CHAPTER I.
M. MADELEINE LOOKS AT HIS HAIR.
Day was beginning to dawn. Fantine had passed a sleepless and feverishnight, though full of bright visions, and towards morning fell asleep.Sister Simplice, who was watching, took advantage of this slumber to goand prepare a fresh dose of bark. The worthy sister had been for sometime in the surgery, stooping over her drugs and bottles, and lookingcarefully at them on account of the mist which dawn spreads overobjects. All at once she turned her head and gave a slight shriek. M.Madeleine had entered silently, and was standing before her.
"Is it you, sir?" she exclaimed.
He answered in a low voice,--
"How is the poor creature?"
"Not so bad just at present, but she has frightened us terribly."
She explained to him what had occurred, how Fantine had been very illthe previous day, but was now better, because she believed that hehad gone to Montfermeil to fetch her child. The sister did not darequestion him, but she could see from his looks that he had not beenthere.
"All that is well," he said. "You did right in not undeceiving her."
"Yes," the sister continued; "but now that she is going to see you,sir, and does not see her child, what are we to tell her?"
He remained thoughtful for a moment.
"God will inspire us," he said.
"Still, it is impossible to tell a falsehood," the sister murmured in alow voice.
It was now bright day in the room, and it lit up M. Madeleine's face.The sister raised her eyes by chance.
"Good gracious, sir!" she exclaimed; "what can have happened to you?Your hair is quite white."
"What!" he said.
Sister Simplice had no mirror, but she took from a drawer a smalllooking-glass which the infirmary doctor employed to make sure that apatient was dead. M. Madeleine took this glass, looked at his hair, andsaid, "So it is." He said it carelessly and as if thinking of somethingelse, and the sister felt chilled by some unknown terror of which shecaught a glimpse in all this. He asked,--
"Can I see her?"
"Will you not recover her child for her, sir?" the sister said, hardlydaring to ask the question.
"Of course; but it will take at least two or three days."
"If she were not to see you till then, sir," the sister continuedtimidly, "she would not know that you had returned; it would be easy tokeep her quiet, and when her child arrived, she would naturally thinkthat you had returned with it. That would not be telling a falsehood."
M. Madeleine appeared to reflect for a few moments, and then said withhis calm gravity,--
"No, sister, I must see her, for I am possibly pressed for time."
The nun did not seem to notice the word "possibly," which gave anobscure and singular meaning to the Mayor's remark. She answered in alow voice,--
"In that case you can go in, sir, though she is asleep."
He made a few remarks about a door that closed badly and whose creakingmight awake the patient, then entered Fantine's room, went up tothe bed, and opened the curtains. She was asleep; her breath issuedfrom her chest with that tragic sound peculiar to these diseases,which crushes poor mothers, who sit up at nights by the side of theirsleeping child for whom there is no hope. But this painful breathingscarce disturbed an ineffable serenity spread over her face, whichtransfigured her in her sleep. Her pallor had become whiteness; hercheeks were carnations. Her long, fair eyelashes, the sole beauty thatremained of her virginity and youth, quivered, though remaining closed.Her whole person trembled as if she had wings which were on the pointof expanding and bearing her away. To see her thus, no one could havebelieved that she was in an almost hopeless state, for she resembledrather a woman who is about to fly away than one who is going to die.The branch, when the hand approaches to pluck the flowers, quivers andseems at once to retire and advance. The human body undergoes somethinglike this quiver when the moment arrives for the mysterious fingers ofdeath to pluck the soul.
M. Madeleine stood for some time motionless near this bed, lookingfirst at the patient and then at the crucifix, as he had done twomonths previously, on the day when he came for the first time tosee her in this asylum. They were both in the same attitude,--shesleeping, he praying; but in those two months her hair had turned gray,and his white. The sister had not come in with him: he was standing bythe bed-side, finger on lip, as if there were some one in the room whomhe was bidding to be silent. She opened her eyes, saw him, and saidcalmly and with a smile,--
"And Cosette?"