She flashed a small smile. "Good choice there. But I really don't mind about the bed if you change your mind."
"Thanks. If I get too tired, I'll keep that in mind." He turned to leave.
"Don't go. Not until I fall asleep. I feel ... safer with you in the room."
"The lamp won't bother you?"
She closed her eyes, settling against the pillow. Kane walked silently across the room and pulled the comforter closer to her chin, knowing he was using the gesture as an excuse to touch her again. Her skin was soft beyond his memories, and her hair against the pillow looked like a fall of blue black silk. Her lashes were long and feathery, as midnight black as her hair. He felt at peace when he looked at her, which, considering the state of arousal she put his body in, was strange. His whole being settled in her presence.
Asleep, she looked younger than ever and terribly innocent. She didn't belong in a world of violence. He'd told her to rest, that they would be safe, but he knew better. If Whitney was truly playing one of his games, it wasn't going to be so damned easy. He'd be sending someone to see if Rose had taken the bait and was in residence. That meant they were going to have a visitor soon. With a soft sigh, he ran his thumb down her soft cheek and then settled into a chair and began reading.
CHAPTER 5
"Think cold-blooded snake," Kane whispered aloud to himself as he stretched out in the saw grass up at the high point of the knoll, his ghillie suit covering his body. He could pick up the heat in an enemy's body, and there were many other GhostWalkers capable of the same thing. Rose had slept most of the day, waking only to eat soup or drink water. He loved that she was actually resting. She looked so worn out, and the fact that she could actually sleep meant she trusted him to look after her. That was the best feeling in the world. Lying in plain sight wasn't.
Diego Jimenez had chosen his hideout carefully. Open ground gave him a view of anyone coming at him from any direction. It would take vehicles capable of moving fast through sand to reach him, and he'd see and hear them coming miles before they ever arrived, but he hadn't counted on GhostWalkers. Kane had the elite teams to worry about.
Whitney may have gone underground, but he had billions of dollars at his disposal and connections all the way to the White House. Thousands of men in the military had taken the psychic tests, but only a few qualified psychologically. Whitney had nevertheless experimented on some of those not completely qualified for his own personal army. Those men had disappeared from the service and were now working covertly for Whitney. Those were the men Kane expected.
He took another careful look around. Whitney would send a scout first, someone just to ascertain that Rose was in residence and very pregnant.
You in position, sweetheart? It went against everything male and protective in him to expose her to their enemy, but there was no way Whitney was going to try to kill her. By giving Whitney what he wanted--the satisfaction of being right--it would buy them some time. Rose needed time to rest and build her strength again.
I'm good. Sitting out under the stars, patting the baby, and reading on how to breast-feed.
His entire body clenched. His cock sprang to life right there on the sand, full and hard and aching with need. Erotic images poured into his head. She had full breasts, not too big, as her body frame was small, but they were beautiful. He'd been doing his best not to stare, and now she had to actually put more fantasies in his head. He didn't need her to add any to his long, considerable list.
If you need to practice, just let me know. He tried for humor, but he wasn't laughing. The vision of lying beside her, turning toward her, and taking her breast into his mouth, pulling her close against him, was almost more than he could stand.
Well, it's not like I've ever done it before.
He groaned. His cock jerked, and blood pounded through his veins. What the hell did that mean? It sounded like she might need help, and if so, he was her man, quite willing to do whatever was necessary to get her ready for their child.
What does the book say? Even using telepathy, his voice sounded hoarse and strangled.
Well, I should have been reading this instead of the birthing book. I should have been preparing my nipples. Apparently I can get sore if I don't.
He took another long, careful look around, just lifting his head enough that his gaze could take in the terrain surrounding the house. A man ought to take care of his woman, he said, meaning it. She might not think of herself as belonging to him, but as far as he was concerned, she did. If she needed her breasts taken care of, he was the only man who would be doing that. How's that done? Maybe I'd better be the one reading the book.
Maybe ...
That was worse, and he swore this time. She'd just drifted off. Was she reading? Speculating? Imagining? He broke out in a sweat. What does the book say about pregnant women and sex? He'd gone so far as to imply he wanted to spend time on her breasts; he may as well go all the way.
There was the smallest of hesitations, telling him she was a little nervous, but she answered in a steady, intellectual tone. Actually quite a lot. Apparently, if there are no problems with the pregnancy, a woman can have sex without worry.
He smiled, took a breath, and leaned so he could search the night sky. That's a good thing to know.
Well. She paused, taking a breath. Since we're on the subject, do you think men find pregnant women attractive?
This man does. At least, he qualified, because he'd never really thought about it before, I find you attractive. I don't think I've ever really looked at a pregnant woman one way or the other until I saw you that way.
Far off, he heard a muffled sound, like a distant beat of strong wings. Incoming.
Are you sure? You sound so calm. Maybe you're wrong.
I'm not wrong. Can you do this, Rose? He had to know if she was going to panic. I can kill whoever they send, no problem.
Of course I can do this. I'm pregnant, not braindamaged. My condition doesn't change my personality.
Kane rubbed his chin. Being pregnant might not have changed her personality, but it certainly made her a bit testy. There was a definite bite to her voice. He found himself grinning like an idiot. She had a way of making him feel incredibly happy for no reason at all. In the end, it wasn't really Rose who was different, it was Kane. He admitted the truth to himself even as he watched the helicopter appear in the distance, no running lights, settling to the sand about a mile out. They weren't taking any chances that Rose would hear them. He was the one who didn't want Rose sitting out in front of the house as bait. He detested that she wasn't safely out of Whitney's reach.
It feels a little like I'm using you to lure them in.
Warmth flooded his mind. Reassurance. They don't want me dead. Whitney wants our baby. They might try to take me now, but I'm armed and I've got you--my secret weapon.
The confidence in her voice shook him to the core. She was sitting calmly out in the open, waiting for the enemy to make a move, relying on him to keep her and their child safe. Rose might appear small and fragile, but she was first and foremost a soldier, trained almost from birth. Whitney and his team of killers might have done better to remember that. Whitney didn't have much respect for the women he'd designed and trained over the years, focusing on their weaknesses and flaws rather than seeing them as human and three-dimensional. It was Whitney's flaw, that megalomaniac ego that pushed reality into the background.
Kane's fingers tightened around the rifle. He was actually guilty of the same thing. He persisted in seeing Rose as someone in need of protection. I'm sorry. I don't mean to underestimate you, Rose. I have great respect for your abilities. He felt it needed to be said. He was ashamed of his need to protect her, but it wasn't going away. If anything, the need was growing stronger.
Don't apologize, Kane. You've treated me with more respect and better than any other man in my life. Believe me, I appreciate you.
Kane kept his gaze on the desert. Four men running this way. They're spread out, standard
pattern. All armed, but only two are carrying extra gear.
Do you think those two are going to hang around?
He caught the apprehension in her voice. You know they will. They're going to wait it out and report to Whitney when you have the baby. I can take them out, and we can get the hell out of here if you're up to it.
Her hesitation alarmed him. I don't think it's a good idea right now, Kane. I'm getting the contractions again. They aren't as regular as the ones the other day, but they're harder and lasting longer.
She was definitely frightened. The word contractions scared the holy hell out of him. He took a breath and fit the rifle to his shoulder, tracking each of the men through his scope. He had taken the rifle from Jimenez's private arsenal, recognizing his favorite sniper rifle. It felt like an old friend. He'd cleaned it, taken it apart and put it back together, test-fired it several times, and repeated the entire operation until the rifle felt like his own.
Once he'd seen the Humvee and the CROWS system, he knew he had to tell her the truth. No way could Jimenez have acquired that system without serious backing--and he feared he knew exactly who that man had been.
Rose, Jimenez left a hell of an arsenal behind. All military issue, all the very latest technology, which meant he was in bed with Whitney.
That doesn't make sense. For all his failings, Whitney is a patriot. He wouldn't put weapons into the hands of a rebel.
Kane could see the enemy now, see their grim, dark-striped faces clearly. Dressed in desert camouflage clothing, they ran at a steady pace, covering the mile quickly.
They're spreading out. Look unaware and sweet and innocent.
It's a little hard to look innocent when I'm as big as a house.
He suppressed his unexpected laughter. She wasn't as big as a house, not by a long shot. Hell, Rose, from the back I couldn't even tell you were pregnant. Only your tummy is round. He congratulated himself for being wise not to use the beach ball reference. You might not think you're innocent, sweetheart, but pregnant or not, you're very innocent.
What does that mean?
It means, he said, once you have that baby, I've got a whole hell of a lot to teach you. Before she could reply and tell him to go to hell, that she didn't plan on sticking around, he gave another report. Flanking you now. One coming around on your left side.
I can't see him yet.
The knots in his gut unraveled a bit at the calm in her voice. He admired her, plain and simple. He was lying prone, rifle in hand, watching the enemy. She was a sitting duck. He watched each man reach a position where he was able to see the one side of the house.
Checking you out now, sweetheart. They've gone to ground. Keep reading the book. What else does it say?
Oh dear. This isn't good. You know the part where women can have sex as long as there aren't any complications? Not so much in the last month. Sex can bring on labor. My dreams are shattered.
He loved the laughter in her voice. Her teasing tone told him she was lying her ass off, but he liked that she was comfortable enough to tease him about sex. He was tied to her for life and would never find a woman with quite the same appeal, but she had no ties to him other than the baby--certainly not sex. He wiped his chin on his sleeve and kept his eye to the scope.
Your dreams? he echoed. I'm suffering here, woman. He shifted just enough to ease his body into a more comfortable position in the sand. Teasing back and forth about sex was dangerous when they had enemies coming at them, but he understood it was simply another form of comic banter soldiers often used to relieve the tension. Now you go and tell me something like that. He had no problems with camaraderie. He could do camaraderie standing on his head--but not when she was putting images of his body locked with hers in his head.
Sorry, I couldn't resist. The book actually does say that.
She hesitated, and his body reacted, tightening in anticipation. She seemed suddenly uncertain about sharing some piece of information. For a woman forthcoming about things, that didn't bode well. Tell me.
She sighed. I think the baby dropped.
His heart thudded. He blinked, and the man he'd been watching was gone that quick out of his line of sight. Kane marked where their enemy had gone to ground, but that didn't mean the bastard wasn't on the move. The baby dropped? he repeated, feeling like he'd been hit over the head with something really hard. What the hell does that mean?
When I took my shower this evening, the pressure was off my ribs. I think the baby moved down into the birthing position.
I haven't read the book, Rose. He searched every inch of the sandbank where the enemy had disappeared, trying not to panic--not because he'd lost sight of the enemy, but because he had a very bad feeling about babies dropping and what that meant.
She hesitated again, and that small hesitation continued to freak him out. He studied the sandbank. Had blades of saw grass moved? There was no wind. Not even a breeze. The night air had cooled, but it was still warm. Stars were everywhere, glittering like diamonds scattered across the sky. It was a beautiful night. He always marveled how something so ugly as murder could take place in such peaceful settings. The night was made for a man and woman to sit quietly and enjoy the constellations and each other.
"I see you," he whispered under his breath. The saw grass bent toward the house, and he caught a glimpse of the outline of the enemy's shoulder. On your left, Rose. He's moving toward you. Don't look. If he gets too close, he's a dead man.
He checked the other three before putting the rifle back on the one closest to Rose. The others were holding position.
Don't shoot him. Rose's voice was tight, even shook a little. They need proof. Whitney wants documentation of everything. They're probably trying to get a clear picture of me. He has to maneuver into position.
That little wobble in her voice had him stroking the trigger. Ice flowed in his veins normally when he was waiting for a kill shot, but tonight, with Rose sitting out in the open surrounded by the enemy, his mind was a little difficult to discipline.
This is fucking bullshit, Rose. I'm going to kill them all and we'll get the hell out of here. We have the Humvee.
Kane. The soft note in her voice turned his heart over. I love that you want to protect me, but I'm telling you, I can't travel. I can't do it. If I could, I'd say let's go for it, but it's too soon for the baby to be born, and I think my body is so worn down it just can't hold her anymore.
Kane wiped the sweat from his face with one hand, watching the enemy closest to Rose. The man was still easing himself forward. Now he was within fifty feet of her.
Kane knew Whitney had "paired" him; hell, he'd even agreed to it, though he hadn't known exactly what it meant at the time. As far as he understood it, it had something to do with pheromones. Didn't that just mean he would forever remain sexually attracted to her? If so, if that was all, what the hell was wrong with him that every cell in his body demanded he get Rose out of the situation?
Now that he'd found her again, his child growing inside her, now that he'd watched her sleep and listened to her soft laughter, admired her courage and respected her fighting capabilities, he feared pairing was far more than sexual. Whether Whitney's program had done that or whether he was just falling like a ton of bricks for the woman, he didn't know, but it was messing him up having her in danger.
What's he doing?
She sounded nervous, yet she tried to cover it. His heart twisted. He wanted to gather her into his arms and hold her. I hate to admit it, but you were right. And just for the record, that might be the only time I ever say those words to you, so treasure them. He figured if he teased her a little to lighten the tension, it would help both of them. He's recording you sitting there looking all content and smug outside your hideaway. Whitney will love that.
I try to please.
His stomach settled. Her tone was stronger. Something was wrong, though, and he wanted these men gone. You all right?
She hesitated, and the knots were back just like that.
Rose? he prompted.
The contractions are pretty hard, Kane.
Kane rubbed his jaw. Once again he'd underestimated. She hadn't been afraid of Whitney's men. She'd probably been sitting there, armed to the teeth, waiting for them to make a wrong move. She was worried the baby was coming too early.
As soon as you can get inside without looking as if there's a problem, go in. Hopefully they'll leave faster. Two of them plan on staying behind, but they can't risk you seeing them, so they'll have to set up camp a distance from here.
How long will you be, Kane?
There was a distinct quaver in her voice. He swore under his breath, the urge to just shoot the bastards and get to her nearly overwhelming common sense. I won't be long, sweetheart.
He hoped he was telling the truth. He knew that two of Whitney's men would return to the helicopter, probably as soon as Rose went inside, now that they had their visual confirmation for their boss. The other two might set up camp immediately, believing she was alone, or one might remain watching. If that happened, Kane was going to have to reenter the house using the tunnel, and that meant a long hike through the sand without being seen. Visibility on such a clear night was virtually miles. He'd be crawling, and Rose would be waiting, maybe going into labor.
I should have just shot the bastards. It would have been easier, Rose.
She laughed at the frustration in his voice. I'm going in while I can. I'll be fine. If the contractions are real, they'll grow stronger still and get longer in length.
Through his scope he watched her pick up the folding chair and carry it back inside. No light escaped from the house. Once she was inside and the small light she'd used for reading disappeared, so did the house. Kane remained absolutely still. The men were in motion, one moving right up to Jimenez's subterranean hideaway. He examined the sand all around the house. Kane was grateful that he'd always covered his tracks when patrolling outside and familiarizing himself with the terrain.
The one close to the house joined a second man. They conferred, waved at the remaining two, who took off running for the waiting helicopter. Kane turned his full attention to the two left behind. They were up and jogging straight toward him.