“I should think it does! Likes order, does Mr. Carter. Now then, tell me about the ’ouse itself.”
And Maisie smiled, glad to be in the easy company of her father, a man who was given to remark that a person could take him as they found him, there were no airs around Frankie Dobbs. And Frankie was more at peace now. Life itself was easier—easier now that the man knew his daughter to be in good hands. Easier now that the bills were being paid. Yes, thought Frankie Dobbs as he walked with his daughter in the park, it was all getting easier.
Maisie was fascinated by the library. It was well used, for both Lord and Lady Compton enjoyed literature, politics, and keeping up with the fancies of intellectual London. But when Maisie opened the door and brought in the coal scuttle at five in the morning, it was a quiet room. The lush velvet curtains kept drafts at bay and allowed warmth to seep into every corner after Maisie had lit the fire ready for whoever would use the room that morning.
Each day she lingered just a little longer before kneeling down to the fireplace, before her hands were blackened by the lighting of fires. Each day she learned a little more about the depth and breadth of knowledge housed in the Comptons’ library, and each day her hunger grew. Gradually she became braver, first tentatively touching the leather binding as she read the title on the spine of a book, then taking the text from its place on the shelf and opening the fine onionskin pages at the front of the book.
The library seized Maisie’s imagination, rendering the small public library with which she was familiar a very poor runner-up in her estimation. Of all the rooms in the house, she loved this the most. One morning, as she replaced a book to attend to the fireplace, a thought occurred to Maisie.
After her mother’s death, she had been used to rising at three in the morning to make her father his tea. It had never hurt her then. In fact, she considered getting up at half past four to be “lying in.” So, what if she got up at three in the morning and came down to the library? No one would know. Enid could sleep through the roof falling in over her head, and she had started coming up to bed late over the past week anyway. Lord knows where she had been, but it certainly wasn’t out, because Carter locked up the house as if it were the Bank of England every night. She dreaded that Enid might be with Master James. Just two weeks ago, as she was leaving Lady Rowan’s sitting room, where she had been sent to collect a tray one evening, Maisie saw Enid and James together on the first-floor landing. Without being observed by them, she watched as James ran his fingers through his fair hair and continued speaking with Enid, his gray eyes intent upon her response to his question. Was it a question? Surely it was, because she saw Enid shake her head and look at the carpet, while brushing her right shoe back and forth across the fibers.
And now Enid was never in bed before midnight—which meant that, thankfully, she would be deep in slumber by three o’clock. Maisie resolved to come to the library when the house was asleep. That night, before pulling up the covers and extinguishing the small lamp beside her bed, Maisie pinched the skin on her right arm sharply three times to ensure that she would awake in time to put her plan into action.
The next morning Maisie awakened easily by three o’clock. A chill in the attic room tempted her to forget her plan, but she sat up, determined to go through with it. She washed and dressed with hardly a sound, crept out of the room carrying her shoes and a cardigan, and felt her way downstairs in the dark. In the silent distance, the kitchen clock struck the single chime of a quarter past the hour. She had almost two hours before the coal scuttles had to be filled.
The library was silent and pitch black as Maisie entered. Quickly closing the door behind her, she lit the lamps and made her way to the section that held philosophy books. This was where she would start. She wasn’t quite sure which text to start with, but felt that if she just started somewhere, a plan would develop as she went along. The feeling inside that she experienced when she saw the books was akin to the hunger she felt as food was put on the table at the end of the working day. And she knew that she needed this sustenance as surely as her body needed its fuel.
Maisie’s fingers tapped along the spines of books until she could bear the electric tingle of excitement no longer. Within minutes, she was seated at the table, opening The Philosophical Works of David Hume, and drawing the desk lamp closer to illuminate the pages. Maisie took a small notebook and pencil from her apron pocket, set it down on the desk and wrote the title of the book and the author’s name. And she read. For an hour and a half, Maisie read. She read with understanding on a subject she had barely even heard of.
As the library clock chimed a quarter to five, Maisie turned to her notebook and wrote a precis of what she had read, what she understood, and her questions. The clock struck five, Maisie put the notebook and pencil away in her apron pocket, closed the book, replaced it ever so carefully on the shelf, extinguished the desk light, and left the room. She closed the door quietly behind her and went quickly downstairs to fill the coal scuttles. Just a short while later she opened the library door again. Without looking at the shelves, as if eye contact with the spines of the beloved books would give her game away, she set the coal scuttle down and knelt by the grate to build and light the fire.
Each weekday morning Maisie rose at three to visit the library. Sometimes a party at the house would keep the Comptons up until the small hours, and the change in routine made the library expeditions a risk she could not afford. She was liked in the house, though she had been spoken to by Lord and Lady Compton only once, when she had first arrived.
Half past two. Maisie crept out of bed. It was earlier than usual, but she couldn’t sleep. She had gone to bed early, so it would be just as well to get up now. Enid slept soundly, which hardly surprised Maisie as the girl hadn’t been in bed long. She was becoming a late one, that Enid. As late as Maisie was early. One of these days we’ll meet in the doorway, thought Maisie. Then we’ll have to do some talking.
The house was silent; only the ticking of clocks accompanied her to the library. Now when she entered the room it was as if she were falling into the arms of an old friend. Even the tentacles of cold receded as she turned on the light, placed her notebook and pencil on the desk, and went to the bookshelves. She took down the book she had been reading for the past three days, sat at the desk, found her place, and commenced.
Frankie Dobbs always said that when she was reading Maisie had “cloth ears.” She always seemed instinctively to know the time and when she would need to stop reading to run an errand or complete a chore, but as far as Frankie was concerned, “Those ears don’t even work when you’ve yer nose in a book!”And he loved her all the more for it.
Lord and Lady Compton were caught up in the midst of the London season, which Lady Rowan loved for its energy, even if she did have to tolerate some people she considered to be “light.” Fortunately late nights usually fell on weekends, but this invitation, in the middle of the week, was not to be missed: an intimate yet sumptuous dinner with one of London’s most outspoken hostesses.
“Thank God there’s someone with a bigger mouth than mine,” Lady Rowan confided to her husband.
Guests were to include some of the leading literary lights of Europe. It was an opportunity for sparkling conversation, definitely not to be missed. Maurice Blanche would accompany them, a rare event, as he was known to shun society gatherings.
After-dinner conversation drifted past midnight. It was only as Maisie Dobbs crept downstairs to the library that Lord and Lady Compton, along with Maurice Blanche, bade their hostess adieu, thanking her profusely for a wonderful evening. They arrived home at three in the morning. Carter had been instructed not to wait up, but an evening supper tray had been left for them in the drawing room. Lady Rowan was still in fine argumentative fettle as Lord Julian led the way.
“I tell you, Maurice, this time you are mistaken. Only last week I was reading—where was I reading—oh yes, that new book. You know, Julian, what was it called? Anyway, I was reading
about a new hypothesis that utterly controverts your position.”
“Rowan, could we please—” interrupted Lord Julian.
“Julian, no, we couldn’t. Pour Maurice a drink. I’ll find the book, then you’ll see!”
“As you will, Rowan. I am very much looking forward to seeing what you have read. One always welcomes the opportunity to learn,” said Maurice Blanche.
While the men settled by the embers of the drawing-room fire, Lady Rowan stormed upstairs to the library. Maisie Dobbs was deep in her book. She heard neither footsteps on the stairs nor the approach of Lady Rowan. She heard nothing until Lady Rowan spoke. And she did not speak until she had watched Maisie for some minutes, watched as the girl sucked on the end of her single braid of thick, black hair, deep in concentration. Occasionally she would turn a page back, reread a sentence, nod her head, then read on.
“Excuse me. Miss Dobbs.”
Maisie sat up and closed her eyes tightly, not quite believing that a voice had addressed her.
“Miss Dobbs!”
Maisie shot up from the chair, turned to face Lady Rowan, and quickly bobbed a curtsy.“Sorry, Your Ladyship. Begging your pardon, Ma’am. I’ve not harmed anything.”
“What are you doing, girl?” asked Lady Rowan.
“Reading, Ma’am.”
“Well, I can see that. Let me see that book.”
Maisie turned, took the book she had been reading, and handed it to Lady Rowan. She stepped back, feet together, hands at her sides. Bloody hell, she was in trouble now.
“Latin? Latin! What on earth are you reading Latin for?”
Lady Rowan’s surprise stemmed questions that another employer might have put to the young maid.
“Um . . . well. Um . . . I needed to learn it,” replied Maisie.
“You needed to learn it? Why do you need to learn Latin?”
“The other books had Latin in them, so I needed to understand it. To understand the other books, that is.”
Maisie shifted her weight from one foot to the other. Now she needed to pee. For her part Lady Rowan was regarding Maisie sternly, yet she felt a strange curiosity to know more about the girl she had already thought unusual.
“Which other books? Show me,” demanded Lady Rowan.
One by one Maisie took down the books, her hands shaking, her legs turning to jelly as she moved the library steps from one shelf to another. Whatever happened next, it was sure to be bad. Very bad. And she had let down her dad. How would she tell him she had been sacked? What would she say?
Maisie was so scared that she did not notice that, in her curiosity, Lady Rowan had forgotten the formality with which she would ordinarily address a servant. She asked Maisie about her choice of books, and Maisie, taking up her notebook, recounted what she had learned in her reading, and what questions had led her to each text in turn.
“My, my, young lady. You have been busy. All I can remember of Latin is the end of that verse:‘First it killed the Romans, and now it’s killing me!’ ”
Maisie looked at Lady Rowan and smiled. She wasn’t sure if it was a joke, but she couldn’t stop the grin from forming. It was the first time she had truly smiled since coming to the house. The expression was not lost on Lady Rowan, who felt herself torn between regard for the girl and the appropriate response in such a situation.
“Maisie—Miss Dobbs. There is still time for you to enjoy a short rest before your duties commence. Go back to your room now. I shall need to discuss this incident. In the meantime, do not use the library until you hear from Carter, who will instruct you as to how we will deal with this . . . situation.” Lady Rowan felt the requirements of her position pressing upon her, just as it had when she had been taken by Maurice to the East End of London. How could she do what was right, without compromising—how had Maurice described it? Yes, without compromising “the safety of her own pond”?
“Yes, Your Ladyship.” Maisie put her notebook into in her pocket, and with tears of fear visibly pricking the inner corners of her eyes, bobbed another curtsy.
Lady Rowan waited until Maisie had left the room before extinguishing the lights. It was only as she walked slowly down the staircase that she remembered that she had gone to the library for a book.
“Bloody fool,” she said to herself, and walked toward the drawing room to speak with her husband and Maurice Blanche on a new topic of conversation.
CHAPTER TEN
Maisie had hardly been able to concentrate on anything since being discovered. She felt sure that notice to leave the employ of Lord and Lady Compton would soon follow, and was surprised that one week had gone by without any word. Then Carter summoned Maisie to his “office,” the term he sometimes used—especially in grave situations where a reprimand was to be meted out—to describe the butler’s pantry, a small room adjacent to the kitchen, where he kept meticulous records regarding the running of the house.
Maisie was in a miserable state. The embarrassment of being caught, together with the pain of anticipating her father’s dismay at her behavior, was almost too much to bear. And of course, she no longer had access to the Comptons’ library. Wringing her already work-reddened hands, Maisie knocked on the door of Mr. Carter’s office. Her nails were bitten down to the quick, and she had picked at her cuticles until her fingers were raw. It had been a nerve-wracking week.
“Enter,” said Carter, with a tone that was neither soft and welcoming nor overtly displeased. It was a tone that gave nothing away.
“Good morning, Mr. Carter.” Maisie bobbed a curtsy as she walked into the small room.“You wanted to see me, Sir?”
“Yes, Maisie. You know why I have summoned you. Lady Compton wishes to meet with you at twelve noon today. Sharp. In the library. I shall myself be in attendance, as will a colleague of both Lord and Lady Compton.
“Yes, Mr. Carter.”
Maisie could bear the wait no longer, and although fear was nipping at her throat and chest, she had to know her fate.
“Mr. Carter, Sir?”
“Yes, Maisie?” Carter regarded her over half-moon spectacles.
“Mr. Carter. Can’t you just get on with it? Give me the sack now, so that I don’t have to—”
“Maisie. No one has said anything about the sack. I am instructed only to accompany you to a meeting with Lady Rowan and Dr. Blanche. I have also been requested to take your notebooks to the library this morning at half past ten. Please bring them to me directly so that I can take them to Lady Rowan.”
“But . . .” Maisie did not understand, and although she thought that Carter did not understand either, she suspected he might have an inkling.“Mr. Carter, Sir. What’s this all about?”
Carter adjusted his tie and swept an imaginary hair from the cuff of his crisp white shirt.“Maisie, it is most unusual. However, I do not believe your employment here is at an end. In fact, rather the contrary. Now then. The notebooks. Then I believe the sideboard in the dining room is to be waxed and polished this morning, so you had better get on.”
Maisie bobbed another curtsy and turned to leave the office.
“And Maisie,” said Carter, sweeping back his well-combed gray-at-the-temples hair. “Although respect should always be accorded our employers and their guests, there’s no need to keep bobbing up and down like a sewing-machine needle when you are downstairs.”
Maisie absentmindedly bobbed again and quickly left the office. She returned fifteen minutes later with her collection of small notebooks for Carter. She was terrified of the meeting that was to take place at twelve noon, and was sure that she would spend half the time until then in the lavatory.
Carter was waiting at the foot of the first-floor stairs at five minutes to twelve when Maisie walked toward him from the landing that led to the lower stairs and the kitchen. He drew his pocket watch from his waistcoat pocket, determined to be not a moment too soon or a second too late.
“Ah, Maisie,” he said as she approached, hands clasped together in front of her white pinafore.
/> Carter looked the girl up and down to check for marks on the pinafore and scuffs on her shoes, for stray tendrils of hair escaping from her white cap.
“Nicely turned out. Good. Let us proceed.”
Carter checked his watch once more, turned, and led the way to the library. Maisie had a horrible taste in her mouth. What would her father say when she came home with her small canvas bag and no job? Well, perhaps it was for the best. She missed him something rotten, so perhaps it would be a very good thing. Carter knocked briskly at the door. A voice could be heard within.
“Come in.”
Maisie closed her eyes for a second, put her hands behind her back, and crossed her fingers.
“Ah, Carter. Miss Dobbs. Maisie. Do come in.”
“Thank you, Ma’am,” said Carter. Maisie bobbed her curtsy and looked sideways at Carter. Lady Rowan beckoned Maisie to her.
“Maurice, this is the girl of whom we have been speaking.”Then, inclining her head slightly toward Maisie, she said, “I would like to introduce Dr. Maurice Blanche. He knows of our meeting in the library, and I have consulted with him regarding the situation.”
Maisie was now utterly confused. What situation? And who was this man? What was going on? Maisie nodded and curtsied to the man standing alongside Lady Rowan.
“Sir,” she said in acknowledgment.
She didn’t know what to make of this small man. He wasn’t as tall as Lady Rowan, and while he looked well fed, there was a wiryness to him. Solid, as her dad would have said. Solid. She couldn’t even guess his age, but thought he was older than her dad, but not as old as Grandad. Over fifty, perhaps sixty. He had blue-gray eyes that looked as if they were floating in water, they were that clear. And his hands—they had long fingers with wide nails. Hands that could play the piano, very exact hands that made precise movements. She saw that when he took up her notebooks from a walnut side table and flicked a page or two.