Other than passing glances and whispered comments, Dayne and Joe weren’t approached again as they entered the building and took the elevator to the eighth floor. Dayne stopped for a minute and looked out the window across the hazy Los Angeles scene. Somewhere out there Katy Hart was back in his city, making her way to the courthouse. Her visit was all he’d been able to think about since Christmas.
“This way.” Joe took the lead and headed toward a room at the end of the hall.
They were met by a sharp-looking woman who appeared to be in her midfifties. She introduced herself as the prosecuting attorney. “We have a room set up for you.” She gave them a businesslike smile. “Follow me.”
The attorney explained the proceedings as they walked down another hallway, but Dayne did little more than give an occasional nod in her direction. Joe would handle the details. All he had to do was tell the story while the prosecutor tape-recorded it. For now he could let his mind wander, let himself think about Katy.
He hadn’t heard from her since opening night of Annie, but she was there when he woke up and when he lay down to sleep. The past few months had been the loneliest of his life. Not that he hadn’t had offers. He was in the middle of filming a romantic suspense film opposite Angie Carr, a dark-haired beauty with exotic looks and a penchant for her leading men. They’d met at several functions but never starred in a film together until now.
On the first day of filming she had poked her head out of her trailer and called to him. “Dayne, come here.” Her eyes danced, and her smile held the pout she was famous for. “I have a question.”
He was in the middle of three things, including a conversation with his agent. But she was his priority as long as they were still establishing chemistry for the film. He jogged to her trailer, stepped inside, and closed the door behind him.
She stood facing him, dressed in nothing but a transparent negligee. “Hi.” She took a step closer. “I need your opinion.” Another step. “Will this work for the bedroom scene, the one at the beginning of the film?”
He swallowed and put his hand on the trailer door. “I thought the script called for a nightgown.”
She pushed out her lips in a pout most men would have found irresistible. She played with a lock of her hair, dropping her chin and looking beyond seductive. “You don’t like it?”
“Yeah, well . . .” He let loose a single chuckle and rubbed the back of his neck. “The film’s PG-13, so I’m thinking something less see-through.”
She grinned. “Oh, well.” One more step and now she ran her finger down the length of his arm. “It works for right now, anyway.” She nodded toward the set crew outside. “They’ll be busy for an hour before they need us.” Her face was so close he could smell the mint on her breath. She dropped her voice to a whisper. “Do you know how long I’ve wanted to practice a love scene with you, Dayne Matthews?”
He gritted his teeth. “Angie, listen . . .” She was stunning, but so what? Did she want him to take her right here on the trailer floor? And if he did, then what? They’d pretend to be hot lovers for a few weeks, and after that he’d be lonelier than ever. Something else too. The peace he’d found in Bloomington wouldn’t last if he went back to his old ways.
With gentle hands, he framed her face and drew her close. Then he kissed her forehead. “The film calls for a few kisses—that’s all.” He searched her eyes. “We’ll have time to practice later, okay?”
She could’ve gotten angry, but she didn’t. Instead she took a few steps back, making sure he had a view of her full frame. “I’ll look forward to it.” She tossed him a confident smile as if to say she wasn’t giving up that easily. “Dinner tonight?”
Since then, Angie’s attempts had been relentless, just short of desperate, but he’d managed to keep his distance and still build chemistry with her. Working with her had its benefits. She was a professional, brilliant on the screen and fun off it. But she made him feel empty and plastic, the way all of Hollywood made him feel lately.
He was glad for a day off now, and never mind that he’d spend most of it here in a Los Angeles courthouse. He would’ve looked forward to a day in jail if it meant seeing Katy Hart again.
The attorneys were still talking as they reached a door at the end of the hallway. Dayne glanced at his watch, then toward the elevator. Katy would be here in fifteen minutes.
“This is perfect.” Joe opened the door and led the way into a small room. He looked at Dayne. “You ready?”
“Perfectly.” Dayne felt a sudden rush of passion toward the job ahead. The stalker had cost him much. This was his chance to get back at her.
The prosecutor followed them inside. “The deposition doesn’t start for twenty minutes.” She checked the clock on the wall. “I’ll grab coffee and be back by then.”
“I’ll come.” Joe set his portfolio on the desk and nodded at Dayne. “Want anything?”
“I’m fine.”
The attorneys left, and Dayne took one of the seats. In the silence he could almost hear his heart beat. Would Katy still have feelings for him? Would the electricity, the emotions that had existed between them still be there after they’d been apart so long? He tapped his fingers on the table. The minutes couldn’t drop off the clock fast enough.
He should’ve brought his Bible, the one Katy had given him. That would’ve passed the time. He had been reading it lately, taking in a little more of the message every night. Not that he was ready to hit the nearest church or claim himself born again, the way some of his athlete friends had done recently. But the God of the Bible was the same God claimed by his parents, the Baxters, and Katy Hart. Because of that, He was the same God on Dayne’s mind more often now.
He was about to step outside and check for Katy when he heard a knock. The attorneys would’ve come in without waiting, so maybe it was . . .
He stood and opened the door, and before he could take another breath he was looking into her eyes. The same clear blue eyes he’d connected with from the balcony of the Bloomington Community Theater back in November.
“Hi.” Katy was breathless. She looked over her shoulder, nervous. “I’ve never seen so many cameras.”
“They didn’t know it was you, did they?”
“No.” She exhaled, finding her composure. “I slipped past.”
He let her in, closed the door, and suddenly they were alone, face-to-face as if no time at all had passed between them. “Katy—” he reached out and took her hands—“you look wonderful.”
The faintest blush tinged her cheeks, and she shifted her gaze to the floor. When her eyes found his again, he had the answer he was looking for. The connection was still there. It was in her eyes and in her expression and in the way she ran her thumbs along the tops of his hands. “I didn’t think we’d have any time alone.”
“We won’t have much.”
Her smile told him everything she was feeling. But at the same time it cried of resignation. Because here they were again, their emotions leading the way, and yet their time would be measured and counted by the events around them, by the parameters of his world.
“How are you, Dayne?” Katy didn’t blink, didn’t seem to want to lose a moment of whatever minutes they had together.
“I’m good.” He grinned, wanting desperately to keep things light. How was it fair that this visit would end up amounting to little more than another sad good-bye? “What are you working on?”
“Robin Hood.” She stifled a laugh. “It’s coming together.”
“The kids?” He wanted to know, wanted to soak himself in everything about her. “Are they okay?”
“They are. The older kids are still in the Bible study, the one they started after Sarah Jo Stryker’s accident.” She made a funny face. “Of course, we should probably spend an extra day a week on practice, the way things are going.”
“Blocking, you mean?”
“No.” She laughed. “Trying to stay onstage. I’d be happy with that.” Katy talked with her han
ds when she was excited. Now she released his hands and began illustrating her story. “So there’s this scene where Robin’s supposed to fly in from the wings on a rope, right?”
“To rescue Maid Marian?”
“Exactly.” She took a quick breath. “Marian’s standing on a fake tree stump, her hands tied, and he’s supposed to swing in, land beside her, and save the day.”
Dayne chuckled. He could see what was coming.
“Instead—” Katy demonstrated the swinging motion—“he sails in from the wings and knocks her square on the floor.”
“Oh.” Dayne made a face. “Was she hurt?”
“Her pride, yes. Her onstage chemistry with Robin, yes.” Katy gave him a teasing look. “We decided we better just have him run in from now on.”
“Sounds good.” Dayne saw so much more than her physical beauty. Her enthusiasm and spirit, her joy and excitement for the little things of life. All of it was like getting air after being too long underwater.
“So . . . enough on that.” Her tone softened. “How are you . . . really?”
“Well . . .” He found her eyes and held them. “I’m not a Kabbalist.”
Her eyes widened, and she looked deeply at him, to the lonely desert plains of his heart. “Really?”
“Tossed it all.” He felt his eyes begin to dance. “Some girl said it probably wasn’t for me. Told me I needed to find the truth.”
“Must’ve been a smart girl.”
“Mmm.” He took hold of her hands again, but he kept his distance. “Definitely. In fact, she gave me a Bible.”
“A Bible? How interesting.” Her eyes twinkled. “What a great idea. You know . . . since, well, it is the truth. I mean, if you’re looking for it you might as well go to the source.”
“That’s what I figured.” He felt his smile fade. “It’s changing me, Katy. I can feel it.”
Her expression softened, and what had been playful became serious. She closed the gap between them and slipped her arms around his neck. “Dayne, I prayed for this . . . for you.”
He wouldn’t have gone to her, wouldn’t have crossed the line he’d crossed the last time they were together. But now, lost in her embrace, he couldn’t imagine letting her go. Slowly, he worked his fingers along the back of her neck into her hair. She smelled wonderful, like the flowers in Bloomington.
Too soon she pulled back and searched his eyes. “Did you find Jesus? When you read the Bible, I mean?”
His hands were around her waist but only loosely. He looked beyond her. The question was a good one. He understood forgiveness and peace better. “Have I found Jesus?”
“Mmm-hmm.” She angled her head, her soul as transparent as a child’s. “When you look past the hurt and sadness of your yesterdays, is He there?”
A part of his heart sank a little. The answer wasn’t what she wanted to hear. “Not yet.” He released his hold on her waist and took her hands once more. “But I’m looking.”
Disappointment never even flashed in her eyes. She gave him her brightest smile yet. “That’s it.”
“What?” It was all he could do to keep from kissing her.
“That’s what I’ve been praying for.” Her eyes glistened. “That you’ll look.”
The door opened. They dropped hands and stepped back to keep from being hit.
Joe Morris was the first to enter. He stopped and looked from Dayne to Katy. “Hi. You must be Katy Hart.”
“I am.” She held out her hand to him. Her cheeks were red, but she rebounded quickly. “I understand the deposition won’t take long.”
“Not at all.”
The prosecutor stepped into the room. She greeted Katy and then Dayne. “We need your testimony on record so we can prepare for the case.”
Dayne felt the intimacy from a moment ago fade like fog in July. It was no longer a reconnecting, a time to remember why he couldn’t get Katy Hart out of his mind. They were in business mode now, and the atmosphere stayed that way for the next hour.
When the lawyers were finished, the group stood and moved to the door. Dayne was about to ask Katy if she wanted to go somewhere, spend some time together before she left. But before he could say anything his cell phone rang.
He checked the caller ID. Kelly Parker. He stuffed his frustration. She rarely called. At least he could politely put her off until later. The two of them hadn’t talked much since she’d moved out. He held his finger up to Katy and opened his phone. “Hey.”
“Dayne.” There was a cry in her voice, one that mixed sorrow and fear. She waited a moment. “I’ve got bad news. I just found out.”
His heart skipped a beat, and he moved to a corner of the room. In the background he heard his attorney start a conversation with Katy. He pressed the phone to his ear. “What is it?”
“There’s no easy way to say this.” Kelly sighed, and it rattled all the way to his soul. “Dayne, I’m pregnant.”
John Baxter was running out of options.
He’d done everything he could to find his firstborn son, everything a person could possibly think of. He’d searched the Internet for information, and he’d gone to adoption sites. He’d made phone calls and connected with people who aided parents in finding their birth children. Now he was down to his last hope.
The chances of finding his oldest son rested completely in the hands of a private investigator. John had hired him a week ago, and now—sitting on his desk—was a message from the man with one simple instruction: Call immediately.
He stared at the piece of paper and reached for the phone. Was this it? Had the man found the boy he and Elizabeth had prayed about for so many years? Would he have every bit of information he’d ever wanted in just a few minutes? The possibilities welled up in him and made it hard to breathe.
John closed his eyes and exhaled. God, meet me in this place. I want to find him so badly, and this is my last chance. Please let there be something to go on—a lead, a phone number, a name. Something.
He opened his eyes, and they fell on a small frame on his desk. It read: With God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26. A smile tugged at the corners of John’s lips, and he felt himself relax. Thanks, God. You always know just what I need. Whatever the private investigator had to tell him, he wouldn’t give up. Not now, not ever.
His palms felt sweaty against the phone’s receiver. He took a full breath, picked it up, and tapped out the private investigator’s number.
The man’s secretary answered and connected him to the PI.
“Tim Brown here.” The man was a fast talker, high energy. “How can I help you?”
“Uh . . . this is John Baxter, returning your call.” He swallowed hard. “Did you find my son?”
“Yes, John, thanks for calling back.” The man’s tone became serious, slower than before. “Listen, something’s come up in my research. Something very, very important. We need to talk about it in person.”
In person? John wouldn’t be able to think straight until he heard the news. “Are you sure? Can’t you tell me now?”
“Not something like this.” Tim rustled some papers. “Can you be here in the morning? Eleven o’clock?” He sighed, and the sound carried his concern across the phone lines. “This is very sensitive. I think you should know right away.”
The shock was still setting in.
Dayne clutched his cell phone, but the floor beneath his feet shifted the way it did when an earthquake rolled through the LA area. He was still standing in the corner of the small room, ready to make his way out behind the lawyers, behind Katy Hart. But suddenly a million miles seemed to separate them, as if everyone else had gone ahead to the cars waiting behind the courthouse, and he was being sucked backward, downward into a suffocating tunnel with no way out and daylight fading fast.
Katy turned around and tilted her head. Question marks danced in her eyes. “You okay?” she mouthed, her question for him alone.
Just beyond her, the attorneys were talking. But their words ran together
. Kelly Parker was still on the other end, silent, waiting. His head hurt. He closed his eyes and whispered into the phone, “Hold on, okay?”
“Look, Dayne . . .” Kelly exhaled, irritated, impatient. “We need to talk.”
“I said give me a minute,” he hissed, and anger crept into his tone. “I’m at court.” Dayne covered the phone and lowered it to his waist. His eyes found Katy’s and held. “I have to take this call.”
If she was disappointed, she didn’t let it show. She looked at her watch. “The attorneys want to pick up lunch and meet in a private room off the lobby of my hotel.” She shrugged, and the innocence of it made her look beyond adorable. “Can you go?”
Dayne’s attorney pulled out of the other conversation and poked his head over Katy’s shoulder. “We need to take separate exits. There’s a car waiting for you at the back of the building, Dayne. An officer’ll show you the way.” Joe put his hand on Katy’s shoulder. “She’s got her own driver. I’ll go on my own, and we’ll meet at Katy’s hotel. Sound good?”
Dayne’s mind was reeling. Kelly was pregnant? How was this happening? He pinched the bridge of his nose, tried to focus. Lunch at the hotel? “Uh . . . sure. Can you tell my driver I’ll be five minutes?” He held up his phone. “I have to take this.”
“Got it.” Joe took a step back. “The driver knows which hotel.” He motioned for Katy to follow him. He was already flipping open his cell phone as he turned and headed down the hallway.
“See you there.” Katy gave Dayne a little wave and turned to leave. Something in her eyes looked more distant than before. Or maybe it was his imagination, his conscience.
His conscience.
He moved farther into the room, leaned against the wall, and lifted the phone to his ear. With his other hand he braced himself so his knees wouldn’t buckle. “Kelly?”
“Dayne, I don’t have long. They need me on the set in five minutes.”
“Sorry.” His mouth was dry, his heart racing. She was pregnant? He was going to be a father? He squeezed his eyes shut. “So what . . . what happens now?”
“Well—” she laughed, but the sound came out more like a cry—“I guess that’s up to me.”