the driver’s door, lit an unfiltered cigarette, and watched Leon. You know, some folks don’t like this, he said.
Thank you, but most folks around here don’t care, Leon replied. He was preoccupied and not in the mood for small talk.
Me, I think it’s wrong.
Thank you. I’ll be back before noon, Leon said softly, then backed away and disappeared down the street. He settled into the seat, tested the brakes, slowly gunned the engine to check the power. Twenty minutes later he was far from Clanton, deep in the hills of northern Ford County. Out from the settlement of Pleasant Ridge, the road became gravel, the homes smaller and farther apart. Leon turned in to a short driveway that stopped at a boxlike house with weeds at the doors and an asphalt shingle roof in need of replacement. It was the Graney home, the place he’d been raised along with his brothers, the only constant in their sad and chaotic lives. A jerry-rigged plywood ramp ran to the side door so that his mother, Inez Graney, could come and go in her wheelchair.
By the time Leon turned off the engine, the side door was open and Inez was rolling out and onto the ramp. Behind her was the hulking mass of her middle son, Butch, who still lived with his mother because he’d never lived anywhere else, at least not in the free world. Sixteen of his forty-six years had been behind bars, and he looked the part of the career criminal—long ponytail, studs in his ears, all manner of facial hair, massive biceps, and a collection of cheap tattoos a prison artist had sold him for cigarettes. In spite of his past, Butch handled his mother and her wheelchair with great tenderness and care, speaking softly to her as they negotiated the ramp.
Leon watched and waited, then walked to the rear of the van and opened its double doors. He and Butch gently lifted their mother up and sat her inside the van. Butch pushed her forward to the console that separated the two bucket seats bolted into the floor. Leon latched the wheelchair into place with strips of packing twine someone at McBride’s had left in the van, and when Inez was secure, her boys got settled in their seats. The journey began. Within minutes they were back on the asphalt and headed for a long night.
Inez was seventy-two, a mother of three, grandmother of at least four, a lonely old woman in failing health who couldn’t remember her last bit of good luck. Though she’d considered herself single for almost thirty years, she was not, at least to her knowledge, officially divorced from the miserable creature who’d practically raped her when she was seventeen, married her when she was eighteen, fathered her three boys, then mercifully disappeared from the face of the earth. When she prayed on occasion, she never failed to toss in an earnest request that Ernie be kept away from her, be kept wherever his miserable life had taken him, if in fact his life had not already ended in some painful manner, which was really what she dreamed of but didn’t have the audacity to ask of the Lord. Ernie was still blamed for everything—for her bad health and poverty, her reduced status in life, her seclusion, her lack of friends, even the scorn of her own family. But her harshest condemnation of Ernie was for his despicable treatment of his three sons. Abandoning them was far more merciful than beating them.
By the time they reached the highway, all three needed a cigarette. Reckon McBride’ll mind if we smoke? Butch said. At three packs a day he was always reaching for a pocket.
Somebody’s been smokin’ in here, Inez said. Smells like a tar pit. Is the air conditioner on, Leon?
Yes, but you can’t tell it if the windows are down.
With little concern for Mr. McBride’s preferences on smoking in his van, they were soon puffing away with the windows down, the warm wind rushing in and swirling about. Once inside the van, the wind had no exit, no other windows, no vents, nothing to let it out, so it roared back toward the front and engulfed the three Graneys, who were staring at the road, smoking intently, seemingly oblivious to everything as the van moved along the county road. Butch and Leon casually flicked their ashes out of the windows. Inez gently tapped hers into her cupped left hand.
How much did McBride charge you? Butch asked from the passenger’s seat.
Leon shook his head. Nothing. Even filled up the tank. Said he didn’t agree with this. Claimed a lot of folks don’t like it.
I’m not sure I believe that.
I don’t.
When the three cigarettes were finished, Leon and Butch rolled up their windows and fiddled with the air conditioner and the vents. Hot air shot out and minutes passed before the heat was broken. All three were sweating.
You okay back there? Leon asked, glancing over his shoulder and smiling at his mother.
I’m fine. Thank you. Does the air conditioner work?
Yes, it’s gettin’ cooler now.
I can’t feel a thang.
You wanna stop for a soda or something?
No. Let’s hurry along.
I’d like a beer, Butch said, and, as if this was expected, Leon immediately shook his head in the negative and Inez shot forth with an emphatic No.
There’ll be no drinking, she said, and the issue was laid to rest. When Ernie abandoned the family years earlier, he’d taken nothing but his shotgun, a few clothes, and all the liquor from his private supply. He’d been a violent drunk, and his boys still carried the scars, emotional and physical. Leon, the oldest, had felt more of the brutality than his younger brothers, and as a small boy equated alcohol with the horrors of an abusive father. He had never taken a drink, though with time had found his own vices. Butch, on the other hand, had drunk heavily since his early teens, though he’d never been tempted to sneak alcohol into his mother’s home. Raymond, the youngest, had chosen to follow the example of Butch rather than of Leon.
To shift away from such an unpleasant topic, Leon asked his mother about the latest news from a friend down the road, an old spinster who’d been dying of cancer for years. Inez, as always, perked up when discussing the ailments and treatments of her neighbors, and herself as well. The air conditioner finally broke through, and the thick humidity inside the van began to subside. When he stopped sweating, Butch reached for his pocket, fished out a cigarette, lit it, then cracked the window. The temperature rose immediately. Soon all three were smoking, and the windows went lower and lower until the air was again thick with heat and nicotine.
When they finished, Inez said to Leon, Raymond called two hours ago. This was no surprise. Raymond had been making calls, collect, for days now, and not only to his mother. Leon’s phone was ringing so often that his (third) wife refused to answer it. Others around town were also declining to accept charges.
What’d he say? Leon asked, but only because he had to reply. He knew exactly what Raymond had said, maybe not verbatim, but certainly in general.
Said thangs are lookin’ real good, said he’d probably have to fire the team of lawyers he has now so he can hire another team of lawyers. You know Raymond. He’s tellin’ the lawyers what to do and they’re just fallin’ all over themselves.
Without turning his head, Butch cut his eyes at Leon, and Leon returned the glance. Nothing was said because words were not necessary.
Said his new team comes from a firm in Chicago with a thousand lawyers. Can you imagine? A thousand lawyers workin’ for Raymond. And he’s tellin’ ’em what to do.
Another glance between driver and right-side passenger. Inez had cataracts, and her peripheral vision had declined. If she had seen the looks being passed between her two oldest, she would not have been pleased.
Said they’ve just discovered some new evidence that shoulda been produced at trial but wasn’t because the cops and the prosecutors covered it up, and with this new evidence Raymond feels real good about gettin’ a new trial back here in Clanton, though he’s not sure he wants it here, so he might move it somewhere else. He’s thinkin’ about somewhere in the Delta because the Delta juries have more blacks and he says that blacks are more sympathetic in cases like this. What do you thank about that,
Leon?
There are definitely more blacks in the Delta, Leon said. Butch grunted and mumbled, but his words were not clear.
Said he don’t trust anyone in Ford County, especially the law and the judges. God knows they’ve never given us a break.
Leon and Butch nodded in silent agreement. Both had been chewed up by the law in Ford County, Butch much more so than Leon. And though they had pled guilty to their crimes in negotiated deals, they had always believed they were persecuted simply because they were Graneys.
Don’t know if I can stand another trial, though, she said, and her words trailed off.
Leon wanted to say that Raymond’s chances of getting a new trial were worse than slim, and that he’d been making noise about a new trial for over a decade. Butch wanted to say pretty much the same thing, but he would’ve added that he was sick of Raymond’s jailhouse bullshit about lawyers and trials and new evidence and that it was past time for the boy to stop blaming everybody else and take his medicine like a man.
But neither said a word.
Said the both of you ain’t sent him his stipends for last month, she said. That true?
Five miles passed before another word was spoken.
Ya’ll hear me up there? Inez said. Raymond says ya’ll ain’t mailed in his stipends for the month of June, and now it’s already July. Ya’ll forget about it?
Leon went first, and unloaded. Forget about it? How can we forget about it? That’s all he talks about. I get a letter every day, sometimes two, not that I read ’em all, but every letter mentions the stipend. ‘Thanks for the money, bro.’ ‘Don’t forget the money, Leon, I’m counting on you, big brother.’ ‘Gotta have the money to pay the lawyers, you know how much those bloodsuckers can charge.’ ‘Ain’t seen the stipend this month, bro.’
What the hell is a stipend? Butch shot from the right side, his voice suddenly edgy.
A regular or fixed payment, according to Webster’s, Leon said.
It’s just money, right?
Right.
So why can’t he just say something like, ‘Send me the damned money’? Or, ‘Where’s the damned money?’ Why does he have to use the fancy words?
We’ve had this conversation a thousand times, Inez said.
Well, you sent him a dictionary, Leon said to Butch.
That was ten years ago, at least. And he begged me for it.
Well, he’s still got it, still wearing it out looking for words we ain’t seen before.
"I often wonder if his lawyers can keep up with his vocabulary, Butch mused.
Ya’ll’re tryin’ to change the subject up there, Inez said. Why didn’t you send him his stipends last month?
I thought I did, Butch said without conviction.
I don’t believe that, she said.
The check’s in the mail, Leon said.
I don’t believe that either. We all agreed to send him $100 each, every month, twelve months a year. It’s the least we can do. I know it’s hard, especially on me, livin’ on Social Security and all. But you boys have jobs, and the least you can do is squeeze out $100 each for your little brother so he can buy decent food and pay his lawyers.
Do we have to go through this again? Leon asked.
I hear it every day, Butch said. If I don’t hear from Raymond, on the phone or through the mail, then I hear it from Momma.
Is that a complaint? she asked. Got a problem with your livin’ arrangements? Stayin’ in my house for free, and yet you want to complain?
Come on, Leon said.
Who’ll take care of you? Butch offered in his defense.
Knock it off, you two. This gets so old.
All three took a deep breath, then began reaching for the cigarettes. After a long, quiet smoke, they settled in for another round. Inez got things started with a pleasant Me, I never miss a month. And, if you’ll recall, I never missed a month when the both of you was locked up at Parchman.
Leon grunted, slapped the wheel, and said angrily, Momma, that was twenty-five years ago. Why bring it up now? I ain’t had so much as a speedin’ ticket since I got paroled. Butch, whose life in crime had been much more colorful than Leon’s, and who was still on parole, said nothing.
I never missed a month, she said.
Come on.
And sometimes it was $200 a month ’cause I had two of you there at one time, as I recall. Guess I was lucky I never had all three behind bars. Couldn’t’ve paid my light bill.
I thought those lawyers worked for free, Butch said in an effort to deflect attention from himself and hopefully direct it toward a target outside the family.
They do, Leon said. It’s called pro bono work, and all lawyers are supposed to do some of it. As far as I know, these big firms who come in on cases like this don’t expect to get paid.
Then what’s Raymond doin’ with $300 a month if he ain’t payin’ his lawyers?
We’ve had this conversation, Inez said.
I’m sure he spends a fortune on pens, paper, envelopes, and postage, Leon said. He claims he writes ten letters a day. Hell, that’s over $100 a month right there.
Plus he’s written eight novels, Butch added quickly. Or is it nine, Momma? I can’t remember.
Nine.
Nine novels, several volumes of poetry, bunch of short stories, hundreds of songs. Just think of all the paper he goes through, Butch said.
Are you pokin’ fun at Raymond? she asked.
Never.
He sold a short story once, she said.
Of course he did. What was the magazine? Hot Rodder? Paid him forty bucks for a story about a man who stole a thousand hubcaps. They say you write what you know.
How many stories have you sold? she asked.
None, because I haven’t written any, and the reason I haven’t written any is because I realize that I don’t have the talent to write. If my little brother would also realize that he has no artistic talents whatsoever, then he could save some money and hundreds of people would not be subjected to his nonsense.