Two Weeks Later
Despite the light drizzle, Taylor sat cross-legged on the lush lawn; she was patiently scouring the grass with her hands and eyes. Trying to find it. She wasn’t a superstitious person by nature, but something inside her very soul compelled her to keep looking. It had become a ritual for her. A painstaking search was required in any new place where she would be spending more than a week. Every few minutes, she shifted her towel a few feet over and continued her hunt.
After one such move, her grazing hands stopped abruptly and her eyes locked on her ring—the ring. While she wore many rings—eight between her two hands, to be exact—only one had the ability to distract her so completely. Like now. Not the dog bone or the horseshoe or the thorny rose or the black bat or the cross. Not even the skull or the death spikes. Those rings all felt ordinary compared to the last ring—the one she wore on her left ring finger. The four-leaf clover.
It wasn’t the clover itself that made the ring special. Or the four leaves, which traditionally implied luck for the bearer; rather, it was the giver of the ring that defined its value. It was the last gift her mother had ever given her, for her birthday.
“You’re a teenager now,” she had said. “You’re going to need all the luck you can get.” Taylor had laughed and given her mom a big hug.
Ever since her mother’s unexpected death, when Taylor was only thirteen, she had forced herself to keep looking. Searching. To her, finding a four-leaf clover in a place was a sign. A sign that she was meant to be there. A sign that her mom was watching. A sign that she had not gone astray. A sign that her mom was proud of her. A sign that she was not alone.
Of course, she was never really alone. She still had her dad, her brother. And there was always Sam, her best friend and roommate.
Since she had arrived at The University of Trinton, or UT as the students called it, two weeks earlier, she had enjoyed herself like most college freshman do, especially because classes hadn’t started. Yet, she had never felt fully comfortable. She was acutely aware that her lingering unease was inexplicably linked to her failed search for the Holy Grail of all clovers. Time and time again she had plucked tiny greens from the earth; with each attempt her heart had skipped a beat, only to discover that the chosen clover had a mere three leaves. Or, freakishly, the clover would have a fifth leaf, an atrocity of nature. Sometimes Taylor was tempted to remove the unwanted extra appendage, thus creating the object of her desire. But she never acted on these urges, knowing full-well that you can’t force fate.
Now, wrenching her eyes from her cherished ring, she tried to concentrate. Taylor was glad for the light rain; it cooled down the muggy, late summer’s day. And it generally kept other students inside and off the lawn. She didn’t want any distractions.
As she focused on her task, an unwanted vision was shaken from her memory tree. In her mind she saw her dad reprimanding her. He had not understood why she got the tattoo. He had been furious with her. How could she be so immature? Taylor truly believed that her mom would have understood why she needed the tattoo. As long as she could remember, Taylor had had a recurring nightmare about a vicious black snake with red eyes. Many times it was the main subject of her bad dreams—she would be trapped in a room without doors or windows, with only the snake as a companion—and other times it would unexpectedly appear in her good dreams, creating chaos from beauty.
However, regardless of its form, the beady-eyed snake would eventually sink its razor-sharp fangs into her flesh, and then drip black blood from its mouth, causing her to wake up to cold sweats and blood-curdling screams. So she got the tattoo when she was sixteen. Not to be cool, or weird, or sexy; the tattoo symbolized her conquering of the snake—proof that she wasn’t scared anymore. She still had nightmares, but now when she woke up she could cope. Fear of the snake no longer kept her awake at night. A six-inch, red-eyed, black snake rested on the back of her left shoulder, and was visible now because of her tank top; the serpent was maliciously cut in half by her shoulder-strap.
Even with the evil-looking tattoo, she didn’t consider herself to be Goth—black was not the only color she wore—and she didn’t affiliate herself with any groups. She just liked certain accessories that were considered to be Goth, or maybe Emo or Punk. She considered her look to be The-Taylor-Look, what you see is what you get. She didn’t wear any heavy black makeup either. In fact, she hardly wore any makeup at all. Her slightly-wet jeans were ripped, but not in the trendy, I-bought-them-like-that way; in her case, the tears, frays, and holes were all natural. She also wore a bright red tank top, which coincidentally matched her red flip-flops, but seemed disjointed from the rest of her look; namely, the collection of rings, skull-and-cross-bones necklace, and tattoo.
Her choice of best friend seemed even more contrary to her look. Samantha Collins, or Sam as her friends called her, was the typical cheerleader, prom-queen, date-the-high-school-quarterback, subject-of-a-school-boy’s-wet-dreams type of girl. Taylor, on the other hand, hated the spotlight, dated even less frequently than she wore makeup, and had likely never been included in anyone’s dreams, girls or guys. But somehow she and Sam just clicked. She valued Sam’s opinion above anyone else’s, and they harbored no secrets from each other. Sam had been Taylor’s shoulder to cry on when she lost her mom; she might not have made it through the ordeal without her. She hoped to be able to repay her one day.
Still sifting through the grass, someone caught Taylor’s eye, in her peripheral vision. Up to this point, only a few students had walked past her, but she had barely noticed them as they hurried along the sidewalk, clutching umbrellas like lifelines. This one was not on the sidewalk, nor did he seem bothered by the rain; rather, umbrella-less, he had crossed over onto the grass, and appeared to be on a collision course with her. When she looked up, what she saw startled her. He was tall, and was wearing a tight, white t-shirt, which clung to his skin from the rain. He was muscular, but not in a meathead kind of way. More like in an athletic, Hermes-messenger-of-the-gods kind of way. With sandy blond hair and a handsome broad face with a strong chin, he might have been a Swedish celebrity that just landed on a plane from Europe. She searched his eyes for color, and found it eventually—a thin ring of blue circled his exceptionally large, black pupils. At first glance, his eyes looked only black. But his well-toned physique, movie star good looks, and black-looking eyes were not what had captured Taylor’s attention; instead, it was the strange glow that seemed to resonate from his body: his legs, his arms, his chest. Even his head was emanating light. Almost like a glow worm.
He approached.
“Have we met before?” he asked directly.
Taylor stared at flashlight-boy like he was an alien who had just passed through a black hole, complete with three heads, slimy tentacles, and at least fourteen eyes. “Not in this lifetime,” she replied.
“Well, I’ve definitely seen you around campus.”
“Congratulations.” She said it sarcastically, but felt a flutter in her stomach at the thought of being noticed by the radioactive stud that stood before her.
“I’m Gabriel. Gabriel Knight.” He extended a hand.
She took it and squeezed hard when she shook. It was something her mom had taught her. Women are not expected to have a firm handshake, she used to say. Be different. Despite her efforts to get a reaction from him, he just grinned at her. His grip was even firmer, like iron. Eventually she released his hand.
“I’m Taylor,” she said. “Taylor Kingston.” She mimicked his introduction, like a parrot.
“Nice to meet you, Taylor. What are you doing out here…by yourself…in the rain?”
She almost blurted it out, but managed to shut her mouth before her flapping gums betrayed her. Recovering, she said, “Just enjoying the day. But I’m not here by myself, you’re here aren’t you? And I would hardly call this rain.”
He grinned. “You’re unusual.”
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“Now that’s a line you might want to work on.”
Still grinning, he said, “It wasn’t a line, just an observation.”
“Anyway…” Taylor said, trying to end the conversation.
“Ah, I see that I’ve overstayed my welcome,” Gabriel replied.
Taylor noticed his eyes growing blacker, as if the faint ring of blue was being devoured by his widening black pupils. He looked down at the wet grass, scanning it like a security camera detecting an intruder. Reaching down, he plucked something from the earth. “Wow, a four-leaf clover,” he said. “I don’t think I’ve ever found one of those before. It’s supposed to be lucky.”
Taylor’s eyes widened as he handed it to her. She checked it. One, two, three, four: it was the genuine article, and the object of her futile search. She tried to hand it back to him, but Gabriel stopped her. “Consider it a gift…to match your ring.” Shrugging his shoulders, he turned before she could reply. Over his shoulder he said, “See you around, Taylor.”
“Bye,” she murmured, watching the glow worm walk away from her. When he crossed over onto the sidewalk, she finally turned her attention back to the tiny bit of greenery in her hand. She had found it. Well, technically Gabriel had found it, but she would have found it eventually. For a moment, a sense of peace washed over her and seemed to enter her body through her skin. As if by osmosis, her mother’s undying influence flowed through each and every pore, and then into her bones, her organs, her mind, her soul. But as rapidly as it had arrived, the sense of peace vanished, and was replaced by a sense of dread, of foreboding. How had Gabriel known what she was looking for? And how had he found the clover so fast? His eyes had been much further from the ground than hers.
Suddenly, his image flashed back into her mind and a lost memory was unchained. Like a wine bottle that had at long last been uncorked after an aging slumber, the memory of the nightmare was opened to her. It was as if her mind had been trying to protect her, locking the memory in a vault and throwing away the key, only to thrust it back into the open now. Two weeks ago. The two Beings: one dark and one light. The black snake. While the snake had appeared in many of her dreams, never had it been accompanied by the two Beings that had assaulted her. She remembered what she had felt that night:
Fear. She had awakened from the nightmare in a cold sweat, issuing a terrified scream that could have startled the dead from their resting places. As she had started to separate the horrific dream from reality, her heart rate had finally slowed from an accelerated 150 beats per minute to just under 100; however, her chest had continued to heave with short and choking breaths. Wide-eyed, she had looked out the window into the darkness, half-expecting to see the two foreign Beings standing in the backyard. When she had checked the blue digital numbers on her iHome alarm clock, she had noted it was only 2:39 in the morning.
Normally, she slept on her back, like a vampire, with her arms directly at her side, her head lolled to one side or the other, but that night she had found herself curled into the fetal position, all balled up in a cocoon of blankets.
She had heard frantic footsteps in the hallway and her door had swung open.
“What happened? Are you alright? Are you hurt?” her father had questioned in one breath.
She had been unsure of which question to respond to first, but had managed to squeak out, “I think so…,” which had caused her dad to rush to her side in a panic.
“You think you’re hurt? Where are you hurt?”
“No, I’m not hurt, Eddie. I was responding to the middle question of, ‘Are you alright?’ which I think I am. It was just a bad dream.”
“Are you sure? It sounded like you were being tortured in here,” he had replied. His forehead had been crinkled in concern for her well-being. He had looked older than usual.
“Yes, yes, I’m fine. I promise, Dad. Can I please just go back to sleep? I want to get enough rest for my first day at college.”
His face had finally relaxed and he had said, “Okay, no problem. I love you.”
As he turned to pass through the door, she had said, “You know, starting tomorrow you won’t be around to worry about me every time I have a nightmare.”
Before closing the door, he had smiled and said, “But for tonight, you are still my little princess.”
Taylor couldn’t help but to smile. “I love you too, Dad,” she had said.
For the rest of that night, she had tried to turn her mind off, but sleep continued to elude her, as the blurry visions from the dream continued to flash through her mind. She had wondered: who were the Beings and, more importantly, what were they? And did one of them really want to kill her? If so, which one? Although they were both beautiful, it had to be the dark one. Dark signified evil and light signified good. At least that’s what she was always taught in Sunday school. Or did they both want to kill her? She had racked her memory, trying to picture which one had given her the water and which had given her the sand.
As light began to appear across the horizon, she had finally drifted off to sleep from sheer exhaustion.
Taylor sighed as the vision ended and her mind began to clear. Until now, she had managed to ignore her fear from that night, chalking it up as an anomaly, possibly due to something she had eaten—Sloppy Joe’s always did weird things to her. But now she was scared again. The boy, Gabriel Knight, reminded her of one of the Beings in her dream: the one with the subtle glow around his body.
She looked at her hand, the one that held the four-leaf clover. Gabriel’s gift. Without realizing it, she had plucked the four leaves from the stem, leaving it leafless, naked. She had desecrated it, destroying any luck that it might provide. Her fingers were rigid and curled, claw-like even. They looked deformed. She shuddered, finally feeling the effect of the cold, damp clothing on her skin, as the skeins of rain continued to assault her.
Chapter Three: Angel Evolution