The moment the thought danced in her mind she kicked it out, angrily. If that was love she didn’t want anything to do with it. It was nothing more than healthy, normal sex, it meant absolutely nothing, and she was out of her mind if she was going to start making up romantic fantasies about living happily ever after with such a lying, cantankerous pig no matter how tied to him she felt. She was much better off fantasizing about killing him. What’s another murder or two in Colby, she thought, reaching for the kitchen door. It wasn’t as if they hadn’t had them before. Maybe the talking flowers would do it for her.
She pushed open the door and flicked on the light, then stopped. Doc was standing there, covered in dust and cobwebs, looking distraught.
“It’s Grace,” he cried. “She’s disappeared. I don’t know how she managed it, but I think she got into the old hospital wing. I’ve been searching for her, but there’s no light, and she might even be hiding. She seems to think I mean her harm.”
Panic raced through her, putting her fond thought of revenge on a back burner. “Where’s Marty? She could help us look…”
“She’s not back from her date.”
“Goddamn her!” Sophie exploded. Doc winced, and she knew she should apologize for her language, but somehow she didn’t have it in her. “Have you called for help?”
He nodded. “The police are coming out to help us look. They’re over in Hampstead, though, and it may take them a while to get here. I’m going back in there and see if I have any more luck.”
“I’ll come with you,” she said.
“Like that?” Doc was glancing at her bare feet and bedraggled gypsy appearance.
“I don’t think my mother will care what I look like,” Sophie said sharply, then immediately regretted it. She had no business snapping at Doc.
“I mean your bare feet. There’s a lot of broken glass, boards with nails littering the place. You’d better get some shoes on.” He didn’t sound the slightest bit offended, and she took a deep breath. That’s what she needed in the midst of this crisis. Calm, sensible Doc.
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll be right with you.”
She stuck her feet in the barn boots she kept by the kitchen door, then headed for the front parlor. “I’ll be there in a minute,” she called. “I’m just looking for a flashlight.”
“Hurry,” Doc called urgently, his soft voice deep with worry.
She shouldn’t have done it. She was furious with Griffin, she didn’t need his help. But her poor, lost mother did. She picked up the extension and started to dial.
There was no dial tone. She looked down to the baseboard, wondering if it had somehow gotten unplugged. The cord dangled loose, the plastic end crushed.
“Hurry,” Doc called again, beginning to sound impatient.
Her yellow flowers were sitting in a bowl on the table when she walked back into the kitchen, the huge, industrial-strength flashlight in her hand. It weighed a ton, and the light it shone was a beacon. The door to the abandoned wing stood open, the door she’d personally nailed closed. Grace wouldn’t have been able to open it by herself—it had taken all Sophie’s strength to seal it.
She glanced at Doc’s sweet, concerned face. She knew where she’d seen those flowers before. And they had to have come from Doc, on the grave of each murdered woman. On her grave, as well, if she let it happen.
She wanted to run. She had a fighting chance—she was closer to the door than he was, and she was faster. She might even be stronger, though she doubted it. Doc was in excellent shape for a man of his age, and he could probably stop her before she could even scream.
She looked at Doc standing patiently in the open doorway. If she ran, who would save Grace? And Marty? Doc had lied to her about the telephone, lied to her about Grace. He had probably lied to her about Marty, too. And she simply couldn’t run off and save herself at the price of her mother and sister.
“Where do you think she is?” Sophie asked calmly, stepping toward him.
“I’ve checked everywhere but the old kitchen. She might be down there.”
That made sense. The kitchen was deep in the belly of the old building. No one would find them if they came looking, no one would hear her scream. She stepped through into the darkness and smelled the sharp, acrid scent of gasoline. And she knew what Doc had in mind.
“Maybe we should go for help,” she said, pulling back. “It’s awfully dark in here.”
He clamped a hand around her elbow, and it was like an iron manacle. He was definitely stronger than she was, Sophie thought. And she was in deep shit.
“We’ll find them, Sophie,” he said earnestly. “I promise you.”
He didn’t realize he’d said “them” instead of “her,” Sophie thought, letting him pull her along through the rubble. The dust rose around them, eerie in the bright light of the flashlight. She could see a faint glow ahead of her, and the stench of gasoline had grown even stronger.
“What’s that light down there?” she asked, stumbling a bit as she tried to keep up with him. Not that she had any choice.
“I left a few candles burning to help us look,” he said easily. “I know it’s a fire hazard, but I thought it was worth risking. We don’t want anything to happen to dear Grace.”
“No, we wouldn’t want that.” She tried to slow him down. “Shouldn’t we check the second floor? There are lots of places to hide up there.”
Doc gave her a tug. “I already searched. She’s not there, I promise you. Come along, Sophie. We’d better hurry.”
And she had no choice but to follow him, down the narrow stairs to the basement kitchen, trying to keep the heavy flashlight from shaking. Her mother was down there, probably her sister, as well, and if she didn’t go, he’d simply kill them, anyway, either before or after he killed her. Her only chance was to go along with him and try to take him off guard. Running would only ensure that someone would die.
“Coming,” she said, gripping the flashlight tightly in one hand.
The basement kitchen looked grim and eerie, like some kind of pagan altar. No, not pagan. There was a tarnished silver crucifix on the old cast-iron stove. Grace and Marty were nowhere in sight, but the door to the walk-in cooler was tightly shut, when Sophie had carefully left it propped open. They had to be in there. The question was, were they already dead? Could they even breathe in that closed interior? Was she too late?
And then she heard it. The sinister crackle of flames, licking through the dry timber overhead. The smoke was rising, sucking the air from the cellar with it. Doc must have started it as he followed her down the narrow stairs, and Sophie turned to look at him in sudden panic.
“It’s all right,” he said in his soothing voice. “It will all be over quickly. Sin must be punished, so that you may find eternal life. Any pain or torment will simply bring you closer to heaven.”
“Where are Grace and Marty, Doc?” She didn’t know how she managed to keep her voice so calm. Maybe she was just numb. She could already feel the heat from the fire, and it was just a matter of time before it traveled down the rickety stairs to engulf them.
“They’ll be joining you, Sophie,” Doc said. “On your knees, child.”
“Why?”
“You need to repent of your sins so you can meet your Maker with a clean heart.”
“But if I repent of my sins why do I have to die?”
Doc frowned, as if she’d posed a complicated theological question. “Because you have to,” he said finally. “Pray with me, Sophie.” He sank to his knees, dragging Sophie along with him, and began praying in a loud, eerie voice, his head bowed.
She thought she could hear the faint cry of voices beneath the increasing crackle of the fire, beneath Doc’s loud exhortations. They must still be alive, she thought, clutching the heavy flashlight in her hand as Doc clutched her other one with clawlike fervor.
The flames danced down the rough wood banister, bright and cheerful, bringing death.
“Bow your head and p
ray with me, Sophie,” Doc shouted above the noise of the flames.
And Sophie looked at Doc’s bowed head, the vulnerable nape of his neck, and brought the flashlight down with all her force.
The sound would stay with her the rest of her life. The sickening crush of bone. The blood.
He collapsed in an ugly sprawl, as the flames moved toward him. She didn’t stop to think, she simply stepped over his body and ran for the walk-in cooler. She struggled with the huge latch, but finally it opened, revealing Marty and Gracey huddled in one corner, hugging each other.
“It’s about time!” Marty scrambled to her feet, struggling to help Grace. “What the hell is going on? Where’s that old psycho?”
“I think I killed him,” Sophie said.
“Good. Let’s get the hell out of here. Grace needs help. He drugged her, and her knees are still wobbly.”
Sophie moved into the cooler, coming up on Grace’s other side. Her mother gave her a woozy smile, looking saner than she had in months. “I tried to warn you,” she said. “But you wouldn’t listen.”
“But how did you…”
“Now isn’t the time for talking, Sophie!” Marty said irritably. “Come on!”
The smoke was beginning to fill the cellar, thick plumes of it snaking down the stairway. “Cover your mouth and keep down,” Sophie said. “And follow me.”
She half expected Marty to argue, but for once she didn’t. She simply helped drag Gracey through the billowing smoke, out into the swirling darkness.
“If you get us trapped I’m going to be really pissed off,” Marty said between choking coughs.
“Me, too,” Sophie said. She was running her hands along the wall, looking for the bulkhead. It was covered with tarpaper, and she hadn’t bothered to nail it shut. She could only hope that Doc hadn’t, either—it was their only way out with the stairs awash in flames.
Her hands found the thick wood plank that ran across the door, and she shoved it up, ignoring the pain in her hands. She kicked things out of the way as she dragged the other two up the short flight of stairs, and began banging against the door overhead.
It didn’t move. He must have put something over it, trapping them down there, and they were going to die in the smoke and flames.
The hell they were. She slammed against it, and she felt it begin to give.
“Hurry up!” Marty shrieked.
The door gave way, opening into the cool night air, and someone was standing there, silhouetted against the smoky sky. A hand reached down for her, Griffin’s strong hand, and Sophie scrambled out, collapsing on the ground as he reached to drag the two other women to safety. Above her the deserted hospital wing was a sheet of flames, and it was spreading toward the main body of the house.
For a moment Sophie lay in the grass, coughing, unable to move, as she watched the hungry flames lick over the beautiful old house.
“Would you get a move on?” Griffin snapped, catching her arm and dragging her away from the searing heat. And then the four of them were running down the sloping lawn toward the lake, just as the fire sirens sounded from the village.
“This is far enough away,” Griffin said, finally releasing her.
She collapsed in the grass, still coughing. “Where’s Doc?” he asked grimly.
She couldn’t answer at first. It was Marty who was able to speak. “He’s toast,” she said. “Literally. Down in the cellar. And don’t even think of going back for him. He’s a murderer.”
“I wasn’t planning to,” Griffin said, stretching out on the grass, trying to catch his breath.
“He killed them,” Sophie said after a moment. “He killed them all.”
There was a long silence. “I know,” he said.
Sophie lifted her head to peer at him through the orange glow of the fire. He was lying next to her, trying to catch his breath. “And when were you going to share that information?” she demanded.
“I only just figured it out,” he said.
Grace’s cackle of laughter wasn’t the usual vague sound. It was more like the old Grace. “Took you long enough,” she said. “I’ve known for months. Anyone who’s ever read a true-crime thriller would have figured it out.”
Sophie raised her head to look at her mother in the bright light from the burning inn. “You knew? Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I tried. You thought I was out of my mind. So I figured as long as I was senile I could keep Doc occupied and away from you and Marty. Not that it worked for long, but there was no way I could get you away from here without telling you everything, and then you would have gone to your good friend Doc and told him everything I told you.”
Which was exactly what she had done, on a number of occasions. She opened her mouth to say something, to apologize, to yell at her mother, when the first of the Colby fire trucks careered down the narrow drive, their small complement of volunteer firemen jumping into well-orchestrated action. A moment later the rescue squad pulled in, the lights spearing out toward the lake, illuminating their bedraggled group, and then time passed in a blur as too damned many helpful hands insisted on checking her out.
They ended up taking the remarkably lucid Grace to the hospital for observation, but her mother had suddenly recovered from her so-called Alzheimer’s. She’d been faking it all along, doing a hell of a good job in her misguided effort to protect her family, Sophie thought grimly.
Patrick Laflamme had arrived a moment after the fire department and Sophie couldn’t even bring herself to argue when Marty left with him. He was solid, sensible, and if he tried anything, his mother would set him straight. Madelene Laflamme was a notoriously intimidating figure—if anyone could put the fear of God into Marty, she could.
She could see Griffin’s body silhouetted against the flames of her burning home. It was too late—there was nothing the volunteer fire company could do to save the old tinderbox. The best they could hope was to keep it from spreading, but the summer had been a wet one, and there was no immediate danger of the tall stand of pines turning into a torch.
Sophie sat in one of the Adirondack chairs as she watched her future go up in smoke. She should have been devastated, weeping, up there manning the fire hose and begging them to try to save the building. She didn’t move.
She’d killed a man tonight. A deluded old man, guilty of great evil, but a human being, nonetheless, and she’d bashed him on the head and left him to burn to death in the funeral pyre he’d created.
She’d fallen in love tonight, with the wrong man, at the wrong time, in very much the wrong place. She could only hope that she could talk herself out of it.
She’d watched her dreams go up in smoke. She had no home, no job, no future. She should have been devastated. Instead she felt almost lighthearted. Free.
Was she free enough to run from Thomas Griffin? Or had she traded one kind of bondage for another?
She leaned back against the wooden slats, closing her eyes. The heat from the fire spread down over her body like the midday sun. She had the absurd notion that as she sat there she took some of the house into her soul, even as the rest of it disappeared into smoke and rubble. It had been part of her life for such a short time. But now everything had changed.
She heard a crash, and she opened her eyes to see the hospital wing collapse in on itself. Burying Doc’s body inside. The firemen had moved back, out of harm’s way, clearly deciding there was nothing they could do but keep it from spreading. It was just as well. She didn’t have the heart to rebuild.
Hell, she wasn’t sure she had a heart at all. If she had, she’d handed it to the man next door on a silver platter. She could pick Griffin out easily among the silhouetted figures of the men of Colby. Someone had given him protective gear, but there was no missing that rangy stride of his, the way he held himself as he stood talking to another of the firemen.
She could almost hear their voices. She sat wrapped in heat, mentally identifying each of the firemen. Will Audley and his son Perry, John Co
rbett off to the left, and Zebulon King in furious discussion with Griffin. She couldn’t tell who anyone else was, and it didn’t really matter. She was bone weary. She needed a bath, she needed a bed. Both had gone up in flames.
Everyone seemed to have forgotten she was there. Maybe they thought she’d gone to the hospital with Grace, but the EMTs had told her to stay put. Maybe they thought she’d gone back with Patrick and Marty. Maybe they didn’t give a shit where she was.
She pushed back from the chair, no longer able to watch the fire. Turning her back on it, she walked down to the little spit of land that jutted out into the lake. The huge white pines were between her and the burning building, though the sky was as bright as day. She stepped out onto the dock, glad that no one could see her. She needed to be alone, at least for a short while.
She should have known that the moment she decided she needed privacy, Griffin would show up. He came up behind her on the dock, and she glanced back at him for a moment, then stared straight ahead, watching the reflection of the orange flames on the stillness of the water.
“Are you okay?” he said, his voice stilted.
“Just peachy. Go away.”
“You’re a mess.”
She turned at that, looking up at him. “If you don’t have anything constructive to say, go away.” She turned again, keeping her back rigid.
He came up close to her, warm, smelling of woodsmoke. “I think you should come home with me,” he murmured. “You don’t have anywhere else to go.”
“Thanks, but I’m sure I can find someplace to stay. I should go see Rima.”
“Rima’s dead. Zeb King told me she died earlier this evening. Looks like she was suffocated. Doc probably would have called it a heart attack.”
Sophie didn’t say anything. Everything had taken on a strange, macabre twist, and nothing made sense anymore. “I’ll stay with Marge Averill.”
“I’ll give you a ride there.”
“Don’t bother. I’m sure she’ll show up anytime now—she wouldn’t let a melodrama like this pass her by.”