But at certain moments he still resorted to it, asking himself—what in fact was this offer of the Regent in Ilefínian, what was the scheme that had the sonless Regent offering his only daughter to prevent a war his lords and advisors seemed bent on provoking, a war the Elwynim march lords invited in daggers, in poison, in cattle-theft? Count the ways: Elwynim found occasions to make his tenure difficult, and he counted this proposal among the tactics, a way to ruin his father’s digestion did he even mention it in court in Guelemara.
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come to him secretly, by an Amefin carter, who said a man had given him the box and said the prince in Henas’amef would pay more than Heryn Aswydd to have the piece.
That was the truth. One wondered what other rules of commerce the Amefin commons had understood.
The door opened and shut. Idrys walked back in.
“Ah,” Idrys said, having caught him temporizing again with the border.
“Ah, yourself,” Cefwyn said. “I take oath that he knows nothing of Elwynor.”
“Oh, that one? Sir mooncalf? I take oath he knows nothing Mauryl did not tell him.”
He had, in fact, rewarded the messenger handsomely for this ivory miniature, carried to him from the border by an Amefin peasant. And he doubted not at all that Heryn Aswydd wished to have intercepted that box.
But no paintings in ivory comprised Heryn’s offer of alliance.
Heryn’s offer came straight to his bed. Often. And twice over.
Cefwyn tossed the miniature back into the chest and closed the lid and locked it, insofar as the lock could serve to protect it from general knowledge.
“Is there a reason,” Idrys asked, “my lord contemplates such Elwynim gifts, on the eve of a ride so near the border?”
“I might, of course, wed Orien instead. Or Tarien. It would secure the province.”
“My lord jests, of course.”
“Heryn counts it no jest. Nor does Orien. As my Lord Commander knows.” Cefwyn walked to the window, where the sun went down into sullen dark. The window showed the far horizon and a seam of red light.
One could not see Ynefel from here. One could not know for certain, except as one believed Tristen’s tale, that the fortress had fallen. And one did, in such unsettled times, want to know what the situation was, bordering Marna, and what the locals saw and surmised about changes in their sheep-meadows.
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Though in the wizardly fashion in which Emuin knew things, Emuin had confirmed it was so, that Ynefel and its master had indeed fallen—and a prince could become so utterly dependent on such attesters as Emuin, and Heryn, and even Idrys, with all his attachments and private reasons.
By far less arcane means a prince knew that the twins had their own designs, independent of Heryn, and knew that their brother Heryn, who could not keep his tax accounts in one book, had his private reasons, and his none-so-private ambitions. And all the cursed pack of them, Elwynim, Amefin Aswyddim, and the Elwynim barons, had a notion how to secure in bed and by other connivance what they could not win of Ináreddrin’s heir in war—unless Ináreddrin’s heir grew careless about personally verifying the reports others gave him.
One wondered what effect Mauryl’s fall had had on the border—or if they were remotely aware of it.
Or what the inhabitants of such villages as Emwy thought their taxes were, that Heryn collected for the Crown.
And how far the Crown Prince of the kingdom of Ylesuin should ignore the situation.
It was given as truth among every borderer that Ylesuin would eventually have to marry and mistress some sort of agreement to settle the ancient question of the border heritance. That such an agreement was imminent and due in this generation was an article of faith among borderers; that the Prince of Ylesuin had no more choice in the matter than Lord Amefel’s sisters had was an article of faith on his father’s part—but the heir of Ylesuin did not accept that role yet: the heir of all Ylesuin had other ideas, which involved bedding the Aswydd twins, enjoying the labor, and affording the Aswyddim the confidence that their habitually rebel province had secured useful influence.
And if the heir of Ylesuin was bedding the Aswydd twins, the heir of Ylesuin thus became too valuable to offend or assassinate, at least for the Aswydd partisans in Amefel, if not the other Amefin nobles who hated Heryn and his taxes.
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It was thus far a comfortable and tacit bargain, one he was certain the Aswyddim had no wish to see the Elwynim outbid with a marriageable daughter. Heryn Aswydd had lately betrayed two Elwynim assassins who thought they could rely on Aswydd aid; and thus far (at least until, at his pleasure, the matter of Aswydd taxes racketed to Guelemara and the King’s exchequer) Heryn’s sisters, particularly Orien, the eldest, were a pleasant dalliance, so long as Aswydd excesses and Aswydd ambition stayed in bounds. It was all Amefin sheep Heryn Aswydd sheared, and thus far none of them had complained to the Crown.
But now Mauryl entered the game, with this wizardling—for that was a very good guess what the youth was—casting his own sort of feckless spell over sane men’s credence and doubts, and saying, all unexpected, Believe in me, lord Prince. Cast aside your other plans, lord Prince. Mind your former allies, Marhanen Prince, in Ynefel.
“He might be Sihhë,” Idrys said, out of long silence, and sent a chill down the princely spine.
“He might well,” Cefwyn said, looking still into the gathering dark, at the last red seam left of the sky, far, far toward Ynefel.
“But Mauryl did serve us.”
“Mauryl Kingmaker. Mauryl the sorcerer.”
“Wizard.”
“The Quinalt will have apoplexies.”
“Priests seem to recover quite handily.”
“Three bids, Cefwyn prince. Do you realize? The Elwynim, the Aswyddim,—now Mauryl. How many directions can you face at once?”
He made no answer for a moment. The light was going. To see the horizon became, through the distortion of the crown glass, a test of vision.
He said, then, “Only guard my back, master crow. I’ll care for the rest.”
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W ords trembled in air, writings black and red, Names, that were Ashiym, Anas Mallorn, Ragisar, Malitarin…vil-lages, that were Emwy and Asmaddion, and sheep were there, but Anas Mallorn ruled the riverside—
Owl flew above a parchment and faded land. Owl’s wings were barred and blunt and shadowed villages at a time. Owl, Tristen called to him, standing at some vantage he could not at the time understand. But Owl was on a mission, or hunting mice, and would not heed him.
Owl eluded him and kept flying, opening up more and more of the land to him, Names that writhed in red ink and fortresses in black. Streams snaked under Owl’s broad wings to join the Lenúalim, and all, all went under him.
“M’lord,” someone called to him. But he was losing Owl.
Owl, come back! he called, for it seemed to him that Owl would leave the edge and enter the dark. But the map kept widening, Words and Names and lands like Guelessar and Imor…Marisal and Lanfarnesse…
“M’lord.” Someone touched him, and he blinked, realizing it a gruff voice and perhaps one of the gate-guards, standing over him by dim candlelight.
It still might be, as he opened his eyes wide and gazed on a scarred and broad-nosed face, fair-haired, but gray and bald on the crown. He feared the man at first glance.
But it did not seem an unfriendly face.
“Uwen Lewen’s-son, m’lord. The captain sent me. He said I should wake ye. Sorry. But it are toward dawn. And ye’ll be ridin’ wi’ His Highness, so best ye be up and breakfasted.”
“Yes, sir.”
“M’lord, I ain’t sir yet, no wise. Uwen’s all. Servants is waiting wi’ a small breakfast, and I’ll fit ye for the ride, if ye please.”
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“Thank you,” he said,
if Uwen would not be called sir. Still—he was going out riding, Cefwyn had kept his promise, and for the first time in days he was glad to get up. He rolled out of bed and went immediately to wash and dress, while the servants were bringing breakfast in and lighting more candles in the early-morning darkness.
“Here’s a robe, m’lord,” Uwen said, flinging a robe about his shirted shoulders. “Ye have a bite, now. Ye’ll be regretting it halfway through the day, else ye do.”
He thought it sensible advice, and he sat down to a breakfast of hot bread and butter and honey, while Uwen was working with something of padded cloth and oil and metal, taking up laces, as it seemed.
He finished his breakfast more quickly than usual. He stood up, and Uwen gave him a padded undergarment, such as he had seen the soldiers wear about the barracks, such as, he thought, Uwen also wore under his mail and leather.
He was disturbed and fascinated at once, exchanging his robe for the soldier’s padding. Uwen snugged the laces tight around him, saying, “Well, ye’re slighter ’n ye seem, m’lord. Breakfast an’ all. Does that seem fitted, here, m’lord?”
“Yes,” he said, and Uwen took up a mail shirt.
“Watch your hair, m’lord,” Uwen said, twisted his loose hair into a rope and helped him on with the shirt. The shining metal settled on and shaped itself about him like water, like—
His fingers traveled over the links, smooth going one way, rough-edged going the other, and as he breathed, he found the weight—like a Word, like a Name, settling about his shoulders and about his ribs and becoming part of his own substance—but he was not this Thing. He was not this Weight. He was Mauryl’s, not a soldier…he was not this thing that enveloped him in steel.
“Ye’ll get used to it,” Uwen said. “Here’s rough land, m’lord.
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like a shirt. Uwen buckled it on, then looped a belt around his waist and snugged it tight.
“His Highness has got you a nice, quiet horse. She don’t do no nonsense. Ye ready, m’lord? Ye set fair?”
“I think I am.” The coat was red, like Cefwyn’s guard, and like what Uwen wore. He looked like another soldier, except the brown hose and brown boots where the soldiers wore black.
“Them are house boots,” Uwen said, following his downward glance. “But the captain didn’t warn me ’a that. They’ll have to do, begging your pardon, m’lord, just stay t’ horseback and mind ye got light feet.”
“I will,” he said. Uwen certainly must have leave to speak to him. Uwen chattered in a friendly way, in a manner of speech he found like singing to his ears, and when he went out, Uwen spoke in the same way to his guards, knowing them all, it seemed, laughing, clapping the one named Lusin on the shoulder as they left.
They walked down the shadowed hall to the stairs. The sun was just coming up. Servants were removing last night’s candles, hurrying about on early-morning errands, some bearing linens, some coming from the kitchens. Guards were changing watch downstairs, and a few early-morning clerks were on their way to archive.
Uwen led him down the outside steps, past guards who also knew Uwen, as it seemed, and down and around to the stable-court in the first light of dawn, where a troop of soldiers and another of stableboys were saddling horses, and pages were standing with banners and bringing other gear.
Uwen picked up weapons by the side of the stableyard, weapons which had a worn, well-used look; and Uwen buckled on a sword and a dagger as Tristen watched, queasy at his stomach and hoping no one expected him to go likewise armed.
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soldiers, with brown leather and a gold dragon, like that his guards wore, on his red coat. All, armor and arms alike, that distinguished him from the soldiers at all was the silver band on the plain steel helm.
“Tristen,” Cefwyn hailed him, and strode through the others to meet him.
Idrys walked like a dark shadow at Cefwyn’s back, hand on hilt, where that hand always, even indoors, seemed most comfortable.
And at Cefwyn’s orders a man brought up a horse, red from crown to feet, with a clipped mane and a look of stolid patience.
“She will bear you gently,” Cefwyn said. “Her name is Gery and the stablemaster swears she’s easy-gaited.”
Tristen took the reins in his own hand, rubbed the red, warm shoulder and threw the reins over, set foot in the stirrup and swung up as he had seen, dizzy for a moment at the mare’s shifting of weight—a haze of sensations, of smells, of sounds.
He looked down at Cefwyn’s anxious face, at Idrys’ frowning one.
“Well enough,” Cefwyn said then, patting him on the boot, and patting Gery. Cefwyn turned away and a groom brought Cefwyn’s horse and held it as he swung up. It was dark—Bay—the Word came to him; it had black stockings and a black mane as bays did. Idrys mounted a big black; and Uwen another bay—it was a color common in the guard’s horses.
Idrys gave the order, the Zeide’s iron gates swung open, and horses grouped together, stringing out as they passed the narrow gate.
“Ride to the fore,” Idrys ordered, passing by him, and Tristen set himself as near Cefwyn as he could, almost at the head of the column, save that Idrys and a handful of the guard rode before him; but suddenly a number of men thundered past on either side and increased that number in front. Shod hooves echoed down the cobbles of the hill, disturbing the streets, where townsfolk early from their beds scurried from their path. Shutters came open. It was strange to see the town from the height of a horse’s back, and to ride swiftly
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down the very street over which he had walked, sore-footed and hungry.
A child ran from their path and a woman cried out. Tristen took Gery aside with his knee and turned in the saddle to look back, frightened by that cry of alarm, but the child had made the curb safely. And in that glance back—
He saw Bones. Skulls—above the gate. The bones of men.
He all but dropped the reins, and caught his breath as Cefwyn said sharply, “Tristen!” and Gery bumped Cefwyn’s horse—his fault, he knew. His knee in Gery’s ribs had caused Gery to drift; the uneven hand, the uneven seat—he suddenly knew with ex-quisite precision where his hands were and where his knees were, and how Gery had understood every move, every shift of weight he made. He straightened around, found his balance, found the right stress on the reins that made Gery know where to be and Gery at once struck a different, confident stride.
Gery looked to him, he thought, as he looked to his teachers; Gery, like him, wanted to do right, and wanted to understand, and he was talking to her with his knees and the reins alike as they went clattering at a fair speed through the streets, past all the buildings, all the scaffoldings and the shuttered windows and the find buildings and the less fine, all the way down to the level courtyard by the main town gate, which he had once passed behind an idle cart, slipping past the guards.
But the gates stood wide for them and the guards there stood to attention as they went out with a rush onto the open and dusty road, out through the fields, toward his Road—
But not onto it. They went along the wall, and they went past the town, toward the horizon of rolling fields.
Then Idrys and the men in front slacked their pace, and Cefwyn did, and all the column behind.
Men outside the walls were already at work, already walking the roads, carrying hoes or mattocks or other such. The countryside was awake far and wide as the light came stealing over the fields.
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“You ride well,” Cefwyn said, “Tristen.”
“Sir?” He shook off the haze that had come on him, blinked and brought the morning into clarity
again, the fields, the creak of leather and the ring of harness—the give and substance of mail that surrounded him.
“You ride well. In the streets, you rode well. And you say you have never sat a horse.”
“Some things come to me.” He patted Gery’s neck, overwhelmed with the feel of her, with the smells and the sounds around him. He was trembling. He wished to make little of it, but Cefwyn cast him such a look that he knew he had not succeeded in indifference; and he feared that calculation in Cefwyn’s eyes.
“Mauryl’s doing,” Cefwyn said. “Is it?”
“I know things. I read and write. I—ride.” Gery’s warmth comforted him. He kept his hand on her. He felt her strength and good will under him. “I didn’t know I knew, m’lord Prince.”
Cefwyn frowned. The horses kept their steady pace and if Idrys or Uwen heard what passed between them, they gave no sign of it.
“You know it very damned well,” Cefwyn said. “For down a hill and out a gate.”
“It’s like Words. I know them, sir. I know things.”
“Am I to believe you?” Cefwyn said at last.
“Yes, sir,” he said faintly, fearing to look at Cefwyn. Good things seemed always balanced on edge, always ready to leave.
He did look, finally, as they rode, and Cefwyn stared at him in a way different from other people, even Mauryl, even Emuin—afraid of him; but not angry with him, he thought, nor willing to abandon him.
He knew not what to do or say. He looked away, embarrassed, not knowing whether he should have perceived this fact of Cefwyn. They rode in silence a time, well past the walls, now, and out along a narrow track where men rode two by two as the road went around the west side of the town and toward the rolling fields and pastures. The Dragon
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banners fluttered and snapped ahead of them, carried by young men. The morning sun glanced silver off a small brook in the valley. Hills rose on the eastern horizon, just past their shoulders, and beyond them—perhaps the Shadow Hills, perhaps even the mountains Mauryl had named to him, Ilenéluin, drifted in morning haze.