Read Life Eternal Page 19


  “Luc,” he said, squeezing my hand and then beckoning us inside.

  The Fontaine house was a cozy mess—all oriental carpets and stacks of political magazines and books. A large aquarium stood on one side of the living room, filled with tiny spotted fish that looked like they were made of newspaper.

  The sound of clattering dishes came from the kitchen, followed by a tall woman who entered the foyer holding a cutting board of charcuterie.

  “Ah, and this is my Veronica,” Luc said, turning to Noah’s mother and placing his hand on the small of her back.

  She looked just like Noah: tall, angular, effortlessly elegant. Her legs seemed even longer because of her high heels. “It’s a pleasure.”

  As we followed her to the dining room, she said over her shoulder, “I hope you like meat.” Before I could respond, she corrected herself. “Oh, but of course you do. You’re a Monitor, no?”

  The table was already set. Noah pulled out a chair for me, and in a sloppy bow, laid my napkin across my lap. I laughed as he sat next to me. His parents shared a knowing look as his mother passed around the cutting board, atop which sat an elaborate spread of pâté, sausage, and paper-thin slices of roast beef. She then disappeared into the kitchen.

  On one side of the room was an ornate fireplace. Above the mantel hung two tiny trowels, both mounted on wooden plaques. The first said Noah; the second said Katherine.

  “That was my first shovel,” Noah said over my shoulder. “I was four when my parents gave it to me.”

  “Is this how you grew up?” I asked. “You always knew what you were?”

  “Every family is different,” his father said, filling my glass with wine. “Here, we are very open. We are what we are. What’s the use in keeping secrets from each other?”

  I watched as Noah spread a bit of pâté on a piece of bread and took a bite. He laughed at something his father said, and then looked at me. I hadn’t caught the joke, but I laughed anyway. This was what my life would have been if my parents hadn’t died. If I could fall in love with Noah. But something was off about all of it. Why was I here, and not Clementine? Was I really that special to Noah, or was he interested in an idea of a girl that he thought was me?

  The door swung open and Noah’s mother returned carrying a silver platter and another dish. Noah’s father put his hand on her hip as she removed the lids, revealing potatoes roasted with rosemary and thyme and a rack of lamb, its rib bones sticking out of its center like a piece of modern art. I should have been overwhelmed by the aromas, but I couldn’t smell anything. The more I stared at the food, the more it looked almost waxy and unreal, as if there were a filter between me and everything else.

  “So Noah told us you ranked number one at St. Clément?” his mother said, serving each of us. “Very impressive.”

  Noah’s father clucked and picked up his wine. “Yes,” he said. “And what kind of Monitor are you?”

  “Um—I don’t know.”

  “I assume you are planning to join the High Monitor Court when you finish school?” Noah’s mother asked, crossing her legs.

  Before I could answer, Noah cut in. “She can do whatever she wants,” he said. “She’s good at everything.”

  I felt myself blush. “Then why wouldn’t she?” Noah’s father said. “It’s the most coveted job in our society.”

  “Maybe she doesn’t want to be a High Monitor,” Noah offered. “Maybe she wants to do something else.”

  I tried to get a word in, when his mother’s laugh stopped me. “But everyone wants to be a High Monitor. Noah, if you just apply yourself, one day you could—”

  “I don’t want to talk about this now,” he said, trying to control his voice.

  “Noah told me you’re both professors?” I said, changing the subject.

  Noah’s mother smiled. “Oui. I am a scholar in français and the Romance languages, and Luc is one of the most celebrated historians in Canada.” She rubbed her husband’s arm. “Actually, your father just started doing research for a new book. It’s very different.”

  Noah spooned a heaping pile of potatoes onto his plate. “What’s it about?”

  His father leaned back in his chair and swirled the wine around in his glass. “A forgotten female scientist who had a peculiar obsession.”

  Noah’s mother gave him a coy smile before going to the kitchen to bring out more wine.

  “Go on,” Noah said.

  “Bon,” his father said, clasping his stubby hands together. “Her name was Ophelia Coeur. And she was obsessed with water.”

  Ophelia Coeur. The name sounded familiar somehow. “Who was she?” I asked, trying to remember where I knew her from.

  “She is the Marie Curie of Monitors. The Mother Teresa of Monitors. The Christopher Columbus of Monitors!” his father said, spilling his wine as he gesticulated.

  “But what did she do?” Noah pressed.

  “Many, many things. She was the first person to study the effects of water on the dead.”

  I frowned. I definitely didn’t know her name from that.

  “She started her career as the school nurse at St. Clément, then moved to the Royal Victoria Hospital in 1894 just after it was taken over by the Plebeians, where she rose to become the head nurse of the children’s ward.”

  “The Royal Victoria?” I repeated, my eyes darting to Noah’s. “The children’s ward?”

  “Oui. She revolutionized the entire hospital.”

  I coughed, my mind racing. Noah gave me a knowing glance. “Then what?” he asked.

  Noah’s father dunked a piece of bread into his sauce and stuffed it in his mouth. “After a few years, Ophelia Coeur quit nursing and dedicated her life to science,” he said, his words muffled as he chewed. “She went to every body of water in North America to study drowning victims and the way the flesh and soul reacted to being submerged in different kinds of water. She was the first person to figure out that water has a ‘muffling’ effect on dead beings.”

  Noah’s mother leaned over and wiped a speck of food from Luc’s chin. He smiled at her and squeezed her hand.

  “She spent most of her time studying the Great Lakes, with special attention to Lake Erie. She claimed that the water in that lake muffled the dead even more than usual.”

  “Lake Erie?” I said.

  “Oui. . .” Luc said, clearly confused by my interest. “She was the first one to set foot on many of the islands in the lake. Some of them were even named by her.”

  Little Sister Island. That was where Miss LaBarge had been found, dead.

  “But I believe her greatest contribution was when she identified all of the lakes that had briny properties, or properties that mimicked those of salt water. That was, oh, in the early 1900s—”

  “Where was she buried?” I demanded, and then shrank back when I realized how urgent my tone sounded.

  Noah’s parents didn’t seem to notice. “Probably at sea, like everyone else,” Noah’s mother said, nibbling on a string bean.

  “Oh,” I said. A part of me expected the nameless headstone to be hers.

  “Actually, I wasn’t able to find any records of her death,” Luc corrected. “But back then, our record system wasn’t what it is today. Even now, though some of her research papers have been preserved in the archives, we know very little about her background. She was very private about her past. She rarely made public appearances, and only published her scientific findings sporadically. All we know about her past was that at some point in her childhood she was badly injured in a fire.”

  By then, both Noah and I had stopped eating.

  “It’s odd, non?” Noah’s mother said, gesticulating with the carving knife.

  “How do you know about the fire?” I asked.

  “Because much of her face was covered in burns.”

  “Do you have images?” I asked, a little too eagerly.

  Noah’s father seemed a little taken aback by my abrupt request, but then smiled. “There’s a spark in yo
u,” he said, and winked. “I like that. After dinner, I’ll bring one out.”

  I felt Noah’s foot touch mine beneath the table, and I blushed.

  It was a long, hearty dinner. One course and two bottles of wine later, Noah’s father was a little pink in the face, but otherwise just as lucid as when he had answered the door. We finished the meal with a platter of soft, smelly cheeses, which Noah’s mother ate as if they were dessert, scooping up the Camembert with one finger and licking it off like frosting. His father smiled, admiring her.

  “So, are you interested in history, then?” Noah’s father said to me through a mouthful of blue cheese.

  “It used to be my favorite subject,” I said slowly.

  I must have looked confused, because Noah’s father said, “Ah, well I just thought since you were so interested in my new book.”

  “What are you interested in?” Noah’s mother asked.

  “I—I don’t know,” I said. “Maybe teaching the Undead? Helping them in some way?”

  Noah’s mother let out a laugh as if I had made a joke. When she realized I was serious, she said, “Help them? But why?”

  I froze. “What do you mean?”

  “Well, they have no souls; they cannot be helped.”

  I felt Noah trying to catch my eye, but I refused to turn to him.

  “That’s not true,” I said. “At Gottfried—”

  At the mention of my old school, Noah’s mother groaned. “Oh, that place. We’ve been trying to get them to shut it down for years. Teaching the Undead to be human. Impossible! Enfants terribles. That’s all they are.”

  I clutched the cheese knife, my knuckles white as I opened my mouth to respond. Noah cut in before I could. “A lot of her friends are at Gottfried,” he said. “She’s very close with them.”

  Incredulous, I wiped my mouth with my napkin. So he thought my opinions on the Undead were just biases that I had toward my friends?

  “Sometimes I wonder,” I said impulsively. “Are Monitors really saving humans from the Undead, or just killing people?”

  Noah’s mother coughed and put down her spoon as the table went quiet.

  “There’s an art to what we do,” she said finally, her voice less friendly.

  “But how is it different?” I said, trying not to sound too argumentative.

  “We’re civilized. We have courts and schools, we have a system. The Undead, they’re—”

  “They’re what?” I said, anticipating what she was going to say. “They’re monsters? They’re murderers?”

  “Okay!” Noah’s father said. “Are you ready to see the portrait?” He glanced between me and his wife, patting a napkin to his head nervously.

  “Sure,” I said, trying to compose myself.

  Grasping the arms of his chair, Luc hoisted himself up and disappeared into another room, returning with a large envelope.

  “Are you okay?” Noah whispered.

  I picked at my cheese. Why hadn’t he said anything when his mother talked about the Undead like that? Did he agree with her? “I’m fine.”

  Noah’s father pushed the plates out of the way, slid a portrait out of the envelope, and placed it on the tablecloth in front of us. It was a faded black-and-white sketch from the shoulders up, its lines dulled from age.

  A woman stared back at us, her eyes wide and black. Or was it a woman? It was a hard to tell. She looked more like a creature: an anomaly of nature, beautiful in her deformity. Scalloped white welts climbed up her cheeks, layering themselves on top of each other in an odd, sloping pattern, like the feathers of a bird. Her expression was grim and focused, as if she were studying me. Her lips were pursed, somehow giving me the impression that she knew something I didn’t.

  “This was drawn after her first scientific publication. She must have been in her thirties or forties.”

  She looked much younger than that, I thought, though it was difficult to guess her age. “She’s…terrifying,” I said in awe.

  “Oui,” Noah’s mother said, resting her head on two fingers. “C’est incroyable.”

  “They look like waves, no?” Luc said, touching her scars with his fingers. “I think this will be the cover of my book.”

  “What will you call it?” I asked. “Your biography.”

  “Mal de Mer.”

  Seasickness.

  Before we left, Noah ran upstairs to collect a few clean shirts for school. Halfway up, he peered down at me through the balcony railing. “Well, come on.”

  On the walls lining the stairway were photographs of Noah and his sister growing up. A five-year-old Noah standing in front of St. Clément in an oversized shirt and tie, as if he were already preparing to attend. A ten-year-old Noah posing in front of a cemetery with his sister. A somber thirteen-year-old Noah holding a shovel beside a small plot in the backyard. “That was my first pet,” Noah said, suddenly standing behind me. I thought I felt him touch a lock of my hair, but I must have imagined it, because in no time he was on the second floor, leading me down the wallpapered hallway that led to his bedroom.

  “Do you think Ophelia Coeur was the ninth sister?” I asked when we were out of earshot.

  “She worked at the Royal Victoria—” he said.

  “She could have put the riddle in one of the rooms she worked in,” I said excitedly. “And Lake Erie—that’s where Miss LaBarge was found dead. Maybe she knew about the riddle,” I said, thinking of the letter my mother had written to her about “the lost girl.” “Maybe the last part of the riddle is hidden on Little Sister Island, and Miss LaBarge was going there to check on it.”

  When I finished I was breathless, brimming with the possibility of our discovery.

  Noah’s eyes were wide as he studied me. “There is one problem, though.”

  My smiled faded. “What?”

  “The dates. My father said she began her career as a nurse in the 1890s. The Nine Sisters were killed in the 1730s. That’s more than a hundred years off.”

  “What if…” I paused, thinking. “What if she used the secret and is immortal?”

  After pondering the possibility for a moment, Noah shook his head. “That doesn’t make sense. She had to have died. Otherwise, why would she have put part of the riddle on a headstone?”

  He had a point. Before I could respond, his mother’s voice echoed from downstairs. “Noah? Can you help me sort your laundry?”

  “Un moment!” he said, and turned the knob to his room.

  When I stepped into his room, I immediately felt younger. It was filled with primary colors. Faded posters of rock bands were taped to the walls, handfuls of wrinkled ties were draped over the bedposts, and a dozen plastic figurines of Mexican wrestlers lined his nightstand. Noah tried to hide his embarrassment as I gazed around the room.

  Turning away from the stacks of CDs and comic books on his desk, I smiled. “I like it.”

  While Noah rummaged through his closet, I sat on his bed playing with a telescope that pointed out one of the windows, and tried to figure out what made his room so different from Dante’s. It wasn’t just an excess of things.…This room had had a childhood. I couldn’t even imagine what Dante was like as a child. He had never told me about it.

  “Why didn’t you say anything earlier?” I asked him. “When your mom was talking about the Undead?”

  Noah shrugged. “I come from an old Monitoring family. They’re my parents; they’re always going to think like that. It’s not worth trying to change their minds.”

  “So you don’t agree with them…?”

  “I think the Undead have their reasons to do what they do. But we’re Monitors. And we have to do what we do, too,” he said, emerging from the closet with a handful of shirts on hangers.

  I sat up straight. “Which is to kill them?”

  “Which is to Monitor them, and bury them if they seem harmful,” he said, pushing his hair away from his forehead. “Why bother asking me questions if you don’t want to listen to my answers? I’m not a villain.


  “I’m sorry,” I said. “I didn’t mean it like that.”

  “It’s okay,” he said, stuffing his shirts into a bag.

  I picked up one of the plastic figurines. “I wish we had known each other when we were kids,” I said, sitting on his twin bed, which was so small that I was certain Noah’s feet hung off the end when he slept in it. Noah was easy to know. He had a breezy life; he got what he wanted and was good at most things he put effort into. “I bet you were fun.”

  “I was the same,” he said. “I would have liked you.”

  Tracing the stitches of his comforter, I allowed myself to wonder for a brief moment what would have happened if I had met Noah one year earlier. The only reason I was looking for the ninth sister was because of Dante. Because I needed to find her, not because I wanted to live forever, or go on some sort of mythic quest. But without that, would Noah and I have even been friends? What was there between us except this mystery and the intrigue that goes with discovering something no one else has ever found before? Of course he thought I was exciting. The problem was, I knew the Renée he liked wasn’t really me. “Maybe in a different life,” I said.

  When I got back to the dorm I flipped on the light and sat down on my bed, feeling more lost than I had in a long time. My coat still felt warm on the side where Noah had leaned against me on the metro ride home.

  “How did you do it?” a voice behind me said.

  I nearly fell off the bed.

  Clementine let out a spiteful laugh. She was sitting at my desk, her slender legs folded into the chair like the limbs of a doe.

  “What are you doing in my room?” I asked, catching my breath.

  She leaned forward, her face stern again. “I want to know how you did it.” The utter calmness of her voice was disquieting.

  “You can’t just come in here,” I said.

  “Don’t treat me like I’m stupid,” she snapped. “I know where you were tonight.”

  “What are you talking about?”

  “I’m talking about how you stole my boyfriend. How you stole first rank from me. How you survived a kiss from an Undead.”

  “I didn’t steal anything from you. I earned first rank. And Noah and I are just friends.”