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Oh Why, Oh Why

  By Jason Wallace Poetry

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  Oh Why, Oh Why

  Copyright © 2015 by Jason Wallace Poetry

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  It took you quite a while to see

  Just exactly

  What you did to me

  You could not open up your eyes

  Cuz for years

  You'd been blinded

  By your own lies

  And I ain't never

  Felt this way before

  So alone, so alone

  And wonderin what for

  Weren't you the one that up and left

  Though I did you wrong

  Didn't you tell me I'm the best

  I know I might not be perfect

  I made mistakes

  But who doesn't

  And I don't deserve it

  Love, love, love

  I don't believe it

  If you ask me again

  I could leave it

  It's a lie

  That someone once started

  To tell the innocent

  And the brokenhearted

  So why even try

  A four letter word

  So venomous, a curse

  Of all untruths, the worst

  Oh why, oh why

  What happened

  Once we promised forever

  Who did what to who first

  And now we're not together

  It never depended on whether

  I did you right or did you wrong

  Or on that lie, that curse

  It depended on how

  Much you could control me

  So when I said I had enough

  You left me here

  Broken, hopeless, and livin solely

  On emptiness and ackwardness

  So.... love, love, love

  Could you have at least once

  Not faked it

  Meant what you said,

  Kept a promise,

  Never to break it

  For a while,

  I could barely take it

  But now... love, love, love

  Matters not

  And... neither do you

  Love, love, love

  I don't believe it

  If you ask me again

  I could leave it

  It's a lie

  That someone once started

  To tell the innocent

  And the brokenhearted

  So why even try

  A four letter word

  So venomous, a curse

  Of all untruths, the worst

  Oh why, oh why

  I think maybe of all the words

  You told me

  Nothing mattered less

  Than that curse of a word

  And no moment mattered less

  Than when you'd hold me

  So hold on to something else

  And remember

  Every time you're lonely yourself

  That he ain't half of what I am

  And he can't love you like I can

  Or like I could have

  How I always meant to and tried to

  And if you'd have let me

  How I would have

  So... love, love, love

  Love, love, love

  I don't believe it

  If you ask me again

  I could leave it

  It's a lie

  That someone once started

  To tell the innocent

  And the brokenhearted

  So why even try

  A four letter word

  So venomous, a curse

  Of all untruths, the worst

  Oh why, oh why

  Oh why, oh why, oh why

  Oh why, oh why, oh why

  Why do I ever try

  Why did I believe your lies

  Oh tell me.... why

  Broken Angel

  You're too far away

  You're too much for me to take

  You torture me

  You take away

  Any peace I prayed to save

  Every time I hear your voice

  Or I even hear your name...

  I go insane

  I feel the same

  Creeping feelings of regret

  And I forget to hold my head high

  I begin to bear the blame

  I give into the temptation

  That contemplation has erased

  Confusion, constant oblation

  For anything more than this serious situation

  That I wish I did not have to face

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

  We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  We were walking wearily

  Into a snare we could not see

  We almost let ourselves

  Be tied together for life

  And that's not right

  Because the truth about me

  Is I was never anything

  That you really wanted

  With your halo burning bright

  Really an illusion

  If you say so, I just might

  End all of my confusion

  By cursing you by name

  By bursting out of all my seams, all the same

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

  We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  You really were everything

  I ever wanted

  You were my all, my serenity

  But now right in front of me

  Is the realization

  That there is no meant to be

  There is no pre-planned one to set you free

  And I rushed and put off all chance of patience

  My life, to my disappointment

  Is a life without you

  Nothing more or less will ever do

  I simply cannot avoid it

  I cannot spend another day wasting

  Waiting for a rescue, your invitation

  You were once

  The angel of my dreams

  But no my nightmare become flesh

  I forgot to let myself see

  What you really did to me

 
We're broken in different ways

  I'm broken down

  Beaten, defeated, denied, your utmost regret

  Looking all around

  For any sense of salvation

  I wish you could find the same

  Because in your brain

  You seem to think that it's ok

  To leave someone hurting in such a way

  Breaking hearts, tearing apart

  All inclination, all hope, all absence of hesitation

  To move past sentimental sensation

  Broken angel, maybe of my own creation

  My darkest creation

  Bonus Material

  I Can’t Tell if I’m Sorry

  I woke up in the arms

  Of someone else today

  I haven't heard from you in so long

  I felt so alone

  Maybe if I could remember last night

  I might know her name

  I'm not sure if you care anymore

  And I feel so broken

  I always wonder what you're up to

  Where you are

  The forever we talked about

  Has gotten shorter

  Everything has changed so fast, so far

  All that we thought we had

  Is out of order

  Is it gonna be me

  Is it gonna be you

  Who is it you're livin for

  What's it gonna be

  What ya gonna do

  I don't know if I like it anymore

  And I can't tell

  If I'm sorry

  One of these days

  One day soon

  I'm gonna leave

  I'll forget about you

  Everything we have

  I always have to guess

  I feel like I'm somebody hired

  To clean up all your mess

  Maybe we went too far

  Maybe we rushed so fast

  That all the excitement caused

  A fire still burning in the past

  But that flame has burned out here

  Put out by the drops of so many tears

  Is it gonna be me

  Is it gonna be you

  Who is it you're livin for

  What's it gonna be

  What ya gonna do

  I don't know if I like it anymore

  And I can't tell

  If I'm sorry

  If it's gonna be us

  And not somethin else

  You need to see

  It's you, not me

  And you're only livin for yourself

  I feel the call of an open road

  At least I know it's there

  And not doin somethin only God knows

  Is it gonna be me

  Is it gonna be you

  Who is it you're livin for

  What's it gonna be

  What ya gonna do

  I don't know if I like it anymore

  And I can't tell

  If I'm sorry

  I can't say a whole lot now

  But sorry ain't much

  Of what I'm about

  Is it gonna be me

  Is it gonna be you

  Who is it you're livin for

  What's it gonna be

  What ya gonna do

  I don't know if I like it anymore

  And I can't tell

  If I'm sorry

  Is it gonna be me

  Is it gonna be you

  Who is it you're livin for

  What's it gonna be

  What ya gonna do

  I don't know if I like it anymore

  And I can't tell

  If I'm sorry

  Do I have to say I'm sorry

  That, I Will Do

  Others came around

  And others left me alone

  Made me feel incomplete

  Scared and on my own

  Never to know

  Just what to do

  Or how to even breathe

  But every second I think of you

  I know there's 

  Nothing more I could need

  If I ever fail to be

  Everything you see in me

  I apologize right now

  That's not what I want

  But all that I need

  Is everything in you

  And no matter what you ask

  That, Baby...

  That, I will do

  Maybe one person in ten

  Finds the love they hope exists

  So out of twenty,

  We both found 

  What we can't resist

  Everything you do

  Makes me fall

  So much more in love with you

  You're what I thought I'd never have

  What I thought I'd never get

  Worth every mistake

  Worth every kiss

  That I had to make 

  To learn how to be

  What I stopped believing in

  To find everything 

  Perfect for me

  If I ever fail to be

  Everything you see in me

  I apologize right now

  That's not what I want

  But all that I need

  Is everything in you

  And no matter what you ask

  That, Baby...

  That, I will do

  I will do

  Anything for you

  I will give my all

  I will...

  I will stop fearing the fall

  If I ever fail to be

  Everything you see in me

  I apologize right now

  That's not what I want

  But all that I need

  Is everything in you

  And no matter what you ask

  That, Baby...

  That, I will do

  You've made me feel

  Something too unreal to be real

  I don't want to stop

  I don't want to sleep

  Because dreaming of you

  Could never be half 

  Always staying way too far

  From what you really mean to me

  You're more than my dreams

  You're more than 

  Love could truly be

  Love made us meet

  But it couldn't contain what you are

  So much more than love had in store

  So much more than I thought

  Leaving me always wanting more

  Leaving me always hoping not

  To ever let you down

  To ever fall short

  Of everything you want

  Of everything you 

  Spent your life fighting for

  If I ever fail to be

  Everything you see in me

  I apologize right now

  That's not what I want

  But all that I need

  Is everything in you

  And no matter what you ask

  That, Baby...

  That, I will do

  If I ever fail to be

  Everything you see in me

  I apologize right now

  That's not what I want

  But all that I need

  Is everything in you

  And no matter what you ask

  That, Baby...

  That, I will do

  I will do it all

  Don't be afraid to ask

  Or to let it all in

  If I couldn't have you

  I would die

  Just to come back

  More perfect again

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