The shiny front door snicked up like a guillotine in reverse. We went through with dignified haste, and it slammed back down. The blade, or door, was pretty massive, for us to “hear” it in a vacuum; vibration through our boots.
Air hissed in—that we did hear—and after a minute a door swung open. We had to sidle through it sideways because of the size of our fighting suits. I suppose we could have just walked straight through, enlarging it in the process, and in fact I considered that as I sidled. It would prevent them from using the airlock until they could fix it.
Then another door, a metal blast door half a meter thick, slid open. Seated at a plain round table were Man and a woman who looked like his twin sister. They wore identical sky-blue tunics.
“Welcome to Alcatraz,” he said. “The name is an old joke.” He gestured at the four empty chairs. “Why not get out of your suits and relax?”
“That would be unwise,” Morales said.
“You have us surrounded, outside. Even if I were inclined to do you harm, I wouldn’t be that foolish.”
“It’s for your own protection,” I extemporized. “Viruses can mutate a lot in four hundred years. You don’t want us sharing your air.”
“That’s not a problem,” the woman said. “Believe me. My bodies are very much more efficient than yours.”
“‘My bodies’?” I said.
“Oh, well.” She made a gesture that was meaningless to me, and two side doors opened. From her side a line of women walked in, all exact copies of her. From his side, copies of him.
There were about twenty of each. They stared at us with identical bland expressions, and then said in unison, “I have been waiting for you.”
“As have I.” A pair of naked Taurans stepped into the room.
Both our laserfingers came up at once. They refused to fire. I snatched the utility knife from my waist and threw it, and Morales did the same. Both creatures dodged the weapons easily, moving with inhuman swiftness.
I braced myself to die. I hadn’t seen a live Tauran since the Yod-4 campaign, but I’d fought hundreds of them in the ALSC. They didn’t care whether they lived or died, so long as they died killing a human. But these two didn’t attack.
“There is much to be explained,” one Tauran said in a thin, wavering voice, its mouth-hole flexing and contracting. Their bodies were covered with a loose tunic like the humans’, hiding most of the wrinkled orange hide and strange limbs, and the pinched, antlike thorax.
The two of them blinked slowly in unison, in what might have been a social or emotional gesture, a translucent membrane sliding wetly down over the compound eyes. The tassels of soft flesh where their noses should have been stopped quivering while they blinked. “The war is over. In most places.”
The man spoke. “Human and Tauran share Stargate now. There is Tauran on Earth and human on its home planet, J’sardlkuh.”
“Humans like you?” Morales said. “Stamped out of a machine?”
“I come from a kind of machine, but it is living, a womb. Until I was truly one, there could be no peace. When there were billions of us, all different, we couldn’t understand peace.”
“Everyone on Earth is the same?” I said. “There’s only one kind of human?”
“There are still survivors of the Forever War, like yourselves,” the female said. “Otherwise, there is only one human, although I can be either male or female. As there is only one Tauran. I was patterned after an individual named Khan. I call myself Man.”
We’d supposedly been fighting to save the human race. So we come back to find it replaced by this new, improved model.
There were sounds to my left and right, like distant thunder. Nothing in my communicator.
“Your people are attacking,” the male said, “even though I have told them it is useless.”
“Let me talk to them!” Morales said.
“You can’t,” the female said. “They all assembled under the stasis field, when they saw the Taurans through your eyes. Now their programmed weapons attack. When those weapons fail, they will try to walk in with the stasis field.”
“This has happened before?” I said.
“Not here, but other places. The outcome varies.”
“Your stasis field,” a Tauran said, “has been old to us for more than a century. We used a refined version of it to keep you from shooting us a minute ago.”
“You say the outcome varies,” Morales said to the female, “so sometimes we win?”
“Even if you killed me, you wouldn’t ‘win’; there’s nothing to win anymore. But no, the only thing that varies is how many of you survive.”
“Your cruiser Bolívar may have to be destroyed,” a Tauran said. “I assume they are monitoring this conversation. Of course they are still several light-minutes away. But if they do not respond in a spirit of cooperation, we will have no choice.”
Garcia did respond in less than a minute, her image materializing behind the Taurans. “Why don’t we invite you to act in a spirit of cooperation,” she said. “If none of our people are hurt, none of yours will be.”
“That’s beyond my control,” the male said. “Your programmed weapons are attacking; mine are defending. I think that neither is programmed for mercy.”
The female continued. “That they still survive is evidence of our good intentions. We could deactivate their stasis field from outside.” There was a huge thump and Man’s table jumped up an inch. “Most of them would be destroyed in seconds if we did that.”
Garcia paused. “Then explain why you haven’t.”
“One of my directives,” the male said, “is to minimize casualties among you. There is a genetic diversity program, which will be explained to you at Stargate.”
“All right,” Garcia said. “Since I can’t communicate with them otherwise, I’ll let you deactivate the stasis field—but at the same time, of course, you have to turn off your automatic defenses. Otherwise, they’d be slaughtered.”
“So you invite us to be slaughtered instead,” he said. “Me and your two representatives here.”
“I’ll tell them to cease fire immediately.”
All this conversation was going on with a twenty-second time lag. So “immediately” would be a while in coming.
Without comment, the two Taurans disappeared, and the forty duplicate humans filed back through the dome.
“All right,” the male Man said, “perhaps there is a way around this time lag. Which of you is the ranking officer here?”
“I am,” I said.
“Most of my individuals have returned to an underground shelter. I will turn off your stasis field and our defenses simultaneously.
“Tell them they must stop firing immediately. If we die, our defenses resume, and they won’t have the protection of the stasis field.”
I chinned the command frequency, which would put me in contact with Cat and Sergeant Hencken as soon as the field disappeared.
“I don’t like this,” Morales said. “You can turn your weapons on and off with a thought?”
“That’s correct.”
“We can’t. When Captain Potter gives them the order, they have to understand and react.”
“But it’s just turning off a switch, is it not?” There was another huge bang, and a web of cracks appeared in the wall to my left. Man looked at it without emotion.
“First a half dozen people have to understand the order and decide to obey it!”
The male and female smiled and nodded in unison. “Now.”
Thumbnail pictures of Karl and Cat appeared next to Morales. “Cat! Karl! Have the weapons units cease fire immediately!”
“What’s going on?” Karl said. “Where’s the stasis field?”
“They turned it off. Battle’s over.”
“That’s right,” Morales said. “Cease fire.”
Cat started talking to the squads. Karl stared for a second and started to do the same.
Not fast enough. The left wall exploded in a
hurricane of masonry and chunks of metal. The two Men were suddenly bloody rags of shredded flesh. Morales and I were knocked over by the storm of rubble. My armor was breached in one place; there was a ten-second beep while it repaired itself.
Then vacuum silence. The one light on the opposite wall dimmed and went out. Through the hole our cannon had made, the size of a large window, the starlit wasteland strobed in silent battle.
The three thumbnails were gone. I chinned down again for command freek. “Cat? Morales? Karl?”
Then I turned on a headlight and saw Morales was dead, his suit peeled open at the chest, lungs and heart in tatters under ribs black with dried blood.
I chinned sideways for the general freek and heard a dozen voices shouting and screaming in confusion.
So Cat was probably dead, and Karl, too. Or maybe their communications had been knocked out.
I thought about that possibility for a few moments, hoping and rejecting hope, listening to the babble. Then I realized that if I could hear all those privates, corporals, they could hear me.
“This is Potter,” I said. “Captain Potter,” I yelled.
I stayed on the general freek and tried to explain the strange situation. Five did opt to stay outside. The others met me under the yellow light, which framed the top of a square black blast door that rose out of the ground at a forty-five-degree angle, like our tornado shelter at home, thousands of years ago, hundreds of light-years away. It slid open, and we went in, carrying four fighting suits whose occupants weren’t responding but weren’t obviously dead.
One of those was Cat, I saw as we came into the light when the airlock door closed. The back of the helmet had a blast burn, but I could make out VERDEUR.
She looked bad. A leg and an arm were missing at shoulder and thigh. But they had been snipped off by the suit itself, the way my arm had been at Tet-2.
There was no way to tell whether she was alive, since the telltale on the back of the helmet was destroyed. The suit had a biometric readout, but only a medic could access it directly, and the medic and his suit had been vaporized.
Man led us into a large room with a row of bunks and a row of chairs. There were three other Men there, but no Taurans, which was probably wise.
I popped out of my suit and didn’t die, so the others did the same, one by one. The amputees we left sealed in their suits, and Man agreed that it was probably best. They were either dead or safely unconscious: if the former, they’d been dead for too long to bring back; if the latter, it would be better to wake them up in the Bolívar’s surgery. The ship was only two hours away, but it was a long two hours for me.
As it turned out, she lived, but I lost her anyhow, to relativity. She and the other amputees were loaded, still asleep, onto the extra cruiser, and sent straight to Heaven.
They did it in one jump, no need for secrecy anymore, and we went to Stargate in one jump aboard Bolívar.
When I’d last been to Stargate it had been a huge space station; now it was easily a hundred times as large, a man-made planetoid. Tauran-made, and Man-made.
We learned to say it differently: Man, not man.
Inside, Stargate was a city that dwarfed any city on the Earth I remembered—though they said now there were cities on Earth with a billion Men, humans, and Taurans.
We spent weeks considering and deciding on which of many options we could choose to set the course of the rest of our lives. The first thing I did was check on William, and no miracle had happened; his Strike Force had not returned from Sade-138. But neither had the Tauran force sent to annihilate them.
I didn’t have the option of hanging around Stargate, waiting for him to show up; the shortest scenario had his outfit arriving in over three hundred years. I couldn’t really wait for Cat, either; at best she would get to Stargate in thirty-five years. Still young, and me in my sixties. If, in fact, she chose to come to Stargate; she would have the option of staying on Heaven.
I could chase her to Heaven, but then she would be thirty-five years older than me. If we didn’t pass one another in transit.
But I did have one chance. One way to outwit relativity.
Among the options available to veterans was Middle Finger, a planet circling Mizar. It was a nominally heterosexual planet—het or home was now completely a matter of choice; Man could switch you one way or the other in an hour.
I toyed with the idea of “going home,” becoming lesbian by inclination as well as definition. But men still appealed to me—men not Man—and Middle Finger offered me an outside chance at the one man I still truly loved.
Five veterans had just bought an old cruiser and were using it as a time machine—a “time shuttle,” they called it, zipping back and forth between Mizar and Alcor at relativistic speed, more than two objective years passing every week. I could buy my way onto it by using my back pay to purchase antimatter fuel. I could get there in two collapsar jumps, having left word for William, and if he lived, could rejoin him in a matter of months or years.
The decision was so easy it was not a decision; it was as automatic as being born. I left him a note:
11 Oct 2878
William—
All this is in your personnel file. But knowing you, you might just chuck it. So I made sure you’d get this note.
Obviously, I lived. Maybe you will, too. Join me.
I know from the records that you’re out at Sade-138 and won’t be back for a couple of centuries. No problem.
I’m going to a planet they call Middle Finger, the fifth planet out from Mizar. It’s two collapsar jumps, ten months subjective. Middle Finger is a kind of Coventry for heterosexuals. They call it a “eugenic control baseline.”
No matter. It took all of my money, and all the money of five other old-timers, but we bought a cruiser from UNEF. And we’re using it as a time machine.
So I’m on a relativistic shuttle, waiting for you. All it does is go out five light-years and come back to Middle Finger, very fast. Every ten years I age about a month. So if you’re on schedule and still alive, I’ll only be twenty-eight when you get here. Hurry!
I never found anybody else, and I don’t want anybody else. I don’t care whether you’re ninety years old or thirty. If I can’t be your lover, I’ll be your nurse.
—Marygay
9
From The New Voice, Paxton, Middle Finger 24-6
14/2/3143
OLD-TIMER HAS FIRST BOY
Marygay Potter-Mandella (24 Post Road, Paxton) gave birth Friday last to a fine baby boy, 3.1 kilos.
Marygay lays claim to being the second-“oldest” resident of Middle Finger, having been born in 1977. She fought through most of the Forever War and then waited for her mate on the time shuttle, 261 years.
The baby, not yet named, was delivered at home with the help of a friend of the family, Dr. Diana Alsever-Moore.
THE ENDER SERIES
Orson Scott Card
Ender’s Game (1985)
Speaker for the Dead (1986)
Xenocide (1991)
Children of the Mind (1996)
When I first started writing science fiction, I conceived a series of stories about a family with heritable mental powers, and the first stories I wrote had a rural setting. I got nice rejection letters but no sales. It was Ben Bova at Analog who explained why: They felt like fantasy! This baffled me at first—weren’t Zenna Henderson’s stories of “The People” considered science fiction? Then I realized that the true commercial distinction between science fiction and fantasy is: Fantasy has trees, science fiction has rivets! If I was going to sell to the s-f magazines, I had to write stories with rivets in them!
Back when I was sixteen and had just read Asimov’s Foundation trilogy, I decided I wanted to write an s-f story, too. At the time (1967) the Vietnam War was raging, and my older brother had just finished boot camp, so military things were on my mind. I put a science-fiction spin on the problem of training troops: how would you train soldiers to fight in three-dime
nsional space? I remembered Nordhoff and Hall’s novel about World War I flying aces and the problem of training pilots to stop looking for enemy aircraft only in the horizontal plane, and realized the problem in null gravity would be greatly compounded by the lack of a clear up and down. Old habits of gravity-based life would have to be trained out of the soldiers. The result of my thought experiment was the battle room, a hundred-meter cube of null-gravity space in which various obstacles could be set up, and in which teams of trainees would do mock battle in space suits that showed where and how badly a soldier had been hit by “enemy” fire.
And that was it. A good idea, I thought, but I had no notion at the time of how to turn it into a story. Who was the hero? Where did I go from there?
Years later, when I determined to write a riveted—and, I hoped, riveting—science-fiction story, I remembered the battle-room concept, and, on the lawn outside the Salt Palace in Salt Lake City, while I waited for a friend who was taking her boss’s children to the circus, I opened my notebook and wrote the first sentence of a story I called “Ender’s Game”: “Remember, the enemy’s gate is down.”
What made the story writable for me was the decision that the trainees in the battle room would be children, in a future world where military aptitude could be discovered at a very early age, and children were taken from their parents to give them training in tactics and strategy while they were still young enough for their minds to be malleable. The story that resulted was my first science-fiction sale, bought by Ben Bova, and it appeared in the August 1977 issue of Analog (the same month that my first non-s-f story, “Gert Fram,” appeared in the Ensign magazine of the LDS Church).
Years later, working on a project called Speaker for the Dead, I found that the story didn’t come alive until I realized that the hero of the story should be Ender Wiggin. In order to set up the novel Speaker, I had to rewrite the original story as a novel; thus the novel Ender’s Game came into existence only so I could write the novel Speaker for the Dead. I never planned a series, and unlike most series the second novel was a completely different kind of science fiction from the first. Instead of a military novel, it was anthropological; and Ender was now an adult with a complicated hidden past.