The blood test was inconclusive because, unluckily, there was no way to determine if the blood was Cressida’s. The single smudged fingerprint and the stray hairs were also “inconclusive” because there was no way to establish that these had been left in the Jeep on Saturday night, and not at another, earlier time.
That was the point which Kincaid’s lawyer Pedersen was using, to argue that Cressida had been in Brett’s Jeep on an earlier occasion, and not on Saturday night.
That is, not demonstrably on Saturday night.
Because the scene had been crowded and confused, witnesses contradicted one another. Some claimed that they’d seen Cressida, or someone who closely resembled her, crossing the cinder parking lot at about midnight with Brett Kincaid limping and leaning against her, on their way to his vehicle; others claimed that they’d seen Cressida, or someone who closely resembled her, on the outdoor deck of the Roebuck, in the company of others, including, or not including, Brett Kincaid.
No one would absolutely claim to have seen Cressida in Brett’s Jeep Wrangler.
Witnesses spoke of “bikers” at the Roebuck. Deafening roars of their motorcycles, drunken shouts.
Women who’d claimed to have seen Cressida in the restroom splashing water onto her face could not claim to have actually spoken with her—“It wasn’t like she was asking for anybody to help her, see. And she isn’t the kind of person you just tap on the shoulder to ask if she’s ‘all right’—you know she’d be offended.”
Kincaid’s friends Rod Halifax, Jimmy Weisbeck, and Duane Stumpf, all in their mid-twenties, lifetime residents of Carthage who’d known Brett Kincaid at Carthage High School, were interviewed individually by Beechum County detectives. Of the three, Halifax and Stumpf were known to local law enforcement: already in high school they’d been arrested for fighting, destruction of property, petty theft and public drinking but their cases had been adjudicated in the county court without recourse to incarceration. Halifax and Weisbeck had been cited in complaints by young women claiming they’d been “harassed” and “abused” by them—but here too, charges were dropped or had evaporated.
Halifax had enlisted in the Marines in November 2001 but had been discharged after twenty-three days at the Marine basic training at Camp Geiger, North Carolina.
At about that time, in the fall of 2001, when Brett Kincaid had enlisted in the army, Weisbeck and Stumpf had applied to enlist too, but hadn’t completed their applications.
With something of the earnest clumsiness of amateur actors w
hose scripts have been memorized Halifax, Weisbeck, and Stumpf gave accounts of Saturday night at the Roebuck Inn with their friend Brett Kincaid that were near identical: they’d arrived at the Roebuck in separate vehicles, they’d been drinking together since about 10 P.M., they’d moved from the outdoor deck into the taproom to be closer to the bar, at one point there’d been maybe a dozen guys with them, and girls; some of them old friends, and some virtually strangers; by midnight the place was really crowded and it was sometime then that “the Mayfield girl” showed up, alone; or it looked as if she was alone; nobody knew her (except Brett) since she’d been a few years behind them at Carthage High, and nobody had ever seen her before at the lake—“Like, she wasn’t the type to hang out there.”
How long “the Mayfield girl” remained talking with Brett in a corner, maybe twenty minutes, or a half hour, they didn’t know. Or when she left. Or with who.
Might’ve been bikers—there was a gang of them, Adirondack Hells Angels in the parking lot tearing up the cinders.
But definitely it wasn’t Brett Kincaid she left with. Because they’d all left at the same time.
And it wasn’t any one of them.
“IF I COULD get my hands on them. Get them alone. For just five minutes. Just one of them. Just one.”
“Yes but you can’t, Zeno. You know that. You can’t.”
“Stumpf is the one who’d break first. Less than one minute. If I could just . . .”
“Yes, Zeno. But you can’t. Please tell me you know this—you can’t.”
Like a wounded buffalo, poor Zeno. Arlette tried to hold him, stroke his snarled hair, kiss his bristling cheek. She understood how sick at heart her husband was, how terrified of what awaited them, when he failed to push her away.