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  All best—

  WS.

  I have written to the fellow in Prague. Thanks.

  TO ROBERT PENN WARREN

  February 19, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Prof:

  I spoke to Lillian today, and apparently I have been passed over by the Institute again, this time in favor of Messrs. Nemerov, Kazin, Lattimore among others.†dd It is getting so that my desperation at being left out of the company of such literary titans as Glenway Wescott, William Maxwell and Kay Boyle is feeding so savagely at my liver that I don’t know how I’ll be able to stand it.†ee At any rate, I wanted to tell you that, as honestly appreciative as I am for your nomination and support, I also feel that it must be getting as embarrassing for you as it is for me, and therefore I want to ask you please not to put my name up again. I am probably—as you once said—making it more important than it really is; nonetheless, I do find this rejection a little embarrassing, and I figure twice is quite enough. I do thank you, though, for your loyalty and your gesture.

  Lillian said she suspected that the reason was that the voting musicians, architects, etc., don’t know beans about “quality lit.” and therefore vote for the safe, the well-established, or the recent best-sellers. This may or may not be so, but if it is, then maybe that is all the more reason for thinking that it is not the club for me. At any rate, if nominatated or elected in the future—even unbeknownst to me—I shall, like Cal Coolidge, firmly decline the honor.

  We are looking forward to another Vermont visit—with work, this time, also snow-shoeing—; Rose and Eleanor have already talked about it, but of course we’ll be seeing you before then.

  Yrs. in Jesus,

  —B.

  TO WILLIAM BLACKBURN

  March 30, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Professor:

  About a week ago, Theodore Roethke’s widow wrote me, asking if I could locate a letter or two she knew Ted had written me from Seattle before he died. I found one of them, and while I was going through the great mass of correspondence I seem to have accumulated, I found to my great surprise these two letters from Mac, mainly because during these last years we always spoke to each other by telephone—the invention which is in the process of killing off all literary correspondence.†ff At any rate, I was on the verge of sending them to you when I got your nice letter yesterday. These letters were written to me just after I got back from Italy in 1954, during the time I lived in New York before moving to Roxbury. The earlier one must have been written right after Random House had decided to publish No Time for Sergeants, while the later one—in July—was written after the Book of the Month Club had taken the book and it seemed headed for a great success. As I recollect, we saw quite a bit of Mac during that winter and spring. He was alone in New York, and would often come to the apartment for dinner, and later we would go out on the town, in the Village or elsewhere. Anyway, here they are and feel free to make use of them as you wish.

  I am still working away at Nat Turner, and the book doesn’t get any easier as I go along. I am rather ashamed to tell you that Random House has already sold the paperback rights to New American Library for $100,000, which will do one of two things to me: (a) totally corrupt me, or (b) cause me to finish it immediately out of shame and necessity. Anyway, I’ll keep you posted. Is there any chance of your getting up this way this spring or in June? We’ll be here for the next few months and it would be good to see you again.

  Yrs as ever,

  —B.

  TO DONALD HARINGTON

  April 8, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Don:

  Regrettably, Rose strained her back on the night before the morning we were due to go to Vermont—and I’m afraid that is the reason you didn’t hear from us. Perhaps another time we’ll be able to do it.

  I’ve been leading what the French call the High Life (pronounced Heej Leef), going to New York more often than is good for me and ending up at 5:30 A.M. in dingy bars dancing with Jacqueline Kennedy. Honest Injun. I’m afraid that both I and the Widow Kennedy were quite stoned and when I asked her if she wished to dance the Fug she replied: “Oh no, I don’t like those dances which have no bodily contact.” So we ended up glued together, brow against sweaty brow. Alas, however, she was swept off into the morning in the embrace of a better, luckier man.

  Don’t fret over your book. It’s a fine one—although I do know how you may be suffering from pre-publication jitters …

  TO WILLIAM BLACKBURN

  June 2, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Professor:

  I greatly enjoyed seeing you duly credited by the Times Lit Sup, and sent the editorial along to my father who was also delighted. I was rather surprised, however, to see my name linked with yours for in England, at least, as I think I have told you, I have always had a rather mediocre reputation, with both sales and critical esteem next to zero. At any rate, it was good to see you mentioned in such a flattering way and it probably created a lot of much-deserved envy around Dooks.

  In a little over a week I will attain the venerable age of 40, a troubling anniversary which I approach with mixed feelings. Actually one shouldn’t worry too much about age, I suppose—as you once remarked, it is Time which is the mystery—and the fact that the novel I am working on seems to be going well does a lot to allay my trepidation. I think it was Lillian Hellman’s great friend and mentor, the psychiatrist Gregory Zilboorg,†gg who had made a study of the matter and pointed out that the decade between 40 and 50 and even the decade after should be the most productive in a man’s life. It is a nice thought anyway. I have the highest hopes for old Nat Turner. I think I am in almost perfect control of a subject which demands and is getting whatever good balance of intellect and emotion I possess, and if I don’t blow it up in the last part of the book I think it will really be something for the world to see. I regret that the pace is so slow and laborious but that is something I cannot help.

  As is not the case in Albion, in France (I say this with complete immodesty) I am along with Salinger the best-known living American writer, a fact which tickles me deeply, and already it has been announced in the French press that I am arriving in Paris on June 23d. I hope this doesn’t offend you. At any rate, I am taking a little time off from the book and am going to stay with Jim Jones in Paris, with a side trip down the Loire and to Pamplona, and will be back on Martha’s Vineyard around the middle of July. If there is any way you can pay a summer visit to the Island, you are as usual quadruply welcome.

  As ever,

  Bill

  TO MANAGER OF WTOP†hh

  June 9, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Sir:

  Thank you for sending me a copy of your editorial on Robert Lowell’s protest.†ii

  What you do not seem to realize is that, in an age of publicity, Mr. Lowell’s boycott of culture was the only public protest he could make. Suppose he had made his protest “poetically,” as you put it. Would that have made the front page of The New York Times, and the newspapers of England and France?

  Sincerely,

  W Styron

  TO JAMES AND GLORIA JONES

  June 14, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Moss; and dear James & Kaylie & Jamie:

  The flight is Pan American #118 which arrives at Orly at 9:40 in the evening on Wednesday, June 23d.

  Gerry Murphy won’t be flying with us. The sad news about Gerry is that her fiancé, who for so many long years it took to get him hooked, was killed last Monday in a Marine training accident in California. Apparently they were coming down a mountain and a guy slipped and fell into a swift-running river and Gerry’s boy jumped in to save him, but both of them were washed out of sight. Isn’t that the damndest thing to happen to poor Gerry after all these spinster years?

  But the good news is that we are coming with joy at the prospect of Paris and doing the trip with all of you & can barely wait for Biarritz and Pamplona and all the rest.

  Oh, I forgot to tell you—Virginia and Ed Gilbert are coming back too; me
eting us toward the end of the month in the Loire country and going down to Biarritz in a car they’ve rented. They have a house there too, also tickets to the Feria in Pamplona. They said they were sure you wouldn’t mind if they horned in just a bit. Gil sold his last book AMERICAN CHROME to Paramount for a mint, which is the reason they can swing it. Gil wants to do research for a bullfighting novel to be called SPANISH GNOME. It’s all about a very tiny short matador but very brave, etc. They’ll also be driving back to Paris with us.

  The above is a nightmare I had last night. Please forget it.

  Love to all, see you bientôt,

  Bill

  TO ROBERT AND CLAIRE WHITE

  July 3, 1965†jj Biarritz, France

  We have et our way through France with the Joneses by way of the Chateux country + Périgueux (Truffleville) and are now ensconced in this pleasure-dome where all is modified bliss. Ran into—guess-who—Duncan Longcope, living in a ratty hotel where we stayed. He sends regards. We are going out tonight with Frank Sinatra. I am the 12th most famous American in France. Love to all—Billie S.

  TO BONNIE CONE†kk

  August 9, 1965 Vineyard Haven, MA

  Dear Miss Cone:

  In 1943, when I was a student in the Marine V-12 program at Duke, you taught me mathematics—a subject at which I am no more adept now than I was then. I was a terrible student and I recall that I spent most of my time in your class reading Dos Passos and Thomas Wolfe. At eighteen I was a passionate reader and determined to become a writer someday. On one occasion I recall that my non-interest in math was so intense and my concentration upon some novel or other so deep that you called me down in class and, quite rightly, put me on report. I was quite angry at this totally justified punishment, but I remember that there was something about you that commanded the greatest respect, and I also recall that we had a lively and friendly argument. I said that I was going to be a writer come hell or high water and I remember you said with great good humor that you hoped I would succeed in my ambition, adding that when my first novel came out you hoped I would send a copy to your home in (I’ll never forget the name) Lodge, South Carolina. Well, it has been more than a few years since that book came out, and I always intended to send you a copy but for all sorts of procrastinating reasons I never got around to it.

  As I told Mrs. Whisenant over the telephone not too long ago, I read all about your great achievement in Charlotte in Time magazine—a kind of miracle, really, since it is a magazine I try to avoid (even though they had the good sense to recognize you) but couldn’t avoid in this instance since it was my only reading material during a July plane flight from Madrid to New York.†ll All the memories of you and our brief and curious and (for me, at least) unforgettable association at Duke came rushing back, and I decided at last that I would make sure that you got a copy of Lie Down in Darkness. Ordinarily it might seem too late to send you a book published 14 years ago, but I take a little pride in the fact that in a small way the book has become some sort of classic, and I hope you will receive it in good spirit from a non-mathematician who, however, has never forgotten you and who holds you and your achievement in Charlotte in the greatest admiration.

  Ever sincerely yours,

  William Styron

  TO JAMES AND GLORIA JONES

  August 12, 1965 Vineyard Haven, MA

  Having just re-read this letter on the morning after, I hesitate to send it but find it in all major respects absolutely true, and I feel that if it had a title it should perhaps be called: NOTES OF A WAIF ASTRAY IN THE 20th CENTURY.

  Dear James + Moss:

  Well, there has been a good deal of high excitement around old Vineyard Haven since last we met, so much of a constant buzz in fact that it is a wonder how anyone gets any work done.

  First, the widow Kennedy came over for the weekend all sleek and tan in a Bikini, with Caroline and John, Jr., and eight—count ’em—eight Secret Service men in tow, all of them very polite but bulging with .45s, plus two Coast Guardsmen in a turbo-jet 45 mph speedboat for Jackie’s water-skiing. Well, we water skied a bit and told dirty jokes (I have the honor of telling the widow K. what a dildo is; she was thereupon horrified to learn that you had one secreted away in Paris; if you had just shown me the dildo like I asked I wouldn’t have told her) and we swam around quite a bit on the ocean beach and I rubbed a good deal of Sea n’ Ski foam on the widow’s thighs. Rose had to undress John, Jr., at one point and she reports that he has an enormous schlong, twice as big as Tommy’s. I hate to make it sound like such a sexy weekend, it really wasn’t, but anyway we had a very good time and our baby sitter got laid by one of the Secret Service. We are going over to the widow’s at Newport later in the month, that’s the way we swing, very much like Biarritz, and as I say I really don’t know how I get any work done.

  Dick Goodwin is up here in a cottage and last week the President called him up and said he wanted him down in D.C. that same day to write the speech for the Voting Rights bill. Dick asked me along and they sent up the Vice-President’s Jet Star for the two of us and it took us back to Washington in 50 minutes … I rode in the Presidential motorcade from the White House to the Capitol (THIS IS NO SHIT, REPEAT, NO SHIT) in a limousine which was originally intended for Dick and myself but which, since the President at the last minute asked Dick to ride with him in his car, was occupied by me, tout seul. I am not being facetious when I say that eventually I became scared half out of my wits when I realized that without Dick to vouch for me I was the only person in that entire motorcade (which included Humphrey, the entire Cabinet and the Joint Chiefs of Staff) who was totally unknown to the Secret Service and indeed I really did almost get arrested at the Capitol when the motorcade stopped and I tried to worm my way into the procession to the Rotunda; the President’s bodyguard is a mean-looking killer from Georgia poetically named Rufus Youngblood and I’ll swear he was about to give me a Karate stroke to the neck when by the sheerest miracle, blurting out my name in a strangled gasp, I was saved by the new Secretary of Health, Education, and Welfare, Mr. Gardner, to whom Dick had fortunately introduced me a half-hour before. Oh shit, what a scene. Anyway, the old Jet Star was waiting at Andrews A.F.B.—I still almost come when I am saluted by a Captain, which is the ritual on these planes—and we made it back the same day in time for croquet and beer.

  Finally, as an anticlimax, Sinatra’s boat put into the harbor here (it is incidentally not true that the Widow K. boarded the yacht) and I thought that somehow we would be free of that particular business, except for the fact that my daughter Susanna, the half-Jewish idiot swimmer, lured by the misty scent of sex and glamour, took it into her head to swim the ½ mile through choppy seas out to the place in the harbor where the yacht was moored. Sinatra saved her, half-drowned, called her “sweetheart,” took her aboard and dried her off and sent her back to shore in a launch.†mm This was bad enough in itself; however, it was also in the N.Y. Herald Tribune along with a picture, the whole story scandalously implying that I was some sort of degenerate pimp for Susanna. I am going to put that child in an institution.…

  I’ll probably be going to Russia for the State Department for a few weeks in December and will make it a stipulation that I stop to see you all in Paris. Much love to Kaylie + Jamie + Kate + all the girls. (Also my friend Mimi)

  Love to you all,

  Bill

  TO ROBERT LOOMIS

  September 30, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Caro Roberto: The reading I gave at V.H. to you was a great help, because your advice was completely right about that part in which Nat overhears the conversation between his Massahs and the two ministers.†nn I have drastically cut the section down so that it is less than ½ as long and much more pointed but with the same despair on Nat’s part at the end at knowing he is a slave. I really think it is very good now and that as you rightly pointed out it was all a matter of emphasis. Not that I have been tempted too much in such a direction, but I simply must at all costs (and have so far) avoid the pitfall o
f over-explaining certain technical and historical facts out of fear that the reader might not be properly oriented. All that business wherein Marse Samuel explains to the ministers the mystique of the plantation was precisely just such a trap, and I can’t tell you how delighted I was to read this bit to you and have you point out the exact weakness. Anyway, I’ve fixed that up real nice, as they say, and have forged ahead to what I think is other good stuff. The book is taking fine shape now.

  Someone in Washington sent me BOOK WEEK which would have come out in N.Y. except for the strike. Apparently there was a nationwide poll among critics etc., on Great Writing of the last 20 years and LDID came in 12th Greatest—not too bad out of the many thousands—and it would really have pleased me save for the fact that the same list showed Saul Bellow as having written four out of the 20 most beautiful novels during the same period. What egregious shit.

  There is a really fine new cigar at Dunhill’s named Belinda. Very rich & no more expensive than their other exorbitant smokes.

  Maybe we’ll see you this week-end via the Carlisles. Give a call.

  Yrs in Jesus

  WS.

  TO WILLIAM BLACKBURN

  November 12, 1965 Roxbury, CT

  Dear Professor:

  The enclosed clipping from the front page of The N.Y. Times will explain why my trip to Moscow was cancelled—or at least postponed. It was a rather bad disappointment—I had expected to spend a week or so in Paris on the way and a similar period in Rome on returning—but it does have its bright side in the fact that it will allow me to progress in the current book without interruption. And I’ve been told that I will be first on the list when and if the exchange program begins again. And so it goes …