Ordinary tracking dogs would imbibe a smell off an article of clothing or a shoe and then put their muzzles to the ground and follow a single smell. They would do what the motley pack of searchers’ German shepherds and border collies had tried to do after they nosed the house slipper of Bryant’s that Claire Whittier had given the sheriff. They tried to pick up one person’s particular scent on the ground. But they had run in circles around the verge of the road up to the summer house. Roman apparently could detect any sign of human scent in the air, no matter what human the scent belonged to. Roman had been trained for three years in a complex game of hide-and-seek known only to him and Lorrie Sabo.
Not even trackers who trained air-scenting Search and Rescue dogs knew exactly what the dog was scenting: It could be human hormones or skin drafts, the tang of evaporated perspiration, respiratory gases, or, in the case of cadavers, the bacterial action on human skin or tissues that created the unmistakable overripe lily stink of decomposition. Whatever was out there and human, living or dead, the Saint Bernard would find it. He worked off-lead, looping in large parabolic areas of terrain, his trainer literally making tracks behind him.
“I’ll take your brother,” Lorrie said now, trying to placate Vincent. “Stella’s his baby. And he’s got this walking thing down.”
“I’m paying you,” Vincent told her, tramping grimly. “I’m not trying to be a jerk, but I have to go or I have to find someone else.”
“No one else will be able to find her,” Lorrie said. “I’m not trying to be a jerk either, but that’s the fact.”
Ben said nothing.
Vincent and the small muscular tracker took each other’s measure and Vincent marveled at the wild circumstances that had brought him to this place.
He sighed and so did Lorrie Sabo.
“Let’s get the packs stuffed and go. What the hell,” she said.
Pat and Beth had swept through the aisles at Pitch’s Sporting Goods and the local Walgreens, which were going to have to restock their goods based on purchases made by the Cappadoras alone.
Beth was distressed that she could find no wind pants anywhere near small enough for Vincent’s slender frame—except pants made for kids, which would be too short. Reluctantly, she bought an extra-thick pair of fleece pants for the outside layer, knowing as she did so that this layer would soon be wet. She fretted and yet, for the first time in more years than she could count, she felt like a genuine mother—as she had when the children were small, before Ben was taken from them. She was provisioning them, protecting them from harm, harkening back to a time when being a mother was more than sending checks or presents, when it required gear and hands-on time.
This much, she could do.
Even Agent Berriman accompanied the family back to Lorrie Sabo’s house. Eliza, who had barely left the Lone Star Inn, was bundled in a child’s parka, as none of the adult sizes at Pitch’s would fit her. Like a child also, she held Ben’s hand as long as he let her, then held Beth’s when Ben had to move away.
Beth watched them as Lorrie Sabo directed the assembly of the long, aluminum-framed backpacks—the little woman dividing the load between the two brothers. She threw aside half the stuff that Beth and Pat had purchased and said, “You might as well not waste your money on this. Tell Jesse Pitch to take it back at the store. Unless I die—and if I do, I give you permission to rob me,” she told Ben and Vincent, “we won’t be needing more than one ax and one big knife. But they can both have pocketknives. And a mirror. And whistles. Definitely whistles.”
Unable to bear the inactivity, Beth squeezed in beside Ben and used the memory of her teenage days as a supermarket checkout girl to make a square load—endless sealed aluminum bags of tuna and other bags of what looked like dehydrated powder. Surprised, Ben glanced up at her and smiled. Boldly, Beth gently touched the cheek she’d slapped and Ben reached up and let his own fingers rest on his mother’s for a moment so brief it might not have happened, except that later, Beth would summon that touch over and over to give herself courage.
Lorrie had been specific about their buying a Jetboil stove because hers was acting up and they couldn’t count on dry wood, at least all the time. While she was at pains to explain that she would not personally need hot food, she was sure that the men would. Hoping they would find dry wood, she added to Ben’s pack one pan and several empty film canisters stuffed with cotton balls saturated with Vaseline, which she said worked better than any heavier tinder. Pat asked what the dry foodstuff would be when she added hot water.
“Wet protein,” Lorrie told him briefly. “They call it chili or stew but it doesn’t taste like any chili I’d ever eat.”
Lorrie then gave Ben lengths of rope and plastic groundsheets to top off the large pack. Into the “head” of the pack that zipped on top (“Easiest to get to …” Lorrie said) she asked Ben to cram small silky bags of peanuts and M&M’s (“Plastic will rip …” Lorrie said). To Beth, she gave power bars, two big canteen-type cups, spoons, flares, and matches wrapped in plastic bags and clipped into a solid hard-plastic case. And Beth packed these.
As Lorrie watched, Vincent stacked his own pack with the tent he and Ben would share, their sleeping bags, and Lorrie’s first-aid kit. Candy helped Vincent shove things down deep and lay the kit on top.
“You guard that kit with your life,” Lorrie said. “I don’t think we’ll need the bee-sting stuff but I’m bringing it anyway. And I hope we don’t need the SAM splint or the pain pills but I have a funny feeling. Blisters can kill out there, if they get infected. So you’re both going to pad your piggies with moleskin like ballerinas.” She whipped through their clothes, discarding and approving layers, nodding at the Sorel boots Ben had borrowed from Rob Brent, making a face at Vincent’s Timberlands but saying they would have to do. She muttered darkly about Vincent’s lack of an outer lower layer and went into her house to get two rain ponchos for them to squeeze into a large waterproof “stuff sack” along with an extra pair of wool-blend socks and wool-blend shirt they would wear under a parka shell.
Then she sent them in to dress.
“They’ll have blisters in an hour,” Lorrie said to Beth. While she waited, Lorrie Sabo asked Beth, “Do you have a family picture?” Beth shook her head.
“Your key chains,” said Kerry, who was already crying, wiping her tears away with the chapped backs of her hands.
Beth ran back for her purse and Candy dug into her pockets. They unclasped the identical charms they carried with Stella’s picture.
When Beth handed them over, the tracker said, “Well. That’s Stella. Yeah. Okay. If she’s up there, we’ll bring her down.”
“I feel sure you will,” Candy told her, the quaver in her voice betraying her. “If anybody can.”
“How long will it take?” Eliza asked softly. Kerry put her arm around Eliza.
“I don’t know, honey,” Lorrie told her. “I would love to say by tonight. But I know there’s no man-made meadow within the distances I’ve hiked from here with my kids or even with my dogs. I packed for three days and spare change. If we don’t find her by then … we’ll get my friend Greg to drop food for us and the dog.”
“How will you reach him?” Eliza asked.
“Cell phone,” Lorrie said.
“You can use cell phones? Up here?” Kerry asked.
“You can use cell phones on Kilimanjaro. They just don’t work when you need them. I bring three, charged, anyhow. The trees are hard to plug into.” Beth quickly held out her own cell phone, as did Eliza, who then turned and ran to bring Ben’s from the car.
Vincent and Ben emerged, suited, and the tracker went inside her house to dress and assemble her own gear.
Awkwardly, the two brothers stood facing the others.
Sharply, Berriman turned and walked away, opening his truck and rearranging imaginary stuff inside.
“Well,” Pat said.
“It’s all good, Pat,” Ben told him. He wore a tight wool cap with a thick padded he
adband around it. The headband was the only one Pat could find in early April and was luminous hot pink. “Only thing is, I thank God nobody who knows me can see me in all this.”
“Just be careful. Look where you are. Be careful,” Candy told them. She studied Vincent’s gloves and his Blackhawks stocking hat. “Neither one of those is insulated.” She pulled off her own stretchy woolen gloves. “Take mine at least.”
“They only had one pair that was insulated. Dad got it. Sam should have it. He spends more time inside.” Ben and Vincent didn’t look at each other. “And I have a band like that, too, from my father. I’m just not secure enough in my masculinity to wear it.”
Ben snorted.
“You have to stop fighting, Sam,” Eliza said quietly.
“We’re not fighting, baby,” Ben said.
“You’re not speaking,” she said. “You love Vincent, Sam. What are you doing here otherwise?”
Then Lorrie was back. As she attached “camelbacks,” water bags with hoses, to one side of each of their packs, securing the hoses so they would hang over their shoulders, allowing them a drink whenever they needed it, she said, “We have a good four hours if we go now. I just have to let Romy eat. He’s getting his regular raw stuff and some oatmeal too. He’s going to be on thin rations for a while.” With metal rings, she attached the snowshoes to hang from the other side of each pack.
“Let’s go, then,” said Vincent.
The tracker demonstrated how to get down on one knee and roll the pack onto her back. First Ben and then Vincent did the same thing.
“You have sunglasses? Lip balm? No? Well, great.” Lorrie shouted to Doug, her husband, who, after a minute, brought out what he could find. “Plenty of sunscreen. Flashlights. GPS for me and one for you two …” She turned to the family. “Is there anything you want to give them?”
Beth gave each of her sons the little framed photo of Stella. Then Pat unzipped his coat and removed his gold Italian horn pendant, which, to Beth’s knowledge, he had never removed, even to shower. He nodded to Ben, who opened his coat and let Pat place it around his neck. Pat gave Ben a hard hug and took off his glove. To Vincent he said, “You already have my high-school ring back at your place.” Pat removed his ancient, thin wedding band. “This was Grandpa’s. You bring it back and I’ll let you have it when you get married. If anyone will ever have you.”
“Okay, Pop,” Vincent said, and kissed his father.
Beth placed her hands on Ben’s shoulders and then on Vincent’s. “You’re my boys. I haven’t said this. Not when I should have. Maybe not at all. But I bind you together. I bind you together. Whatever separates you is foolish. It means nothing. Promise me you’ll give me at least the respect of hearing what I say.”
“I will, Ma,” Vincent said, and Ben nodded.
Eliza turned her face into Candy’s lapels and wouldn’t look up when Ben asked for her.
Lorrie made a low two-note whistle and the dog stepped out.
Beth caught her breath.
Roman’s head would have grazed Beth’s waist and was the size of a football helmet. He walked paw across paw, as a lion walks, and wore no collar or chain. Almost entirely white, except for irregular patches of red and black along his flanks and a half-mask that covered his blunt, handsome face, he looked up intently into Lorrie’s eyes with an eerie, human-like entreaty. Removing a ragged bandana tied around what seemed to be a tennis ball, the tracker let the dog take it in his giant mouth and then jerked on the corners as Romy playfully slung his own great head side to side. Lorrie threw the bandana and Romy bounded back with it, dropping it at Lorrie’s feet and lying down beside it.
“This is our contract,” she said to Beth. Lorrie removed a sliver of what smelled like spoiled salmon from one of two zippered wallets around her waist and gave it to Roman. “This is his stinky salmon. The rag and the salmon are his reward. Now he knows what we’re going to do. No matter when we find her, I’ll stop for a minute and give him his play.”
“Doesn’t he pull it out of your hands?” Pat asked.
“You can’t roughhouse with a dog this powerful,” Lorrie Sabo answered. “Romy’s the gentlest boy on earth but he’s too big to ever get the idea that anything but gentle play is okay. He learned that a long time ago.” The tracker knelt at the door to hug her little girls and her husband. The little girls hugged the dog. From behind the children peered a second Saint Bernard that Lorrie introduced as Noble, a one-year-old pup in training. The last two things Doug handed his wife were what appeared to be a small Bible and very large handgun. As the three of them set out, the dog trotting ahead at a hand signal Lorrie gave him, Candy put both arms around Eliza.
“That’s a .45 Glock,” she said. “Think she intends to run into bears?”
“Would it work?” Beth asked.
“Yeah, pretty much,” Candy said. “This is the time for bears to come out, isn’t it?”
“I don’t want to think about any more dangerous shit than I already am,” said Pat.
Beth’s sons, walking steadily at least three feet apart, were already visibly smaller. Turn, Beth thought. Wave goodbye. But they didn’t, and soon a stand of trees obscured them.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Austere and silent, the landscape at the foot of Blind Bear Hill was Christmas-card exquisite. A tiny waterfall had frozen in midstream, its pool a ruffle of ice at the base. Ben stopped for a moment.
“Don’t lose sight of me,” Lorrie called back, “and please try to stay within my tracks. We’re going to have to come out of here someday and we’re not going to be stopping to look at the scenery.”
“Why aren’t you looking for signs?” Ben asked.
“You’ve seen too many TV Westerns,” she answered. “No tracker looks at the ground. Whatever made a track down there made a sign of some kind up ahead. You look up in front of you.”
Ben said, “Fine,” and Vincent knew he would have pulled a wry face at him any other time in their lives.
They hiked another hour in silence. The sun sank and the snow was deeper.
“We can’t post-hole it like this anymore,” the tracker told Vincent and Ben. “It’ll wear your legs out. Time to snowshoe up.”
Once the snowshoes were secure, the two men sat on slippery rocks and devoured handfuls of nuts and chocolate. Lorrie seemed to have some internal fuel source. She settled herself in the sun in the cleft of a rock and pulled the leather cowboy hat she wore over her ski band down to cover her eyes. Ben and Vincent sat in silence for fifteen minutes, listening to the snores of the dog, which had thrown itself over Lorrie’s legs.
Suddenly, as though she had heard an alarm sound, Lorrie sat up and slipped into her own snowshoes. “Did you sleep?” she asked.
“Were we supposed to?” Ben answered.
“I sleep whenever I can. You’ll get pretty tired otherwise. You can eat and drink walking but you can’t sleep walking, although I’ve seen people try,” the tracker said. “Are you drinking?” Neither of them had. Neither of them wanted to stop to pee. “This is serious. You have to drink all the time. From now on. Enjoy that good well water while you have it because you’re going to be drinking water purified with iodine or strained through sand we dig for pretty soon. If I can find any sand under this. Snow melt is more likely … and that will have to be warmed up or it’ll just add to how cold you feel when the sun goes down.”
Another half hour brought them to the foot of a rocky slope with a fringe of trees at its crown.
“How do we get around that?” Vincent asked.
“Around it?” Lorrie said, laughing, as Romy dug in his claws. “We’re going up. There’s still light up there. We’ll get there and camp.”
“It doesn’t look too steep,” said Ben.
By the time they got to the top, both of them were heaving for every breath and bent over, hauling on saplings. Sweat sprang from pores Vincent didn’t know he had and he tore off his hat, stuffing it into his pocket.
“Go
t here faster’n I thought,” Lorrie said. “Roman’s doing good. We’ll keep going.”
Vincent sighed.
“You want to go back? Go,” said Lorrie. “No new snow. Just follow our track.”
Vincent said, “No. We just don’t do this every day.”
Lorrie bounded off into the trees, where the boughs that clasped overhead erased the waning sun—thrusting them into a tunnel where the honeyed light stippled the ground in front of them. “I’m going to look for a clearing. Stay in my tracks. There’s a spring that runs down along here. It could be a trickle now but you never know. I sing to pass time. It doesn’t waste as much energy as thinking.”
As Ben and Vincent struggled up what had seemed from the bottom to be a gentle grade, their thighs began to ache and then caught fire. Even Ben swore violently under his breath. From up ahead, they could hear Lorrie singing Irish songs, from “Gentle Annie” to “Red Is the Rose,” songs they knew from their Irish grandfather, Bill Kerry, Beth’s dad. But when Lorrie began, “Tim Finnegan lived in Walkin’ Street, a gentle Irishman, mighty odd …” Vincent said, “That’s enough of this shit.”
He tried to think of any song he knew that would distract him from the elfin dissection of his hamstrings—any camp song, but then he had never been to camp. Any folk song, but he’d never had any idea what Bob Dylan was actually saying. Finally, he began to hum, then to sing, “If a body catch a body, coming through the rye … if a body kiss a body, will a body cry? Everybody loves somebody …”
“Everybody has somebody,” Ben corrected him. To Vincent’s surprise, he sang, “Everybody has somebody, nay they say have I …” and they finished together, “Yet all the girls, they smile at me, when coming through the rye.” And then they began again, pushing with their legs, digging with their toes.
If a body catch a body
Coming through the rye, If a body kiss a body …
Will a body cry?
Everybody has somebody,
Nay they say have I.
Yet all the girls they smile at me
When coming through the rye.