A car whizzed by, and Jessie remembered she didn’t have time to mourn the woods. She needed to find out if she was on the right road, going the right way. An enormous truck thundered by with a force that flattened the grasses by the road and whipped Jessie’s hair into her face. Even if walking was slower, Jessie was glad to be out of the bread truck.
After a few moments of watching, Jessie noticed the cars traveled in different directions on the different roads. On the road by Jessie, the cars went—Jessie glanced at the sun. It was too high overhead to be sure of direction. How could she find out?
Then she saw a sign several feet ahead. She ran toward it. The sign came into focus: 37. That was one of the numbers Ma had said might be the right road. Above the number, the sign said NORTH. Jessie grinned. She was going toward Indianapolis.
Jessie touched the sign for good luck, amazed once again by the smoothness of the outside world’s metal. She’d lost time escaping from Clifton and then the bread truck, but she was going in the right direction and she was bound to find one of those phone things soon. No one seemed to be looking for her. Surely the most frightening part of her journey was over.
Jessie slung her pack over her shoulder and began walking north. She started out in the ditch, but the ground was uneven and the grasses tore at her legs. Carelessly, forgetting the caution she’d pretended to borrow from Hannah, Jessie moved up the slope to a place where the walking was easier—and she was in plain sight of every car that passed.
THIRTEEN
Ma had said it would probably be a couple miles before Jessie found a phone. As she walked, Jessie looked around anxiously. What if she passed all the phones because she didn’t know what they looked like? But there was little on either side of the big road but grass and fields and an occasional tree. Jessie thought about asking someone, but the only people she saw were those zooming by in the fast cars. She wouldn’t want to try to stop them.
Well, Jessie told herself with forced cheer, if they didn’t stop, at least that meant they didn’t want to capture her and take her back to Clifton.
Jessie’s stomach gurgled just then, and she remembered that she hadn’t eaten anything since—she wasn’t sure. Was it lunch yesterday? When she ate just like usual in the school yard with Mary? As if impatient for Jessie to remember, her stomach rumbled again, louder.
Would it be wrong to stop and eat before finding one of the phone things? Now that she was safely outside Clifton, Jessie decided a short break wouldn’t matter. She walked a ways, looking for a place to sit down. Then she saw a sign that said CROOKED CREEK and knew she’d found it.
Crooked Creek ran through Clifton, joining the White River right by the mill. Jessie felt sure this was the same winding creek she and Andrew had skipped stones in downriver. It made her feel good to crawl down along a bank where the water flowed toward Clifton. She dropped a twig in.
“Tell Ma I’m all right. No—say ‘okay’ That way she’ll know I’m outside,” Jessie told the twig as it drifted by. She made a face at her own foolishness. Well, she couldn’t help it. It was a little lonely out here. She’d never been alone for so long in all her life. And she’d never eaten a meal all by herself. She wasn’t sure she could chew without Nathan screaming for the jam or Mary offering to trade lunches.
Jessie sat down on a flat rock by the creek and opened the pack Ma had given her. She had not had time to look before, but now she saw Ma had provided well. There were two loaves of bread—firm and pungent, not like that squishy stuff in the truck. That was something else weird about the bread truck, Jessie realized: The bread had had no smell. Jessie shrugged and pulled out one of the cloth-wrapped loaves. She saw Ma had also packed beef jerky and some of her anise cookies, Jessie’s favorite.
Jessie had one of the cookies first—who was here to tell her not to?—and sorted through the pack to make sure she hadn’t missed anything. Under the jerky was a strange container made of something like leather. Jessie would have said the container was a man’s purse, if it hadn’t had all the compartments.
At the back were some strips of paper. These had to be money, Jessie decided. She hoped it was still good. With so many banks failing, Mr. Seward was getting finicky about what money he would accept at the store. Most people in Clifton used coins or barter anyway. But Jessie might need to find someone to accept these bills outside Clifton…. Jessie pulled out one of the bills that said “20” on every end. It didn’t have a bank name on it, only “Federal Reserve Note, The United States of America.” And—a picture of Andrew Jackson! He looked just like he did in the portrait at home in Clifton.
Jessie forgot her worries over whether the money was any good or not. She was so happy to see a familiar face that she kissed President Jackson’s picture. She giggled. Imagine if she met President Jackson in person and kissed him like that! Then she remembered: If it was really more than 150 years later than she thought, Andrew Jackson had died a long time ago. Even the bank problems all the men in Clifton complained about had happened 150 years ago. Maybe there were no money problems now. Maybe there were more.
Jessie’s grin faded. She concentrated on counting the money, three more twenties and a couple that said “1,” with George Washington’s face on the front. At least President Washington’s picture was familiar, too. Things couldn’t be too different in the 1990s if people kept George Washington and Andrew Jackson on their money. Pa would be happy to know President Jackson was worth more.
“He may have won the Revolutionary War, but he was still a Federalist,” Pa always said about President Washington. Pa didn’t think too highly of Federalists.
But Jessie was confused again. Pa already knew that Andrew Jackson was on a bigger bill than George Washington. Pa and Ma both had used this kind of money before they moved to Clifton.
Jessie rubbed her forehead. If only she could get everything straight in her mind. She took the last bill out, and a slip of paper fell to the ground. Jessie grabbed it before it blew into the creek. She unfolded the corners.
Jessie,
By now you should know what I’ve told you is true. And maybe you’ve found some explanations for what I don’t understand…. Know that in spite of everything, Pa and I love you. We never expected or wanted Clifton to turn out the way it did.
There should he more than enough money and food here for you. Take care. I’II pray for you the whole time you’re away.
Ma
At the bottom was the name” Isaac Neeley”—the man Jessie was supposed to tell about the illness—with the number for her to call when she found a phone. Ma had also written out instructions about what Jessie was supposed to say. But Jessie’s eyes blurred too much to read that part. Suddenly she felt unbearably homesick for Ma’s familiar writing and Pa’s political comments and—yes, even Nathan’s screaming for jam at breakfast. Well, she’d be back home again soon, as soon as she found a phone and got help for Katie and the others. And she could be brave until then.
Jessie put the note back in the area with the paper money and opened other compartments.
Coins spilled out of one spot, and Jessie almost knocked the whole pack into the water trying to retrieve them. It was one of these that Jessie would have to put in the phone, when she found one. But Ma hadn’t been able to tell Jessie what coins to use.
“It’s been so long,” Ma had murmured. “And things might have changed….”
Her voice had scared Jessie. Jessie tried not to think about it. She pried open another part of the billfold. This had pages, with papers stuck between a slippery surface.
“Pennsylvania Driver’s License,” the first paper said. It had another one of those picture-things that were too realistic to be drawings. She realized the picture was of Ma before she moved to Clifton.
Ma’s light brown hair mostly went to her shoulders, with some of it cut shorter and curled. Jessie couldn’t help thinking it was kind of ugly that way. But Ma’s blue eyes were kind, as usual, and she was smiling gently, as though gazing
at Pa. She looked as young as Hannah.
Jessie turned to the next page and saw another picture-thing, this time showing a baby and a little girl in a short dress.
“Hannah and Jessie, 1983,” it said on the back.
This was proof, then, that Jessie had lived in the world outside Clifton.
Jessie felt so strange, she snapped the billfold shut and put it back in the pack. She tore off some of the bread and jerky and began eating, automatically.
All her life until today, if someone had asked Jessie who she was, she’d have had an easy answer: “I’m Jessie Keyser. My pa’s the blacksmith here in Clifton, and I’ve lived here as long as I can remember. We came out from Pennsylvania….”
But there had been no need for Jessie to tell anyone that, because everyone in Clifton knew her.
Now that Jessie knew Clifton wasn’t a normal village, and it wasn’t really 1840, did she know who she was? Could she go back to Clifton after this and live as she always had?
Jessie swallowed a bite of bread and it stuck in her throat. She bent over and cupped her hands in the creek, preparing to take a drink.
Then she heard yelling.
“Stop! Stop it!”
FOURTEEN
When Jessie dared to turn around, she saw a man bounding toward her. He had a grizzly gray beard and snapping eyes. He was also the fattest man Jessie had ever seen. Jessie thought she could outrun him if she had to, but it scared her that she hadn’t known he was behind her. What if he were from Clifton?
“Stop!” he yelled again.
Panting, the man leaned on the fence right behind Jessie. Jessie braced to run if he climbed the fence. She was not going to let someone fatter than Mr. Seward catch her.
“I don’t mind you trespassing on my land,” the man said, “as long as you don’t leave a mess. But I can’t believe you’d be stupid enough to drink that water. Don’t you know how many pesticides and herbicides flow into that creek every spring?”
Jessie wanted to act like a normal 1996 teenager, but she didn’t know if she was supposed to say yes or no. So she said nothing.
Glaring, the man said, “You really don’t, do you? I mean, it’s poison! Stupid city kid.”
Jessie let the water spill through her fingers. Poison? It didn’t look any different from the well water at home. No one drank out of Crooked Creek in Clifton, but Jessie had thought that was just because everyone had wells.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “Where can I get a drink that isn’t, uh, poison?”
She looked down at the water again. It sparkled in the sunlight filtered through the bushes. Poison? The man was probably crazy.
“There’s a million gas stations with stores on 37,” the man said. “For all the Clifton Village tourists. People have to get their last fix of the twentieth century before they risk seeing the past.”
The man’s voice was sarcastic. Jessie wondered if she dared ask what a gas station was. And what did people fix in the stores?
“So they would have water at the … gas stations?” she finally asked, hoping it wasn’t a giveaway question.
“Sure, water, pop, juice, beer, you name it. They’ll sell you anything. It’s a capitalist age we live in, my dear.” Jessie decided to ask the more important question.
“Would they have a phone?”
“Sure,” the man said. He paused. “Oh, just come on up to my house and I’ll get you a glass of water. Free. You can use the phone, too, as long as it’s a local call. It won’t be the first time my afternoon walk’s interrupted. It’s not like I care that much about losing weight. It’s for my wife. She keeps asking, ‘Isn’t there something hypocritical about being a fat environmentalist? Using up all the world’s resources?’ “
The man gestured for Jessie to climb the fence and follow him.
Jessie hesitated. The man didn’t sound like he worked for Miles Clifton. He seemed a little crazy, but not dangerous. He’d called himself an environmentalist, which was a word Ma had used. Maybe it was all right to go with him. Yet Ma had warned Jessie to be wary of all strangers, not just Clifton’s guards.
“That was one reason Pa and I wanted to raise you children in Clifton,” Ma had said. “We didn’t want to terrify you into staying away from strangers. It’s odd—all the time, you were in danger here. And now all of you are too trusting. People in the outside world …”
Ma hadn’t finished the thought, which scared Jessie plenty.
“No, that’s all right. I’ll go to the, um, gas station,” Jessie told the man now.
The man looked at her curiously.
“You’re a little young to be out on your own, aren’t you? Do your parents know where you are?”
“Oh yes,” Jessie said. It wasn’t a total lie. One of her parents knew what she was doing, anyway. “In fact, I’m on an errand for my mother. I should be going now.”
The man looked at her doubtfully, but he shook his head. “Guess it’s none of my business.”
Jessie scrambled to her feet and stuffed the remains of her lunch back in the pack. She walked across the bridge and then along the big road, feeling the man’s eyes on her back. The memory of Ma’s warning spooked her. What might the man do? What had Ma been warning her against? Even though the man seemed nice, would he report her to Miles Clifton?
Jessie was glad when the road dipped and she was out of the man’s sight. She wondered if all conversations with strangers were so strange. Until leaving Clifton, she’d never talked to anyone she hadn’t known for a long time. And now she had trouble making sense of everyone: the guards, the teenage tourists, Mrs. Spurning and the chaperon, the bread man, and now the fat environmentalist. Was Jessie stupid, or was everyone outside Clifton crazy? Was that maybe why Jessie’s parents and the other families had wanted to move to Clifton? Or did the people she’d met seem strange just because she didn’t know them, and didn’t understand the twentieth century?
Jessie couldn’t figure any of it out. She was getting so thirsty she could barely think. She decided to try to look for a gas station, since it would have both a phone and a drink. But, again, she didn’t know what she was looking for.
Then, about a mile beyond Crooked Creek, she saw a sign on a tall post, with the words THE STOPPING POINT. Underneath, it said GAS, LIVE BAIT, PIZZA, COOL DRINKS. Beneath the sign, there was a small white building and strange contraptions that looked like hitching posts for cars. At least, people would drive up to them and loop a hose to the car, like someone in Clifton would tie a horse’s reins to a hitching post. But not all the cars had to be hitched like that—others were just parked by the store.
It didn’t make sense, but Jessie didn’t care. This had to be a gas station!
Jessie dodged the cars waiting for the hitching posts and pushed open the door of the store. At first, it seemed dim after the sunshine outside. Then Jessie’s eyes adjusted and she realized the globe-things were almost as bright as the sun. Jessie felt a pang, missing the dim coolness of Mr. Seward’s store. But it was easier to see in here, and she was fascinated by all the bright packages. Where Mr. Seward had barrels and tins to hunt through, this place had shelves full of cookies and crackers and things she didn’t even recognize, all in containers covered with labels and pictures. She grinned at a row of bread loaves in red-and-yellow wrappers—the same kind as the bread truck she’d ridden in. But there were also loaves in a dozen other wrappers. And the bread was about the only familiar food. What was a Frito? she wondered. A Cheeto? A Dorito?
Jessie was tempted to buy a lot of things, just to see what they were. But habit was hard to break. In Clifton, no one spent money unless it was for something desperately needed. And Jessie needed only a drink and a phone.
Jessie decided it was okay to get a drink first, since she was a little scared of trying to use a phone.
She went to the back, where rows and rows of bottles leaned behind glass windows. Most of them said “Coke” or “Pepsi,” and Jessie wondered what that could be. Both drink
s looked like cough syrup. She settled on a bottle of something called “Papaya fruit drink.” It was prettier.
Jessie opened the glass door and felt air as cold as winter. She slammed the door. How could it be? This wasn’t an icehouse or even a springhouse. Cautiously, Jessie forced herself to open the door again and grab the bottle of juice. The glass was cold. Jessie was tempted to let the juice warm up before she drank it. Pa always said it wasn’t right to drink something cold in warm weather. But—it might taste better this way.
As Jessie took the mysteriously cold bottle to the front to pay, she noticed two round mirrors in the corner. Were they like the mirrors in Clifton that people looked through? She didn’t like all this watching.
The strange cooped-up cold and the mirrors unnerved her. But as she stepped up to pay for her drink, she forced herself to ask the boy behind the counter about a phone.
“Right outside,” he said without looking up. “Don’t know how you missed it.”
“Thank you.”
Jessie gave the boy one of the George Washington bills, and he took it as though he saw paper money every day. Well, that proved the one-dollar bills were good. Jessie was a little bothered that it had been so easy. Mr. Seward would have taken out his magnifying glass and checked the signature on the bill. Then he’d ask, in his dry pretentious voice, “Do you have your parents’ permission to spend this?” Mr. Seward didn’t believe in children doing anything without their parents’ permission. Especially not girls.
But this boy was not much older than Jessie. She watched him hit buttons on a box, then count out change from a drawer that sprang out when he stepped back. The box would have intrigued her if she hadn’t been so curious about the boy. He had hair shaved close to his head, and wore a black—what was it called? oh yes—T-shirt. The T-shirt was covered with strange symbols; the word MEGADETH screamed across the front. Jessie wanted to ask what Megadeth was, but it was probably something she would have known if she hadn’t been from Clifton.