“Mrs. Lewis?”
“Yes?”
“This is the Lenox Hill Hospital.”
She felt unreal as the voice informed her of the subway accident, the shoving crowd. Arthur pushed from the platform in front of the train. She was conscious of shaking her head but couldn’t stop.
As she hung up, she remembered Arthur’s life insurance policy for $25,000, with double indemnity for—
“No.” She couldn’t seem to breathe. She struggled to her feet and walked into the kitchen numbly. Something cold pressed at her skull as she removed the button unit from the wastebasket. There were no nails or screws visible. She couldn’t see how it was put together.
Abruptly, she began to smash it on the sink edge, pounding it harder and harder, until the wood split. She pulled the sides apart, cutting her fingers without noticing. There were no transistors in the box, no wires or tubes. The box was empty.
She whirled with a gasp as the telephone rang. Stumbling into the living room, she picked up the receiver.
“Mrs. Lewis?” Mr. Steward asked.
It wasn’t her voice shrieking so; it couldn’t be. “You said I wouldn’t know the one that died!”
“My dear lady,” Mr. Steward said, “do you really think you knew your husband?”
Girl of My
Dreams
He woke up, grinning, in the darkness. Carrie was having a nightmare. He lay on his side and listened to her breathless moaning. Must be a good one, he thought. He reached out and touched her back. The nightgown was wet with her perspiration. Great, he thought. He pulled his hand away as she squirmed against it, starting to make faint noises in her throat; it sounded as if she were trying to say “No.”
No, hell, Greg thought. Dream, you ugly bitch; what else are you good for? He yawned and pulled his left arm from beneath the covers. Three-sixteen. He wound the watch stem sluggishly. Going to get me one of those electric watches one of these days, he thought. Maybe this dream would do it. Too bad Carrie had no control over them. If she did, he could really make it big.
He rolled onto his back. The nightmare was ending now; or coming to its peak, he was never sure which. What difference did it make anyway? He wasn’t interested in the machinery, just the product. He grinned again, reaching over to the bedside table for his cigarettes. Lighting one, he blew out smoke. Now he’d have to comfort her, he thought with a frown. That was the part he could live without. Dumb little creep. Why couldn’t she be blonde and beautiful? He expelled a burst of smoke. Well, you couldn’t ask for everything. If she were good-looking, she probably wouldn’t have these dreams. There were plenty of other women to provide the rest of it.
Carrie jerked violently and sat up with a cry, pulling the covers from his legs. Greg looked at her outline in the darkness. She was shivering. “Oh, no,” she whispered. He watched her head begin to shake. “No. No.” She started to cry, her body hitching with sobs. Oh, Christ, he thought, this’ll take hours. Irritably, he pressed his cigarette into the ashtray and sat up.
“Baby?” he said.
She twisted around with a gasp and stared at him. “Come ’ere,” he told her. He opened his arms and she flung herself against him. He could feel her narrow fingers gouging at his back, the soggy weight of her breasts against his chest. Oh, boy, he thought. He kissed her neck, grimacing at the smell of her sweat-damp skin. Oh, boy, what I go through. He caressed her back. “Take it easy, baby,” he said, “I’m here.” He let her cling to him, sobbing weakly. “Bad dream?” he asked. He tried to sound concerned.
“Oh, Greg.” She could barely speak. “It was horrible, oh, God, how horrible.”
He grinned. It was a good one.
Which way?” he asked.
Carrie perched stiffly on the edge of the seat, looking through the windshield with troubled eyes. Any second now, she’d pretend she didn’t know; she always did. Greg’s fingers tightened slowly on the wheel. One of these days, by God, he’d smack her right across her ugly face and walk out, free. Damn freak. He felt the skin begin to tighten across his cheeks. “Well?” he asked.
“I don’t—”
“Which way, Carrie?” God, he’d like to twist back one of her scrawny arms and break the damn thing; squeeze that skinny neck until her breath stopped.
Carrie swallowed dryly. “Left,” she murmured.
Bingo! Greg almost laughed aloud, slapping down the turn indicator. Left—right into the Eastridge area, the money area. You dreamed it right this time, you dog, he thought; this is It. All he had to do now was play it smart and he’d be free of her for good. He’d sweated it out and now it was payday!
The tires made a crisp sound on the pavement as he turned the car onto the quiet, tree-lined street. “How far?” he asked. She didn’t answer and he looked at her threateningly. Her eyes were shut.
“How far? I said.”
Carrie clutched her hands together. “Greg, please—” she started. Tears were squeezing out beneath her lids.
“Damn it!”
Carrie whimpered and said something. “What?” he snapped. She drew in a wavering breath. “The middle of the next block,” she said.
“Which side?”
“The right.”
Greg smiled. He leaned back against the seat and relaxed. That was more like it. Dumb bitch tried the same old “I-forget” routine every time. When would she learn that he had her down cold? He almost chuckled. She never would, he thought; because, after this one, he’d be gone and she could dream for nothing.
“Tell me when we reach it,” he said.
“Yes,” she answered. She had turned her face to the window and was leaning her forehead against the cold glass. Don’t cool it too much, he thought, amused; keep it hot for Daddy. He pressed away the rising smile as she turned to look at him. Was she picking up on him? Or was it just the usual? It was always the same. Just before they reached wherever they were going, she’d look at him intently as if to convince herself that it was worth the pain. He felt like laughing in her face. Obviously, it was worth it. How else could a beast like her land someone with his class? Except for him, her bed would be the emptiest, her nights the longest.
“Almost there?” he asked.
Carrie looked to the front again. “The white one,” she said.
“With the half-circle drive?”
She nodded tightly. “Yes.”
Greg clenched his teeth, a spasm of avidity sweeping through him. Fifty thousand if it was worth a nickel, he thought. Oh, you bitch, you crazy bitch, you really nailed it for me this time! He turned the wheel and pulled in at the curb. Cutting the engine, he glanced across the street. The convertible would come from that direction, he thought. He wondered who’d be driving it. Not that it mattered.
“Greg?”
He turned and eyed her coldly. “What?”
She bit her lip, then started to speak.
“No,” he said, cutting her off. He pulled out the ignition key and shoved open the door. “Let’s go,” he said. He slid out, shut the door and walked around the car. Carrie was still inside. “Let’s go, baby,” he said, the hint of venom in his voice.
“Greg, please—”
He shuddered at the cost of repressing an intense desire to scream curses at her, jerk open the door and drag her out by her hair. His rigid fingers clamped on the handle and he opened the door, waited. Christ, but she was ugly—the features, the skin, the body. She’d never looked so repugnant to him. “I said let’s go,” he told her. He couldn’t disguise the tremble of fury in his voice.
Carrie got out and he shut the door. It was getting colder. Greg drew up the collar of his topcoat, shivering as they started up the drive toward the front door of the house. He could use a heavier coat, he thought; with a nice, thick lining. A real sharp one, maybe black. He’d get one one of these days—and maybe real soon, too. He glanced at Carrie, wondering if she had any notion of his plans. He doubted it even though she looked more worried than ever. What the hell was with h
er? She’d never been this bad before. Was it because it was a kid? He shrugged. What difference did it make? She’d perform.
“Cheer up,” he said. “It’s a school day. You won’t have to see him.” She didn’t answer.
They went up two steps onto the brick porch and stopped before the door. Greg pushed the button and, deep inside the house, melodic chimes sounded. While they waited, he reached inside his topcoat pocket and touched the small leather notebook. Funny how he always felt like some kind of weird salesman when they were operating. A salesman with a damned closed market, he thought, amused. No one else could offer what he had to sell, that was for sure.
He glanced at Carrie. “Cheer up,” he told her. “We’re helping them, aren’t we?”
Carrie shivered. “It won’t be too much, will it, Greg?”
“I’ll decide on—”
He broke off as the door was opened. For a moment, he felt angry disappointment that the bell had not been answered by a maid. Then he thought: Oh, what the hell, the money’s still here—and he smiled at the woman who stood before them. “Good afternoon,” he said.
The woman looked at him with that half polite, half suspicious smile most women gave him at first. “Yes?” she asked.
“It’s about Paul,” he said.
The smile disappeared, the woman’s face grew blank. “What?” she asked.
“That’s your son’s name, isn’t it?”
The woman glanced at Carrie. Already, she was disconcerted, Greg could see.
“He’s in danger of his life,” he told her. “Are you interested in hearing more about it?”
“What’s happened to him?”
Greg smiled affably. “Nothing yet,” he answered. The woman caught her breath as if, abruptly, she were being strangled.
“You’ve taken him,” she murmured.
Greg’s smile broadened. “Nothing like that,” he said.
“Where is he then?” the woman asked.
Greg looked at his wristwatch, feigning surprise. “Isn’t he at school?” he asked.
Uneasily confused, the woman stared at him for several moments before she twisted away, pushing at the door. Greg caught hold of it before it shut. “Inside,” he ordered.
“Can’t we wait out—?”
Carrie broke off with a gasp as he clamped his fingers on her arm and pulled her into the hall. While he shut the door, Greg listened to the rapid whir and click of a telephone being dialed in the kitchen. He smiled and took hold of Carrie’s arm again, guiding her into the living room. “Sit,” he told her.
Carrie settled gingerly on the edge of a chair while he appraised the room. Money was in evidence wherever he looked, in the carpeting and drapes, the period furniture, the accessories. Greg pulled in a tight, exultant breath and tried to keep from grinning like an eager kid; this was It all right. Dropping onto the sofa, he stretched luxuriously, leaned back and crossed his legs, glancing at the name on a magazine lying on the end table beside him. In the kitchen, he could hear the woman saying, “He’s in Room Fourteen; Mrs. Jennings’ class.”
A sudden clicking sound made Carrie gasp. Greg turned his head and saw, through the back drapes, a collie scratching at the sliding-glass door; beyond, he noted, with renewed pleasure, the glint of swimming pool water. Greg watched the dog. It must be the one that would—
“Thank you,” said the woman gratefully. Greg turned back and looked in that direction. The woman hung up the telephone receiver and her footsteps tapped across the kitchen floor, becoming soundless as she stepped onto the hallway carpeting. She started cautiously toward the front door.
“We’re in here, Mrs. Wheeler,” said Greg.
The woman caught her breath and whirled in shock. “What is this?” she demanded.
“Is he all right?” Greg asked.
“What do you want?”
Greg drew the notebook from his pocket and held it out. “Would you like to look at this?” he asked.
The woman didn’t answer but peered at Greg through narrowing eyes. “That’s right,” he said. “We’re selling something.”
The woman’s face grew hard.
“Your son’s life,” Greg completed.
The woman gaped at him, momentary resentment invaded by fear again. Jesus, you look stupid, Greg felt like telling her. He forced a smile. “Are you interested?” he asked.
“Get out of here before I call the police.” The woman’s voice was husky, tremulous.
“You’re not interested in your son’s life then?”
The woman shivered with fear-ridden anger. “Did you hear me?” she said.
Greg exhaled through clenching teeth.
“Mrs. Wheeler,” he said, “unless you listen to us—carefully—your son will soon be dead.” From the corners of his eyes, he noticed Carrie wincing and felt like smashing in her face. That’s right, he thought with savage fury. Show her how scared you are, you stupid bitch!
Mrs. Wheeler’s lips stirred falteringly as she stared at Greg. “What are you talking about?” she finally asked.
“Your son’s life, Mrs. Wheeler.”
“Why should you want to hurt my boy?” the woman asked, a sudden quaver in her voice. Greg felt himself relax. She was almost in the bag.
“Did I say that we were going to hurt him?” he asked, smiling at her quizzically. “I don’t remember saying that, Mrs. Wheeler.”
“Then—?”
“Sometime before the middle of the month,” Greg interrupted, “Paul will be run over by a car and killed.”
“What?”
Greg did not repeat.
“What car?” asked the woman. She looked at Greg in panic. “What car?” she demanded.
“We don’t know exactly.”
“Where?” the woman asked. “When?”
“That information,” Greg replied, “is what we’re selling.”
The woman turned to Carrie, looking at her fright-enedly. Carrie lowered her gaze, teeth digging at her lower lip. The woman looked back at Greg as he continued.
“Let me explain,” he said. “My wife is what’s known as a ‘sensitive.’ You may not be familiar with the term. It means she has visions and dreams. Very often, they have to do with real people. Like the dream she had last night—about your son.”
The woman shrank from his words and, as Greg expected, an element of shrewdness modified her expression; there was now, in addition to fear, suspicion.
“I know what you’re thinking,” he informed her. “Don’t waste your time. Look at this notebook and you’ll see—”
“Get out of here,” the woman said.
Greg’s smile grew strained. “That again?” he asked. “You mean you really don’t care about your son’s life?”
The woman managed a smile of contempt. “Shall I call the police now?” she asked. “The bunco squad?”
“If you really want to,” answered Greg, “but I suggest you listen to me first.” He opened the notebook and began to read. “January twenty-second: Man named Jim to fall from roof while adjusting television aerial. Ramsay Street. Two-story house, green with white trim. Here’s the news item.”
Greg glanced at Carrie and nodded once, ignoring her pleading look as he stood and walked across the room. The woman cringed back apprehensively but didn’t move. Greg held up the notebook page. “As you can see,” he said, “the man didn’t believe what we told him and did fall off his roof on January twenty-second; it’s harder to convince them when you can’t give any details so as not to give it all away.” He clucked as if disturbed. “He should have paid us, though,” he said. “It would have been a lot less expensive than a broken back.”
“Who do you think you’re—?”
“Here’s another,” Greg said, turning a page. “This should interest you. February twelfth, afternoon: Boy, 13, name unknown, to fall into abandoned well shaft, fracture pelvis. Lives on Darien Circle, et cetera, et cetera, you can see the details here,” he finished, pointing at the page. “Her
e’s the newspaper clipping. As you can see, his parents were just in time. They’d refused to pay at first, threatened to call the police like you did.” He smiled at the woman. “Threw us out of the house as a matter of fact,” he said. “On the afternoon of the twelfth, though, when I made a last-minute phone check, they were out of their minds with worry. Their son had disappeared and they had no idea where he was—I hadn’t mentioned the well shaft, of course.”
He paused for a moment of dramatic emphasis, enjoying the moment fully. “I went over to their house,” he said. “They made their payment and I told them where their son was.” He pointed at the clipping. “He was found, as you see—down in an abandoned well shaft. With a broken pelvis.”
“Do you really—?”
“—expect you to believe all this?” Greg completed her thought. “Not completely; no one ever does at first. Let me tell you what you’re thinking right now. You’re thinking that we cut out these newspaper items and made up this story to fit them. You’re entitled to believe that if you want to—” his face hardened “—but, if you do, you’ll have a dead son by the middle of the month, you can count on that.”
He smiled cheerfully. “I don’t believe you’d enjoy hearing how it’s going to happen,” he said.
The smile began to fade. “And it is going to happen, Mrs. Wheeler, whether you believe it or not.”
The woman, still too dazed by fright to be completely sure of her suspicion, watched Greg as he turned to Carrie. “Well?” he said.
“I don’t—”
“Let’s have it,” he demanded.
Carrie bit her lower lip and tried to restrain the sob.
“What are you going to do?” the woman asked.
Greg turned to her with a smile. “Make our point,” he said. He looked at Carrie again. “Well?”
She answered, eyes closed, voice pained and feeble. “There’s a throw rug by the nursery door,” she said. “You’ll slip on it while you’re carrying the baby.”
Greg glanced at her in pleased surprise; he hadn’t known there was a baby. Quickly, he looked at the woman as Carrie continued in a troubled voice, “There’s a black widow spider underneath the playpen on the patio, it will bite the baby, there’s a—”