“Because they would have taken us away from my parents. I couldn’t do that to Lily. She loved our parents. They gave her what she had never had before and I couldn’t lose my sister. I loved her Razer, from the minute they brought her home. I love her Razer, I would do anything for her.”
“I know kitten.” He pulled her into his arms holding her close. His hand sliding through her silky hair until she was staring into his eyes.
“Did you forgive him?”
“I don’t want to talk about him anymore.” Beth tried to turn her head, but he held her immobile.
“Answer me, did you forgive him.” Razer already knew the answer. Beth’s loving heart was incapable of holding a grudge, the marks on her body proved that. It was that hope he had to hold onto.
“Yes, I forgave him, but that doesn’t mean I am a doormat and going to forgive you.” Beth started struggling against him again, trying to get away from the hard body holding her close. “You lied to me. You made me believe you wouldn’t touch another woman without telling me and breaking it off with me first. Instead, you made Bliss come right in front of my face.” It took all of Razer’s strength to hold her down.
“I didn’t lie to you. I did not fuck Bliss that night or any of the other girls since the day I had lunch with you at the diner. I touched Bliss that day, but I did it to put on a show for Memphis and to drive you away. She came, but I wasn’t even hard. I was too sick at the look on your face. I won’t lie either, just to make you feel better. Bliss wasn’t the only one I touched to sidetrack Memphis, but I didn’t fuck them. I wasn’t even tempted to.”
Beth didn’t believe him. He had taken Bliss to his room that night and Razer had told her himself he never turned away pussy and she knew without a doubt in her mind that Bliss would have used every skill at her disposal to tempt him once in his room.
“I can see you don’t believe me, but I am telling you the truth. I guess I am going have to prove it to you. I can be faithful to you from now on and I will. These last few weeks were hell on me waiting for Memphis to make his move and knowing how bad I hurt you in the process.”
“It’s not only the women I don’t trust you with Razer. You let the club decide what was best for us. You should have told me and I could have at least been prepared, but you threw me away instead.”
“No kitten, I never threw you away. I thought it was the best way, your reaction made it believable. Viper and the club waited three years for revenge, I couldn’t take that away from them, he was my brother too.”
Beth understood. He had been torn between the club he loved and a woman he hadn’t been with long. Razer could see understanding beginning in her features, but it did not take away the hurt still in her eyes. Razer knew it was going to take time to heal the hurt he had intentionally inflicted and he was cool with that. She was worth the wait.
He pulled at the bra Beth still had grasped tightly in her hand. Throwing it and not caring where it landed. His lips covered one coral tipped breast while his fingers twisted the nipple on the other one. When she finally began to twist underneath him to get closer, he let go of the now shiny hard nub.
“Now I am going to fuck you for what is left of the night. When we wake up in the morning and after I fuck you again, I will borrow the car and we will drive to your house and you can pack your bags and move your ass back in my room.”
When Beth would have argued again, his lips went back to her nipple and this time his other hand stroked her silken pussy. After several minutes when he felt she was close to coming, he again stopped, leaving her hanging.
“I can’t live in your home. I would be too caged in. And it won’t work between us, you living there and me here. You would begin having doubts about me when I am here and you are there. Even though I am telling you I am not going to be touching or letting the women touch me anymore, because I know that is what you want.”
“I can’t Razer, Lily.”
“The weekends Lily comes home, and the vacations, even the summer one, I will move in with you,” Razer conceded.
“You will?”
“Yes. But Fridays during the long vacation, we are here. We can go home afterward, but we come for the party. I will need to relax after being nice all week.”
“That works for me.”
“We are going to take the best from both of our worlds and make our own.” This time when Razer sucked her nipple into his mouth, he bit down and thrusted his fingers deep within her wet pussy. Beth arched into his mouth; the small bite of pain at her breast had wetness lubricating his fingers, allowing him to thrust another deep within her. Razer moved to his side and played with her body until her heels were planted firmly on the mattress and she was thrusting her hips as he played with her breasts. When her body arched and forced her breasts upward, he leant forward and took the nipple in his mouth.
Beth’s hand went to Razer’s shoulders and the smooth flesh heightened her desire. She loved touching him; sometimes just a simple touch of his hand against hers made Beth want him. You were not going to say no to him, she couldn’t. Her father had tortured and abused her during her childhood, tortures that she and Lily would never tell, but none had hurt her as bad as being without Razer. He had lost weight also, her searching hands discovered. What had convinced her was not his words, but his face. Razer was always kind of a goof, joking around, never taking anything serious. Now, there was something different about him, sorrow in his eyes, but a resolve when he looked at her that had not been there before. Beth knew they had a long journey ahead of them, but it was a journey she had to take.
Beth moaned as Razer slid down her body, kissing her along the way. When he reached her belly button, he played with the tiny glinting diamond.
“This is sexy as hell, kitten. It makes my cock hard when I see it through your clothes. Tells me how naughty you are.”
Beth’s hand shifted through his soft hair as his lips slid down further as his hands pulled down her panties, leaving her naked to his gaze. Beth blushed, aware of what he was staring at.
“It itches when it grows back in; it was easier to shave it…” Beth tried to explain.
“Kitten.” Razer kissed her bare mound. A part of him eased, Razer took it for what it was. Beth had never given up hope that they would get back together. No one had ever cared enough to miss him. Raised in foster homes, he had entered the military when he had graduated high school. Razer had never had a family until he had joined The Last Riders. The women who had come and gone in his life always wanted one thing from him, the sex he had become accomplished at performing. He had used his body to take and give pleasure, but emotionally he had never given. From the first moment he had seen Beth, something had come to life inside of him, and never having had it, he didn’t know what it was. It was love. Like a child learning, he had taken it for granted, used it, smashed it, then almost destroyed the burgeoning emotion. The fledging emotion that had come alive in him was like Beth; strong and resilient.
Razer was in love with Beth, finally admitting it to himself the day they had visited Lily at her college. When she had gone inside the station and those biker bitches had followed her; he had almost lost his mind. He had been following her inside when the bikers had challenged him. Thankfully, it was quickly handled with Shade there, the bikers inept against two former navy seals. Beth had returned minutes later, oblivious to what had happened during her absence.
Beth’s body twisted underneath him as his mouth found her pussy. He separated the flesh finding the tiny button and sucked it into his mouth. Razer teased the bundle of nerves with small bites and lavish attention, Beth legs spread further giving him greater access. A finger spread the wetness he found before sinking it deep into her warm channel. Razer used every skill at his disposal to have her tensing ready to explode.
“My kitty wants to come?” Razer asked, delving another finger inside her.
“Yes…Yes…” Beth moaned. Her hip’s surged upwards, trying to maneuver his fingers to th
e right spot so that she could come.
“Not yet… we are going to play for a while…” Razer played with her body, tormenting her until she was covered with a sheen of sweat and her frustrated whimpers drove him crazy. Still, he denied her the climax. When she tore away from him, unable to take more, he dragged her back.
“You sure you want me kitten?”
“Yes.” Razer’s mouth latched onto her, this time his tongue finding her clitoris and giving the pressure she needed to finally come. Beth almost lost consciousness, the relief was so great.
Beth lay limp on the bed. Razer was leaning over her, his hand rubbing her stomach, enjoying watching her recover.
“Jerk.” Razer grinned in accomplishment.
“Do you really want to insult me?” He lifted a brow as his fingers returned to her moist pussy.
“No, I don’t.” Beth was no fool, but she did believe in revenge.
She rose to her knees with a mischievous grin. Unsnapping his jeans, she tugged them down as he lay back with his arms folded behind his head. After tugging the jeans free, she shoved them off the bed and turned back to Razer and stared. Crawling to his side, she sat on her knees unable to believe her eyes. Her eyes furiously blinked back the tears threatening to break loose.
“You put my name on your dick.”
“Not quite, but as close as it was going to get.”
Beth stared down in awe at the tattoo slightly above his dick. It was a horizontal purple ribbon with her name on it. It looked like her own handwriting.
“I took a piece of paperwork that you left behind with your signature. The tattoo artist used it as a pattern, rode two states away to have it done.”
“Did you pass out?”
“No, but it was close.” Beth couldn’t help but laugh. She had never seen Razer embarrassed.
“How close?”
“I threw up.”
Beth eyes searched his, seeing what he was trying to tell her. Her finger traced the tattoo.
“It’s beautiful.” Her lips lowered, tracing the tattoo with her tongue. “When did you get it?”
“While you were in the hospital. I couldn’t stay in Treepoint while you were in there and not be with you. Since I had to leave, I got the tattoo while I was away; I only got back a couple of hours before you got released.”
Razer’s hand went to her hair and used it to raise her head. “Evie was going to bring you the suitcase and tell you to stay away. We thought that would be the best way to break it off; but you came to the club and we had to play it out in front of Memphis. I am sorry, kitten.”
“I don’t want to talk about it anymore. Ok?”
“Ok.” Razer knew that it was going to take time for that hurt to heal, she felt as if everyone had betrayed her. In a way they had, they had put Memphis ahead of Beth because he had been a member and Beth wasn’t. It was going to have to be resolved. Razer loved his brothers and Beth. He needed them both. There was only one way for that to happen, Beth had to become a member.
Beth’s mouth sucked his cock into her warm mouth, her tongue tracing the length of him before exploring the head of his cock finding the sensitive nerves underneath. Razer’s hips surged upwards, trying get her to take more of him inside her mouth. Instead, she pulled off him completely, blowing on him. Beth gave him an innocent smile. Razer’s eyes narrowed, he had forgotten one thing while he had played with her mercilessly, that she was a firm believer in revenge.
Beth’s fingers found his balls, exploring his body, as she had been too shy to do before. Sucking one of his balls into her mouth, Razer almost came off the bed in surprise. Beth showed him that she was the master at playing, this time it was him covered in sweat before she took his cock deep inside her tight throat, setting a rhythm that had him grasping her head as he thrust wildly out of control with the pleasure tightening his balls until he came with a loud groan.
Beth leaned back on her knees. Razer could only stare at her in amazement while trying to catch his breath. She was going to be a good match for him. He hadn’t thought of it before, the best part of sex he always enjoyed was the playing, and cats loved to play…
Chapter 22
Razer and Beth went down to breakfast late. They were at the bottom of the steps before the unusual quietness and lack of the aromas coming from the kitchen struck them by their absence. By this time of day, someone should be in the kitchen cooking lunch. Giving each other worried looks, they went into the kitchen, coming to a sudden stop.
Everyone was in the huge kitchen and attached dining room. All the available space was occupied by a member in various states of injuries. Evie was sitting on the stool with her hands in a bowl of ice, Jewell was holding an ice pack to the back of her neck, Natasha held a bag of frozen vegetables to the side of her swollen face. Ember and Dawn (who Beth wasn’t aware were even at the bar) were dabbing alcohol on various scratches. That was just the women.
The men were in even worse shape; Viper and Shade seemed to have been injured the worse. Their shirts were off and both sets of ribs were taped. Their faces were battered with split lips; Viper had a piece of medical tape across a swollen nose, Shade had a black eye. Each were holding frozen steaks against their faces.
Beth eyes swept the room. The other members hadn’t faired much better. Cash, Rider, and Knox seemed to have the least of the injuries with busted knuckles, split lips, and bruised faces. Each of them was holding frozen vegetables to their faces. Train, who had two black eyes, was holding another steak to his face.
Bliss, the only one uninjured, was passing around beer and ibuprofen.
All eyes turned to them as Beth and Razer surveyed the damage.
“I think we better order some pizza,” Beth told Razer, seeing all the food in use.
“Did the Destructors look as bad?” Razer asked.
“The men did.” Viper said, taking a beer from Bliss.
“The women?” Beth asked hesitantly, twisting her hands together.
“We don’t know, they were sitting at the bar drinking when the Sherriff and his men arrested us” Shade said, glaring at Beth.
“You were taken to jail?” Razer said in surprise, staring at Viper.
“We all were. Held us until bond was posted an hour ago. Tried to call you, but you weren’t answering,” Shade stated through gritted teeth.
“Figured you were kind of busy,” Evie said with a hesitant smile.
“Where was Bliss?”
“We didn’t call her. Beth’s new bff’s were waiting outside the Sheriff’s office to jump her,” Shade said in a voice promising retribution.
“Sheriff thought it would be better for everyone’s safety if she stayed here,” Viper cut in.
“She could have relayed the message to me.” Razer didn’t even know where his phone was currently. Probably buried in the pile of clothes on the floor of his room.
“They wanted you too, weren’t very happy with the way you packed Beth out of the Pink Slipper.”
“Why didn’t the Sheriff just arrest them?”
“He only has two cells. He put us in one and the Destructors in the other. Neither was a viable option without another fight starting.”
“So who posted bail?”
“An impartial party.”
“An impartial party? Who?”
“Pastor Dean. The Sheriff figured they wouldn’t attack a man of the cloth.” Shade took another beer from Bliss with a shaking hand. “The crazy one asked for his number.”
“Crazy Bitch?” Beth asked, pleased.
The bottle Shade was lifting to his busted mouth froze. “That her name?”
“Yes.” Beth nodded.
“And you made frien…” Razer cut him off.
“Don’t go there, you won’t like the answer.”
Shade took a long drink of his beer before putting the bottle down carefully on the counter with a still shaking hand. All eyes were on him tensely waiting, except Beth, who was handing Train a paper towel to wipe the bloo
d away from his dripping nose.
“I am going to bed.”
Beth nodded. “I am sure you’ll feel much better after getting some sleep.”
Shade’s lips tightened into a thin line. Limping slowly to the doorway, he stopped by Beth, who looked up from holding pressure on Train’s nose. Razer, Cash, and Knox shifted unobtrusively closer to Beth.
“Is your sister like you?” Shade asked.
Confused by his question, Beth answered honestly. “No, were the complete opposite of each other.”
“Good.” He continued to the doorway.
“That’s right, how did you know? Everyone always assumed I was the troublemaker, but I was the one always having to get Lily out of some trouble she managed to get herself involved in before she went to college. Actually her being away is giving me a break, of course I would never admit it to her.”
Shade’s shoulders slumped; stopping by the counter full of liquor bottles that were used to restock the bar, he grabbed a bottle of whiskey before leaving.
Beth went to Evie, checking on her bruised knuckles. “I hope it doesn’t hurt too bad.” She handed her a dish towel that she took out of a drawer.
Ruefully, Evie took the towel, wrapping some ice in it to hold in her hand. “In comparison to how much you were hurt, I deserved what happened. Those women stood up for you when we didn’t. I am truly sorry for how we treated you. We all are, because of you, we were able to prove who killed Gavin. Memphis betrayed the club, while you were going to let Bedford shoot you to protect it.”
“We decided the best way to pay you back was to make you a member,” Viper broke into the women’s conversation.
Beth immediately shook her head. “Thanks, but I am not going to have sex to get the votes.”
“You already have the votes. All eight, first time it has happened in the club’s history.”
“How?”
“Well,” Viper said wickedly, “Some of the votes you earned the usual way, Knox, Rider, and Razer. I gave you my marker at the hospital when Lily was hurt, my marker my vote. Cash and Train gave you their marker because they were in the service with Gavin.” Viper took a minute before continuing, “Because of you, we were able to recover his body and give him a proper burial. The last two members expect repayment at their discretion from Razer. Which I believe he will agree to.” Razer nodded, relieved that the club had acknowledged the importance of Beth both to him and The Last Riders.