CHAPTER 17: Event horizon
Though I would have been happy to spend the rest of the day in our private clearing in the cornfield, Rigel eventually reminded me that we needed to get back to the school if we were going to catch the late buses. Still holding hands, we made our way back single file through the narrow rows of corn, then through the school to the waiting buses. Before I got on my bus, Rigel kissed me one last time—in full view of God and everybody.
As long as he was touching me I couldn't feel embarrassed, but when I got on the bus and saw all the stunned expressions, I felt myself flushing—especially when I realized I had bits of corn silk in my hair. I had to fight the urge to explain, to announce to the whole bus that all we'd done was kiss. Of course, that would only make the gossip worse. Besides, even though it was true, it felt like more because everything with Rigel was so . . . intense.
Remembering that, my embarrassment faded and I was able to sink back into the happy glow my afternoon with him had created. Who cared what all these kids thought, anyway? I was a princess and Rigel . . . he was my prince, in every way that mattered.
That glow carried me through the rest of that week and all of the next. At school, Rigel and I were nearly inseparable, spending as much time as possible together between classes and at lunch. He sat next to me in English and convinced our History teacher to let him move next to me there, too, so we could work together on our midterm project. I prepared a series of excuses to stay after school, so even though Rigel couldn't skip football practice again, at least I could be nearby in the stands.
When the gossip made its inevitable rounds after our "tryst" in the cornfield, Bri dropped the last of her resentment to pump me for information, her bruised feelings no match for her thirst for romantic details.
"C'mon," she pleaded on the way to school a couple of days later—for the fourth or fifth time. "You have to tell me what really happened Tuesday."
"How many times do I have to say it before you'll believe me?" I whispered. "We kissed. And talked. That's it."
"Yeah, but there's kissing . . . and then there's kissing," she whispered back. "How serious was this makeout session? On a scale of one to ten?"
I had to laugh, even though I was getting pretty irritated by now. But since I could never share my real secret with her, I gave in on this one.
"Okay, it was pretty serious, about as serious as I can imagine without going past kissing. Which we didn't. But wow, can Rigel ever kiss!"
If that hadn't been enough to earn Bri's forgiveness, the football players stopping by our lunch table on a regular basis definitely did the trick. Soon, she and Deb were on a flirting basis with half the team, which made them happy, which made me happy. Especially since it meant I could spend more time focused on Rigel without them feeling left out.
We decisively beat Alexandria at the home game Friday, and even though I wasn't allowed to go to the after party, Bri and Deb got invitations from some of the players, so all was well. I hoped. I couldn't help worrying just a little that this sudden popularity might cloud their judgment about boys and whatever went on at those parties.
Saturday, after chores and taekwondo, I offered to run some errands in town for my aunt and "accidentally" ran into Rigel at Dream Cream, on Diamond. We spent a blissful couple of hours eating ice cream, hanging out in Jewel's pretty little arboretum, talking, and pretending to window shop. I even remembered to pick up Aunt Theresa's quilting paper before walking home. Sunday we only saw each other at church, but that was still much better than nothing.
During our occasional opportunities to talk privately, like on Saturday, I found out more bits and pieces about my heritage and about the other Echtrans, or Martian expatriates, on Earth. The Stuarts and I were the only ones in Jewel, but there were a few more in Indianapolis, and whole settlements scattered here and there around the world. Since the colonists tended to have Northern European coloring—it was believed the original "abduction" had been from Ireland or Scotland—most of the settlements were in North America and other English-speaking areas. The two largest settlements were in Montana and in Ireland, where there was a whole Martian village. I hoped I'd get a chance to visit it someday.
Spending time with Rigel every single day was addictive. Far from desensitizing me to the zing between us, our resonance seemed to get stronger and stronger the more we were together—and I didn't mind a bit. He didn't seem to mind either.
One thing did keep nagging at me, though.
"So . . . you still haven't told your parents we're dating?" I asked him as we walked to the buses after school on Friday. We'd now been "official" for two weeks—at school, anyway. I tried to keep my voice offhand, but he wasn't fooled.
"It really bothers you, doesn't it?" he asked, stopping in mid-stride to look down at me in concern. "I just . . . don't want to take any chances with what we have going."
"But they like me, don't they? Do you really think they'd be upset?"
"Of course they like you!" he assured me with a squeeze of my hand. "Duh. It's not that."
He dropped his voice to a whisper that no one else could hear. My hearing had improved noticeably over the past week or two, which made talking privately, even in crowds, much easier.
"It's not so much my parents as the Echtran Council, who might put pressure on them. I figure if they don't know about us, they won't make rules I might not want to follow." He grinned as he said it, and even winked, but I could tell he was serious.
"I get that, I do. But I really don't like hiding this from your parents, after they've been so nice to me and all." I hated the thought of them being disappointed in me, once they found out we'd been keeping secrets.
He still tried to cling to his humor. "But it's okay to hide it from your aunt and uncle?"
"That's different. They don't know any of the truth, and I can't tell them. This is just one more thing. Plus, I know what my aunt would say."
Rigel took my hand and tugged me along toward the buses. "Yeah, 'He's only after one thing,' right?"
"Pretty much." It still made me blush—partly because I wouldn't really mind if Rigel was after what my aunt suspected. But he'd been a perfect gentleman, apart from some amazing kissing.
"Okay," he said as we reached the crowd boarding the buses. "Sometime this weekend, I'll tell them. I promise. I just hope we won't be sorry."
I dropped his hand to hug him. "Thank you. I'll see you at the game tonight."
Like he always did these days, he kissed me goodbye. I no longer minded that half the school saw it. In fact, I secretly reveled in it. "Till tonight," he said.
Bri gave an exaggerated sigh as I sat down next to her. "You must be the luckiest girl in the world."
I couldn't disagree.
At halftime that night, I looked around at the crowd surrounding Bri, Deb and me and couldn't help marveling at the difference a few weeks made. We were now part of the "in" crowd—JV football players, JV cheerleaders, a few student government types and an assortment of other cool people.
All because of Rigel.
Even though he was only a sophomore, there were already rumors of college scouts coming to our games to watch him play. If any were here tonight, they wouldn't be disappointed—he was having one heck of a game so far. Again.
"You sure you can't come to the party tonight, M?" Alicia Jordan was probably the sixth person to ask, none of whom would have been caught dead speaking to me last year. Almost everyone was calling me M now, since Rigel did.
"Sorry, I really can't," I said again. "I don't want to be grounded for the rest of the year."
Aunt Theresa had to know by now that Rigel and I were a couple, but as long as she didn't directly ask, I wasn't going to volunteer to listen to more of her lectures. She'd started watching me like a hawk, though, and I knew if she got even a whiff that I'd been to one of those wild football parties, I'd be forbidden to see Rigel again. I definitely wasn't willing to risk that.
When the game ended with a satisfying 38 – 17
win for Jewel, I hurried down to the field like I always did now, for the bear hug from Rigel I knew would be waiting for me.
"You were wonderful!" I told him, as though he didn't know that. "You just keep getting better."
"I think we both know why," he murmured in my ear, then released me abruptly as his parents approached. He obviously hadn't told them yet.
"Great game, son," his dad said, then turned to me. "M, good to see you again. Thank you for coming."
"I wouldn't miss it," I said truthfully, giving Rigel a significant look that he did his best to ignore.
His mother gave me a little one-armed hug, then said to Rigel, "We'll be waiting by the car. Unless you want to celebrate with your teammates tonight?"
He shook his head. "Nah, I'm not into the parties. I'll be there in a few minutes."
I waited until they were gone to ask, "Do you really not want to go to the party, or is it just because I can't?"
"Well, if you were going I'd probably go, but without you there? I just don't see the point." He held my gaze as he said it, making me believe him. Making my insides melt—again.
He was just leaning in to kiss me when I was bumped—hard—from behind and nearly fell before Rigel caught me. I looked around to see Trina walking away without a backward glance. She hadn't spoken to me since word had gotten around about Rigel and me in the cornfield. Which was just fine with me. We both just shook our heads at her.
"I'd better go," Rigel said. "But tell you what. If you can come over tomorrow afternoon, we'll tell my folks about us. Okay?"
Delight flooded through me. "Really?" Then I felt a rush of embarrassment. I hadn't really figured on being present when he told them! What if—
"It'll be fine," he promised, just like he knew what I was thinking. "Can you come?"
"I'll be there." I made it a vow. "What time?"
At three-thirty the next afternoon, I told Aunt Theresa I was going for a bike ride. Rigel and I had agreed to meet in front of the Green Market, which was about halfway between my house and his, then ride together to his house. I was so nervous, I thought I might forget how to pedal.
Rigel was waiting for me when I reached the parking lot of Jewel's one "hippie" grocery store, standing next to a slick black racing bike that had probably cost five times what my cheapie one-speed from WalMart had.
"Ready?" he asked, and I could see the nervousness behind his grin. It made me feel better, somehow.
"Ready," I said.
He leaned over and gave me a quick kiss before mounting his bike. "For luck," he said.
I hoped we wouldn't need it.
Fifteen minutes later I followed him up his long driveway, thinking the yellow farmhouse somehow looked more imposing than before. It's just nerves, I told myself, but it didn't help much. Remembering everything Rigel had told me about the Martian dignitaries, I was starting to get cold feet about the whole thing. What if they forbade us to spend time together? Maybe I'd been stupid to insist on this.
Rigel must have sensed my worry. As soon as we were off our bikes, he took my hand to walk with me to the front door, and of course his touch helped, as it always did.
At least for a few seconds.
Just as we reached the door, before Rigel could even touch the handle, it was yanked open from inside and his grandfather, Shim, was standing right in front of us, tension pinching his aristocratic features.
"Get inside, both of you!" He grabbed Rigel's arm and pulled him into the foyer and since I was still holding Rigel's hand, I was pulled in, too. The moment we were in, he shut the door— and locked it.
"Did anyone see you coming here together?" He sounded angry, but when I looked closer at him, I sensed more fear than anger. Shim, afraid?
Rigel, clearly not as intimidated as I was, shook off his grandfather's hand and stepped back. "Probably. Why does it matter? What's going on?"
Instead of answering, Shim called out, "Van! Ariel! They're here, both of them." Then, to us, "Come into the kitchen. It's less visible from the front."
Rigel and I exchanged baffled glances as we followed him to the back of the house and into the kitchen, where the Stuarts were already waiting.
"Oh, thank goodness!" Dr. Stuart exclaimed when we entered, hurrying forward to hug Rigel, then me. "Are you both all right?"
"Why wouldn't we be?" Rigel asked. "Will someone please tell us what's going on? When did Grandfather get here?"
Mr. Stuart came forward and I thought he also looked a little shaken. "About twenty minutes ago. Let's all sit down," he suggested then, putting a hand on Rigel's shoulder and squeezing, in what I figured was a man-version of a hug. "Your grandfather has just brought us some disturbing news."
Rigel and I sat down, side by side, at the kitchen table and looked expectantly at Shim. He pressed his lips together for a moment, as though overcoming some strong emotion, then nodded and began.
"Em . . . Marsha. When I spoke to you before, I mentioned the necessity of keeping the truth of your origin a secret."
I nodded, trying to remember exactly what he'd said. "You said it might not be, um, safe for other people to know."
"Exactly. Perhaps I did not sufficiently impress upon you the risks?" Again, his expression was a mixture of concern and anger.
"I, uh, I don't think you said exactly what the risks were, except that it could mess with Martian politics somehow." I really should have paid more attention during that dinner! "But I promised I wouldn't tell anyone, and I haven't."
"You're sure of that?" Mr. Stuart asked, glancing at his father, then his wife, then back at me. "Not even in an online chat room or someplace seemingly anonymous like that?"
I stared at him. "What? No! I don't go to online chat rooms. I don't even have my own computer. I only get to use Uncle Louie's for homework, and sometimes to check my e-mail."
"Why do you think she's told someone?" Rigel asked, covering my hand protectively with his.
I appreciated the gesture —a lot, actually —but I also noticed Shim staring at our hands before he looked back up at me.
"This morning, I discovered that an individual we've been monitoring, someone we know to be one of Faxon's sympathizers, has been remotely searching computers in this town, trying to track down a specific IP address. Something must have triggered his interest. Are you sure you've done nothing online that might have aroused the suspicions of anyone trying to find you?"
"No! I—" But then I broke off, suddenly remembering. "Um, I guess I did do a lot of Googling a couple of weeks ago, when my aunt and uncle weren't home. Some of it . . . er, most of it . . . might have been about Mars. But that was before I even met you," I added hastily. "And I . . . I emptied the cache when I was done, so my uncle wouldn't see anything. I even deleted all the cookies, just to be safe."
"That must have been it." Mr. Stuart said. "He must have had a hit tracker set up to detect specific searches, maybe even a dummy website or two. Enough hits from the same IP probably triggered an alert. You say that was two weeks ago?"
I nodded. "Two weeks ago today, actually. Is that important?"
Shim answered me. "Perhaps. It's possible the searches alone weren't enough to convince him. But by now, he will also have discovered the visit my colleagues and I made to this area —the day after those searches were performed. Taken together—"
"It could be enough to put M in some kind of danger?" Rigel guessed, tightening his grip on my hand. "Is that what you're saying?"
Now Shim shifted his focus from me to his grandson. "Yes. And, unfortunately, you may be increasing that danger."
Rigel swallowed visibly and I thought he turned a shade paler. I know I must have. "What . . . what do you mean?" he asked, his voice not nearly as strong as usual.
"I mean that you are the obvious link to Princess Emileia. It is known that you and your family live here, as we've never taken pains to hide that—not that we easily could have. Also that you are approximately the same age as the 'lost' princess. It stands to
reason that were you and she in the same town, you would find each other, as Echtrans tend to gravitate to other Echtrans. Which means you will almost certainly be watched, if you are not being watched already."
I felt a cold dread that I didn't completely understand creeping down my spine, curdling my stomach. "Watched?" I whispered. "But why?"
"Because I would lead them to you." Rigel's voice was a whisper as well. Then, to his grandfather, "What will they do if they find her?"
Shim's face sagged, making him suddenly look much older. "We don't really know. Princess Emileia could be seen as a serious threat to Faxon's hold on power. Just as we are hoping that eventually she will become a rallying point for the resistance, Faxon's adherents will fear exactly that. They could seek to eliminate that threat before her existence can be generally known."
"Eliminate?" I squeaked.
"Yes, my dear, I’m afraid so." Shim's fatherly tone was in direct contrast to his frightening words. "Your very life may be in grave danger."