Chapter Twenty-Four
“Let me get this straight. You took Rachel to supper, told her the news, and she acted indifferent?” Luke had a hard time believing she hadn’t launched herself into Dax’s arms at the news.
“That’s what I’m saying.” Dax swung hay into the feeder outside the barn. The hard labor felt good, causing his muscles to burn while sweat dripped from his face in the early afternoon heat. He’d lain awake most of the night, replaying in his mind the conversation with Rachel, still not understanding her response. How could she declare her love for him a few weeks before, then act as if his decision to stay meant nothing to her?
Luke removed his hat, pumped water into his hands, and splashed it on his face and neck. Even with the heat, the temperature topped out nowhere near the scorching days of a Texas summer or the thick dampness of Savannah. The sky had turned a deep blue with patches of white clouds passing thousands of feet above. They’d been told to enjoy the clear skies while they could. Thunderstorms could break loose at any time, without warning, sometimes causing flash floods and making roads impassable for days.
Still, Luke felt fortunate. He woke up each day to an incredible sunrise and sweeping vistas. And Dax had decided to stay.
“You told her why you’ve decided to stay, right?”
“Of course I told her. It didn’t seem to matter.”
Luke scrubbed a hand over his face, still unable to comprehend Rachel’s reaction, or lack thereof, to Dax’s news. Well, all women were a mystery, no doubt about it. Maybe she’d given up after he told her his plans to leave. Perhaps in time, after it became obvious he had no plans to return to Texas, she’d come around and give them another chance.
“What are you going to do now?”
“Leave her alone, at least for a while. We need to concentrate on the ranch anyway. I plan to ride to Big Pine later this week for supplies I can’t find in Splendor. Why don’t you come with me?”
“I believe I will. It might be time for us to check the local saloon and see what kind of mischief we can get ourselves into.” Luke smiled at the thought of having a couple of nights out without the prying eyes of the well-meaning citizens of Splendor. Life in a small town could be wonderful, but it could certainly cut into your social activities.
“Hello, Bernie. What brings you here?”
“Morning, Doc. Is Miss Rachel at home?”
“She’s out back. Come inside and I’ll get her for you. How about something to drink while you wait?”
“No, thanks. I have to get back to the office.” Bernie stood inside, thinking it may have been best to send word to Rachel about the letters instead of coming here. It could be hard to pass them off to her without the doc seeing. He thought a moment, then shuffled the order of the letters.
“Bernie Griggs is here to see you.” Charles watched as she hung the last of the wet clothes on the line and smiled to himself. He couldn’t remember a time he’d ever seen her mother, his sister, do laundry.
Rachel glanced over her shoulder at her uncle, hoping Mr. Griggs hadn’t said anything to him. “I’ll be right in.”
She wiped her hands on the apron she wore and followed Charles into the house. “Hello, Mr. Griggs. You wanted to see me?”
“That’s right. A letter came for you. Looks like it might be from your mother.” He held out three envelopes, hoping the doctor didn’t pay too much attention.
Rachel grasped the letters and looked down at the first one. Sure enough, it had come from her mother. “Why, it is from my mother. Thanks so much for bringing it by.” She flashed a grateful smile at Bernie.
“No problem at all, Miss Rachel. Hope it’s good news. Well, I’d best be going.”
She stuffed the other two envelopes into her apron pocket and tore open the one from her mother. Most of the time, her mother’s letters were filled with news of Boston, who’d gotten married or had children. This one was different.
“Uncle Charles, listen to this.” She walked to the kitchen and began to read.
I don’t want you to worry, but your father has been ill for several weeks. His doctor believes he’s working too much and needs rest. Of course, he’s ignored the advice, at least up until a week ago. I had to take him to the hospital as he couldn’t stop coughing. The doctor told him, in no uncertain terms, he needs a change, at least for a few months.
If it wouldn’t be too much of a burden, I thought we’d travel to visit you and Charles. Is there room for us, or would we need to make other arrangements? Please let me know as soon as you discuss this with Charles. I hope to hear good news from you soon. Love, Mother.
She looked up at her uncle and saw a grin split his face. “You know, it may be what your mother needs to convince herself you’re all right and not being held captive by the savages she’s so certain surround us.” He chuckled at the thought of his sister coming across the country by rail, then by stagecoach, and finally by wagon to Splendor. He wondered if she realized what the journey involved.
“We do have the third bedroom.”
“It’ll be good for them to share a room.”
Rachel shot a look at her uncle, then started to laugh. She couldn’t remember her mother and father ever sharing a bedroom. Of course, they would’ve had to share a bed at some point. She was proof of it.
“I suppose if it’s too much for them, we can get Suzanne to put them up at her boardinghouse.” She folded the letter and stuck in her apron with the others. “I guess I’ll walk to the telegraph office and send a reply.”
She dashed outside, then stepped between two buildings and pulled out the other two envelopes, one from Denver and the other from Kansas City. She looked around, making sure she was alone, and ripped the first one open.
Jeremy DeWitt owned a cattle ranch north of Denver. His wife had died a few years before while giving birth to a son, who was now three years old. Mr. DeWitt said their life was good, except his son needed a mother. Her heart tugged at the void she’d be able to fill, and perhaps there’d be the likelihood of other children. She’d mentioned it in her ad—she wanted a family. Rachel broke away from her thoughts and read the last line of his letter.
Would you be able to move to Colorado?
She shook her head, knowing a move to Colorado would be impossible. Her mail order husband would need to come to Splendor. She folded Jeremy’s letter and stuffed it into her apron, then opened the second one.
The contents had the slight smell of roses as if the oil from petals had been used on the paper. The writing held a distinct flourish, more common of female writers. She unfolded the letter and began to read. Asa Smythe owned a number of establishments in Kansas City, as well as other towns. Managers handled the daily operations and he found himself living the life of someone with much free time. He had never been married. His unencumbered status made it easy for him to live wherever he wanted. Her eyes lit on the second to last sentence—Asa was fifty-three years old. Rachel nearly choked. He was thirty years her senior.
It ended with a question.
Would you be available to spend time with me if I traveled to Montana?
Two responses, neither suitable. She’d wait. Rachel folded the second letter and returned it to her apron, then walked the short distance to the telegraph office. She had to get a response back to her mother.
“Hello, Mr. Griggs.”
“Hello, Rachel. I was going to go back by your house after work, but now there’s no need.” He pulled a letter from behind the counter and held it out. “I must’ve dropped this in my hurry to get to your place earlier.”
Rachel took the letter, noticing it had been sent from Independence. “Thank you.”
Bernie lowered his voice. “Any good news from the others?”
She shook her head. “Both are interesting, but neither are right.”
“Perhaps that one will be perfect.” He glanced at the letter in her hand, then looked up as someone entered the office. “Hello, Horace. I’ll be right with you.”
“No hurry, Bernie. Good afternoon, Miss Davenport,” the banker said.
“Hello, Mr. Clausen.”
“What can I do for you, Rachel?” Bernie asked.
“I need to send a response to my mother’s letter, but it needs to get to her right away. I assume a telegram would be best.”
“Yes. She might even have it by this evening. Tell me what you’d like to say.”
Dearest Mother, Please come right away. We are excited to see you. Let us know your arrival date. Love, Rachel.
“I’ll get this right out.”
“Thank you, Mr. Griggs. I’d better get to back to the clinic. Good afternoon, Mr. Clausen.”
Once more, she ducked between buildings, glanced around, and opened the newest letter. The name at the top read Orin Coker. He had sold his ranch near Independence and wanted to start over in either Montana or Colorado. His parents had passed years before, he’d never married, had a good bit of money set aside, and was twenty-seven years old. If she needed someone who talked a lot, he might not be the best choice as people told him he was pretty shy. Other than that, he said he was pretty normal.
A soft chuckle escaped her lips at his choice of words. Orin said he stood five foot ten and, to the best of his knowledge, he weighed around a hundred and ninety pounds. He ended the letter by saying he was free to travel to Splendor to meet with her.
Rachel read the letter through twice more before tucking it away. She’d send a response in a day or so, once she had time to think about Mr. Coker. So far, his seemed the most promising reply yet. Perhaps it hadn’t been such a bad idea after all.
“What do you have there, Dax?” Luke joined his brother, who sat on a chair outside their hotel in Big Pine. He sat on the porch rail and rested his hands on either side for support.
They’d enjoyed a good couple of days in Big Pine and would leave for Splendor the following morning. Both had eaten at the fanciest restaurant twice, played cards, and learned a great deal about the Territorial Capital. It was information which could prove handy as they expanded the ranch. Luke had spent some time with one of the saloon girls, a pretty one named Dolly. He hadn’t pushed Dax. His brother needed space and time to relax away from the ranch.
“It’s the town paper. Came out his morning.” Dax picked up the cup of coffee he’d brought outside, took a sip, and continued to scan the paper. “I didn’t realize Big Pine had grown so much. You should see the number of ads.”
“What’s being sold?”
“Land, of course, and horses, plus tack. There’s a windmill for sale, several wagons, and …” His voice slowed and Luke noticed he pulled the paper closer to his face. “What the hell?”
Luke shot him a glance. “Something you don’t like?”
“If it’s what it appears, then damn straight I don’t like it. Here.” He shoved the paper at Luke and pointed to the ad.
Luke’s eyes widened as he read.
Wanted—husband. A kind, considerate, hardworking man who’s willing to marry a nurse in a small town a day’s journey north of Big Pine, Montana. Must be able to provide an income and want a family. Reply to Mr. Griggs in Splendor, Montana.
“Do you think Rachel wrote this?” Luke asked, already accepting she’d placed the advertisement, but not believing it.
Dax stood, hands on his hips, and glared down at this brother. “Damn right I do. I’m not waiting until tomorrow. You want to ride along, I’ll be leaving within an hour.”
Luke read the posting once more before responding, “That’s not the way to do it, Dax. There’s got to be a reason Rachel did this because anyone who’s seen the two of you together knows how she feels.” He stood and locked eyes with Dax. “You did tell her you love her, right?”
Dax’s eyes darted away from Luke’s and didn’t return. It was all the confirmation Luke needed.
“You didn’t tell her?” The incredulous tone in Luke’s voice was clear.
Dax shifted his feet and crossed his arms. “No.”
“Ah, hell.” Luke took a breath. Even he understood a woman needed to hear the words, no matter how obvious it seemed to a man. “No wonder she acted like she did and placed this ridiculous ad. All right, there has to be something you can do besides confront her straight on.” He stood and walked a few feet away, then spun around. “I’ve got it.”
“You have another reply.” Bernie Griggs held out a telegram. “It came through from Big Pine. Maybe this will be the one.”
She took the message, glanced around, and unfolded it.
“Why don’t you have a seat while I step into the back?” Bernie pointed to a nearby chair and left the room.
Rachel took a seat and started to read. It was from a Montana rancher who lived a good distance from Big Pine. He gave his name as Cole Brockman, never married, with no prospects as few women lived in his part of the territory. He wanted a wife and children, worked hard, and would be willing to expand his holdings near Splendor. He stood over six feet tall. The last sentence gave her pause.
Arriving in Splendor in two days and would like to call on you for supper. Respectfully, Cole Brockman.
Rachel took a deep breath as she placed a hand on her chest. He certainly seemed determined. She started to fold the telegram and place it in her reticule, then opened it and once more read the contents. He’d be in town Saturday. She stood, her knees shaking a little as the reality hit her she’d be meeting a man who knew she actively sought a husband. Too late to turn back now, she thought.
When Mr. Griggs returned, she gave him a brief response to send to Cole Brockman. She signed it Miss Rachel Davenport.
“Well, don’t you look good?” Luke put his hands on his hips and walked around Dax, checking the outfit he’d chosen to impress Rachel—black slacks and shirt with a steel gray brocade vest. He’d purchased a shiny black string tie in Big Pine before they’d returned to their ranch. Luke noticed two embellishments. Dax wore a silver and gold belt buckle, and a gold pocket watch. “She’ll have to be a strong woman to not be swayed by a handsome gent like you.”
Dax glared at his brother, already feeling his body tense at the thought of trying to impress Rachel. In the past, he’d always been himself, dressed the way he always did, and didn’t go to any extremes to garner her attention. How everything had changed. The woman he loved had placed an advertisement for a mail order husband in Big Pine, and possibly in other cities, as well.
He swallowed a lump in his throat, wishing for the hundredth time he’d told her straight out he loved her. What had he been thinking? She’d been open with him about her love. Why hadn’t he been able to do the same? Well, now he was paying for it.
“Do you need me to get Hannibal ready?” Luke’s playful attitude had sobered. Until now, it hadn’t occurred to him Rachel could’ve moved on, dismissed Dax, and made up her mind he wasn’t the man for her. He could see the tension build in his brother. Luke had never been in love, and if this was what he had to look forward to, perhaps it would be best if he simply stayed as far away from it as possible.
Dax looked in the mirror once more, then turned toward Luke. “Thanks, but Hannibal’s ready.” He grabbed coins and bills from his dresser, settled his hat, and started for the stairs. “Guess it’s time to get going.”
Luke followed him downstairs and outside, watching as he mounted his horse.
“I’ll be at the saloon with Bull and some others if you have a mind to stop by later.” Luke held a hand out to Dax. “Good luck, brother.”
Dax shook his hand, touched a finger to the edge of his hat, and rode off, preparing himself to face whatever Rachel decided.
“Let me understand this. You’ve never met the man, yet he’s riding from some ranch hours away to take you to supper?” Charles watched Rachel pace back and forth across their front room, wringing an embroidered handkerchief between her hands, occasionally peeking out the curtain.
“Yes, that’s correct.” She knew her uncle deserved an explanation, but now wasn’t the ti
me.
“You do know his name, right?”
“Of course. It’s Cole Brockman.”
“Anyone in Splendor ever hear of him?” Charles didn’t like the situation. His only comfort was knowing there was just one place Brockman could take his niece for supper—Suzanne Briar’s restaurant.
“I didn’t ask.” She glanced at her uncle, then back at her hands, which twisted the poor fabric until it formed a knot. She’d selected her most beautiful gown, the one everyone in Boston complimented when she wore it in the past. Who knew what he’d think of it, though. At least it set off her auburn hair and green eyes. No one in Splendor wore anything as fancy and she began to doubt her selection. Should she run back into her room and change into her blue day dress?
“Rachel, I believe I hear someone walking toward the house.” Her uncle tried to remain calm. This wasn’t what he’d anticipated when Rachel had told him a gentleman would be calling on her tonight.
She froze in place, took a deep breath, and waited.
Dax stood outside, ready to knock, but his arm stopped in midair. What if she refused to go to supper once she realized who’d answered the ad? Luke’s idea seemed good at the time. Now all Dax could feel was doubt. He’d led hundreds of men into battle over and over again, but somehow, he was having trouble mustering the courage to face one woman. The thought galled him. The confidence he’d carried his entire life seemed to have deserted him and he didn’t like it. Not one damn bit.
He checked his pocket watch once more, removed his hat, and took a breath. He raised his hand and rapped three times, then stepped back.
Rachel’s courage left her at the sound. What had she been thinking, advertising for a husband? She must have been mad.
“Do you want me to get it?” Charles began to push from his chair.
“No. I’ll get it.” She swallowed the huge lump in her throat. Her heart thumped so fast, she had to place a hand over it to try and calm the pace.
Six steps. That’s all it took to reach the door and place her hand on the knob.
The rapping sound occurred again and she jumped. She glanced over her shoulder at her uncle, whose expression had turned from concern to amusement, and rallied herself. This behavior couldn’t continue. She stepped right back up to the door, grabbed the handle, pulled, and let out a shriek at who stood in front of her.
Rachel realized she’d placed a hand over her mouth to stifle her startled reaction. She dropped her hand and glared at Dax. “What are you doing here? You can’t be here, not now. I have a gentleman caller arriving any minute.” Her agitated words poured out, and all he did was continue to stare, the broadest smile she’d ever seen from him flashing back at her.
Dax let her flounder a few seconds before his expression sobered and he stepped forward. “I’m Cole Brockman. I’ve come to take Miss Rachel Davenport to supper.” He watched as her eyes grew wide and her jaw dropped. She tried to respond, without success. He’d never seen her so discomfited.
“Cole Brockman?” she stammered as she took in the sight of him. My God, he truly was the finest looking man she’d ever seen. And those lips. She could almost feel them on hers and shivered at the thought.
“Yes, ma’am. We communicated by telegram. You are Miss Davenport, right?” He found he enjoyed the role he’d assumed and Rachel’s utter shock at him standing there.
Finding her composure, she squared her shoulders and pulled herself erect, settling her gaze on his. “You know who I am Dax, and I know perfectly well you are not Cole Brockman.”
“I most certainly am Cole Brockman, and I answered your advertisement for a mail order husband.”
Rachel could hear her uncle clear his throat and cough from across the room.
“This is the posting you placed in Big Pine, correct?” Dax slid a hand into a pocket and pulled out a folded piece of newsprint.
She broke her gaze long enough to see the advertisement in his hand. She reached out to snatch it from him, but he was too quick. “Oh, no. I’m hanging onto this.” He slid it back into his pocket. “Did you also place it in other cities?”
“That’s none of your business.” She felt her face heat. “Who is the real Cole Brockman and where is he?” She had her hands fisted at her sides, sparks coming from her eyes as she tried to look around him.
“Well, the fact is, my full name is Dax Cole Brockman Pelletier. A southern tradition, I’m afraid. Brockman was my mother’s maiden name. So, you see, you got exactly what was promised.” He took in the look of utter astonishment on her face and worked to control the amusement he felt. Somehow, he knew she hadn’t begun to accept the humor in their situation.
He could see the instant she began to put all the pieces together.
“You were in Big Pine and saw the post?” Her voice still held an edge, even though the tone had softened.
“Yes, ma’am.”
Embarrassment and humiliation washed over her. She buried her face in her hands and started to stumble backwards before a strong hand grasped her arm.
“It’s going to be all right, Rachel. Have supper with me. Please.” His gentle, deep voice washed over her and she began to relax.
She let her hands drop from her face and slowly lifted her gaze to his. Rachel could see no mockery or humor, only a plea to spend time with him. She nodded, unable to get her voice to work over the emotions surging through her.
Dax looked past her to Charles and nodded. Her uncle winked in return and offered a broad smile.
They strolled at a slow pace to Suzanne’s, Rachel’s hand tucked firm under Dax’s right arm, his left hand resting on top. Neither spoke as they made the short walk.
All eyes turned their way as Suzanne showed them to a table. It had been set up in a back corner, candles and wildflowers adorning the tablecloth. Rachel knew Dax had been the one behind the request. He pulled out her chair and, instead of taking a seat across from her, he took the one to her left, giving them more privacy from the other diners. Still, neither spoke.
Suzanne poured glasses of wine and set the bottle on the table before serving their suppers.
“Everything looks wonderful.” Rachel stared down at her plate, still avoiding eye contact with Dax. The embarrassment at his knowledge of the advertisement had subsided somewhat, although she still felt her face warm knowing he’d discovered her intentions.
“Have I mentioned how beautiful you are?” Dax hadn’t taken his eyes from her since the moment they’d started toward the restaurant.
“Why, no, I don’t believe you have.” Her eyes sparkled as the corners of her mouth tilted up.
“I should tell you every day because it’s true.” He dragged his gaze away long enough to eat a few bites of his supper. He set down his silverware and sat back in his chair, making a decision to say something before he lost his nerve. “You told me once you loved me. Do you still feel the same?”
Rachel stopped with her fork midway to her mouth. She hadn’t expected him to come right out and ask. “Yes, I still love you.” She set her fork down and folded her hands in her lap, clasping her fingers tight and wondering where the conversation was going.
“Then why place the advertisement after I told you I’d decided to stay?”
She took a breath, exhaling slowly. “There seemed to be something missing from your announcement.” Her voice wasn’t much above a whisper.
“Such as I’m in love with you?” His voice thrummed through her as he placed a hand on top of hers. “I do love you, Rachel. I’ve know it for a long time.”
She couldn’t speak, certain that if she did, she’d make a complete fool of herself.
“Come on. Let’s take a walk. I’ll ask Suzanne to hold our dessert for another night.”
The summer night air felt warmer than usual, yet Dax settled his arm around her and pulled her close. They walked away from the restaurant and past the school across from the livery.
Dax bent down to place a kiss below her ear. “No more advertisement
s, right?” he whispered as he pulled her around to face him and his mouth claimed hers.
She could smell the unique scent of him—soap and leather and a muskiness which excited her. She clung to his shoulders as his mouth trailed kisses down her neck, then up to the sensitive spot behind her ear. His lips traveled a slow, sure path along her jaw before claiming her mouth again in a kiss that sent waves of heat scorching through her. She moaned when his hands splayed across her back, drawing her tight against him.
He moved a hand from her back to the swell of her hip, letting his other hand rest at the back of her head, holding her in place. He couldn’t get enough of her. She was in his blood, had become a part of him.
He ended the kiss and pulled back. She opened her eyes and he looked into her dilated pupils. He noticed the blush to her cheeks, how her lips had swollen from his kisses. He knew he’d never grow tired of looking at this woman.
“We have to stop or I’ll end up dragging you behind the bushes.” He smiled down at her with a slow easy grin, exciting her further. She willed herself to relax. “I’d better take you home.”
They covered the short distance in a few minutes, Rachel opening the door to see a note on the table next to the chair where her uncle usually sat. She picked it up, walked a few feet away and read it, then looked at Dax.
“Uncle Charles is at the Wild Rose, playing cards. He says not to wait up for him as he’ll be late.” She scrunched her nose slightly. “He never plays cards.”
Dax watched her, knowing he should leave, but not wanting to walk out the door.
Reality dawned on Rachel. She looked up into his eyes as the corners of her mouth lifted, and she raised her eyebrows.
“Ah, hell.” Dax muttered, walking toward her in long, purposeful strides, his eyes smoldering, his face set. As he drew near, he tore the hat from his head and threw it on a chair. In one fluid movement, he wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her tight against him, gripping the back of her head with his free hand.
“I can’t fight it. I want you too much.” The words came out in a low growl a split second before his mouth descended on hers. He lifted Rachel into his arms and carried her to her room, not losing contact of his mouth on hers.
They made love, Dax taking it slow. He discovered he was her first, and knew he’d be her last. They spoke of marriage, children, the clinic, and living on the ranch, until neither could resist the other any longer.
The clock on her wall chimed midnight as he left her bed and dressed.
“I’ll be back to speak with your uncle tomorrow.” He bent and placed a soft kiss on her mouth before shutting the bedroom door behind him.
He’d just grabbed his hat when the front door opened and Charles walked in.
The doctor glanced at Dax, looked behind him at Rachel’s closed door, then let his gaze settle on the man before him. “I suppose we need to talk. First, I need some whiskey. Same for you?”
“Yes, sir.”
Dax rotated his hat in his hands, feeling his stomach tighten.
Charles handed Dax a glass, tilted his in a salute, and threw back the amber liquid. Dax did the same.
“Appears you’ll be marrying her.”
“Yes, sir. With your permission.”
“You’ve got it. Now, get the hell out of here and let this old man get some sleep.”
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