What could she do? What options did she have?
At the moment, she wasn’t in any danger, she didn’t think. Price didn’t know she had been listening to the radio, so he didn’t feel threatened. He had no reason to kill her; she was providing him with food, shelter, and sex.
Her face went white. She couldn’t bear having him touch her again. She simply couldn’t.
She heard him in the kitchen, getting a cup of coffee to warm himself. Her hands began shaking. Oh, God. She hurt so much she thought she would fly apart. She had never been more attracted to a man in her life, not even Dylan. She had warmed him with her body, saved his life; in some primitive, basic way he was hers now. In just twelve short hours he had become the central focus of her mind and emotions, and that she didn’t yet dare call it love was an effort at self-protection—too late. Part of her was being ripped away, and she didn’t know if she could survive the agony. She might—dear God—she might even be pregnant with his child.
He had laughed with her, teased her, made love to her. He had been so tender and considerate that, even now, she couldn’t describe it as anything except making love. Of course, Ted Bundy had been an immensely charming man too, except to the women he raped and murdered. Hope had always thought herself a fairly good judge of character, and everything Price had shown her so far said he was a decent and likable person, the type of man who coached Little League teams and danced a mean two-step. He had even, good-humoredly, given her his “stats” and asked her out on a date, just as if he would be around for a long time, be part of her life.
Either it was just a big game to him, or he was totally delusional. She remembered the moment when his expression had suddenly altered to something hard and frightening, and she knew he wasn’t delusional.
He was dangerous.
She had to turn him in. She knew it, accepted the necessity, and the pain was so sharp she almost moaned aloud. She had always wondered why women would aid their husbands or boyfriends in eluding the law, and now she knew why; the thought of Price in jail for most of his life, perhaps even facing a death penalty, was devastating. And yet she wouldn’t be able to live with herself if she did nothing and someone else died because she let him go.
Maybe she was wrong. Maybe she was jumping to the most ludicrous conclusion of her lifetime.The radio announcer hadn’t said all the deputies on the bus had been killed, but that two of them had. On the other hand, neither had he said that one of the deputies was missing, which surely would have been in the news if that was the case.
And now she was grasping at straws, and she knew it. The deputy’s uniform drying on the railing was too small for Price, and there was no logical reason for him to have exchanged his own uniform for one that didn’t fit. Price was one of the escaped prisoners, not a deputy.
She had to keep him from knowing she knew about the bus wreck. She didn’t have to worry about anything being on the television until the electric power was restored, and the next time he went to the bathroom, she would take the batteries out of the radio and hide them. All she had to do was periodically check the phone and, when service to it was restored, wait for the opportunity to call the sheriff’s department.
If she kept her wits about her, everything would be all right.
“Hope?”
She jumped, her heart thundering with panic. Price was standing in the door, watching her, his gaze sharp. She fumbled with the broom and mop and almost dropped them. “You startled me!”
“So I see.” Calmly he stepped forward and took the broom and mop from her hands. Hope took an involuntary step back, fighting a sense of suffocation. He seemed even bigger in the small laundry room, his shoulders totally blocking the door. She had reveled in his size and strength when they were making love, but now she was overwhelmed by the thought of her utter helplessness in a physical match against him. Not that she had entertained any idea of wrestling him into submission, but she had to be prepared to fight him in any way possible, if necessary Running would be the smartest thing to do, if she had the chance.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. His expression was still, unreadable, and his gaze never left her face. He stood squarely in front of her, and there was no way past him, not in the narrow confines of the laundry room. “You look scared to death.”
Considering how she must have looked, Hope knew she couldn’t try to deny it; he would know she was lying. “I am,” she confessed, her voice shaking. She didn’t know what she was going to say until the words began tumbling out. “I don’t … I mean, I’ve been widowed five years and I haven’t … I’ve just met you, and we—I—oh, damn,” she said helplessly, dwindling to an end.
His face relaxed, and a faint smile teased his mouth. “So you just had one of those moments when reality bites you on the ass, when you look around and everything hits all at once and you think, holy shit, what am I doing?”
She managed a nod. “Something like that,” she said, and swallowed.
“Well, let’s see. You’re caught alone in a blizzard, an almost dead stranger falls in your front door, you save his life, and though you haven’t had a lover in five years, somehow he ends up on top of you for most of the night. I can see how all that would be a little disconcerting, especially when you didn’t use any birth control and might have gotten pregnant.”
Hope felt as if there were no blood left in her face.
“Ah, honey.” Gently he set the things aside and caught her arms, his big hands rubbing up and down as he eased her into his arms. “What happened, did you check the calendar and find out getting pregnant is a lot more likely than you’d thought?”
Oh, God, she thought she might faint at his touch, the combined terror and longing so intense she couldn’t bear it. How could he be so tender and comforting when he was a criminal, an escaped prisoner? And how could the feel of his strong body against hers be so right? She wanted to be able to rest her head on his shoulder and forget about the rest of the world, just stay with him here in these remote mountains where nothing could ever touch them.
“Hope?” He tilted his head so he could better see her face.
She gasped for breath, because she didn’t seem to be getting enough oxygen. “The wrong time—is now,” she blurted.
He took a deep breath too, as if reality had just taken a nip out of his ass too. “That close, huh?”
“On the money.” She sounded a little steadier now, and she was grateful. The sharp edge of panic was fading. She had already decided she wasn’t in any immediate danger, so she should just stay cool instead of jumping every time he came near. That would definitely make him suspicious, given how willingly she had made love with him. She had been lucky that his insightfulness had given her a plausible reason for her upset, but at the same time she had to remember exactly how sharp he was. If he knew she had been listening to the radio, it wouldn’t take him five seconds to put it all together and realize she was on to him.
“Okay.” He blew out a breath. “Before, when you told me you weren’t on the pill, I didn’t realize the odds. So what do you want to do? Stop taking chances, or take our chances?” Suddenly, impossibly, she felt him tremble. “Jesus,” he said, his voice shaking. “I’ve always been so fucking careful, and vice versa.”
“Do you feel reality nibbling?” Hope mumbled against his chest.
“Nibbling, hell. I’ve got fang marks on my ass.” He trembled again. “The hell of it is … Hope—I like the idea.”
Oh, God. In despair, Hope pressed her face tight against him. He couldn’t be a killer, he simply couldn’t, not and treat her so sweetly, and tremble at the thought of being a father. He would have to have a split personality, to be both the man she knew and the man she feared he could be.
“Your call,” he said.
He was aroused. She could feel the hard bulge of his erection. Talking about the possibility of pregnancy hadn’t scared him, it had turned him on, just the way she had felt earlier, knowing they were making love without protection
. And her body was already so attuned to him, so responsive to his sexuality, that she felt the inner tightening of her own desire. She was shocked at herself, but helpless to kill her reaction. All she could do was refuse to satisfy her need.
Her mouth was dry from tension, and she tried to work up some saliva. “We—we should be careful,” she managed to say, thankful he had given her this out. Even if he was one of the other escaped prisoners and not the one considered so dangerous, it would be criminally irresponsible of her to continue sleeping with him. She had already been irresponsible enough. She could live with what she had already done, but it couldn’t continue.
“All right.” Reluctantly he released her. His face was tense. “Call me when lunch is ready. I’m going to go shovel some more snow.”
Hope stood where she was until she heard the door slam behind him; then she covered her face with her hands and weakly sagged against the washing machine. Please, please, she prayed, let the telephone service be restored soon. She didn’t know if she could stand another hour of this, much less days. She wanted to weep. She wanted to scream. She wanted to grab him and slam him against the wall and yell at him for being stupid and getting himself in trouble to begin with. Most of all, she wanted none of this to be true. She wanted to be completely mistaken in every conclusion she had reached.
She wanted Price.
7
While the stew was warming in the microwave, Hope took the batteries out of the radio and hid them in one of her lidded saucepans. She checked the phone, but wasn’t surprised when she didn’t hear a dial tone. The wind had died only a couple of hours ago, so the utility crews wouldn’t have had a chance yet to begin work in her area; they would have to work behind the road crews.
The bus wreck, she thought, must have happened before the weather got so bad, otherwise no one would yet know about it. The authorities had had time to reach the scene and ascertain the two deputies were dead, as well as recapture two of the escaped prisoners. Price might not have eluded them if the blizzard hadn’t interfered. The radio report had said the bus ran off the road during the storm, but what was reported wasn’t always accurate, and the timing of events didn’t really matter.
The microwave pinged. Hope checked the stew, then set the timer for another two minutes. She could hear the thud of the shovel against the wooden porch, but Price was working on a section that wasn’t in view of the windows.
If she could hear the shovel, could he have heard the radio earlier?
Sweat broke out on her forehead, and she sank weakly into a chair. Was he that good an actor?
This was making her crazy. The only way she could make it through was to stop second-guessing herself. It didn’t matter whether Price was a murderer or a more ordinary criminal, she had to turn him in. She couldn’t torment herself wondering what he knew or guessed, she had to proceed as best she could.
She thought of the rifle again and hastily left the chair to return to her father’s bedroom, to search more thoroughly for the bullets. She couldn’t afford to waste any of these precious minutes of privacy.
The box of cartridges wasn’t in any of the bureau drawers. Hope looked around the room, hoping instinct would tell her the most likely hiding place—or the most unlikely. But the room was just an ordinary room, without secret panels or hidden drawers, or anything like that. She went to the bed and ran her hands under the pillows and mattress, but came up empty again.
She was pushing her luck by remaining any longer, so she hurried back to the kitchen and began setting the table. She had just finished when she heard Price stomping the snow off his boots, and the door opened.
“Damn, it’s cold!” he said, shuddering as he shed his coat and sat down to pull off his heavy boots. His face was red from exposure. Despite the cold he had worked up a sweat, and a frosting of ice coated his forehead. It melted immediately in the warmth of the house, trickling down his temples.
He wiped the moisture away with his sleeve, then added another log to the fire and held his hands out to the blaze, rubbing them briskly to restore circulation.
“I’ll make another pot of coffee, if you want some,” Hope called as she set the large bowl of stew on the table. “Otherwise, you have a choice of milk or water.”
“Water will do.” He took the same kitchen chair he had used earlier. Tink, who hadn’t been allowed out with Price the second time, left his spot by the fire and came to stand beside Price’s chair. With a hopeful look in his eyes, he rested his muzzle on Price’s thigh.
Price froze in the midst of ladling a large amount of beef stew into his bowl. He looked down at the soulful brown eyes watching him, and slanted a quick look at Hope. “Am I eating out of his bowl?”
“No, he’s just giving you a guilt complex.”
“It’s working.”
“He’s had a lot of practice. Tink, come here.” She patted her own thigh, but he ignored her, evidently having concluded Price was a softer touch.
Price spooned some of the stew to his mouth, but didn’t take the bite. He looked down at Tink. Tink looked at him. Price returned the spoon to his bowl. “For God’s sake, do something,” he muttered to Hope.
“Tink, come here,” she repeated, reaching for the stubborn dog.
Abruptly Tink whirled away from Price, his ears pricked forward as he faced the kitchen door. He didn’t bark, but every muscle in his body quivered with alertness.
Price was out of his chair so fast Hope didn’t have time to blink. With his left hand he dragged her out of her chair and whirled her behind him, at the same time reaching behind his back, drawing the pistol from his waistband.
She stood paralyzed for a second, a second in which Price seemed to be listening as intently as Tink. Then he put one hand on her shoulder and forced her down on the floor beside the china cabinet, and with a motion of his hand told her to stay there. Noiseless in his stockinged feet, he moved over to the window in the dining area, flattening his back to the wall as he reached it. She watched as he eased his head to the edge of the window, moving just enough so that he could see out with one eye. He immediately drew back, then after a moment eased forward for another look.
A low growl began in Tink’s throat. Price made another motion with his hand, and without thinking, Hope reached out and dragged her pet closer to her, wrapping her arms around him, though she didn’t know what she could do to keep him from barking. Hold his muzzle, maybe, but he was strong enough that she wouldn’t be able to hold him if he wanted to pull free.
What was she doing? she wondered wildly. What if it were law officers out there? They couldn’t have tracked Price through the blizzard, but they could be searching any places where he might have found shelter.
But would deputies be on foot, or would they use snowmobiles? She hadn’t heard the distinctive roar of the machines, and surely the cold was too dangerous for anyone to be out in it any length of time, anyway.
There were also two other escaped prisoners unaccounted for; would Price be as alarmed if one or both of them were out there? Had he seen anything? There might not be anything out there but a pine cone falling, or a squirrel venturing from its den and knocking some snow off a tree limb.
“I didn’t check the cabins,” Price muttered savagely to himself. “God damn it, I didn’t check the cabins!”
“I locked them up yesterday,” Hope said, keeping her voice low.
“Locks don’t mean anything.” He tilted his head, listening, then made another motion for her to be quiet.
Tink quivered under her hand. Hope trembled too, her thoughts racing. If anyone had stayed last night in one of the cabins, he wasn’t a deputy, because a deputy would already have come to the house. That left another escapee. Praying she was right, she clamped her hand around the dog’s muzzle and hugged him close to her, whispering an apology.
Tink began fighting her immediately, squirming to get free. “Hold him,” Price mouthed silently, easing toward the kitchen door.
From where s
he crouched beside the china cabinet, Hope couldn’t see the door, and she had her hands full with Tink. The door exploded inward, crashing against the wall. She screamed and jumped, and lost her grip on Tink. He tore away from her, his paws sliding on the wood floor as he launched himself toward the unseen intruder.
The shot was deafening. Instinctively she hit the floor, still unable to see what was happening, her ears ringing, the sharp stench of burned cordite stinging her nostrils. A hard thud in the kitchen was followed by the shattering of glass. Her ears cleared enough for her to hear the savage sounds of two men fighting, the grunts and curses and thuds of fists on flesh. Tink’s snarls added to the din, and she caught a flash of golden fur as he darted into the fray.
She scrambled to her feet and ran for the rifle. Price knew it was unloaded, but the other person wouldn’t.
With the heavy weapon in her hands, she charged back toward the kitchen. As she rounded the cabinets, a heavy body slammed into her, knocking her down. The sharp edge of the counter dug into her shoulder, making her arm go numb, and the rifle slipped from her hand as she landed hard on her back. She cried out in angry pain, grabbing for the rifle and struggling up on one knee.
Price and a stranger strained together in vicious combat, sprawled half on the cabinets. Each man had a pistol, and each had his free hand locked around the other’s wrist as they fought for control. They slammed sideways, knocking over her canister set and sending it to the floor. A cloud of flour flew over the room to settle like a powdery shroud over every surface. Price’s foot slipped on the flour, and he lost leverage; the stranger rolled, heaving Price to the side. The momentum tore Price’s fingers from the stranger’s wrist, freeing the pistol.
Hope felt herself moving, scrambling to grab the man’s hand, but she felt half paralyzed with horror; everything was in slow motion, and she knew she wouldn’t get there before the man could bring the pistol down and pull the trigger.