When I felt him removing my panties, I barely had the energy to lift my hips for him to slip them off. His hands were everywhere but where I wanted them.
Kisses peppered along my hips as he moved his fingers lightly over the inside of my leg. If I had more courage, I’d tell him what I really wanted him to do with his mouth and fingers.
“I want to taste you.”
My head lifted while my chest rose up and down rapidly. “Okay! Yes! Please . . . now!”
The desperation in my voice shocked me, but I didn’t care. It had been too long since he had touched me. I wanted him to do everything to me all at once.
And everything is what he gave me. His fingers pushed in at the same time as his mouth worked magic on my clit.
My orgasm hit me so fast and hard I saw stars while I rocked my hips against his face.
“Jase!” I screamed out. He had stopped and then started again, throwing me into a second, more powerful orgasm.
The room felt as if it was spinning and I was floating in the air. When I felt him moving up my body, I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him to me.
“So greedy today,” he said with a crooked smile and those damn dimples.
Lost.
I was completely lost in this man.
His smile. His blue eyes that were staring back at me with nothing but love in them. Utterly lost.
“You’re mine,” I whispered.
His eyes pooled with tears as he replied, “Thank God.”
“I feel so lost in you, Jase.”
Resting on his elbows, he laced his fingers in my hair and slowly pushed into me as we both sucked in a breath of air. “Better to be lost together than apart.”
His lips brushed against mine. Each movement in and out of me was heavenly. Jase took his time at first. Kissing me so deeply I was sure we were one.
My eyes pierced his while I demanded, “More.”
With that crooked smile of his, he lifted me and grabbed onto my hips and gave me exactly what I asked for.
It was fast . . . hard . . . and the most wonderful experience of my life. Even better than the first time we were together.
He called out my name as my entire body trembled.
Leaning over me, Jase breathed heavily while I wrapped my arms around him.
“My God, Taylor. That was . . .”
My fingertips grazed lightly across his back. “Magical.”
Lifting his body off of mine, he pierced my eyes with his. “Yes. That’s the only word to use.”
When he pulled out of me, I felt the loss immediately. He quickly got off the bed and headed into the bathroom. When he returned, he gently cleaned me off with a warm washcloth. “We never ate,” he said with a quick kiss on the lips.
“I’ll order a pizza and we can pack up the last of my stuff.”
Jase emerged from my bathroom again and said, “What about all the furniture?”
“It came furnished. I only have to worry about my stuff.”
I could see something on his face. He looked . . . worried. I quickly got up and made my way over to him. “What’s wrong?”
Swallowing hard, he closed his eyes and shook his head. “I know why it felt so fucking amazing.”
With a smile, I felt my face grow hot. “It did feel even better than before.”
His eyes opened and he placed his hand on the side of my face. “Taylor, we didn’t use a condom.”
My face dropped and my chest tightened. “Oh no.”
“You’re not on the pill, are you?”
My hand covered my mouth as my heart dropped. Oh no. What did I do? How could I be so stupid! Quickly dropping it, I shook my head. Stumbling on my words, I replied, “I’m not on the pill right now. I swear I didn’t forget a condom with him. I swear to you!”
Jase frowned and I knew I shouldn’t have brought up Clark, but I didn’t want him to think I was having unprotected sex. “I’m sorry . . . I just don’t want you to think I . . .” Shaking my head, I looked away. My stomach felt sick as a million and one things raced through my mind.
I jumped when he placed his hands on my shoulders and turned me to him.
“I got as caught up in the moment as you did, Taylor. We both forgot, and I swear to you I’ve never had unprotected sex. But I won’t lie and say it didn’t feel good, because it was the most amazing thing ever.”
Pressing my lips together, I fought to hold my smile back. He pulled me to him and buried my face in his chest. “Let’s not worry about it now. There’s nothing we can do about it.”
The thought of being pregnant at twenty-four scared the hell out of me. I knew all of my friends had kids young . . . well almost all of them. But hell, even Lauren was pregnant.
But Jase and I were not ready for a baby. We had to work on us first.
“We have to be more careful from now on, Jase. As much as I would love to have a baby with you . . .”
His face lit up as he smiled. “I really want it to be us for a while. I think it’s important for the two of us to spend time together.”
The moment his hand laced through my hair, my body came to life. “I agree with you. I’m so sorry I put you in this situation.”
“We both did. The bigger question is, do you have any condoms?”
With a chuckle, he nodded. “Yes, sweetness, I do.”
Reaching for a shirt I had on the chair, I slipped it over my head. “Good. Let’s get the rest of this stuff packed up.”
Jase pulled his jeans on and said, “I’m glad I talked you into taking me to Llano and picking up my truck. I think we can get everything into your car and my truck.”
Pulling on a pair of boy shorts and some sweats, I noticed Jase staring at me. “What?”
He slowly shook his head. “Nothing . . . it’s just you look so sexy right now.”
Glancing down, I took in the old sweats and faded T-shirt. “I do?”
“Fuck yes. If I thought my dick would come back up this soon, I’d take you again.”
My lower stomach pulled with desire. “I’m glad to see you’re easy to please.”
Jase laughed and walked over to me. Pulling me into his arms, he kissed me deeply. “Let’s get you moved. The faster you’re in Mason, the better.”
Jase
After the last box was placed in the back of my truck bed, I leaned against it and smiled. I can’t believe Taylor will be living and working so close to me. Who would have thought this would all work out like this?
Pushing off the truck, I headed back to her apartment. Walking in, I watched as she stood in the middle of the living room vacuuming. The entire place was emptied of her stuff. What she wasn’t taking she dropped off at a neighbor’s who was going to donate it for Taylor.
She turned and saw me watching her. Turning off the vacuum, she gave me the cutest smile ever. “I had a cleaner come in and clean the whole place up for me, but I thought I would at least vacuum.”
I headed into the kitchen and checked all the cabinets. “How did you get packed up so fast?”
“I never really unpacked; I only had out the stuff I really needed. I didn’t like this apartment that much. I had a feeling I wouldn’t be staying long. Most of the stuff was packed still from when I moved in and was from my place when I was in college.”
I let out a chuckle. “Made it easy for me!”
“And you got pizza out of it,” she said with a sexy look.
“That’s true. But you did get free labor out of me.”
With a lift of her eyebrows, she tilted her head. “I believe I get more out of you.”
“You are very right. Where should we say goodbye to your apartment?”
Taylor glanced around and walked up to me, pressing her body to mine. “How about right here in the kitchen?”
My dick jumped at the thought. My hands moved to her hips where I pushed her sweats down. Kicking them off to the side, she quickly unbuttoned my jeans and ever so slowly pulled them down while taking me in her hand.<
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Sucking in a breath of air, I knew I wouldn’t last long if she played with me. When she licked her lips and went to put me in her mouth, I stopped her. “Don’t. I’ll come the second your mouth wraps around me.”
Biting on her lip, she asked, “Even if I don’t know what I’m doing?”
My eyes closed and moaned. “Jesus, Taylor. Knowing I’m the first guy you’ve done it to almost has me about to now.”
“I want you to teach me how to make you feel good, Jase. There are so many things I want to try.”
My heart slammed against my chest as I pulled her to me and lifted her and set her on the counter. “What’s the first lesson you want, sweetness?”
Her cheeks flushed and she struggled with what she wanted to say. “I . . . I really want . . . um . . .”
Spreading her legs, I took myself in my hand as her eyes widened. “Tell me.”
“I want to know what it feels like to just be fucked.”
My eyes closed and my knees wobbled. Reaching down, I grabbed my wallet out of my pocket. Taking the condom out, I ripped it open and quickly put it on.
“You want to be fucked?”
With a quick nod of her head, I pulled her to the edge of the counter. “Promise me you’ll tell me if I hurt you.”
Her chest heaved as my heartbeat raced. “I promise.”
Slipping my fingers into her, we both moaned. She was so wet and ready.
Positioning myself at her entrance, I grabbed a hold of her and pushed myself in, causing her to gasp.
“Taylor—”
“I’m fine!” she called out as she placed her hands on my shoulders. “It feels so different.”
“Good different?” I asked with a wicked smile.
Nodding her head, she panted out, “Move, Jase. God, please move.”
Moving slowly at first, I relished in the feel of being inside of her. I picked up the speed, fucking her like she asked. My eyes about rolling to the back of my head. I loved making love to Taylor, but this was so raw and felt so damn good.
“Yes!” she cried out as I pulled out and pushed back in deeper. “Jase . . . oh God!”
Her legs shook as I pushed in deeper, this time feeling my own release as I moaned and called out her name.
When we both finally came down from our highs, I rested my forehead to hers.
“Holy crap. That was . . . even better . . . than . . . before,” Taylor spoke between breaths.
Laughing, I pulled back and looked at her. God, she was so beautiful. I wanted to pinch myself. Was this really happening? This morning it I couldn’t have cared less if the world had gone on without me. Now, all I wanted to do was get her moved into her place so I could start showing her how much I loved her and wanted to make her happy.
“I have to say . . . this day is certainly going to end a hell of a lot better than it started.”
The smile that spread over her face made my knees weak. “I love you, Jase. And in a strange way, I feel like everything that happened led us to this moment.”
Before I had a chance to answer her, someone knocked on her door. Looking down, my jeans were around my ankles. Laughing, Taylor pushed me out of the way as she hopped down, and quickly put her panties and sweats back on.
Pulling the condom off, I tossed it in the trash and pulled up my jeans.
“One second!” Taylor called out as she glanced over her shoulder. Giving her the thumbs up, she opened the door.
“Clark. What . . . why are you here?”
Anger instantly swept over my body as I stood in the kitchen. I wasn’t sure if I should move or not.
“Are you moving? I found out today you quit your job and I wanted to make sure it had nothing to do with me or what happened between us.”
“Um . . . no it had nothing to do with you. I quit before . . . well . . . I left before we met for dinner.”
“I see . . . well would you maybe like some help moving or can I take you to dinner?”
Walking out of the kitchen, I made my way to the front door. Slipping my arm around her waist, I could feel Taylor tense up.
“Everything okay?” I asked.
Clark looked me over and forced a smile. “And who are you?”
“Taylor’s boyfriend.”
His head snapped back over to Taylor. “You had a boyfriend?” Looking back at me, he held up his hands. “Dude, I had no idea. If I had I wouldn’t have . . . um . . . shit.”
In a strange way, I felt sorry for this guy. Taylor quickly said, “We weren’t together so it’s fine, Clark. But if you’ll excuse me, we really need to finish up and head out.”
His eyes bounced between the two of us. “Right, well I guess I’ll see you around. Or not. Okay. Bye.”
Clark quickly turned and walked away as Taylor shut the door and looked up at me. “I’m so sorry.”
Cupping her face with my hands, I kissed her gently. “Let’s get out of here and get you settled in. I’ve got plans for us tonight.”
Taylor’s eyes lit up. “I really like the sound of that. Will you stay with me tonight? I’m not sure how I feel staying there by myself in the middle of that giant ranch!”
My stomach did the damn flutter thing, just like it did every time Taylor smiled at me, or told me she loved me. “Nothing would make me happier.”
Pressing her palms to her cheeks, Taylor giggled. “Oh my goodness! Is this really happening? I’m moving to Mason! I’m starting a new job and I have a boyfriend!” Knowing I had something to do with how happy she was did crazy things to my own emotions. There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t do to make every single one of Taylor’s dreams come true.
“Um . . . what about your parents? Your father wasn’t too pleased when you called him earlier and told him.”
With a wave of her hand, Taylor grabbed the vacuum, wrapped the cord around it and handed it to me. “He’ll get over it. He knew I was moving back home; I just had a little change of plans.”
“And me?”
She chewed on the corner of her lip. “I think we should let my father get used to the idea that I started a new job and moved into another place before we drop you into the mix.”
With a huff, I asked, “Won’t Scott tell him?”
Shrugging, Taylor looked around one last time before reaching for her purse.
“If he does, I’ll deal with it then. Right now I really want to get back to Mason. We have a lot of time to make up for and another new place to break in.”
I pulled her into my arms. The smell of her perfume filled my senses. “Then we have my place when I move into it.”
“Yes,” she whispered. “And your truck. My car. So many new places and things to learn.”
Closing my eyes, a low growl came from the back of my throat as I said, “I can’t wait.”
Jase
Taylor and I left Austin and headed straight back to the Reynolds’ place. I called my mother to let her know what was happening. I could hear it in her voice she was happy, but she tried not to get to excited or ask too many questions. I was positive the moment I got home I was going to be hit with questions from my parents, my sister, and Walker.
When we pulled up to the main house, there was another truck parked out front. I parked behind Taylor and got out of my truck. Lauren said Taylor needed to stop at the main house to pick up the key.
She sat in her car staring ahead. I knocked on the window, causing her to scream. Laughing, I opened her car door.
“Sweetness, what in the world is wrong?”
Turning back to look at the house, Taylor said, “I don’t even know where to begin.”
“What do you mean?”
Quickly getting out of the car, she shut the door and faced me.
“No matter what my father says, please ignore him.”
My stomach felt sick as I stole a look at the truck that was parked in front of Taylor’s car. “Your father is here?”
She squeezed my hands. “Looks like you get to meet my parents. Ya
y!”
My mouth fell open as I looked back at her. “Yay? Did you really just say yay? Your father is going to kill me.”
Taylor hit me on the chest lightly. “Don’t be silly. He’ll be . . . happy.”
“Uh-huh. Oh, I’m sure he will be. The man who took your virginity, broke your heart, then came back in and had hot passionate sex with you twice today and now has wicked plans to make you come every possible way imaginable tonight.”
“Oh God. Jase, I want you so much right now.”
Pushing her hands away from me, I took a step away. “No! If he sees the way you’re looking at me, he’ll cut my dick off, and I’m rather fond of my dick.”
Her tongue slowly traveled across her upper teeth as she softly said, “I’m rather fond of it as well.”
And there went the betraying bastard. Jumping around in my pants like he hadn’t seen enough action today. Greedy cock.
“Taylor?”
Spinning on her heels, Taylor grabbed my hand and pulled me along after her. I couldn’t hear anything from my heart pounding in my ears.
“Daddy! Mom! What are y’all doing here?”
Shit! What is his name? Bill. No, that’s not right.
Taylor’s father glared at me as he replied, “We thought we’d come and check out where our daughter had decided to move in the flash of a second.”
Brody? Bryan! No . . . fuck. Brock. Benji? What the fuck, Jase!
“Daddy, this is Jase. Jase Morris.”
Brantly. Brendon.
“Jase, this is my father.”
Taylor’s father stuck his hand out as I saw my whole life flash before my eyes.
“Mr. Atwood, it’s a pleasure to meet you.”
He gripped the hell out of my hand as I tried not to show the pain. “So, you’re the boy my daughter has been pining over for the last few months. Crazy you’ll now be living less than an hour away from her. How lucky for us.”
The lump in my throat kept me from saying a word. Taylor dropped my hand and balled her fists as she stood directly in front of her father.
“Dad! I can’t even believe how rude you’re being right now.”
“Why? This kid is the reason you’ve lost your damn mind, isn’t he?”