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and inhibitions,

  would we not then

  allow the winds of change

  to bring back to our children

  the hope of a gentle future

  where the simplest pleasure

  becomes the ultimate experience?

  Illogical Mind

  The logical mind

  seeks to be considered

  the one and only provider

  of human identity:

  but is this not a misconception?

  For a complete human

  is body, mind and spirit

  (some would argue this:

  fine– I can’t offer proof

  except for one point –

  can a mind “love”?

  With apologies to Mr. Spock,

  meditation, contemplation, prayer,

  (a waste of time

  from logic's point of view)

  allows the stressed and tired mind

  to gently and quietly recall

  images of the spirit's journeys

  into the dream time;

  to unravel the history of one’s life;

  to bring forth understanding;

  to mould and shape the thoughts

  that become what one is.

  For we are not known only

  for our attributes and abilities –

  we are mostly known

  for our daily choices.

  Impression

  twisted from birth

  the leg drags

  painfully along

  the climbing street

  cold steel

  pierces my heart

  tears fill my eyes

  --love is not blind--

  In Silver Drops

  In silver drops

  falls the Autumn rain

  pattering delicately happy

  on slowly swaying branches

  and faintly rustling leaves...

  Resting

  in the peaceful verdant prairie

  a mighty weeping willow tree

  sways and rocks silently

  at the warming touch

  of a gentle breeze

  In silver drops

  falls the Autumn rain

  each tiny ephemeral diamond

  hangs daintily from leaf and bud

  each tiny evanescent crystal globe

  reflects the million smiling faces

  in velvety grayness of drooping skies

  and silky greenness of a resting land

  Attracted by the mild and misty hush

  a slender naiad leaves her river home

  glides to a topmost branch and sits

  contentedly combing her gossamer hair

  singing a song of love softly

  as the Autumn rain falls

  in silver drops.

  It's Christmas

  It's Christmas(hype! hype! hype!)

  time to express our need

  to show off expensive love

  by spending all that money

  January will starkly remind us

  we didn't have!

  Seasonal love is gauged

  by countless material things

  made in break-down Taiwan

  and Cheap China

  contributing to disappointment

  and landfill clog:

  can't even recycle

  Christmas love.

  I have come to understand

  I don't need Christmas

  to say I care,

  for all of time is at my command

  to do random acts of kindness;

  to give love and thoughtfulness

  to souls in need of direction,

  of spiritual awakening,

  of gentle comforting.

  Greater than any store-bought gift

  is this unselfish giving of love

  from the depth of a human heart

  which has no need of Christmas

  wrapped in gaudy commercials

  disguising cheap, short-lived thrills.

  It's The Apocalypse!

  The old gods are frantic

  control slipping

  out of anaemic hands:

  The State is in a state;

  the Church is in the lurch...

  And the banks are caving in:

  It's the Apocalypse!

  Yes: Revelation.

  It is being revealed

  that the old has passed away

  the new has come, like it or not.

  Is this not inevitable?

  Since the one constant of the Universe,

  so I'm told, is change:

  isn't it time this piece of Universal energy

  experiences meaningful change?

  Freedom: we've been crying it

  for millennia:

  It's being handed to us

  ready to serve:

  do we really want it,

  or do we want to play at war

  for one more round?

  Judgment

  We perceive and we judge:

  Seems it’s our nature to do so.

  calling that either “right” or “wrong”

  but seldom do we stop to reason

  what we base our judgment on.

  How do we know what’s right?

  How do we know what’s wrong?

  Among other things, feelings?

  But what are feelings?

  That which causes us to feel— true—

  but do we live our life

  based on how we feel?

  Isn’t that what some once called

  hedonism?

  Could that be the main reason

  behind our many social problems?

  Feelings are never “wrong” in themselves,

  they are but another of our natural senses,

  or perhaps an extension of our senses,

  but surely we are more than senses!

  Perhaps our world is in the mess it’s in

  because we’ve refused to grow up;

  refused to get beyond our feelings

  and develop a new “sense”— empathy!

  If we developed our ability to feel

  all that another is feeling —

  if “you” became a necessary part of “me”

  then likely I’d move from judgment

  (of you)

  into friendship:

  certainly, and at the very least

  I’d be motivated to seek “the way”

  that makes it better for you...

  and consequently, for me.

  Karma

  There's a lot of talk about karma

  floating around the loose caboose world

  of much noowagey con mind games

  and I'm not exactly jumping on the band wagon

  with those who insist they're here

  to payback or to be paid back...

  Karma implies that in a past life

  or in an array of past lives

  I've done terrible things to all kinds of people,

  or they did terrible things to me

  and of course all this terrible stuff

  has to be balanced eventually.

  Am I poor? Sickly? Oppressed? Underpaid?

  Am I lacking in intelligence? Or opportunity?

  Am I rolling in dough, surrounded by starving crowds?

  Blame it all on karma, or thank your karma:

  You're living in payback time.

  There's a clear legal problem

  with such a simplistic view of life:

  If I commit a crime on this world, in this life,

  usually I get my day in court;

  at least, I know what I am in prison for.

  But what about that karma thing?

  If I did something to someone 10,000 years ago,

  shouldn't I have some certain way to know

  it really was me who did it, and not some slime

  who passed himself as me to escape punishment?

  I'll put it this wa
y: The universe (some call it God)

  certainly seems to maintain a point of balance in energy:

  'For every action there is an immediate and opposite reaction'

  Aha! says I! That's not at all like karma, is it!

  If the opposite is immediate,

  I must conclude there's no such thing as 'karma' -

  No sudden windfall; no terrible punishment

  waiting for me, life after life

  until I become aware of the so-called law of karma:

  you know the karma that

  ran over your dogma?

  Keys

  I may not prevail

  in every struggle,

  but I hold this truth

  firmly within my heart

  that a battle lost

  should not be discounted

  as waste.

  Whether I win or lose

  is not the point of this game:

  there are valuable lessons

  taught in defeat.

  How so? you may well ask.

  Well, humility is one seed

  that sprouts well

  in the soil of defeat.

  If heaven had a door,

  you'd find that humility

  is a key

  that would fit quite well

  within its golden lock:

  there are other keys, of course.

  I'll leave that to you

  to figure out...

  "Know" More Money!

  Money's declining in value,

  soon may not even exist;

  financial institutions are definitely

  on their way to the grave--

  (I salute them: a well-deserved rest!)

  bank robbers will taste unemployment,

  with or without a union card,

  and so their counterparts,

  break-in artists and CEO's,

  who sell their ill-gotten wares

  for pieces of coloured pulp.

  Politicians will be struck dumb:

  unfunded lies seldom gain

  the status of truth...

  Just imagine:

  old ladies once again safe

  to walk down lonely sidewalks;

  clean running transportation

  when profit in oil and gas

  vanishes in the last whiff of smog;

  green grass and window panes

  reflecting a pristine sun;

  national debts cancelled,

  gone by the sweep of a magic wand;

  trees standing tall in the wind

  spared from the printing press

  as media deception fades out;

  abandoned financial towers:

  pent-housing for the poor,

  rent free, guilt free, fear free.

  Imagine a world without money:

  why should it frighten?

  Knowing Life; Doing Life

  Think of all the instructions

  we get through life:

  how to do this or that,

  how to think, what to think

  when to think... and when not.

  But what constitutes

  what we call “life”?

  Simply put: it's all a matter

  of careful observation:

  what works, what doesn't -

  it's all there,

  in the collective experience.

  All that's necessary is to tap

  into this great pool of knowledge.

  Well, no, not quite:

  there's a trick we must learn

  that goes with knowledge:

  it's this “doing life thing.”

  “Practice what you preach,”

  “walk your talk;”

  “don't tell me, show me,”

  sounds great: how is it done?

  So what's the conclusion?

  Life is knowing what to do,

  and