Josh swore. Another climber down—and no one had climbed higher than ABC yet.
The mess tent cleared out pretty fast after that, leaving me, Sun-jo, Zopa, and Sparky. It felt good to drink hot tea and to breathe and have air actually fill my lungs. I felt like I was sitting in an oxygen tent, not a mess tent.
"Peak and Miss Angelo need to get up to ABC," Zopa said.
"I know," Josh said. "I was going to take them and the film crew up when I got back, but I'll have to wait a few days now. I'm wiped."
"I'll take them all up tomorrow," Zopa offered.
I couldn't even imagine walking back up the glacier in a few hours, but I couldn't protest in front of Josh or Zopa. I wished that JR, Will, and Jack hadn't headed to their tents after filming Francis being freed from the Gamow bag. If they had been there to hear Zopa's suggestion, I'm sure they would have protested for me.
"I can't ask you to do that," Josh said.
"You didn't ask me," Zopa said. "I offered. They need to go up. The weather will break in a few hours."
"Not according to the satellite maps I just looked at," Sparky said.
Zopa shrugged. "The maps are wrong."
"What about Holly?" Josh asked.
"I had a doctor from another camp look at her earlier today," Zopa answered. "She can go."
Josh grinned. "So, you already had this figured out before you came up to get me."
Zopa ignored the comment. "We will take some of the porters and yaks," he said. "Resupply what was lost in the storm. There are some Sherpas I would like to visit at ABC before I leave the mountain."
"Did you talk to Pa-sang?"
Pa-sang was Josh's sirdar, who I had seen around camp but had never officially met. He was constantly rushing around, yelling at the porters, arguing with Sherpas, or in the HQ tent talking to the Base Camp crew.
"He had the porters pack what was needed this afternoon," Zopa answered.
Josh looked at me. "Are you ready for twenty-one thousand feet?"
I said I was, but I had some serious doubts. I hoped Zopa was wrong about the weather.
ABC
THE NEXT MORNING I poked my head through the tent flap.
Crystal clear, twenty-eight degrees, no wind—by far the best weather we'd had since getting to Base Camp—and I could not have been more disappointed.
I had a sore throat and it felt like the muscles and joints inside my skin had been replaced with broken glass.
Sun-jo was sitting outside waiting for me, dressed in my former clothes, including my so-called junk boots. And there was an added touch: The Peak Experience logo had been sewn on both the parka and his stocking cap. I thought Zopa had traded all that stuff away. Why was Sun-jo wearing my clothes?
"You do not look well," he said.
"I do not feel well," I croaked back at him. "What's with the clothes?"
"They didn't fit you," he answered. "Zopa gave them to me."
I was too out of it to pursue it any further. I reached back into the tent for my water bottle and found it was frozen solid. I was so tired the night before, I had forgotten to put it in the sleeping bag with me to keep it from freezing. I'd spent hours packing and repacking my gear for the trip up to ABC.
Sun-jo pulled his water bottle out of his backpack. I took a deep swig and handed it back, wondering why he had a backpack.
"Are you going up to ABC with us?"
"Yes," he answered. "And I would like to leave before the herders. I don't like stepping in yak dung."
"Me either," I said, although I had never seen yak dung. The porters kept yaks corralled at the far end of camp. I hadn't been over there yet, but you could sure smell the shaggy bovines when the wind blew from that direction.
I wondered why Zopa hadn't mentioned Sun-jo going up to ABC with us the night before, but I was too tired, hungry, and worried about the climb to ask Sun-jo about it right then. "Guess we'd better try to wake up Holly."
"She and Zopa have already left," Sun-jo said.
I looked at my watch in a panic, but it was only nine o'clock. "When did they leave?"
"Two hours ago."
"Why didn't Zopa wake me up?" I asked (although I was glad for the extra sleep).
"Miss Holly is a slow climber. We will overtake them."
I grabbed my gear and checked it one last time, then we went over to the mess tent to get something to eat. The only person inside was the cook. I was disappointed Josh wasn't there to see me off, but considering what he had been through the past few days, I couldn't blame him for sleeping in.
Halfway through my breakfast, JR, Will, and Jack dragged in, blurry-eyed and irritable, but after half an hour of coffee and carbs they began to perk up.
"Let's get this over with," Will said, smearing glacial cream on his face to prevent it from burning.
***
AT FIRST IT APPEARED that Holly was a faster climber than Sun-jo thought, but her speed was explained a few hours later when we finally caught up to her near a stream of glacial meltwater: Zopa had been carrying both his and Holly's heavy backpack as they made their way up the steep glacier.
Even without the backpack she was having a hard time catching her breath. She tried to smile when she saw us but couldn't quite manage it. Zopa looked a little haggard, too, which wasn't too surprising considering he was carrying as much weight as a yak.
Speaking of which, the yak herd had been gaining on us all day long and were now less than a hundred yards behind. Each yak carried over a hundred pounds of supplies and their own fodder—there was nothing else for them to eat this high.
With a grim expression Zopa looked at the long line of animals. I guess he didn't want to trudge through their dung anymore than we did.
"Those cows are going to ruin our shots," JR said.
"They're not cows, they're yaks," I said. "And how are they going to ruin your shots?"
"We're filming you, not a bunch of herders and their yaks."
I thought that at 19,000 feet all my hot buttons were out of reach, but JR had just managed to punch one of them dead center. I hated television documentaries where they filmed the intrepid scientist, climber, or explorer in the middle of some dreadfully hostile environment all alone. Oh yeah? Then who's operating the camera as they battle the elements all alone?
Back at Base Camp I had overheard climbers complaining about the "filthy" porters and herders and their "stinking" yaks. When something was missing from one of the camps, the porters and herders were always the first suspects.
Sure, I didn't want to step in yak dung, but it was pretty humbling to hear those same herders and porters in their cheap boots, ratty clothes, and heavy packs coming up behind us with the strength and breath to whistle, chant, and sing as they hauled our gear up the mountain. None of us were whistling or singing and we were carrying a tenth of what they had on their backs.
"Without those herders, yaks, and porters we wouldn't be here," I said to JR. "Leaving them out of the film is like leaving Everest out of the film. They're more important to a climber getting to the summit than the climber."
I didn't have enough breath for any more, but I think I made my point because Zopa laughed, long and hard (which is hard to do at that altitude). And when the yaks and herders and porters reached us JR filmed the entire procession crossing the stream, including the bloody spots in the snow left by the yaks that had cut their hooves on sharp rocks.
We gladly followed their dung trail all the way up to the intermediate camp. The camp wasn't exactly what I expected.
It was located at the very edge of an unstable cliff above a roaring glacial river. Behind us was a slope that looked like it was going to come tumbling down on top of us. I pointed out these two potential disasters to Zopa, and as an exclamation mark, a boulder popped loose and came tumbling down the slope, sliding to a stop about fifty feet from where we were standing.
"It's level," Zopa said as if a comfortable sleep were all that mattered before we were crushed to death.
/>
I looked around at the others. None of them seemed bothered, but that might have been because they were so exhausted they could barely move. I knew exactly how they felt. The simplest tasks seemed to take forever and we weren't even up at ABC yet. There were three higher camps above that.
After setting up our tent (Sun-jo and I had decided to bunk together so we didn't have to carry up an extra tent) we set up Holly's. She hadn't uttered a single word since we'd caught up to her. She was sitting slumped on a flat rock like a puppet with its strings cut, watching us through dull, lifeless eyes.
Sun-jo went to help Zopa and the other Sherpas get dinner ready, and I walked over and asked Holly how she was doing.
She took several deep breaths, and on the last exhale managed a wheezy "Fine."
At sea level anyone who looked like she did would be in the back of an ambulance on their way to emergency, but at 19,028 feet the emergency threshold was proportionately higher. Even so, I didn't like Holly's chances for getting any farther up the mountain in the condition she was in.
A shot of Os would perk her right up, but it would also defeat the purpose of acclimatization. Her body was actually climbing as she was slumped on that cold rock, which was the whole purpose of climb high, sleep low....
"Red blood cells are multiplying by the millions to protect our bodies from the thin air. These new red cells stick around during the rest periods at lower altitudes, making it easier the next time you go up. So even though—"
"Shut up, Peak," Holly managed to say with a small smile.
"What?"
"I know ... gasp ... how ... gasp ... red blood cells ... gasp... work."
I stared at her completely dumbfounded until I realized that somewhere in the middle of my thoughts I had started talking out loud without realizing it, which should give you some idea of what kind of shape I was in.
"Sorry."
Holly nodded. "Help me to my tent."
When I got her up she swayed, but a couple of shallow breaths steadied her. It took us a good five minutes to walk the fifteen feet to the tent, and by the time we got there we were both gasping. It felt like somebody had cut my strings. What was happening to me?
I deposited Holly in her tent, then slowly made my way over to Sun-jo and Zopa, wondering if I was going to make it there without collapsing. Zopa handed me a cup. I took it from him, but I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do with it.
"Drink," he said.
Oh yeah, I thought sluggishly. A cup. You drink from it. That first sip flowed down my esophagus and hit my belly like some kind of magic elixir. "What is this stuff?" Zopa stared at me. "Tea," he said. "With sugar."
"What kind of tea?"
"Plain old green tea."
He reached into the inside pocket of my Gortex coat, pulled out my water bottle, and shook it. It was nearly full.
"Dehydration," he said. "You are not drinking enough. This will kill you faster than the thin air." He nodded toward Sun-jo, who also had his hands wrapped around a mug of tea. "Sun-jo is guilty, too."
I hadn't felt thirsty all day, but I knew Zopa was right. If you waited to drink until you were thirsty at this altitude it might be too late.
"Holly!" I said with alarm, thinking she was suffering from dehydration, too.
Zopa shook his head. "Miss Holly has had plenty of fluids," he said. "I made certain."
"She's not doing well," I said.
"I have seen worse," Zopa said. "And some of those made it to the summit. You can never tell who the mountain will allow and who it will not."
I HAD A MISERABLE NIGHT.
I went a little overboard in my hydration and had to get up three times to pee. Then, it seemed that every time I started to doze off, a boulder from the slope let loose, causing me to sit up in terror as I waited for it to crush us. But the worst problem was my throat. By morning it felt like I had a hard-boiled goose egg lodged in it.
With all my tossing and turning and peeing, I don't imagine that Sun-jo got much sleep, either, but he didn't complain.
On a bright note, the morning was as mild as the previous morning, and Holly was much improved. She managed to walk to the mess tent to have breakfast with us. (The night before, Zopa had served her dinner in her tent.)
The herders and yaks left an hour before we did. They would go straight up to ABC without stopping at Camp Two, which should give you some idea of the kind of shape they were in compared to us.
JR came up as I was packing the tent and said he wanted to do an interview with me before we headed up. Sun-jo and Zopa were packing up Holly's gear.
I had already done several of these interviews down at Base Camp and I dreaded doing any more. I had discovered that a camera in my face and a microphone boom dangling above my head turned me into a babbling idiot.
"Just act natural," JR would say. "Be yourself."
Right.
Then he would give me little prompts like: "What's it feel like to be up on the world's greatest mountain with your dad?" Or: "How does being up on Everest compare to climbing skyscrapers?"
I would try to answer the questions with straightforward honesty and end up spewing forth the most incredibly lame answers imaginable.
I stopped packing and joined the crew, trying not to look too glum. They had positioned the camera in front of the rotting slope, and I was up all night listening to the slope belch boulders. Will made me squat, pulled the hood off my head so they could see my face, and wiped off all my glacial cream, which I had just carefully applied.
"Man, wouldn't it be great if one of those big boulders let loose while we're doing this?" Jack said. (He was the sound guy and was always hoping that something horrible would happen when the film was rolling.)
"Okay," JR said. "We're going to keep it real simple today. I just want you to repeat what you said yesterday about the yaks and porters. That was really poignant. And you were absolutely right. I don't know if they'll use it in the final version but they sure ought to."
I was thrilled. In fact, during my sleepless night I had thought about what I said and wished they'd had the camera rolling.
JR gave the cue. "On three ... two ... one ... tape rolling..."
I opened my mouth and nothing came out.
"We're rolling," JR said impatiently. (The camera batteries didn't last very long in cold weather.)
I tried again, but nothing came out.
"Any time, Peak."
"A boulder's coming loose," Jack said excitedly.
"Come on, Peak!"
I pointed to my mouth and shook my head. My voice was gone.
JR swore.
"That boulder's ready to pop," Jack said. "I think it's going to miss us, but it will definitely be in the frame."
"Zopa!" JR yelled. "Can you come over for a little stand-up?"
Zopa shook his head and pointed at Sun-jo. "Let Sun-jo do it."
"Get out of the frame, Peak!" JR shouted.
I moved and Sun-jo quickly stepped into my place.
"We're still rolling," JR said. "Talk about your feelings toward the mountain, Sun-jo. Maybe something about your father. On three ... two ... one..."
"My father came to Sagarmatha when he was my age," Sun-Jo said in his cool accent. "He started as a porter and worked his way up to become a Sherpa and an assistant sirdar. He told me that he climbed mountains so I would not have to, but I think there was more to it than this..."
The boulder Jack hoped would fall did, along with a ton of other debris. Sun-jo did not flinch, or even glance behind him at the mini-avalanche. He just kept talking, and JR kept filming.
"My father was a stranger to me, but here on the mountain I am getting to know him through the conversations of the Sherpas and climbers and porters. I came here to see the mountain, but what I'm discovering is my father."
"Beautiful!" JR said.
It was beautiful. And I hate to admit it, but I was a little jealous of Sun-jo's smooth performance. Unlike me, he was totally comfortable in fron
t of the video camera. JR had never praised me after a taping. Of course I was lousy at it, but still...
Jack and Will were patting Sun-jo on the back, telling him what a natural he was. I walked back to our tent and finished packing. I don't think they realized I had left.
AT MIDMORNING the weather turned, with gray clouds coming in from the west and a bitterly cold wind blowing down the mountain. We had to stop and put on more layers of clothes. I covered my face with a silk balaclava and wool scarf. My throat was no better, but I trudged on, one step at a time, stopping every half hour, unwinding my shroud to drink, and gagging on every gulp.
Zopa walked behind us, still carrying Holly's load and gently coaxing her up the slope as if he were her personal Sherpa or something. I didn't know if she had hired him, or promised to give money to the Tibetan monks, or if it was something else. But without him, she would have been going downhill instead of up.
It took us eight hours (half a mile an hour) to get to Camp Two. There were so many climbers there we barely had room to pitch our tents. Some of the climbers were coming down from Camp Four above ABC, some were on their way up to ABC, and some were using the site as their Base Camp, which was hard to imagine because I could barely breathe. The film crew had to set up their tents on the far side of camp from us.
The camp was at the junction of two glaciers: East Rongbuk and Beifeng. You couldn't see the Everest summit from the camp, but there was a spectacular view of three other Himalayan peaks: Changtse, Changzheng, and Lixin.
There wasn't enough room to set up the mess tent, so we were on our own for dinner.
I got the stove going while Sun-jo walked down to a glacial pond to get water. By the time he got back it had started snowing. We put the water on the stove and waited for it to boil, which was taking longer and longer the higher we climbed.
I wasn't hungry, and I don't think Sun-jo was, either, but we both knew we had to eat.
Sun-jo asked me how I was doing. I tried to answer, but all that came out was a hissing croak. It didn't bother me that I couldn't talk. What worried me more was that the sore throat might be the beginning of something worse. There was a nasty virus going through Base Camp that had everyone in an uproar. If you catch something bad enough your climb is over. As a result the teams had circled the wagons by staying in their own camps and suspiciously eyeing the approach of other climbers as if they were plague carriers. Typically, one of the porters was accused of bringing the virus to camp, as if the climbers were incapable of carrying a virus to Everest.