Abruptly the shoulder was withdrawn. She looked up. The foxen had gone.
In a moment she understood why. She heard human voices ringing over the susurrus of Arbai speech. It was too soon for Tony to be back. They were not voices she recognized.
"Listen," she said, turning to locate the sound. Not far off in the trees someone saw her and young voices yodeled a paean of anticipation.
There was something threatening in that shout. Marjorie and the two old men retreated across the plaza, watching apprehensively as the three forms flung themselves through the trees, dropping upon the platform like apes.
"Brother Flumzee," said Brother Mainoa in a calm, weary voice. "I hadn't expected to see you here."
Brother Flumzee posed on the railing, one knee up, his arms folded loosely about it. "Call me Highbones," he chirruped. "Meet my friends. Steeplehands. Long Bridge. There were two more of us, but Little Bridge and Ropeknots got eaten by Hippae out there." He waved, indicating somewhere else. "Along with Elder Brother Fuasoi and his little friend Shoethai. Not that we're sure of that. We heard a lot of howling, but maybe they escaped."
"Why were you out there at all?" Brother Mainoa asked.
"They sent me for you, Brother." Highbones smiled. "They said you are no longer one of us. You are to be dispensed with."
"But you said Fuasoi was with you! And Shoethai!"
"We didn't expect them to come along. They were kind of, what would you say, last-minute additions. They were going to drop us off and then go somewhere else."
A shadow figure moved among the three climbers. Highbones beat at it, as though it were a swarm of gnats. "What the hell are these things?"
"Only pictures," said Marjorie. "Pictures of the people who once lived here."
Highbones turned his head, surveying the city. "Nice," he said. "A climber's place. Is there enough to eat so somebody could live here?"
"In summer," said Brother Mainoa. "Probably. Fruit. And nuts. There may be edible animals, too."
"Not in winter, hmm? Well, in winter we could go into town, couldn't we. Probably want to go there anyhow. Pick up some women. Bring them back here."
"You mean stay here?" Long Bridge asked. "After we do the thing, you mean stay here?"
"Why not?" Highbones asked. "You think of any better place for climbers than this?"
"I don't like these things." Long Bridge batted at the shadow forms moving before him. "I don't like these monsters all over me."
The two men had been listening and watching, noticing the tense muscles in the climbers' arms and legs, the strained lines of their necks and jaws. Brother Mainoa thought that all this talk meant nothing. The talk was only to make a space of time, to allow them to size up their opposition. And what was their opposition? An old man, a soft man, and a woman.
Brother Mainoa reached out toward the foxen. Nothing. No pictures. No words.
"Are you hungry?" Marjorie asked. "We have some food we can share with you."
"Oh, yes, we're hungry," leered Highbones. "Not for food, though. We brought enough food of our own." He ran his tongue along his lips, staring at her, letting his eyes dwell lasciviously on her. She shivered. "You look young and healthy," Highbones went on. "There was talk back there at the Friary about plague. You don't have plague, do you, pretty thing?"
"I could have," she said, struggling to keep her voice calm. "I suppose. There was plague on Terra when we left."
The two followers turned to Highbones, questions on their lips, but he silenced them with a gesture. "It's naughty to tell lies. If you got it there, you'd be dead by now. That's what everybody says."
"Sometimes it takes years to manifest itself," said Father James, "but the person still has it."
"What're you?" Highbones said with a laugh. "Dressed up like that? Some kind of servant? Mind your manners, servant. Nobody was talking to you."
"If Fuasoi sent you after me," Mainoa said thoughtfully, "he could have had only one reason. If he didn't want knowledge about the cause of the plague disseminated, then he must have been a Moldy."
Marjorie caught her breath. A Moldy here? Already? Had they been too late!
Highbones ignored the interchange. He put both feet onto the deck, stood up easily, stretching. "You boys ready?" he asked. "Each of you take one of the geezers. I get the woman first – "
"Highbones." The voice called from above them, from the sun spangle among the high branches. "Highbones the coward. Highbones the liar. Will he climb?"
Marjorie felt the breath go out of her. Rillibee. But only Rillibee. No other voices.
Highbones had turned, neck craning as he searched the high dazzle. "Lourai!" he shouted. "Where are you, you peeper!"
"Here," the voice called from above. "Where Highbones can't climb. Where Highbones can't reach."
"Keep them quiet," Highbones snarled, gesturing toward Marjorie and the old men. "Until I get back." He leapt upon the railing and outward, into the trees "Wait for me, peeper. I'm coming to get you."
Marjorie's pack was just inside the door. There was a knife in it. She turned, moving toward it. Steeplehands dashed forward, intercepted her, and knocked her away from the door. She stumbled, reaching out a hand to catch herself. The low railing caught her at the back of her knees, and she went over, falling, seeing the sun-spangled foliage spin around her and hearing her own voice soaring until she suddenly didn't hear anything anymore.
"A very small being to see you, O God," the angelic servitor announced. The servitor looked very much like Father Sandoval except that he had wings. Marjorie paused in the vaulted and gauzy doorway to inspect them. They were not swans wings, which she had expected, but translucent insect wings, like those of a giant dragonfly. Anatomically, they made more sense than bird wings, since they were in addition to, rather than in place of, the upper appendages. The angel glared at her.
"Yes, yes," said God patiently. "Come in."
God stood before a tall window draped in cloud. Outside were the gardens of Opal Hill, stretching away in vista upon vista. After a moment, Marjorie realized the garden was made of stars.
"How do you do," Marjorie heard herself saying. He looked like someone she knew. Smaller than she had thought He would be. Very bony about the face, with huge eyes, though the person she knew, whoever he was, had never worn his hair as long as God wore His, a dark curling about his shoulders, a white mane at his temples. "Welcome, very small being," He said, smiling. Light filled the universe. "Was something bothering you?"
"I can learn to accept that you do not know my name," Marjorie said. "Though it came as a shock – "
"Wait," He said. "I know the true names of everything. What do you mean I do not know your name?"
"I mean you don't know I'm Marjorie."
"Marjorie," he mouthed, as though He found the sound unfamiliar. "True, I did not know you were called Marjorie."
"It seems very harsh. Very cruel. To be a virus."
"I would not have said virus, but you believe it's cruel to be something that will spread?" he asked. "Even if that's what's needed?"
She nodded, ashamed.
"You must be having a difficult time. Very small beings do have difficult times. That's what I create them for. If there weren't difficult concepts to pull out of nothing and build into creation. One wouldn't need very small beings. The large parts almost make themselves." He gestured at the universe spinning beneath them. "Elementary chemistry, a little exceptional mathematics, and there it is, working away like a furnace. It's the details that take time to grow, to evolve, to become. The oil in the bearings, so to speak. What are you working on now?"
"I'm not sure," she said.
The angel in the doorway spoke impatiently. "The very small being is working on mercy, Sir. And justice. And guilt."
"Mercy? And justice? Interesting concepts. Almost worthy of direct creation rather than letting them evolve. I wouldn't waste my time on guilt. Still, I have confidence you'll all work your way through the permutations to t
he proper ends … "
"I don't have much confidence," she said. "A lot of what I've been taught isn't making sense."
"That's the nature of teaching. Something happens, and intelligence first apprehends it, then makes up a rule about it, then tries to pass the rule along. Very small beings invariably operate in that way. However, by the time the information is passed on, new things are happening that the old rule doesn't fit. Eventually intelligence learns to stop making rules and understand the flow."
"I was told that the eternal verities – "
"Like what?" God laughed. "If there were any, I should know! I have created a universe based on change, and a very small being speaks to me of eternal verities!"
"I didn't mean to offend. It's just, if there are no verities, how do we know what's true?"
"You don't offend. I don't create things that are offensive to me. As for truth, what's true is what's written. Every created thing bears my intention written in it. Rocks. Stars. Very small beings. Everything only runs one way naturally, the way I meant it to. The trouble is that very small beings write books that contradict the rocks, then say I wrote the books and the rocks are lies." He laughed. The universe trembled. "They invent rules of behavior that even angels can't obey, and they say I thought them up. Pride of authorship." He chuckled.
"They say, 'Oh, these words are eternal, so God must have written them.' "
"Your Awesomeness," said the angel from the door. "Your meeting to review the Arbai failure – "
"Ah, tsk," said God. "Now there's an example. I failed completely with that one. Tried something new, but they were too good to do any good, you know?"
"I've been told that's what you want," she said. "For us to be good!"
He patted her on the shoulder. "Too good is good for nothing. A chisel has to have an edge, my dear. Otherwise it simply stirs things around without ever cutting through to causes and realities … "
"Your Awesomeness," the angel said again, testily. "Very small being, you're keeping God from his work."
"Remember," said God, "While it is true I did not know that you believe your name is Marjorie, I do know who you really are … "
"Marjorie," the angel said.
"My God, Marjorie!" The hand on her shoulder shook her even more impatiently.
"Father James," she moaned, unsurprised. She was lying on her back, staring up at the sun-smeared foliage above her.
"I thought he'd killed you."
"He talked to me. He told me – "
"I thought that damned climber had killed you!"
She sat up. Her head hurt. She felt a sense of wrongness, of removal.
"You must have hit your head."
She remembered the confrontation on the platform, the railing. "Did that young man hit me?"
"He knocked you over the railing. You fell."
"Where is he? Where are they?"
"One of the foxen has them backed into an Arbai house. He came down out of the trees just as you fell, snarling like a thunderstorm. He's right out there in the open, but I still can't see him. Two of the others came with him. They carried me down to you."
She struggled to her feet, using a bulky root to pull herself up, staring in disbelief at the platform high above. "Falling all that way should have killed me."
"You dropped onto a springy branch. Then you slipped off that onto another one, lower down, and then finally fell into that pile of grass and brush," he said, pointing it out. "Like failing on a great mattress. Your guardian angel was watching out for you."
"How do we get back up?" she asked, not at all believing in guardian angels.
He pointed again. Two of the foxen waited beside the tree. Vague forms without edges; corporate intentions and foci, patterns in her mind.
"Did they help with the men?" she asked.
He shook his head. "The one up there didn't need help."
She stood looking at the two for a long moment, thinking it out. Dizziness overwhelmed her and she sagged against the tree, muttering "Rocks. Stars. Very small beings."
"You don't sound like yourself," he said.
"I'm not," she replied, managing to smile, her recent vision replaying itself in her mind. "Have you ever seen God, Father?"
The question distressed him. Her eyes were wide, staring, glassy. "I think you had a bit of concussion. You may even have a fracture, Marjorie … "
"Maybe I've had a religious experience. An insight. People have them."
He could not argue with that, though he knew Father Sandoval would have. In Father Sandoval's opinion, religious experiences were something Old Catholics should eschew in the interest of balance and moderation. Once matters of faith had been firmly decided, religious experiences just confused people. Father James was less certain. He let Marjorie lean upon him as they staggered a few steps to the waiting foxen. One of them picked her up and carried her upward along slanting branches and scarcely visible vines to the plaza high above. She could feel foxen all about her, a weight of them in her mind, a thunder of thought, a tidal susurrus, like vast dragon-breathing in darkness.
"Good Lord," she whispered. "Where did they all come from?"
"They were already here," said Mainoa. "Watching us from the trees. They just came closer. Marjorie, are you all right?"
"She's not all right," fretted Father James. "She's talking strangely. Her eyes don't look right … "
"I'm fine," she said absently, trying to stare at the assembled multitude, knowing it for multitude, but unable to distinguish the parts. "Why are they here?"
Brother Mainoa looked up at her, frowning in concentration. "They're trying to find something out. I don't know what it is."
A foxen bulk completely blocked the door. Marjorie received a clear picture of two human figures being dropped from a high branch. She drew a line across it. In the crowd behind her there was approval and disapproval. The picture changed to one of the two men being released. She drew a line across that as well. More approval and disapproval. Argument, obviously. The foxen did not agree on what ought to be done.
Her legs wobbled under her and she staggered. "Rillibee hasn't come back?
Brother Mainoa shook his head. "No. His voice went off that way." He pointed.
She approached the door of the house. The two climbers, their hands and feet tightly tied, glared back at her.
"Who sent you to kill Brother Mainoa?" she asked.
The two looked at one another. One shook his head. The other, Steeplehands, said sulkily, "Shoethai, actually. But the orders came from Elder Brother Fuasoi. He said Mainoa was a backslider."
She rubbed at the pain in her forehead. "Why did he think so?"
"Shoethai said it was some book of Mainoa's. Some book from the Arbai city."
"My journal," said Brother Mainoa. "I'm afraid I was careless. I must have left the new one where it could be found. We were in such a hurry to leave – "
"What were you writing about, Brother?" Marjorie asked.
"About the plague, and the Arbai, and the whole riddle."
"Ah," she said, turning back to the prisoners. "You, ah … Long Bridge. You intended to rape me, you and the others, didn't you?"
Long Bridge stared at his feet, one nostril lifting. "We was going to have a try, sure. Why not? We didn't see those whatever-they-are hanging around, so why not."
"Did you think that was a … " she struggled to find a word he might understand, "a smart thing to do? A good thing to do? What?"
"What are you?" he sneered. "You work for Doctrine? It was something we wanted to do, that's all."
"Did you care how I felt about it?"
"Women like it, no matter what they say. Everybody knows that."
She shuddered. "Were you going to kill me, then?"
"If we'd of felt like it, sure."
"Do women like that, too?"
He looked momentarily confused, licking his lips.
"Wouldn't it have bothered you? Killing me?"
Long Bridge did
not answer. Steeplehands did. "We'd of been sorry, later, if we'd wanted you around and you was already dead," he mumbled.
"I see," she said. "But you wouldn't have been sorry for me?"
"Why?" Long Bridge asked angrily. "Why should we be sorry for you? Where was you when we got packed up and sent out here? Where was you when they took us away from our folks?"
Marjorie received a new picture of the two prisoners being dropped from a high tree. She drew a line across it in her mind, though more slowly than before "What do all these foxen want, Brother Mainoa? What are they here for?"
"I think they want to see what you'll do," he answered.
Father James asked, "What are you doing?"
"I'm trying to figure something out," she said. "I'm trying to decide whether we can afford to be merciful. The Arbai were merciful, but when confronted with evil, mercy becomes an evil. It got the Arbai killed, and it could get us killed because these two might simply come back and murder us. The question is, are they evil? If they are, it doesn't matter how they got that way. Evil can be made, but not unmade … "
"Forgiveness is a virtue," Father James said, realizing as he did so that the suggestion came from habit.
"No. That's too easy. If we forgive these two, we may actually cause another killing." She put her head between her hands, thinking. "Do we have the right to be fools if we want to? No. Not at someone else's expense."
He stared at her with a good deal of interest. "You've never spoken this way, Marjorie. Mercy is a tenet of our faith."
"Only because you don't think this life really matters. Father. God says it does."
"Marjorie!" he cried. "That's not true."
"All right," she cried in return. The sullen ache in her head was now a brooding violence inside her skull. "I don't mean you, Father James, I mean you, what you priests usually say. I say this life matters, and that means mercy is doing the best for them I can without allowing anyone else to suffer, including me! I won't make the Arbai mistake."
"Marjorie," he cried again, dismayed. He had had his own doubts and troubles, but to hear her talking wildly like this disturbed him deeply. She was almost violent, something she had never been, full of words that spilled from her mouth like grain from a ripped sack.