I gasp. I’d never anticipated Theodore’s actions would lead to such destruction. I just thought everything would go back to normal. Division between the South and the North as usual.
Finn continues his story. “About two days after we attacked Ridley Island, Antonia Herrington committed suicide. This added to the vampires’ anger, as they thought she’d killed herself over grief for Howard. Since he’d been murdered by Theodore, the vampires felt the need to lay that blame on North Tribane too. One of the oldest vamps in the city, you probably don’t know him, goes by the name of Jeremy Whitfield, was voted in as the new Governor and he was determined to kill as many of us as he could as a tribute to his predecessors.”
A grim sense of guilt settles in the pit of my stomach, as I realise the true cause of Antonia’s suicide. Rita’s spell. The guilt goes away fairly quickly though, as I think of how Matthew took his life because of her. An eye for an eye, and all that.
“So this Jeremy Whitfield declared war on North Tribane?” I say after a brief pause.
“Not in so many words, he first set out to get revenge, but the battles became bigger and bigger until we were fighting for our very survival. The vamps wiped the floor with us, half the population was dead within the space of a few months. Two years on and we’re still being attacked by the vampires, they aren’t going to be happy until they’ve subdued us completely.”
“What about your Governor, Siegfried Pamphrock, is he still alive?”
Finn looks away for a minute, then his eyes meet mine. “That’s sort of the reason why I’m here.” He falls silent.
“Because of Pamphrock?”
Finn nods. “Jeremy Whitfield has kidnapped Pamphrock’s ten year old daughter Rebecca. He’s holding her captive until Pamphrock stands down and allows him to take control of the entire city, the North and the South.”
“I don’t understand what that’s got to do with me,” I say defensively.
“We need someone who can get to Whitfield,” Finn replies.
“And that’s me is it? I’ve never even met him before.”
Finn is careful with what he says next. “No, you’ve not met Whitfield before, but you are very well acquainted with his second in command.”
A clammy sweat slicks itself over the palms of my hands. “And that would be who exactly?” I ask. Although I think I already know the answer.
“Ethan Cristescu,” says Finn smugly.
I push myself up from the table. “This is ridiculous Finn, I feel bad for your Governor, believe me I do. I wouldn’t wish for anyone to have their own child taken away from them. But I’m not the solution to this. I can’t go back there. Too many people know what I am.”
Finn’s brow furrows. “What are you talking about Tegan? Nobody knows what you are. Almost everyone who was on Ridley Island that night is dead now, with a few exceptions. There’s only Ethan, Delilah and Lucas left, and that other vamp Dru, she works for Ethan now. Cristescu would never have allowed any of them to reveal your secret. He’s far too infatuated with you.”
“What about Rita and Gabriel?” I ask with worry.
“Rita and Gabriel are fine, and I know for a fact that neither of them have told a soul about what you are.”
“What about you Finn, have you told anyone?”
He grins. “I thought about it, but I decided not to.”
I breathe a sigh of relief. Then I begin to think. So if the only people who know about me are going to keep my secret, does that mean I can go back to Tribane? It surprises me how hopeful that makes me. But I push the thought away, it’s still far too dangerous for me to return, especially since there’s a full blown war going on.
“I still can’t go back Finn, it’s not safe.” I tell him in a shaky voice, and at the same time I’m willing him to give me a good enough reason to go home.
“I’ll protect you,” he says steadily, and it takes me by surprise. I never thought I’d hear those words from Finn. After all, I’m just some stupid girl who used to hang around with vampires.
I think of that little ten year old girl, Rebecca. She must be so frightened being held captive. Something twists inside of me, telling me I have the ability to save her and making me feel guilty for not having the courage to do it. I stay silent for a long moment, just thinking about her.
“So, are you going to help us?” Finn asks, his eyes wide and almost hopeful.
I let out a nervous yawn. “I’m tired Finn, let me sleep on it and I’ll decide in the morning.”
“Fine, but I’m staying here tonight. I can’t take the chance that you won’t try to run off again.”
“You’re not staying here Finn, there’s only one bedroom. And, I trust you about as far as I can throw you.”
He smiles, slow and seductive. “Ah you can trust me, I’m a decent guy, and don’t worry, I’ll take the couch.”
“No.”
He stands up and walks over to me, he keeps coming toward me and backs me up against the wall. “Oh, so you want me to stay in your bed then?”
“That’s not what I meant and you know it.”
His hand grazes my hip, then slides down to my thigh. “Are you sure about that?”
I swallow and put a hand to his chest to push him away, he’s only wearing his t-shirt now, and I can feel the muscle beneath it. His frame is too solid, and me pushing him doesn’t achieve much. Instead I find myself lingering, my hand still pressed hard against him.
“Stop it Finn.”
He dips his head to my neck and breathes in, his lips touch me, feather light. I tremble and let out an involuntary sigh. He pushes into me and a heavy breath comes from both of us at the same time. He kisses down the side of my neck to my collarbone, and his hand wanders under my blouse, his palm spreads out over my stomach. Okay this has gone way too far. I need to stop now. What on earth is wrong with me? I can’t allow myself to get carried away with lust. I push away from him. He looks at me, eyelids lowered.
“You can stay here tonight – on the couch.” I tell him, knowing that I could be making a huge mistake. Damn him for being so tempting. Can lust somehow override fear?
He shoots me a predatory smile. “Sure.”
Then I turn away from him, my cheeks flushed, and go into my bedroom. I bring him out a spare pillow and a duvet without saying another word. I go back and close my bedroom door, locking it for good measure. Then I get into the long baggy t-shirt I wear to bed. It takes me a while to fall asleep. I can’t stop thinking about how Finn touched me, and how much I actually liked it. Embarrassment fills me up. Then my thoughts wander to Rebecca and going home. I have to help her.
Oh God, I’m getting sucked in again.
Chapter Two
In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
The noise of my television set wakes me up. I turn over beneath the covers irritably, wondering how on earth it got switched on. I don’t remember leaving it on before I went to sleep last night. This makes me suspicious. Even more so when I feel the weight of someone sitting beside me on the bed, the recognisable click of the remote as they change the station. I peek my head out from under the duvet.
Finn’s sitting stretched out on my bed, with nothing on but a t-shirt and a pair of boxer shorts. I distinctly recall locking my bedroom door. Then again, that isn’t much of a defence when you’re dealing with an expert lock picker.
He glances over at me, grinning. “You know, you really should keep your TV out in the living room, it’s rude to leave guests sitting around with nothing to do.” Then he continues flicking through the stations.
I rub at my eyes. “What time is it?”
“Nine-thirty,” Finn answers. “I took the liberty of making breakfast, it’s waiting for you out in the kitchen. I left it in the oven to keep it warm.”
I actually perk up at the mention of food, and my stomach does a little hungry morning grumble. I sit up and get out of bed, pulling my long t-shirt down as far as it will go so that Finn can’t see my underwear. Still, he
whistles at the sight of my legs. I turn around and scowl at him before going out to the kitchen.
There’s a pot of fresh tea on the counter, and in the oven I find a plate containing bacon and scrambled eggs. I take a fork from the drawer and pour myself a cup of tea before sitting down at the table to eat. I could almost forgive Finn for showing up and ruining the incognito life I’ve made for myself when I taste his cooking. So, so good, I nearly sigh as the salty bacon and perfectly seasoned eggs slide down my throat.
At this Finn emerges from my bedroom, hair all messy from being slept on.
“I take it you like the breakfast then,” he says, going over to get a cup of tea for himself.
“Just because you cooked me breakfast, doesn’t mean you’re in my good books. And don’t ever come into my room when I’m sleeping again. It’s an invasion of privacy. In fact, your whole being here is an invasion of my privacy.”
“Big fancy words from the university graduate,” says Finn with amusement. “What, does having a degree suddenly make people twice as self-righteous?”
“How did you know I finished my degree?” I ask, shovelling down another mouthful of eggs.
“That’s how I traced you. I actually can’t believe the vampires didn’t think to look up your educational records. Then again, a lot of them died in the war after you left. I saw that you’d attended Tribane University, but that you hadn’t finished your degree. Then I began searching the databases of other colleges all over the world who taught your subject. I’m fairly handy with a computer you know. Finally I came across your picture in your student file here in Manchester, but you’d been going by your middle name Alexandra, instead of Tegan.”
“Damn, I’d forgotten about that stupid photograph.” I reply regretfully. If only I hadn’t allowed myself to be bullied into having it taken then maybe I would have remained hidden for that much longer. The woman at the registrar’s office had been so adamant.
“Yeah well, it was a godsend for me. Do you know how mind-numbingly dull it is going through thousands of student files?”
I snort. “Do you know how illegal it is for you to go through those files?”
“Myself and the law have always been at odds,” says Finn casually.
“Somehow that doesn’t surprise me.”
He takes a sip of his tea and watches me closely before saying, “So, have you decided to come with me back to Tribane?”
I’m just finished up with my breakfast. I push the plate away and fold my arms. “What’s in it for me?” I feel terrible for asking, since there’s a little girl’s life at stake, but I don’t want Finn to think I’m giving in easily. Even though I am so entirely curious to go back and see everybody.
“Well I spoke to Governor Pamphrock before coming here, he said you’ll be generously compensated if you can help get his daughter out of there safely. He’ll pay you three grand up front, and another ten if you manage to get to Rebecca.”
“Wait a second, Pamphrock knows about me? You said you hadn’t told anyone, Finn.”
“Don’t get your knickers in a twist, he doesn’t know about your blood. I just told him I knew a human girl who’s friendly with Cristescu, and who might be interested in helping us.”
“You should have said that in the first place. Jesus, I’m jumpy enough as it is.” I tell him, rubbing away the goose flesh on my arms.
Finn raises an eyebrow, watching as I rub my arms. “Will you quit being so tense?” he asks, and then a slow grin forms on his lips. “You should really think about getting off with someone, it will help you to relax.”
I stare at him for a moment before replying sarcastically, “Oh yeah, what are you volunteering your services or something?”
“Just say the word,” says Finn. “You’re looking a lot hotter these days since you put some weight on.”
“Are you calling me fat?” I ask, amused, before standing up and bringing my plate and cup over to the sink.
Finn’s eyes practically consume me. “You were too thin before, now you’ve got curves in all the right places.”
It’s true, I’d lost a lot of weight after Matthew died, now my body’s back to its full health again. I turn on the tap and begin rinsing the dishes, and try to change the subject by saying, “Tell Pamphrock I want five grand up front and twelve after Rebecca is home and safe, then it’s a deal.”
“Done,” Finn replies, suddenly right behind me. I finish rinsing and turn off the tap. He places his hands against counter on either side of me and I suck in a breath.
“Get out of my way,” I say in a quiet voice. I can feel his chest pressed against my back, his bare legs touch on mine since he’s still in his boxer shorts.
“I don’t want to,” he whispers, hand sliding under my t-shirt, and I become hyper aware of the fact that I’m not wearing a bra. His hand brushes over my stomach, lingers just beneath my chest. “I booked a flight for us back to Tribane for this evening, that gives us a couple of hours to spare,” he says, voice just above a whisper now.
“No it doesn’t,” I tell him. “If I’m leaving then I need to let my boss know I’ll be gone for a week or two, and I need to pack.” Then I sigh when his other hand slides over my lower back and wraps the whole way around me, pulling me into him.
“You are so fucking hot,” he breathes. His hand dips down and strokes my inner thigh and I let out a small moan. “You like that?” he asks, as he allows his hand to inch up and trace over my underwear. I’m acting like a complete slut, but I’m so easily seduced. I haven’t been with a single man since Matthew. Of course, there was Ethan, but we were never together properly. Abruptly, I gain some self-control and push Finn away.
“Okay,” I say on a raspy breath, still feeling the effects of him touching me. “We need to set up some ground rules.”
Finn’s eyes sparkle with amusement. “Go ahead.”
“I’m agreeing to help you, but there are conditions,” I say, “the first is, you need to stop coming onto me.”
Finn’s gaze burns into me. “You seemed to be enjoying yourself just now.”
“That’s not the point, the point is, I can’t focus on how I’m going to get to Rebecca if you’re constantly trying to get me into bed.”
“All right then, Tegan, no more trying to seduce you,” says Finn, laughing. “What are the other conditions?”
“When we get back to Tribane you need to take me to Chesterport to see my dad first before we go to get Rebecca.”
Finn runs a hand over his jaw. “It will have to be a very quick visit.”
“Two hours with my dad,” I say, “that’s all I need.”
“Deal,” says Finn.
“The last condition is, that if after two weeks I haven’t managed to rescue Rebecca then you’ll let me come back to Manchester. I’ve got a job here now, and this apartment, and there are far too many vampires in Tribane. I can’t stay there for long, it’s dangerous.”
“Two weeks it is then,” says Finn, turning in the direction of my bathroom. “Now, do you mind if I use your shower?”
I shake my head. “No that’s fine.” Finn closes the bathroom door behind him and I go to my bedroom to begin packing. I grab my suitcase and get my passport out from underneath the mattress. I throw in a couple of pairs of jeans and t-shirts and a few dresses and skirts, as well as all the clean underwear I’ll need. By the time I’m finished packing Finn has emerged from the shower, shirtless and with only my white towel wrapped around his waist. I do my best to avert my gaze, but I do notice that he’s got a lot of scars, a hazard of the job I presume. He grins knowingly while I pick up my toiletries and disappear into the bathroom to take a shower myself.
I hear Finn laugh and ask, “You want some company in there Tegan?” just as I’m slamming the door shut. That slayer is going to be the death of my nerves.
I let the hot water wash over me as I think about how foolish I’m being going back to Tribane. The truth is, I want to see my dad and Nicky, for all I know th
ey could have died in the past two years since I’ve been in hiding. I haven’t spoken to them once since the night I left. I shudder to think of how worried they must have been all this time, thinking I was kidnapped or murdered. What I had hoped was that Nicky would go to see Ethan at Crimson, and he would have made up some story about how I moved away.
The idea of seeing Ethan again after so long has my stomach turning over in knots. He’d told me he was falling in love with me, and I had just gotten out of his car and left his life for good. How callous had I been? But I’d also been so heart wrenchingly afraid of the world I had discovered. I’d wanted to get as far away from it as I possibly could. I also wanted to get away from the city where I’d lost the first man I’d fallen in love with, and it was all because a vampire had been preying on him, causing him to slowly lose his mind.
Speaking of vampires, I wonder how Ethan, Lucas and Dru are going to react to my return, and of course there’s Delilah, but since she’s a dhamphir I probably don’t have to worry about her as much as the others. If Finn is to be believed, then none of them have spread the word about my blood. But that doesn’t mean that they won’t want to feed on me should I unexpectedly decide to show up again. Finn had said he would protect me, can I trust him to keep his word on that? Two weeks, just two weeks and then I’ll be gone again. All I need to do is find this little girl, return her to her father, and then disappear just like before.
Not to mention I’ll be getting paid a tidy sum of money for my troubles. The gallery pays me reasonably well, but I could always do with a nest egg. I dry off and slip into some pale blue jeans and a white t-shirt, before scruffing dry my short hair.
As I leave the bathroom and walk through the living room to my bedroom, I listen in while Finn speaks with someone over the phone.