“With silken sails,” she said faintly, resting her head again against his shoulder, and gave a great sigh. “That we never unfurl.”
“Red ones or blue?”
She laughed, and lifted her head, all the bright faith in her eyes.
“The left red, the right blue.”
“Oh,” he said, “we must be facing upstream.”
“We should be used to a contrary current by then.”
Her face was pale, her skin all but translucent, like light glowing through it. She looked fragile, and immensely strong, all at once. And if an ordinary man could have a vision, he had one then, and knew that all their plans were like the ship, the fancy of their hearts, with nothing certain, nothing but a prophecy of a King To Come that hovered over all their lives…and two sons, now, yet to be born, and not under one roof.
Danger to his life had never struck terror into him: fear, but never terror, not even on Lewen field, to this degree. There had been a shadow on that day as dark as night, and memories of memories that never would surface, not for a sane man: he had thought it all in the past, and his life become tame wrangling with his barons; but now he was as good as on that field again, this time having given his heart outside himself, this time with so much to lose, and so much to gain.
“We’d better call Annas and Margolis back,” he said. “We have to go make Ryssand miserable. Are you well?”
“A little giddy. No more kisses. I won’t have my wits in there.”
“Truly. Are you well?”
“Oh, I shan’t miss this. I won’t. You have a sword. Give me a dagger to wear. If we go to war, I won’t be ranked with Artisane and Bonden-on-Wyk.”
“There’s my love.” He gave up her hands, went to the door, having left himself no servants, and called in Annas and Margolis and the pages, catching a glimpse of courtiers prowling like wolves among the columns beyond, a hungry and angry lot of wolves, who until lately had been well fed and complacent in their individual haunts.
The Dragon was about to flex his claws, and the Tower had set her defenses and armed for confrontation.
CHAPTER 12
Captain Anwyll was back in Henas’amef, on his way to Guelessar, and a company of Ivanim and Lanfarnesse rangers were at the camp on riverside, reporting through Anwyll that they had met no intruders on their way, nor had report of them from Modeyneth. The snow was melting, but not yet to mire, no great impediment to travel, and the men came off the road not into town, where, Uwen said, they might disgrace themselves in the taverns, but out in the tents the Ivanim had left, half the Ivanim camp, where they found a comfort far surpassing that on the border, all the same: ale kegs set out, and steaming kettles the taverns provided. It was holiday for them, and a merry one.
The Guelens, too, were packing up, to yield their permanent barracks to the Amefin who had been housed in the hastily made second barracks, in less comfort; and there was both cheer and regret there: certain of the men had liaisons, even children, in town, and there were tears and the possibility of desertions.
So Uwen reported.
“Tell them,” Tristen said, “I’ll speak to Cefwyn for any that choose to come back, after the summer, and I think he’ll grant it; but they owe their company their service now.”
“That’s more ’n fair,” Uwen said, and went to tell the men.
And for the officers, Anwyll who had spent hard weeks in camp and for the Guelen captain who had gotten his rank because all higher had deserted, it seemed right to Tristen to have them into hall for a good supper and the honor they were due…a sword or a good mail shirt, Uwen said, was a soldier’s gift, and Cossun the armorer had brought the best of both, a ducal gift.
So they met in hall…the usual fine fare, for Cook never disappointed them, and the lords were glad to come to the gatherings: and Anwyll and the Guelen captain both sat high at the tables, and stood for all to honor.
“Thank you,” Tristen said, presenting Anwyll his gift, a fine sword with a red leather sheath and a goldwork cap, and the silvered mail.
“Your Grace,” Anwyll said, and gave him a soldier’s salute, blushing as he did.
So with the Guelen captain, a plain man, who had never looked for a captaincy, and while Anwyll was a man of some connections, this man was not, and took his sword and fine armor with stammering gratitude.
“An’ for the men,” the captain said, “a word to Your Grace, that they’ve stood guard here and seen duke and duchess and viceroy, and say that Your Grace has done…that Your Grace ’as done the best of ’em all.”
That brought a little cheer from the Amefin, and there followed a presentation then from Uwen, which was a box for each, and in those boxes, tenscore and more holy medallions the Teranthine father had blessed, “For the men,” Uwen said, “luck and the gods’ blessin’, which the reverend father himself will give out, an’ bless every man as served here.”
The assembly applauded, from every table, and the captains and their aides took their formal leave in great and heartfelt cheerfulness, Tristen was glad to see…he well knew now how great a harm unhappy men could work. He had finally made good his promise to Cefwyn to march the Guelenmen home. He had had to do it all at once, with the uncertainty on that border, but the tents and all merely changed hands, and the gear the Guelens owned was all their armor and their horses. The Dragons had packed up in a day and ridden out on the next, and made as good speed toward Henas’amef as men might who had the comforts of town to lure them.
So too, in their departure, Tristen chose his moment to make other changes.
“Lusin Bowyn’s-son will be lieutenant under Uwen,” he said to the assembled leaders and nobles and soldiery, “and I set him in charge of the house guard; Syllan Syllan’s-son has charge over the fortress and its walls, Aran Gryysaryn over the town defenses, and Tawwys Cyll’s-son over the supplies to the camps. My chief of household, Tassand Dabrynan, will be my chancellor, with all the offices of the Zeide under him.” None of these offices had existed since Orien’s few days as duchess, and he could think of no one more apt. “My night guard will serve as bodyguard, and men from the Amefin guard will take their place.”
Emuin had a sense about ceremonies, and had deftly arranged things so that everyone had his honor and necessary duties found names to describe them. It was not a mistake, Tristen thought, that he had come out from Guelessar with fewer men than he might: he found others here, among the Amefin, overall found less of confusion in his court now, as he sent the Guelenfolk home, than had existed under the garrison before he came.
As important, he kept faith with Cefwyn, and entrusted Anwyll with a message that said simply, We willsoon have a camp settled on Tasmôrden’s side of the river. From that we will prevent any force moving to the south or west.
He had added: Anwyll has carried out his orders in very hard weather, and so have all his men. I have also sent the Guelens, who are not the men who have done the harm in Amefel. Certain men of the Guelens have wished to settle in Henas’amef and I ask out of our friendship for their release when they have done their duty this summer so they may return to families here.
Then, from the heart: In all these matters I hope I do well and hold out hope we may see each other this spring. The lords of the south wish you well and so do the lords of Amefel send all their good will. So do Emuin and all the house.
It was a message of more sentiment than substance. Anwyll knew the details which he would tell Cefwyn, when they met, details worth days of questions. He sent the message Aeself had given him, too, with Anwyll, who was a harder, sharper-eyed young captain than had gone out to the river: it was a risk, he thought, but he trusted Anwyll would by no means hand over to Ryssand or Ryssand’s men the things entrusted to him; his honor had suffered enough in his moment of doubt when Parsynan had set the Guelens on helpless prisoners, and never would he be as easily confused as he had been that night. He could have no better messenger than Anwyll, for being able to come directly to the Lord Commander. A
lowly sergeant like Gedd the enemy might hound: but a captain over a province… he doubted even Ryssand would dare.
And in a handful of days there would be no Guelen force within the south for the first time since the rising against the Sihhë. Cevulirn’s men were there, under Cevulirn’s able lieutenant, while Cevulirn himself continued in the camp at Henas’amef, the man of grays, the lord who could obtain the consent of the others so deftly they never seemed to consider refusal. Under Cevulirn, the town had suffered no disasters in his absence; under Cevulirn, the camp ran smoothly, and Cevulirn’s presence touched his along with Emuin’s and Crissand’s, a quiet assurance of things well in order, from the hall, to the barracks, to the town streets and the camp outside the walls. From Crissand he had an awareness of the lords of the town, men Crissand knew well, and knew that they were content—Crissand was an uneasy point of unrealized distress, to have sent his lord on a long, cold ride; but that was Crissand’s nature, to wish to be faultless. Cevulirn was an easier presence, seeding less worry, less of everything. Where Crissand was the burning sun of bright day, casting light and examining everything, Cevulirn was the remote moon, changing and the same, content to leave a few shadows so long as the major things moved along as they ought.
Tristen did not think he would ever change either of them, or wish to. He sipped lukewarm wine and his thoughts raced in a hundred directions as he considered the prospects of the changing weather, heard the well-wishes of the various ealdormen of the town directed toward the new officers of the court and the province, considered the resources he knew were setting to work with the replacement of the Dragons at the riverside…the Ivanim were no great hands at building, but the rangers of Lanfarnesse were skilled at many crafts, and the Olmernmen vowed to bend their considerable skills with ropes and tackle to move the deckings into place—without oxen, so they claimed, which seemed to him half-magical.
Sovrag was exceedingly confident: Cevulirn’s Ivanim were dubious. But the Olmernmen would ready great frames out of ships’ masts—weather or no weather, Sovrag had declared—and have them in storage with the rope and the sections of decking over which the Ivanim stood guard. This was the word Anwyll had brought back with him to Sovrag, and in his cups, Sovrag revealed his plan to the company.
“One day,” was Sovrag’s boast. “One day to see that bridge bear traffic, much as ye like. She’ll carry oxen; she don’t need ’em to rise.”
“Believe him,” Umanon said.
Tristen hoped, willingly, for it meant a far quicker readiness on the riverside than they could manage with ox teams.
“I wait to see,” he said, and lest that imply doubt, added: “I expect it.”
And after that the evening rolled, wine-colored, to its cheerful conclusion, the lords of the south delighted in the prospect of bridges, all the lords of the town delighted in the prospect of a town utterly under Amefin authority for the first time since the rise of the Marhanen—it was strictly understood there would be no cheering the Guelen departure, no disparagement of the Guelens, either, not before they went out and not after.
So Tristen had worried there would be, and Emuin and Uwen alike had passed the word to the officials of the town and the officers of the watch: he hoped it had gone where it needed to go.
“A health!” Crissand stood, lifting his cup, among the last toasts of the evening. “To the bridge!”
“To the bridge!” everyone cried, and drank.
“And a health to the Dragons!” said Crissand whose house had suffered most from the Guelens under their former captain, and an anxious silence fell, for Crissand had nothing to praise in Guelenmen. “These are honest men,” Crissand said aloud, “and the scoundrels have gone home, after Parsynan. Here’s to the honest men of the Guelen Guard!”
“To the Guelens,” the others said, and Cevulirn, rising, lifted his cup, and added: “To an honest king.”
They all drank. Anwyll blushed red with wineflushed pleasure, and rose and proposed in his turn:
“And a health to the honest, loyal southrons, one and all!”
None of it Tristen found fault with at all. But they had drunk very many rounds and the candles had burned far down, the hour close to midnight. He had learned from the lords of Amefel the formulas by which he dismissed the gathering, and made a proposal of his own:
“To Amefel and the Amefin, good rest.”
“To the duke of Amefel, good rest and good fortune,” the lords all said to him, drained and upended their cups, and then the company of the evening began its nightly retreat, now with lordly folk speaking respectfully to Tassand as an officer of the household.
“Good night, my lord,” Crissand came close to say, and knew his approval of what he had done, cheering the Guelens: he had done it, defying his own bitter hurt, and done it because he thought it support of his lord, and to heal a breach; and now grieved for his father because he had said it—so many things boiled up in Crissand at any one moment he was rarely quiet.
But Tristen touched his arm and wished him well, wished him peace, and caught Crissand’s eye for an instant that became a moment. He had no idea himself of what it was to mourn a father, or what it was to hold such anger as Crissand had held: all this violence was beyond his knowledge, except that Crissand governed it, desperately envied the calm of a man like Cevulirn, and in that envy of a man his lord respected, governed himself with a hard hand.
It was for love Crissand did such things, an extravagant, devoted love, that when it was in the ascendant smothered all other things; it was only once he had acted that the anger and the grief came back to confuse his generous heart.
“It was well done,” Tristen said in his turn, and was grateful. For a moment the love and the anger ran to and fro, confounded, and each passion doubted the other’s honesty: in that much, Crissand bore a wound that had never healed. Wine had perhaps made it the more evident. And it was that healing which Tristen wished tonight, with a touch and a glance. “Well done. Go, sleep. Join me at breakfast.”
“My lord.” Cheer began to win over the confusion.
The matter of Crissand’s adventure to Modeyneth was settled, the Dragons were back from the river, Cevulirn’s men and Pelumer’s and Sovrag’s were all set in place and on watch against the enemy.
And in Crissand’s lightening mood Tristen found his own heart lighter: he allowed himself a feeling of accomplishment in a world of intentions, a court at peace and things in better order than before he took the province. Crissand had taken no great harm of his adventure, and showed signs of recovery in a larger sense, as well—nothing, tonight, of the Aswydds, or his fears of the women who languished upstairs, rather he had determined to settle divisions and heal breaches tonight, and had urged the Amefin to generosity no one expected.
It was by no means the full assembly of Amefin nobility. A number of the other lords were out in their own lands tonight, particularly those bordering Bryn, and by now taking good advantage of the sudden turn in the weather, he hoped, and setting their households in order for the spring. The lords who remained in hall tonight were friendly and easy in the company of the southerners, dignified old Pelumer fallen fast asleep in his place, in fact. One of his men waked him and gathered him off to his bed.
For a moment then in leaving Tristen delayed, seeing Lusin and Syllan across the hall, in the foolish thought that he needed to wait for them—but they were about their own business. From now on he had not Lusin and Syllan to guard him, but Gweyl and the men of the night watch, who had come close to him on his left, to see him back to his apartments.
He had them, and he had the four Amefin he had taken to stand night guard in their place: it was another change, one that set men he relied on in better places, and gave them honor, but it made him sad to lose the ready recourse to their friendship, and when he had told them his intention, it had made them sad, too, amid more honor than they had ever looked to have in their lives.
He wished them well, last thought of all before he col
lected his new guard and Uwen, and left the hall, to the whisk of Owl’s wings.
It was change again, and sadness preoccupied him as he left, the knowledge that there were new men with him, and that for the good of Amefel and Lusin and the rest his life had gone past another milestone, another good-bye. He found nothing easy to say to the new men, though he knew it would have pleased them. He tried not to think on Lusin’s objections, but he heard them in memory as he walked in silence up the stairs. There was not the irreverent banter between Uwen and these men. Their presence in the gray space was that of servants, remote from him, too respectful for close confidences.
Of other presences—he heard, remarkably, nothing tonight, so much so he extended curiosity to the other wing of the Zeide, and heard sullen silence, a surly temper.
There were two who had not rejoiced in the general festivity. He had not invited the Aswydds to the hall, and he was sure they knew something was proceeding below…knew, and were jealous, but Emuin had taken pains to ward that hallway, and kept a close watch over the guards, picked men all, who watched there.
Paisi’s Gran Sedlyn the midwife had taken the guard’s anteroom in that apartment, besides, and attended most of their wants, except that frequent requests to Cook brought up delicacies for Tarien, who was vexingly fickle in her whims and her appetite—but Cook said she had been so long before she was with child.
Otherwise the ladies had troubled the household very little at all, even during Cevulirn’s two-day governance here. There was no news, either good or bad, out of that apartment, and he decided that tomorrow he should concern himself and pay at least a brief visit.
So he thought, setting foot on the topmost step of the stairs, when suddenly the gray place rang to a presence and a threat, and the tone of it was not Tarien.
It was Crissand, and Crissand was in danger.
“M’lord?” a guard asked. He knew Uwen was beside him. He knew Lusin and the accustomed guards were still down in the hall, with Tassand; but Crissand—