Get them set up for a counterattack! Bass yelled at him.
Kendall nodded and started shouting at them to stop and set in. Bass ran back to First Platoon to try to set up a defense, directing people with his stick, waving it in the air, pointing with it to weak spots. He saw Vancouvers body and the bloody sword. He turned Vancouver over quickly, saw the familiar face of the dead, and ran on, calling to Hamilton and Connolly to link up with Kendalls platoon at both ends.
Skosh, his chest still heaving, stopped to pull the sword from Vancouvers hand. Vancouver looked like a dog that had been run over. You big dumb gunjy fucking Canadian, Skosh said. He keyed his handset. Bravo, this is Bravo One Assist.
Pallack answered immediately. Go, One Assist.
Skosh keyed the handset. The big Victors dead. Over. He let up on the handset.
Pallack quietly repeated the message to Fitch and Mellas. It was as if the companys soul had been taken away.
A minute later they heard the ominous sound of distant mortar rounds firing out of tubes. Then the NVA mortar rounds came whistling down out of the luminous gray sky.
The wounded lay exposed along the east side of Matterhorn. The mortar shells walked with fiery feet among them, occasionally stumbling on one, leaving a meat-red footprint. Some of the wounded tried to crawl for cover. Others, unable to move, watched the sky in numb terror or simply shut their eyes, praying for a friend to reach them and drag them to safety. Their friends came.
With insufficient personnel to man the companys original perimeter, Bass moved everyone into the NVAs holes. There, the kids huddled against the earth and waited for the shelling to stop, and then, perhaps, for the counterattack to start.
Bass had another concern beyond the counterattack and evacuating his wounded. If attacked, they would be firing on their own dead who lay on the slope of the hill. Even dead, they were still Marines. He remembered Jancowitz giving his life to break the ring of interlocking fire that stopped the first assault on Helicopter Hill. He knew what Vancouver had done for them. The dead, for Bass, were not dead.
Fuck it, he said to Skosh. If they attack now well fight em down there.
He rose from his hole just as three NVA shells erupted in a quick series. Shrapnel and dirt tore through the fog. Everyone up! Everyone up! Were not done yet. We got work to do, Marines. Get up!
Frightened kids peered at him from their holes. He was waving his short-timers stick. Get up! Were going to get the bodies. Get up! He ran down the slope. They all rose from their holes, even Skosh with his broken rib.
It looked like an assault in reverse. Through the exploding shells they called to each other, some with rebel yells, some shouting, Fuck it! Fuck it all! They ran for their dead. Some fell to the flying shrapnel. They were picked up, having barely touched the earth, and dragged back up the hill with the dead bodies. In one minute the slopes were cleared.
Then, as if God had pulled a curtain, the fog lifted completely. The Marines on Helicopter Hill saw Matterhorn standing naked before them. Little figures in camouflage green scurried here and there, dragging other little figures in camouflage green behind them or walking with others hanging on to their shoulders.
Get those fucking birds, Snik, Fitch shouted gleefully.
Mellas could see Bass clearly, on the top of Matterhorn, pointing his short-timers stick at something, shouting at someone.
With the fog gone, however, NVA on the ridge north of Matterhorn began laying automatic weapons fire in with the mortar explosions. All movement on the LZ was stopped.
Fitch and Mellas looked at each other hopelessly. The birds couldnt come in unless the weather was clear. But if it was clear, the NVA had the Marines pinned down with automatic weapons.
Then a cry went up from those on Helicopter Hill. Tubing! Tubing! The Marines had been digging a second perimeter inside the firstthey no longer had enough men to defend the outer onebut they stopped and began burying themselves in the dirt. They waited for the time it took between the sounds of the tubing, which went in a direct line to their ears, and the time it took the rounds to complete their high arcs. The mortar rounds crashed harmlessly, far down the hillside. Then the Marines were up again, digging furiously to complete the new perimeter.
Mellas felt a sickening dismay. The sounds of the tube pops had come from a different direction from the first ones.
Mellas ran down to the lines, diving into Goodwins hole, from which he hoped to hear the second set of tubings and help Daniels with a cross bearing.
Youve got to hand it to them little fuckers, Goodwin said to Mellas, waiting for the next volley of mortars. Theyre fucking pros. Too bad they aint on our side.
Just wait a while, Mellas said. They were on our side twenty-five years ago.
No shit. Who switched sides, us or them?
I think it was us. We used to be against colonialism. Now were against communism.
Ill be goddamned, Goodwin said matter-of-factly. Whatever were against, Jack, theyre fucking pros.
Mellas held up his hand, listening intently for the next sounds of tubing. As soon as they came, he took a bearing and radioed it back to Daniels on Goodwins radio. Then he waited for the mortar shells to complete their slow, high trajectory. He watched the top of the cloud bank that swirled beneath the two hilltops and obscured the valleys below them. Matterhorn seemed unattached to the earth, an ugly bulb rising out of silvery gray. Then the shells hitall over and inside the perimeter. The Marines curled down, hands over their ears, and tried to squeeze inside their helmets.
The shelling continued for fifteen minutes. Just fifteen minutes. Then it stopped.
Mellas waited two minutes. He peered over the edge of the crater and then got up to check the damage. He found the senior squid already out patching someone up. Goodwin reported two more killed: theyd both been in the same hole. Otherwise, there were only minor shrapnel wounds.
Mellas walked back to Fitchs hole. Relsnik looked up, his face working. Pallack was looking away.
What is it?
Fitch broke the silence. Bass is dead, he said quickly. As if he were trying to atone for this terse announcement, he added, We dont have enough effectives to cover both hills. As soon as we get the wounded off of Matterhorn, Im pulling One and Three back here.
It took Mellas a moment to register both pieces of information. Even then his next question was automatic. It was all he could say to fill the emptiness.
How? he asked numbly.
Shrapnel. He bled to death.
Mellas turned around and walked back to the edge of the lines facing Matterhorn. It was quiet. Matterhorn floated serenely above the fog. He saw Bass on Matterhorn just weeks earlier, teaching him, joking with him, bitching to him. Bass wrapping him in a blanket one day after a patrol when he was so cold he couldnt stop shivering. Fixing a cup of coffee. Talking about home. The Corps. Bass. Dead. On this fucking wasted piece of earth.
Goodwin came up behind Mellas and put a hand on his helmet and rocked it back and forth. He didnt say anything.
Thanks, Scar, Mellas finally said.
Mellass throat ached. Tears crowded close behind his eyelids. But the ache was never released and the tears never broke through. Emptiness filled his soul.
Hey! someone shouted on the south side of the perimeter. Here come the birds.
Out of the fog to the south, a single CH-46 climbed upward toward the zone on Matterhorn. Someone on Matterhorn popped a red smoke grenade. The smoke spread slowly through the air, like blood in water.
Lazy puffs of darker smoke curled around the chopper as it came inmore mortar rounds.
Leaving the radios, Mellas picked up Fitchs field glasses and perched on a small mound. He watched Jackson standing all alone in the middle of the zone, directing the chopper with hand signals, the radio on his back, while mortar shells b
urst around him. With Fracasso and Bass both gone, Jackson took charge. There had been no orders and no questions.
Mellas watched the chopper settle in. Crewmen piled out while the Marines from Bravo Company ran up, carrying the wounded in any way they could manage, and throwing them into the tailgate. While crew members pulled the bodies forward, the Marines continued to run into and out of the bird with more dead and wounded. Then the chopper lifted, beating the air, as Marines ran from it and scattered for shelter. A figure appeared at the closing tailgate, hesitated a moment, then jumped out into space and tumbled to the ground. It looked like Jacobs. The wry thought entered Mellass head that Jacobs had probably stuttered too badly to get the pilot to stay on the ground, but then he felt bad for having such a thought. He watched as Jacobs lay there for a second; then someone darted out into the exploding mortar rounds and tugged on him. Then they both were up and running for cover.
Fucking Jake, man, Mellas muttered out loud. He actually jumped back into this shit.
He watched Jackson calmly direct another chopper in. Then the clouds closed out the zone and he could see no more.
A third chopper came straining up the south side of Helicopter Hill. Everyone listened to its progress. Pallack was talking to the pilot on the radio, and the senior squid was preparing the previous days wounded for evacuation. Two of the five original emergency cases were still alive. One of them was Merritt, still saying he wasnt ever going to forget this. Sheller said he wouldnt either. Sheller and the corpsmen from Second Platoon put Merritts foul-smelling body on a poncho strung between two sticks and carried him down to a torn piece of flat earth on the east side of the hill, away from the automatic weapons fire, to wait for the chopper.
Mellas watched the chopper emerge from the fog. Pallack popped a yellow smoke and the mortar shells once again started falling on Helicopter Hill.
The pilot was talking to Pallack in a calm, steady voice. OK, son. Where are they shooting from? I know where theyre shooting at. Over.
The finger just to our north, sir. Also tubes to d northwest and due west just about on d border. Over.
OK, son. Ill bring her in from the southeast. Youre sure that fucking hole is big enough to get me in? Over.
Yes, sir. I walked right across it. Its a nice big flat space. Over.
Nice big flat aint helping me much. How about some numbers? Over.
One nice big flat spot, sir, Pallack said. Over.
I aint in the fucking mood for kidding around. Over.
Pallack didnt want to tell the pilot how small the zone was; he was afraid the pilot would turn around and not try it.
Goddamn it, son, now I know you think Im going to fly away if its too small, but so help me, if you dont tell how big a spot youve got there, I am turning this fucking machine around. Right now. Over.
Pallack hesitated. Ten meters, sir. But deres no fucking wind. Over.
Shit. The word was muttered, not intended to go over the air. Nevertheless the chopper kept coming in. Mellas could see the pilot, a large overweight man, probably a field-grade officer, hands moving deftly at the controls, large sweating face packed into the narrow plastic helmet. Mellas couldnt help thinking of Santa Claus.
By now small arms fire from the finger to the north could be heard crackling through the air above the landing zone; the chopper was flying straight into it. A second volley of tubing sounded through the fog, and everyone who was waiting for the chopper flattened out against the mud. More shells exploded on the hill.
Sheller was sitting next to his wounded men, rubbing his face. Ridlow, still chalky white and with clammy sweat on his face, was bantering about whether or not to leave his .44 Magnum with Goodwin, but he and Goodwin were both worried. Ridlow had passed out twice from loss of blood.
The pilot started talking as if to keep his own mind off the danger. Normally I wouldnt do this, son, but I was held up by some wild-ass redneck staff sergeant right outside Delta Med who told me to drop off a huss for you guys when I went in or hed shoot me out of the fucking sky. The pilot laughed. You know that character? Over.
Yeah. Its d gunny, Pallack said. He would, too, sir, he added. Youre much better off with us. Over.
Thats what I figured, son. The radio lapsed into static.
The fire intensified, but the bird kept coming in a slow, straight, exposed approach. More mortar rounds hit the hill behind the backs of the evacuation party. The bird loomed up on them out of the fog, its blades whapping and pounding, its turbines screaming. Suddenly there was chaos as the bird shuddered, hovering above the tiny level space on the side of the hill, its blades barely missing the earth on the uphill side. Mellas saw that bullets had perforated the clear canopy around the pilot. The copilot was slumped over, held up only by his seat belt, his plastic helmet shattered and broken.
The chopper hit the deck and the crew chief started throwing out bags as Sheller and Fredrickson, with the help of others, shoved the critically wounded into the belly of the bird. In seconds the chopper was moving and the kids on the ground were diving for holes, not caring what was in the bags. The next salvo came just as the chopper started curving away, gaining speed rapidly as it moved with gravity, sliding southward toward the valley. A hand poked out of one of the choppers broken portholes. It held a Smith & Wesson .44 that barked out six heavy shots at the north finger.
Mellas lifted his head from the earth. He darted down to the satchels, hollering for help, and began dragging them up the hill to the bunkers. Inside the bags were several cases of IV fluid, several cases of machine-gun ammunition, fifteen gallons of water, a case of hand grenades, and, in a Marine seabag stuffed with melting ice, two cases of Coca-Cola.
D fucking gunny, man, Pallack said.
First and Third Platoons filed back onto Helicopter Hill three hours later, having had to walk at the pace of the wounded for whom there hadnt been room on the medevac birds. Connolly had Vancouvers sword. He walked up to the CP and handed it to Mellas.
What the fuck am I supposed to do with it, Conman? Mellas asked, feeling its weight.
I dont know. Connolly looked out into the fog. All I know is if it went back with Vancouver, someone who didnt deserve it would take it. At least you could trade it for something.
That doesnt seem right, Mellas said. Maybe we ought to send it home to his father, he added lamely.
What father? Connolly said. He wouldnt want that, sir. What you think a fucking Canadian is doing in an American war if he had a home and a father he wanted to go back to?
Connolly sat down in the mud and stared past Mellas, across at Matterhorn. He was my fucking brother, sir. He started crying. Mellas looked at the sword, unable to speak. Snot and tears were running over Connollys mouth and chin. He kept wiping them away with his filthy hand, smearing everything all together. He looked up at Mellas. He was my fucking brother.
Mellas put the sword in the CP bunker. Then he walked down to First Platoons position and took over the platoon without even asking Fitch.
There were now fifteen bodies stacked on top of Helicopter Hill, stiff with rigor mortis, several of them mutilated by a mortar shell that had exploded in their midst. Goodwins platoon had lost fifteen: eight killed and seven medevaced. The other wounded of his platoon stayed behind and were still capable of fighting. Kendall had lost fourteen: six killed and eight medevaced, with ten others left behind functioning with minor wounds. First Platoon had twenty left out of forty-twothe addition of Mellas made it twenty-one. Of those, half had minor wounds but were still able to fight. With the CP group and the mortarmen, that left ninety-seven effectives in the company. Fifteen gallons of water divided by ninety-seven was roughly a pint and a quarter for each Marine. Everyone also got half a can of Coke.
The time was only 1015.
They redistributed water, food, and
ammunition from the dead, including the NVA. Some Marines kept the NVA water in separate canteens from their own. Others just dumped the two together. It made little difference. Machine gunners met and split their remaining rounds evenly.
All day they sat or stood in their holes, staring at the fog. Every so often someone would shout Tubing! and they would squeeze down, knees up to their helmets, waiting for the sounds that would let them know they werent the ones who were hit.
By evening, as a result of the hammering by the NVA mortars, Mellass mind was running out of control. At some point hed taken a second flak jacket off a dead body and put it on over his own. His mind wouldnt stop calculating: if one flak jacket will take fifty percent of the flak, then two will take seventy-five percent. If I wear three, that will be eighty-seven and a half percent, and four will be ninety-three and three-quarters percent. He would keep this up until his fogged mind could divide no further; then, for some reason, he would start up again. If one will block half, then two will block three-quarters . . . He tried to shut the calculations off. He walked from hole to hole talking to people. But then he would hear the tubing, and he would know more shells were on their way. He would scramble for the nearest hole and once again go through the numbers, waiting for the explosions. He remembered a lecture about how mortars are fairly ineffective against troops that are dug in. But the lecturer hadnt mentioned the psychological effect on the troops.
At dusk Fitch called an actuals meeting in the bunker. Kendall arrived before the others, very subdued. Word about his fuckup had spread all over the hill. He looked guiltily at Relsnik and Pallack and mumbled a greeting to Fitch. He sat down in the darkness, his arms holding his knees close to his chest, to wait for the others to arrive.