Chapter Eleven
I was lying on something cold and wet, and I was naked and shivering. Afraid. Something was very, very wrong with me.
I reflexively curled in on myself, protecting as much of myself as I could, as awareness of the world washed over me in hot, pulsing waves.
Biting, frigid wind. Ice-cold sleet trailing languid fingers over my bare skin. I forced my eyes open and saw my arm lying on the ground in front of my eyes, hand outstretched, and my skin was a pallid, blue-tinged white, red at the fingertips. Frostbite.
I ached all over, so fiercely that I felt tears well up in my eyes. And I felt empty, cored out and thrown out like an old orange peel.
I forced myself to look beyond my own hand, and saw that I was lying in a mound of cold, slimy leaf-litter. Overhead, fall-colored trees swayed and scratched the sky, and what little could be seen between the skeletal branches was gray, flocked with low clouds. The air tasted thin in my mouth.
I tried to think where I was, how I'd gotten here, but it was a blank. Worse, it terrified me to even try to think of it. I shuddered with more than the cold, gasping, and squeezed my eyes shut again.
Get up, I told myself. Up. I'd die if I stayed here, naked and freezing. But when I tried to uncurl myself from the embryonic position I'd assumed, I couldn't get anything to work right. My muscles jittered and spasmed and protested wildly, and the best I managed was to roll myself up to my hands and knees and not quite fall flat on my face again.
I heard a voice yelling somewhere off in the woods. Sticks cracking, as something large moved through the underbrush. Run! something told me, and I was immediately drenched in cold terror. I lunged up to my feet, biting back a shriek of agony as muscles trembled and threatened to tear. I fell against the rough bark of a tree and clung to it as cramps rippled through my back and legs, like giant hands giving me the worst massage in the world. I saw sparks and stars, bit my lip until I tasted blood. My hair was blowing wildly in the wind where it wasn't stuck to my damp, cold skin or matted with mud and leaves.
I let go of the tree and lurched away. My legs didn't want to move, but I forced them, one step at a time. My arms were wrapped around my breasts to preserve a warmth that I couldn't find, either within me or without.
My feet were too cold to feel pain, but when I looked back I saw I was leaving smears of blood behind on the fallen leaves. Cuts had already opened on the soles.
I kept moving. It was more of a lurching not-quite-falling than running, but I was too frightened to wait for any kind of improvement. Had to keep moving.
More shouting behind me. Voices, more than one. The hammer of blood in my ears kept me from focusing on the words. Someone did this to me, I thought. Put me out here to die. I didn't want them to find that they'd failed.
Not that they really had failed, yet.
Up ahead was a tangle of underbrush. My body was already covered with whip-scratches and a lacework of blood against cold white skin. Even numb as I was at the moment, I couldn't throw myself into a thorn thicket. I needed a way around. . . I turned right, holding to a massive tree trunk for support, and clambered up a short rise.
Just as I reached the summit, a shadow appeared at the top of it. I gasped and started to fall backward, but the shadow reached down and grabbed my forearm, pulling me up the rest of the way and then wrapping me in sudden warmth as his arms closed around me.
I fought, startled and scared, but he was a big man, tall, and he managed to pin my arms to my side in a bear hug. "Jo!" he shouted in my ear. "Joanne, stop! It's me! It's Lewis!"
He smelled like woodsmoke and sweat, leaves and damp fabric, but he was warm, oh God, warm as heaven itself, and against my own will I felt myself go limp and stop fighting. For the moment.
"Jo?" He slowly let his arms loosen, and pulled back to look down at me. He was taller than I was by half a head, with shaggy-cut brown hair, and a long patrician face with big, dark eyes. A three-day growth of beard coming in heavy on his cheeks and chin. "We've been looking for you for days. What the hell happened to you? Are you--?" He stopped himself with an impatient shake of his head. "Never mind, stupid question, you're not okay or you'd have contacted us. Listen, we're in trouble. Bad trouble. We need you. Things have gone wrong. "
I realized, with a terrible sinking feeling, that I had no idea who he was. And then the sinking turned to free fall.
He must have known something was wrong, because he frowned at me and passed his hand in front of my eyes. "Jo? Are you listening to me?"
I had no idea who I was.
SOUNDTRACK
Yep, once again, I had a soundtrack to help me stay focused, and boy, it was huge this time. (It was a big challenge. What can I say?) If you can't afford a gazillion CDs, hey, do what I do: Download them from iTunes or one of the other fine music services where the artists receive compensation per song. Please don't steal. Mother Nature doesn't like it when you steal, and I think we've established what happens when you make her mad. . .
Battleflag. . . Lo Fidelity Allstars
Extreme Ways. . . Moby
Come Undone. . . Duran Duran
Objection (Tango). . . Shakira
Push It. . . Garbage
Let's Get It Started (Spike Mix). . . Black Eyed Peas
Goodnight Moon. . . Shivaree
Virtual Insanity. . . Jamiroquai
Stop Don't Panic. . . Jamiroquai
Superstition. . . Stevie Wonder
You Haven't Done Nothing. . . Stevie Wonder Angry Johnny. . . Poe
Molly's Chamber. . . Kings of Leon
Red Rain. . . Peter Gabriel
Twilight Zone. . . Golden Earring
(The System of)
Dr. Tarr and Professor Fether. . . Alan Parsons Project
Pretty Fly (For a White Guy). . . The Offspring
Mustang Sally. . . The Commitments
Vertigo. . . U2
No Sugar Tonight/New Mother Nature. . . The Guess Who
Thunder. . . Prince
Tusk. . . Fleetwood Mac
S. A. L. T. . . The Orb
Shiver. . . Maroon
Gel. . . Collective Soul
Where the River Flows. . . Collective Soul
Angel. . . Sarah McLachlan
Oh, Berta, Berta. . . Tony Furtado
Passive. . . A Perfect Circle
The River. . . Joe Bonamassa
Bodies. . . Drowning Pool
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Thin Air
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Weather Warden series!
Available from ROC in July 2007 There were worse things than being naked, freezing, and alone in a forest, I was finding out.
There was being naked, freezing, not alone, and not sure who the hell you were. And having people depending on you.
That was worse.
Lewis--the one who'd found me, the tall ragged-looking specimen with the cheekbones--had put my silence down to shock, which was probably not far from the truth. When I just clung to him, shivering in the frigid wind, he finally stripped off his down jacket and draped it over my shoulders. I watched him, shivering and numb, clutching the down coat hard around me. It smelled of dirt and feathers and sweat.
"Say something," he commanded. I didn't. I couldn't. All I could do was shake. What was that in his eyes? Anguish? Fury? Love? Hate? I had no frame of reference for him, or for what he was feeling. "Jo, how'd you get here? Where have you been? How did this happen?"
When I kept silent, he finally shook his head and glanced around, then gathered up the backpack he'd dropped on the ground. "Come with me. " I had no reason to, and in fact the little voice inside me was still urging me to run, fast, but I was too cold and too weak to obey. Lewis steered me down the gentler slope of the far side of the hill, into a small clearing. Overhead, it looked like twilight, everything masked into smooth gray cotton by the low-hanging clouds. Virgae of rain d
raped from them, trailing the treetops. "Sit," he ordered, and I collapsed onto the cold ground in a huddle. The coat couldn't warm me. I didn't have enough heat left in my body for it to insulate. As if he knew that, Lewis turned away and grabbed handfuls of fallen wet wood from the underbrush--good-size logs, some of them--and began putting together the makings of a fire. He was good at it. Within five minutes, he had a cleared space, dug down to the dirt, created a firepit, and ringed it with rough stones.
It didn't matter. The wood was way too wet to burn.
Lewis settled down next to the nonstarting fire, glanced at me, and extended a hand, palm out, toward the inert pile of wood.
It burst into immediate hot flame.
I jerked backward, startled, blinking in the sudden dazzle of light, and looked at him. He didn't seem to find anything odd about what had just happened; in fact, he barely paused before he began digging in his pack. He pulled out a rolled-up pair of blue jeans and a denim shirt. Thick thermal socks.
I started to edge away from him, as discreetly as possible.
"Foot," he said, and held out his hand. When I didn't move, he sighed. "Jo, for God's sake, unless you want to lose some toes, let me help you. " I slowly extended my bare left foot. His large, long, blissfully hot fingers wrapped around my ankle and propped it on his knee. He frowned at the cuts on my foot. "What the hell happened to you?" It was, by this time, a rhetorical question. He was very intent on the cuts, not my face. I got the sense that he didn't want to look at me too closely. "Okay, these are mostly superficial, but it's going to hurt like hell later if I don't do something about it. So please, hold still. "
I expected him to reach for the first aid kit I could see in the neatly packed backpack. Instead, he just cupped my foot in both hands, and I felt a sudden pulsing warmth go through me, following by a dull shearing pain. I flinched, trying to pull back, but he held on, and in a second or two the pain subsided and faded altogether. My foot felt deliciously warm. Tingling.
He let go and tugged one of the thermal socks up to my ankle, sealing in the warmth. I wanted to be grateful, but the truth was, I was scared. Scared to death. I didn't know this guy, although he claimed to know me, and he could start fires just by snapping his fingers. Not to mention whatever he'd done to my foot, which felt really good now, but wasn't natural. I might not remember my last name (I was trying, really I was) but I knew that whatever was happening here, with this guy named Lewis, it wasn't normal.
"Next," he said, and held out his hands again. I hesitated, then gave him the right foot. I'd need those cuts sealed up if I had to make a run for it.
Maybe he's the one. The one who kidnapped you and knocked you over the head and dumped you out here to die. Maybe, but in that case, why was he doing the magical first aid? He could have just let me go. I'd have died out here, without help.
Wouldn't I?
When the right foot was healed and thermally socked, he put the blue jeans and shirt on the ground between us, and looked up into my face.
I waited for some memory to make it past the big black wall. Anything. His name was Lewis, he acted like he knew me, I should know him.
I didn't.
He must have taken my long stare for something else, because he shrugged. "Sorry. I don't know where he is. "
He? There was another one? I looked down, trying not to show how tentative I was. How confused and scared.
"Jo?" He sounded grim. "Whoever took you. . . did they--ah, dammit. I'm just going to ask it, all right? Were you raped?"
Had I been? The word made me feel sick and dizzy, and I had no idea how to reply. I didn't remember my clothes coming off. I must have fought, right? I must have tried to get away. I wouldn't have just ended up out here, naked and dying in the cold, without some kind of a reason.
Abducted and raped and left for dead. I tried it on as an explanation for the panic I felt inside.
He was waiting for an answer. I didn't look up at him. "I don't--I don't know. " My voice sounded shockingly cracked and small. "I can't remember," I whispered. "Can't remember anything. " Tears suddenly boiled up hot in my eyes, and I couldn't get words out past the constriction in my throat. The panic hammering in my chest.
Abducted and raped and left for dead.
I felt so cold. If I kept shaking like this, pieces were going to start flying off.
"You're in shock," he said. "Look, I'm going to touch you, all right? We need to get these cuts closed up, and this frostbite taken care of, and I can tell if there's. . . anything else wrong. Just--hold on. Don't fight me. " He reached out, very carefully.
I flinched. I couldn't help it. I got hold of myself, somehow, and held still as his hands closed around both of mine. He moved to get on one knee in front of me.
"I have to--I have to get closer," he said. "I need you to lie down. " Lie down. Lie down on this freezing ground.
Lie down, at his mercy.
Not easy, not at all. I kept telling myself that if he could heal me--however he was doing it--then I should let him. I needed to be healthy. I needed to be able to run.
I slowly let myself sink back, holding his hands, until I was flat on my back. The coat didn't go very far down. The backs of my thighs felt instantly ice-cold, in contact with the damp leaves, and although the fire was casting some warmth, I could barely feel it. My shaking was getting worse, not better.
"Easy," he murmured, as if I were some wild thing he was out to tame. "Try to relax. "
Yeah, sure. Relax. I couldn't watch what he was doing, and the darkness behind my eyelids was too frightening, too much of a reminder of everything I'd already lost. I looked up instead, at the clouds, and saw a ghost-image of a vast wind flowing like a river, separated into layers. Every little eddy and swirl was suddenly visible to me. I stared, puzzled, entranced, and then gasped as I felt Lewis start in on me.
It hurt. Live-wire-on-the-tongue kind of hurt, every nerve in my body sensitizing and responding and burning, and I made a moan of protest and tried to yank free, but he held on, leaning closer, on his knees in front of me with his head bent. It looked like prayer. It felt like torture.
Oh God. . . he was inside me. Not in a sexual way, although there was something in it that resonated along those nerves, inside those aching spaces; no, this was more invasive than that. I could feel him moving through every part of me, climbing the ladders of my nerve endings, searching. . .
Out. Get out! I was aware that I was panting, groaning, and trying to pull my hands free of his. Let GO! I was writhing on the ground, squirming, trying to suppress the terrible feelings welling up in me.
LET GO!
I got my wish, with a vengeance, as a pair of hands grabbed his shoulders and threw Lewis across the clearing to smash against a tree trunk. Lewis yelled and flopped, rolled over and came to his hands and knees, then slammed face down into the leaves before getting up again, more slowly. His face was dirty-gray with shock and rage.
"You asshole," Lewis said shakily. "I was trying to help her. "
I looked up at my rescuer.
For a moment, my mind just didn't want to acknowledge what it was seeing, because. . . he wasn't human. Not at all. No man had skin like that, like living metal--flickering copper and bronze, cooling into something that was more like flesh, but still too burnished for anything outside of a special effect. His hair was longish, like Lewis's, a barely subdued blazing auburn, and although he was dressed like a regular guy, in blue jeans and a checked shirt, I had no sense of him being anything like. . . me. Like Lewis. Like anyone human.
His eyes were illuminated. Backlit, the way a cat's can be in beamed light. A rich, scary color like melting pennies.
He was staring straight down at me, riveted.
Expressionless. Lewis spat blood, and climbed painfully to his feet. "Make up your mind, David. Do you want her to freeze to death? Or can I get back to healing her?"
David--should I know t
he name? Or was he a complete stranger? I couldn't tell, because he had absolutely no clues in his expression, in those crazy inhuman eyes, or in the tense, still set of his body.
Lewis must have taken his silence for assent, because he was coming back. He elbowed David aside and reached for my hands again. I yanked them free.
"No!"
"Don't be stupid. You've got frostbite. I'm restoring circulation. " Lewis made a frustrated sound and grabbed my wrists, hard, when I tried to pull away again. "Dammit, quit fighting me!"
"Let her go," David said, very quietly. "She doesn't know you. "
"What?"
"I can't see her," he said. "She's not on the aetheric. "
Lewis frowned at him and rocked back on his heels. "That's impossible. "
"Look. "
Lewis turned the frown toward me, and his eyes unfocused. For a long few seconds, nothing happened, and then a very odd expression overtook his irritation, smoothed it out, and made it into a blank mask. "Oh, shit," he breathed. "What the hell--?"
"I can't see her past," David said. "Someone's taken it from her. "
About the Author
Rachel Caine is the author of more than fifteen novels, including the Weather Warden series. She was born at White Sands Missile Range, which people who know her say explains a lot. She has been an accountant, a professional musician, and an insurance investigator, and still carries on a secret identity in the corporate world. She and her husband, fantasy artist R. Cat Conrad, live in Texas with their iguanas, Popeye and Darwin, a mali uromastyx named (appropriately) O'Malley, and a leopard tortoise named Shelley (for the poet, of course). Visit her Web site at www. rachelcaine. com.
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