I knew I should’ve stayed with her tonight, but it was nearly two and I had to be at work in five hours. My clothes smelled of vomit and there was no way I could find a single appropriate piece of clothing in Lily’s closet to wear to Runway – especially with my new upgraded look. I sighed and pulled a blanket over her and set her alarm for 7:00 A.M. so just in case she wasn’t too hungover she’d have a shot at making it to class.
‘’Bye, Lil. I’m heading out. You OK?’ I placed the portable phone on the pillow by her head.
She opened her eyes, looked directly at me, and smiled. ‘Thanks,’ she muttered, her eyelids dropping again. She wasn’t fit to run a marathon, or probably even operate a motorized lawn mower, but she’d be fine to just sleep it off.
‘It was my pleasure,’ I managed, even though this was the first time in twenty-one hours I had stopped physically running, fetching, rearranging, moving, cleaning, or otherwise assisting. ‘I’ll call you tomorrow,’ I said as I willed my legs not to give out. ‘If either of us is still alive.’ And I finally, finally, went home.
10
‘Hey, I’m glad I caught you,’ I heard Cara say on the other end of the line. Why was she out of breath at quarter of eight in the morning?
‘Uh-oh. You never call this early. What’s wrong?’ In the split second it took me to say those words, a half-dozen scenarios of what Miranda could need raced through my mind.
‘No, no, it’s nothing like that. I just wanted to warn you that B-DAD is on his way in to see you, and he’s particularly chatty this morning.’
‘Oh, well, that’s sure great news. It’s been, what, nearly a week since he’s interrogated me about every aspect of my life? I was wondering where my biggest fan had gone.’ I finished typing my memo and hit ‘print.’
‘You’re a lucky girl, I have to say. He’s lost interest in me entirely,’ she pined dramatically. ‘He only has eyes for you. I heard him say that he was coming over to discuss details of the Whitney party with you.’
‘Great, that’s just great. I can’t wait to meet this brother of his. So far I’ve just spoken to him on the phone, but he sounds like a total schmuck. So, you’re sure he’s on his way, or is it possible there’s a kind spirit up above who just may spare me that particular misery today?’
‘Nope, not today. He’s definitely on his way. Miranda has a podiatrist appointment at eight-thirty A.M., so I don’t think she’ll be coming with him.’
I checked the appointment book on Emily’s desk quickly and confirmed her appointments. A Miranda-free morning was indeed on the schedule. ‘Fantastic. I couldn’t think of anyone dreamier to do a little early-morning bonding with than B-DAD himself. Why does he talk so much?’
‘Can’t answer that other than to point out the obvious: he married her, so he’s clearly not all there. Call if he says anything particularly ridiculous. I have to run. Caroline just smashed one of Miranda’s Stila lipsticks into the bathroom mirror for no apparent reason.’
‘Our lives rock, don’t they? We’re the coolest girls. Anyway, thanks for the heads up. Talk to you later.’
‘OK, ’bye.’
I glanced over the memo while I waited for B-DAD’s arrival. It was a request to the board of trustees to the Whitney Museum from Miranda. She was asking permission to throw a dinner party at the museum in March for her brother-in-law, a man I could tell she absolutely despised but who was, unfortunately, family. Jack Tomlinson was B-DAD’s younger and wilder brother, and he’d just announced he was leaving his wife and three children and marrying his masseuse. Although he and B-DAD were both quintessential East Coast prep school aristocracy, Jack had shed his Harvard persona in his late twenties and moved to South Carolina, where he’d immediately made a fortune in real estate. Judging from everything Emily had told me, he’d morphed into a first-class Southern boy, a real straw-chewin’, tobacco-spittin’ hick, which of course appalled Miranda, the epitome of class and sophistication. B-DAD had asked Miranda to organize an engagement party for his baby brother, and Miranda, blinded by love, had no choice but to oblige. He had left all the details to her so, quite naturally, Miranda has set about to make things as difficult as humanly possible.
Rather than host the dinner party at, oh, a restaurant, Miranda had decided that it would have ‘more impact’ for the guests to dine in a museum, although she eliminated most of them as though they were take-out joints (the Met is ‘too stiff,’ the Guggenheim ‘too dark,’ the Museum of Natural History ‘an eyesore now that it includes that dreadful planetarium’). She finally settled on the Whitney (‘understated, modern, intimate’). I’d been delighted when the museum immediately agreed to the dinner party in their lower-level restaurant or their first-floor lobby space, but I should’ve known that was too simple. The moment I’d conveyed the news to Miranda, she’d sighed deeply, shook her head in sympathy for my stupidity, and informed me that she’d never agree to a dinner anywhere except the de Kooning gallery in the permanent collection. Obviously. Dear Honored Members, blah, blah, blah … would like to request permission to host a fabulous little soiree, preferably in the back room of the second floor, blah, blah, blah … will be hiring only the finest caterers, florists, and band, of course, blah, blah, blah, would welcome your input, blah, blah. Making sure one last time that there were no glaring errors, I quickly forged her name and called for a messenger to come pick it up.
The knock on the office suite door – which I kept closed this early in the morning since no one was in yet anyway – came almost immediately, and I was impressed with their turnaround time, but the door swung open to reveal B-DAD, who was sporting a grin much too enthusiastic for pre-eight A.M.
‘Andrea,’ he sang, immediately walking over to my desk and smiling so genuinely it made me feel guilty for not liking him.
‘Good morning, Mr Tomlinson. What brings you here so early?’ I asked. ‘I’m sorry to tell you that Miranda’s not in yet.’
He chuckled, his nose twitching like a rodent’s. ‘Yes, yes, she won’t be in until after lunch, or so I believe. Andy, it really has been too long since you and I caught up. Tell Mr T. now: How is everything?’
‘Here, let me take those,’ I said, pulling the monogrammed duffel full of Miranda’s dirty clothes that she’d given him to give to me. I also relieved him of the beaded Fendi tote bag that had surfaced again recently. It was a one-of-a-kind tote that had been hand-beaded in an elaborate crystal design just for Miranda from Silvia Venturini Fendi, as a thank-you for all of her support, and one of the fashion assistants had put its value at just under ten grand. But I noticed today that one of the skinny leather handles had broken loose yet again, even though the accessories department had returned it to Fendi for hand-stitching two dozen times already. It was intended to hold a delicate ladies’ wallet, perhaps accompanied by a pair of sunglasses or maybe, if absolutely necessary, a small cell phone. Miranda didn’t really care about that. She had currently crammed in an extra-large bottle of Bulgari perfume, a sandal with a broken heel that I was probably supposed to get fixed, the blotter-size Hermès daily planner that weighed more than an entire laptop, an oversize spiked dog collar that I thought either belonged to Madelaine or was for an upcoming fashion shoot, and the Book I had delivered to her the night before. I would have hocked a bag worth ten thousand dollars and paid my rent for a year, but Miranda preferred to use it as a trash receptacle.
‘Thank you, Andy. You really are a big help to everyone. So Mr T. would sure like to hear more about your life. What’s going on?’
What’s going on? What’s going on? Hmm, well, let’s see here. Really not all that much, I suppose. I spend most of my time trying to survive my term of indentured servitude with your sadistic wife. If there are ever any free minutes during the workday when she’s not making some belittling demand, then I’m trying to block out the brainwash drivel that’s spoon-fed to me by her assistant in chief. On the increasingly rare occasions that I find myself outside the confines of this magazine, I’m u
sually trying to convince myself that it really is OK to eat more than eight hundred calories a day and that being a size six does not put me in the plus-size category. So I guess the short answer is, not much.
‘Well, Mr Tomlinson, not too much. I work a lot. And I guess when I’m not working I hang out with my best friend, or my boyfriend. Try to see my family.’ I used to read a lot, I wanted to say, but I’m too tired now. And sports have always been a pretty big part of my life, but there wasn’t time anymore.
‘So, you’re twenty-five, right?’ he non-sequitured. I couldn’t even imagine where he was going with this one.
‘Uh, no, I’m twenty-three. I only graduated last May.’
‘Ah-hah! Twenty-three, huh?’ He looked like he was trying to decide whether to say something or not. I braced myself. ‘So tell Mr T., what do twenty-three-year-olds do in this city for fun? Restaurants? Clubs? That sort of thing?’ He smiled again, and I wondered if he really needed the attention as much as he appeared to: there was nothing sinister behind his interest, just a seemingly driving need to talk.
‘Um, well, all sorts of things, I guess. I don’t really go to clubs, but bars and lounges and places like that. Go out for dinner, see movies.’
‘Well, that sounds like a lot of fun. Used to do that kind of stuff, too, when I was your age. Now it’s just a lot of work events and fund-raisers. Enjoy it while you can, Andy.’ He winked like a dorky father would.
‘Yeah, well, I’m trying,’ I managed. Please leave, please leave, please leave, I willed, staring longingly at the bagel that was just calling my name. I get three minutes of peace and quiet a day, and this man was stealing all of it.
He opened his mouth to say something, but the doors swung open and Emily stomped in. She was wearing her headphones and moving to the music. I watched her mouth drop open when she saw him standing there.
‘Mr Tomlinson!’ she exclaimed, yanking off her headphones and tossing her iPod in her Gucci tote. ‘Is everything OK? Nothing’s wrong with Miranda, is it?’ She looked and sounded genuinely concerned. An A-plus performance: always the perfectly attentive, unfailingly polite assistant.
‘Hello there, Emily. Nothing wrong at all. Miranda will be here shortly. Mr T. just came by to drop off her things. How are you doing today?’
Emily beamed. I wondered if she actually enjoyed his presence. ‘Just fine. Thanks so much for asking. And you? Did Andrea help you with everything?’
‘Oh, she sure did,’ he said, throwing smile number 6,000 in my direction. ‘I wanted to go over a few things about my brother’s engagement party, but I realize that it’s probably a little early for that, right?’
For a moment I thought he meant too early in the morning and I almost shouted ‘Yes!’ but then I realized that he meant it was too early in the planning to discuss details.
He turned back to Emily and said, ‘You’ve got yourself a great junior assistant here, don’t you think?’
‘Absolutely,’ Emily managed through clenched teeth. ‘She’s the best.’ She grinned.
I grinned.
Mr Tomlinson grinned with extra wattage, and I wondered if he had a chemical imbalance, perhaps hypomania.
‘Well, Mr T. had better be on his way. It’s always lovely chatting with you girls. Have a nice morning, both of you. Good-bye now.’
‘’Bye, Mr Tomlinson!’ Emily called as he rounded the corner in the hallway on his way to reception.
‘Why were you so rude to him?’ she asked as she pulled the flimsy leather blazer off, only to reveal a flimsier chiffon scoop-neck that was laced all the way up the front like a corset.
‘So rude? I helped him unload her stuff and I talked to him before you got here. How is that rude?’
‘Well, you didn’t say good-bye, for one thing. And you have that look on your face.’
‘That look?’
‘Yes, that look of yours. The one that tells everyone just how far above this you are, just how much you hate it here. That may fly with me, but it won’t with Mr Tomlinson. He’s Miranda’s husband, and you just can’t treat him like that.’
‘Em, don’t you think he’s a little, I don’t know … weird? He never stops talking. How can he be so nice when she’s such a … so not as nice?’ I watched as she glanced inside Miranda’s office to make sure that I’d set the newspapers correctly.
‘Weird? Hardly, Andrea. He’s one of the most prominent tax attorneys in Manhattan.’
It wasn’t worth it. ‘Never mind, I don’t even know what I’m saying. What’s going on with you? How was your night?’
‘Oh, it was good. I went shopping with Jessica for gifts for her bridesmaids. Everywhere – Scoop, Bergdorf’s, Infinity, everywhere. And I tried on a bunch of stuff to get some idea for Paris, but it’s still really too early.’
‘For Paris? You’re going to Paris? Does that mean you’ll leave me alone with her?’ I hadn’t meant to say the last part out loud, but it had slipped.
Again, a look like I was crazy. ‘Yes, I’ll be going to Paris with Miranda in October, for the spring ready-to-wear shows. Each year she takes her senior assistant to the spring shows so she can see what it’s really like. I mean, I’ve been to, like, a million at Bryant Park, but the European shows are just different.’
I did a quick calculation. ‘In October, as in seven months from now? You were trying on clothes for a trip seven months from now?’ I hadn’t meant for it to sound as harsh as it did, and Emily immediately got defensive.
‘Well, yes. I mean, obviously I wasn’t going to buy anything – so many of the styles will have changed by then. But I just wanted to start thinking about it. It’s a really huge deal, you know. Stay in five-star hotels, go to the craziest parties ever. And my god, you get to go to the hottest, most exclusive fashion shows in existence.’
Emily had already told me that Miranda went to Europe three or four times a year for the fashion shows. She always skipped London, like everyone did, but she went to Milan and Paris in October for spring ready-to-wear, in July for winter couture, and in March for fall ready-to-wear. Sometimes she’d hit resort, but not always. We’d been working like crazy to get Miranda prepared for the shows coming up at the end of the month. I’d wondered briefly why she wasn’t planning on bringing an assistant.
‘So why doesn’t she take you to all of them?’ I decided to just go for it, even though the answer was sure to entail a lengthy explanation. I was excited enough that Miranda would be out of the office for two whole weeks (she spent one in Milan and one in Paris) and was giddy at the thought of getting rid of Emily for a week of that. Visions of bacon cheeseburgers and nonprofessionally ripped jeans and flats – oh hell, maybe even sneakers – filled my head. ‘Why just in October?’
‘Well, it’s not like she doesn’t have help over there. Italian and French Runway always send some of their assistants for Miranda, and most of the time the editors help her themselves. But it’s at spring RTW that she throws a huge party, the annual kick-off party that everyone says is the biggest and best at all the shows, all year long. I’ll only go for the week while she’s in Paris. So obviously she would only trust me to help her there.’ Obviously.
‘Mmm, sounds like it’ll be a great time. So that means I just hold down the fort here, huh?’
‘Yeah, pretty much. But don’t think that it’ll be a joke. That will probably be the hardest week of all because she needs a lot of assistance when she’s away. She’ll be calling you a lot.’
‘Oh, goody,’ I said. She rolled her eyes.
I slept with my eyes open, staring at a blank computer screen, until the office began to fill up and there were other people to watch. Ten A.M. brought the first of the Clackers, the quiet sipping of no-whip skim lattes to nurse the previous night’s champagne hangovers. James stopped by my desk, as he did whenever he saw Miranda wasn’t at hers, and proclaimed he’d met his future husband at Balthazar the night before.
‘He was just sitting at the bar, wearing the greatest red lea
ther jacket I’d ever seen – and let me tell you, he could pull it off. You should have seen how he slipped those oysters on his tongue …’ He audibly groaned. ‘Oh, it was just magnificent.’
‘So’d you get his number?’ I asked.
‘Get his number? Try get his pants. He was butt-ass naked on my couch by eleven, and boy, let me tell you—’
‘Lovely, James. Lovely. Not one for playing hard to get, are you? Sounds a little slutty of you, to be honest. This is the age of AIDS, you know.’