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  And walk from now on in confirmed non-belief.

  August 30, 2013

  Old Ben Cline

  Ol’ Ben Cline, as bold as you please

  Strolled past my house today

  As usual, at noon, and blowin’ a tune

  Just a grinnin’ and whistlin’ away

  Like life is all fair, and he don’t have a care

  Yet his jacket and shirt are still frayed

  At collar and cuff, and boots all scuffed

  From his years walkin’ streets and byways

  That whistlin’ — Lord how it fractures my nerves!

  Them old tunes that I used to know

  And each one pullin’ some dead memory

  Like a horse-drawn hearse passin’ slow

  Bright little songs from smilin’ old days

  When life was so sweet on the tongue

  ’Bout old mill streams and flyin’ machines —

  We looked past ourselves when we sung

  But the world grew so dark and went through that arc

  Of war, and depression, and pain

  Our lives went to hell, and there’s no way to tell

  If we’ll ever see bright days again

  But Ben all the while, never loosin’ his smile

  Kept on deliverin’ the mail

  And blowin’ so happy them sappy ol’ songs

  Every day past my house without fail

  I’d holler, “Pipe down! There’s people aroun’

  Don’t like hearin’ notes that sour!”

  He’d smile and wave hi, whistle on by

  And return the next day on the hour

  I ’member sayin’ “Someday we’ll be prayin’

  Your soul to its heavenly rest

  But I’ll see your lips cold and quiet at last

  And feel like my life has been blessed.”

  So wouldn’t you say that it should be that way?

  Souls rise when death sets ’em free

  So please tell me why, six years in his grave

  That man just will not let me be

  September 9, 2013

  A Meeting in the Woods

  I walked today

  a cold long way

  by wooded path

  I knew of old.

  Her voice was there

  in lingering air,

  an echo forest

  limbs enfold.

  I’d hoped to find

  a quiet mind,

  but paid instead

  love’s bitter cost.

  Where she once walked,

  where we once talked,

  I felt too keenly

  all I’d lost.

  While cold, frustrated,

  feeling fated

  to be love’s

  sad orphan child,

  I heard nearby

  a sudden cry —

  almost a scream —

  one strained and wild.

  Off to my right

  in obscure light

  a figure slight

  amongst the trees.

  Sobs overcame

  her weakened frame

  and she collapsed

  down to her knees.

  Her pain-filled eyes

  whetted her cries

  to such an edge

  they cut my soul.

  My own despair

  was echoed there;

  we were a pair,

  and neither whole.

  Had she, too, played

  with love’s sharp blade

  till wounds were made

  by lover’s hand?

  From opened vein

  to bleed out pain

  till what remained

  one could command?

  What then? To go?

  To leave her so?

  Like me, brought low

  by heart bereft?

  Mere courtesy

  commanded me

  to turn and seek

  the path I’d left.

  My wont had been

  to shut grief in.

  But had I found

  an hour’s release?

  Perhaps if bared,

  by two hearts shared,

  torments might ease,

  if not surcease.

  I drew nearby

  to offer my

  assistance to her

  in her plight;

  held out my hand

  to help her stand,

  and said some words

  inane and light.

  “Don’t think me rude

  if I intrude,

  but we should go now,

  both of us.

  “Dark clouds hang low

  above this show.

  They’ll soon make tears

  superfluous.”

  Dried by her sleeve

  her eyes perceived

  clear sight of me

  and weren’t amused.

  And when she spoke

  her voice was choked

  and angry, if

  a bit confused.

  “Seeing me here,

  was it not clear

  I sought no stranger’s

  company?

  “What do you gain

  to see my pain?

  Why seek you to

  make sport of me?”

  “Apologies

  if I’ve displeased.

  These paths to me

  are quite well known.

  “From time to time

  I find that I’m

  drawn back, that I

  might walk alone.

  “I, too, seek ease

  ’midst silent trees,

  to vent some grief

  where none intrude.”

  Some mollified,

  she then replied,

  “Then both of us

  seek solitude.

  “You go your way,

  and I will stay —”

  “— What then? To drown

  in nature’s tears?

  “I would suggest

  we find some rest

  and shelter from

  the coming storm.

  “If so you please,

  just past these trees,

  I’ve house and hearth

  might keep us warm.”

  Her face, in flood

  with risen blood,

  now paled somewhat.

  She felt the sting

  of breath of storm

  on her spare form;

  my cloak helped ease

  her shivering.

  Reluctantly

  she gave to me

  her hand and we

  regained the path.

  I hoped she’d see

  sincerity

  in proffered help,

  and cool her wrath.

  As we first walked,

  I little talked;

  she little wished it

  otherwise.

  I formed a plan,

  and so began

  to scorn love and

  provoke replies.

  “Here love is furtive,

  then assertive;

  acted out, and

  rote lines said.

  “The actors’ pay

  is locked away;

  but later opened,

  proves but lead.”

  Though she had, too,

  some cause to rue

  love’s false embrace

  had held her heart,

  yet she averred

  my caustic words

  were ill-considered

  on my part.

  “You castigate

  that which of late

  was treasured while

  it stayed with you.

  “Do gold and gem

  become dross when

  the giver steals

  away from you?”

  I then replied,

  “Love occupies

  a heart like some

  invading force;

/>   like hungry savage

  ravages,

  then torches all

  as it takes horse.”

  But she deplored

  my metaphor

  for sanguinary

  imagery.

  “Such marshaled force

  is not love’s course;

  we freely give

  it fealty.

  “Without contest

  it makes conquest

  of all who would

  subjected be.”

  “But love, untrue,

  will slice in two

  the bonds owed that

  false suzerain.”

  “Then must we find

  a lord more kind

  and honest, if

  by chance we can.”

  By sidelong look

  which I then took

  I saw physic

  in our exchange:

  her thoughts, diverted,

  had reverted

  to Socratic

  interchange.

  Soon our discourse

  veered from its course

  and other subjects

  were explored.

  My cot was gained

  before it rained;

  a warm hearth brought

  us to accord.

  Now at our ease,

  we dined on cheese,

  some cold meats, and

  uncorked a wine.

  I toasted speech

  that let us reach

  a comfort neither

  hoped to find.

  Our minds, too grave,

  contesting, gave

  their melancholic

  thoughts release.

  Thus do storms vie

  till eye meets eye,

  unwind, and find

  at last some peace.

  The weather broke

  and soon she spoke

  of need to make

  her way back home.

  Her village lay

  not far away

  down that same path

  we’d walked alone.

  The rain, we found,

  had muddied ground,

  so that a stroll

  was deemed unwise.

  And so my chaise

  by steady pace

  soon brought us to

  our last good-byes.

  Though paths divide

  some ghosts abide,

  and memories

  fast hold my heart

  I do confess

  I need redress

  from sore regrets

  that never part.

  This memory

  is haunting me:

  her rose lips part

  to sip port wine;

  are parrying

  and countering

  every verbal

  thrust of mine.

  Should I pursue her,

  open to her,

  hope my hopes

  in her are found?

  Or hope that she

  comes seeking me?

  Between us lies

  a neutral ground.

  Two weeks, and more,

  I’ve left my door

  to make my way,

  in sun or rain,

  to where we met,

  that fate might let

  her steps one day

  find me again.

  October 20, 2013

  After the Storm

  I stand and see in ocean spray,

  now pearled by the light of dawn,

  a thousand friendly eyes that play,

  and wink at me to urge me on.

  I am the galleon risen from

  the tomb of trough to crest of wave;

  through the blast of storm I've come,

  from a darkness like the grave.

  I see by sextant I have veered

  leagues past measure from my course

  into strange latitudes I feared;

  yet find no cause now for remorse.

  And so I sing of long night’s end.

  and listen to the water’s song;

  though I had not an ear to lend,

  these seas have called me all along.

  From gulls that float above the mast

  discordant notes are sweetly voicing

  words that I can hear at last:

  “We one and all share your rejoicing!”

  October 22, 2013

  About the Author

  Daniel Daugherty and his wife Jo Ann are Ohio natives who have been living in Colorado for more than forty years with their children and grandchildren, all Colorado natives. He is a retired electronics technician who has been writing poetry (rather fitfully) for the last twenty-five years.

 
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