After this, Mr. Pott let her talk again; if her interest stemmed from affection, that was another matter. Day after day he nodded and smiled, as Miss Menzies unfolded her story. The words spilled over him, soothing and gay, and slid away into the sunlight; very few caught his attention—even on that momentous afternoon, one day in June, when bursting with fresh news, she flung herself breathlessly beside him.
He was retarring a line of ties, and pot in one hand, brush in the other, he edged himself along the ground, his wooden leg stretched out before him. Miss Menzies, talking away, edged along to keep up with him.
"...and when she spoke to me," gasped Miss Menzies, "I was amazed, astounded! Wouldn't you have been?"
"Maybe," said Mr. Pott.
"This tiny creature—quite unafraid. Said she'd been watching me for weeks."
"Get away," said Mr. Pott amiably. And he wiped a drop of tar off the rail. "That's better," he said, admiring the steely gleam. Not a trace of rust anywhere, he thought happily.
"And now I know what they're called and everything. They're called borrowers..."
"Burroughs?" said Mr. Pott.
"No, borrowers."
"Ah, Borroughs," said Mr. Pott, stirring the tar that stood in a can of hot water. Getting a bit thick, he thought, as he raised the stick and critically watched the trickle.
"It's not their family name," Miss Menzies went on. "Their family name is Clock. It's their racial name—the kind of creatures they are. They live like mice ... or birds ... on what they can find, poor things They're an offshoot of humans, I think, and live from human leftovers. They don't own anything at all. And, of course, they haven't any money.... Oh, it's perfectly all right," said Miss Menzies, as in absent-minded sympathy Mr. Pott clicked his tongue and gently shook his head. "They wouldn't care about money. They wouldn't know what to do with it. But they have to live—"
"—and let live," said Mr. Pott brightly. He felt mildly pleased with this phrase and hoped it would fit in somewhere.
"But they do let live," said Miss Menzies. "They never take anything that matters. Except of course ... well, I'm not sure about the stationmaster's overcoat. But when you come to think of it, the stationmaster didn't need it for warmth, did he, being made as he is of barbola? And it wasn't his, either—I made it. Come to that, I made him, too. So it really belongs to me. And I don't need it for warmth."
"Not warmth," agreed Mr. Pott absently.
"These borrowers do need warmth. They need fuel and shelter and water, and they terribly need human beings. Not that they trust them. They're right, I suppose: one has only to read the papers. But it's sad, isn't it? That they can't trust us, I mean. What could be more charming for someone—like me, say—to share one's home with these little creatures? Not that I'm lonely, of course. My days—" Miss Menzies' eyes became overbright suddenly and the gay voice hurried a little—"are far too full ever to be lonely. I've so many interests, you see. I keep up with things. And I have my old dog and the two little birds. All the same, it would be nice. I know their names now—Pod, Homily, and little Arrietty. These creatures talk, you see. And think, I'd"—she laughed suddenly—"I'd be sewing for them from morning until night. I'd make them things. I'd buy them things. I'd—oh, but you understand..."
"I understand," said Mr. Pott. "I get you..." But he didn't understand. In a vague sort of way, he felt it rather rude of Miss Menzies to refer to her new-found family of friends as "creatures." Down on their luck, they might be, but all the same.... But then, of course, she did use the strangest expressions.
"And I think that's why she spoke to me," Miss Men-zies went on. "She must have felt safe, you see. They always—"
"—know," put in Mr. Pott obligingly.
"Yes. Like animals and children and birds and ... fairies."
"I wouldn't commit meself about fairies," said Mr. Pott. And, come to think of it, he would not commit himself about animals, either: he thought of the badger whose life he had rescued—if it had "known" he would still have had his leg.
"They've had an awful time, poor things, really ghastly..." Miss Menzies gazed down the slope at the peaceful scene, the groups of miniature cottages, the smoking chimneys, the Norman church, the forge, the gleaming railway lines. "It was wonderful, she told me, when they found this village."
Mr. Pott grunted. He shifted himself along a couple of feet and drew the tarpot after him. Miss Menzies, lost in her dreams, did not seem to notice. Knees clasped, eyes half closed, she went on as though reciting.
"It was moonlight, she told me, the night they arrived. You can imagine it, can't you? The sharp shadows. They had heaps to carry and had to push their way up through those rushy grasses down by the water's edge. Spiller—that was the untamed one—took Arrietty around the village. He took her right inside the station, and there were those figures I made—the woman with the basket, the old man, and the little girl—in a row on the seat, so still, so still ... and just beside them the soldier with his kit bag. They were speckled by moonlight and the fretted shadow of the station roof. They looked very real, she said, but like people under a spell or listening to music, which neither she nor Spiller could hear. Arrietty, too, stood silent—staring and wondering at the pale moonlit faces—until, suddenly, there was a rustling sound and a great black beetle ran right over them and she saw they were not alive. She doesn't mind beetles herself—she rather likes them—but this one made her scream. She said there were toadstools in the ticket office, and when they went out of the station, the field mice were busy in the High Street, running in and out of the shadows. And there, on the steps of the church, stood the vicar in his cassock—so silent, so still. And moonlight every where..."
"Homily, of course, fell in love with Vine Cottage. And you can't blame her—it is rather charming. But the door was stuck, warped, I suppose, by the rain, and when they opened the window, it seemed to be full of something and it smelled very damp. Spiller put his hand in and—do you know?—it was filled with white grass stalks, right up to the roof. White as mushrooms they were, through growing up in the dark. So that night they slept out of doors.
"Next day, though, she said, was lovely—bright sunshine, spring smells, and the first bee. They can see things so closely, you see: every hair of the bee, the depth of the velvet, the veins on its wings, and the colors vibrating. The men—" Miss Menzies laughed—"I mean, you must call them men—soon cleared the cottage of weeds, reaping them down with a sliver of razor blade and a kind of half nail-scissor. Then they dug out the roots. Spiller found a chrysalis, which he gave to Arrietty. She kept it until last week. It turned out to be a red admiral butterfly. She watched it being born. But when its wings appeared and they began to see the size of it, there was absolute panic. Just in the nick of time, they got it out of the front door. Its wing span would almost have filled their parlor from wall to wall. Imagine your own parlor full of butterfly and no way to let it out! When you come to think of it, it's quite fantas—"
"—tick," added Mr. Pott.
"About a week later, they found your sand pile; and when they had dug up the floor, they sanded it over and trod it down. Dancing and stamping like maniacs. She said it was rather fun. This was all in the very early morning. And about three weeks ago, they borrowed your sizing. It was already mixed—when you were making that last lot of bricks, remember? Anyway, now what with sizing it over and one thing and another, she tells me, their ( floor has quite a good surface. They sweep it with thistle heads. But it's early for these, she said; the blooms are too tightly packed. The ones that come later are far more practical..."
But Mr. Pott had heard at last. "My sand pile—" he said slowly, turning to stare at her.
"Yes." Miss Menzies laughed. "And your sizing."
"My sizing?" repeated Mr. Pott. He was silent a moment, as though thinking this out.
"Yes," said Miss Menzies with a laugh, "but so little of it—so very, very little."
"My sizing..." repeated Mr. Pott. His face grew stern; almos
t belligerent he seemed suddenly as he turned to Miss Menzies.
"Where are these people?" he asked.
"But I've told you!" Miss Menzies exclaimed, and as he still looked angry, she took his horny hand in both of hers as though to help him up. "Come," she whispered, but she was still smiling, "come very quietly, and I'll show you!"
Chapter Six
"Stillness ... that's the thing," Pod whispered to Arrietty the first time he saw Miss Menzies crouching down behind her thistle. "They don't expect to see you, and if you're still, they somehow don't. And never look at 'em direct—always look at 'em sideways like. Understand?"
"Yes, of course, I understand—you've told me often enough. Stillness, stillness, quiet, quiet, creep, creep, crawl, crawl.... What's the good of being alive?"
"Hush," said Pod and laid a hand on her arm. Arrietty had not been herself lately. It was as though, thought Pod, she had something on her mind. But it wasn't often she was as rude as this. He decided to ignore it; getting to the awkward age—that's what it was, he wouldn't wonder.
They stood in a clump of coarse grass, shoulder high to them, with only their heads emerging. "You see," breathed Pod, speaking with still lips out of the corner of his mouth, "some kind of plant or flowers, that's what we look like to her. Something in bud, maybe."
"Supposing she decided to pick us," suggested Arrietty irritably. Her ankles were aching, and she longed to sit down; ten minutes had become a quarter of an hour, and still neither party had moved. An ant climbed up the grass stem beside her, waved its antennae in the air, and swiftly clambered down again. A slug lay sleeping under the plantain leaf; every now and again there was a slight ripple where the frilled underside of its body appeared to caress the earth.
"It must be dreaming," Arrietty decided, admiring the silver highlights in the lustrous gun-metal skin. If my father were less old-fashioned, she thought guiltily, I would tell him about Miss Menzies, and then we could walk away. But in his view and in that of her mother, it was still a disgrace to be "seen," not only a disgrace but almost a tragedy; to them it meant broken homes, wearisome treks across unexplored country, and the labor of building anew. By her parents' code, to be known to exist at all put their whole way of life into jeopardy, and a borrower once "seen" must immediately move away.
In spite of all this, in her short life of fifteen years, Arrietty herself had been "seen" four times. What was this longing, she wondered, which drew her so strongly to human beings? And on this—her fourth occasion of being "seen"—actually to speak to Miss Men-zies? It was reckless and stupid, no doubt, but also strangely thrilling to address and be answered by a creature of so vast a size, who yet could seem so gentle; to see the giant eyes light up and the great mouth softly smile. Once you had done it and no dreadful disaster had followed, you were tempted to try it again. Arrietty had even gone so far as to lie in wait for Miss Menzies—perhaps because every incident she described to Miss Menzies seemed so to delight and amaze her—and when Spiller was not there, Arrietty was often lonely.
Those few first days had been such wonderful fun! Spiller taking her on the trains—nipping into some half-empty carriage, and when the train moved, sitting so stiff and so still, pretending they too, like the rest of the passengers, were made of barbola wax. Round and round they would go, passing Vine Cottage a dozen times, and back again over the bridge. Other faces besides Mr. Pott's stared down at them, and by Mr. Pott's back door they saw rows of boots and shoes, fat legs, thin legs, stockinged legs, and bare legs. They heard human laughter and human squeals of delight. It was terrifying and wonderful, but somehow, with Spiller, she felt safe. A plume of smoke ran out behind them. The same kind of smoke that was used for the cottage chimneys—parcel string soaked in nitrate and secured in a bundle by a twist of invisible hairpin. ("Have you seen my invisible hairpins?" Miss Menzies had one day asked Mr. Pott, a question that to the puzzled Mr. Pott seemed an odd contradiction in terms.) In Vine Cottage, however, Pod had hooked down the smoldering bundle and had lit a real fire instead, which Homily fed with candle grease, coal slack, and tarry lumps of cinder. On this she cooked their meals.
And it was Spiller, wild Spiller, who had helped Arrietty to make her garden and to search for plants of scarlet pimpernel, small blue-faced bird's-eyes, fernlike mosses, and tiny flowering cedums. With Spiller's help she had graveled the path and laid a lawn of moss.
Miss Menzies, behind her thistle clump, had watched this work with delight. She saw Arrietty; but Spiller, that past master of invisibility, she could never quite discern. Both still and swift, with a wild creature's instinct for cover, he could melt into any background and disappear from sight.
With Spiller, too, Arrietty had explored the other houses, fished for minnows, and bathed in the river, screened by the towering rushes. "Getting too tomboyish, by half," Homily had grumbled. She was nervous of Spiller's influence. "He's not our kind really," she would complain to Pod, in a sudden burst of ingratitude, "even if he did save our lives."
Standing beside her father in the grass and thinking of these things, Arrietty began to feel the burden of her secret. Had her parents searched the world over, she realized uneasily, they could not have found a more perfect place in which to settle—a complete village tailored to their size and, with so much left behind by the visitors, unusually rich in borrowings. It had been a long time since she had heard her mother sing as she sang now at her housework, or her father take up again his breathy, tuneless whistle as he pottered about the village.
There was plenty of "cover," but they hardly needed it. There was little difference in size between themselves and the borrowers made of wax, and except during visiting hours Pod could walk about the streets quite freely, providing he was ready to freeze. And there was no end to the borrowing of clothes. Homily had a hat again at last and would never leave the house without it. "Wait," she would say, "while I put on my hat," and took a fussed kind of joy in pronouncing the magic word. No, they could not be moved out now: that would be too cruel. Pod had even put a lock on the front door, complete with key. It was the lock of a pocket jewel case belonging to Miss Menzies. He little knew to whom he owed this find—that she had dropped the case on purpose beside the clump of thistle to make the borrowing easy. And Arrietty could not tell him. Once he knew the truth (she had been through it all before), there would be worry, despair, recriminations, and a pulling up of stakes.
"Oh dear, oh dear," she breathed aloud unhappily, "whatever shall I do...?"
Pod glanced at her sideways. "Sink down," he whispered, nudging her arm. "She's turned her head away. Sink slowly into the grasses ..."
Arrietty was only too grateful to obey. Slowly their heads and shoulders lowered out of sight, and after a moment's pause to wait and listen, they crawled away among the grass stems, and taking swift cover by the churchyard wall, they slid to safety through their own back door.
Chapter Seven
One day Miss Menzies began to talk back to Arrietty. At first, her amazement had kept her silent and confined her share of their conversations to the few leading questions that might draw Arrietty out. This for Miss Menzies was a most unusual state of affairs and could not last for long. As the summer wore on, she had garnered every detail of Arrietty's short life and a good deal of data besides. She had heard about the borrowed library of Victorian miniature books, through which Arrietty had learned to read and to gain some knowledge of the world. Miss Menzies, in her hurried, laughing, breathless way, helped add to this knowledge. She began to tell Arrietty about her own girlhood, her parents, and her family home, which she always described as "dear Gadstone." She spoke of London dances and of how she had hated them; of someone called "Aubrey," her closest and dearest friend—"my cousin, you see. We were almost brought up together. He would come to dear Gadstone for his holidays." He and Miss Menzies would ride and talk and read poetry together. Arrietty, listening and learning about horses, wondered if there was any kind of animal that she could learn to ride. You coul
d tame a mouse (as her cousin Eggletina had done), but a mouse was too small and too scuttley: you couldn't go far on a mouse. A rat? Oh no, a rat was out of the question. She doubted even if Spiller would be brave enough to train a rat. Fight one, yes—armed with Pod's old climbing pin—Spiller was capable of that but not, she thought, of breaking a rat in to harness. But what fun it would have been to go riding with Spiller, as Miss Menzies had gone riding with Aubrey.
"He married a girl called Mary Chumley-Gore," said Miss Menzies. "She had very thick ankles."
"Oh...!" exclaimed Arrietty.
"Why do you say 'Oh' in that voice?"
"I thought he ought to have married you!"
Miss Menzies smiled and looked down at her hands. "So did I," she said quietly. She was silent a moment, and then she sighed. "I suppose he knew me too well. I was almost like a sister." She was quiet again as though thinking this out, and then she added more cheerfully, "They were happy, though, I gather; they had five children and lived in a house outside Bath."
And Miss Menzies, even before Arrietty explained to her, understood about being "seen." "You need never worry about your parents," she assured Arrietty. "I would never—even if you had not spoken—have looked at them directly. As far as we are concerned—and I can speak for Mr. Pott—they are safe here for the rest of their lives. I would never even have looked at you directly, Arrietty, if you had not crept up and spoken to me. But even before I saw any of you, I had begun to wonder—because, you see, Arrietty, your chimney sometimes smoked at quite the wrong sort of times; I only light the string for the visitors, you see, and it very soon burns out."
"And you would never pick us up, any of us? In your hands, I mean?"
Miss Menzies gave an almost scornful laugh. "As though I would dream of such a thing!" She sounded rather hurt.
Miss Menzies also understood about Spiller: that when he came for his brief visits, with his offerings of nuts, corn grains, hard-boiled sparrows' eggs, and other delicacies, she would not see so much of Arrietty. But after Spiller had gone again, she liked to hear of their adventures.