Also by N. D. Wilson
Leepike Ridge
100 Cupboards
Dandelion Fire
For my mother and father
(who never lost me)
PRELUDE
In a world tangled in places with this one, both near and far from where we stand, near and far from where our grandfathers are standing as children, near and far from our past, from our now, from our never, there are two seas separated only by a long and strong belt of land. To the north, the belt widens and a continent divides the waters. To the south, another. But here, the two seas mingle in rivers and canals, in inlets and streams, in the bodies of fish and water beasts that creep through the mazes from sea to sea. Here, there is a city possessing the channels and canals, possessing the seas and the lands both north and south. Here, the streets wind like tangled veins, carrying the lives of thousands with their pulsing. Here, there are walls built on walls built on walls built on forgotten kings and wars and countries and cast-up coral bones. Streets and houses and gardens nest on the broad-backed stone and overlook the sprawling waters. Here, there are palaces and temples heaped up to kings and empresses and gods, known to the dead, forgotten by the living.
In this city, great gates open to the lands both north and south, and greater sea gates, broader and taller than five-tiered galleys, shelter harbors both east and west.
Here, in the center of this city, with rounded stone peaks and shaded fountains, one palace stands peacefully, walled within the walls, carving out silence for itself. Here, tucked beneath a palace shoulder, there hangs a towered garden.
In the garden, there sits a woman. In her arms, there sits a cat.
CHAPTER ONE
Every year, Kansas watches the world die. Civilizations of wheat grow tall and green; they grow old and golden, and then men shaped from the same earth as the crop cut those lives down. And when the grain is threshed, and the dances and festivals have come and gone, then the fields are given over to fire, and the wheat stubble ascends into the Kansas sky, and the moon swells to bursting above a blackened earth.
The fields around Henry, Kansas, had given up their gold and were charred. Some had already been tilled under, waiting for the promised life of new seed. Waiting for winter, and for spring, and another black death.
The harvest had been good. Men and women, boys and girls had found work, and Henry Days had been all hot dogs and laughter, even without Frank Willis’s old brown truck in the parade.
The truck was over on the edge of town, by a lonely barn decorated with new No Trespassing signs and a hole in the ground where the Willis house had been in the spring and the early summer. Late summer had now faded into fall, and the pale blue farmhouse was gone. Kansas would never forget it.
Dry grass rustled against the barn doors and stretched up the sides of the mud-colored truck. Behind the barn, in the tall rattling grass, Henry York was crouching beside the irrigation ditch. Sweat eased down his forehead from beneath the bill of his baseball hat. A long piece of grass dangled between his teeth, and a worn glove hung on his right hand.
The field across the ditch was as black as any parking lot, and the sky above him held only the smoky haze that had so recently been wheat and the late-afternoon sun, proud to have baked the world.
Henry slapped a fist into his glove, shifted in his crouch, and flashed two fingers down between his legs.
“Again?” Zeke Johnson asked.
Henry smiled and nodded. It was his favorite pitch to catch. He watched the tall boy wind up, arms tight, leg high, and then Zeke uncoiled, striding forward, arm extending, and the ball—string wrapped tight around a rubber core, all stitched up in leather—came spinning toward him.
Zeke was throwing hard, and Henry, crouched with his left arm behind him and his right arm stretched out, tracing the ball, had no mask, no shin guards, no chest protector, no catcher’s mitt. He didn’t care. He didn’t even notice.
People who had known Henry in Boston would have had trouble recognizing him, even though his looks hadn’t changed that drastically. To Kansas, he was the same boy who’d once been plucked crying out of an attic cupboard by an old man, who had returned twelve years later, fragile and afraid. But to Kansas, a tadpole is the same thing as a frog. Henry was a little taller, his shoulders were a little wider, and his jaw was scarred, but it was the boy inside the body that had really changed. And his eyes. His eyes would go the color of midnight when they really wanted to see. When he let them. When he couldn’t stop them.
They were black now, following Zeke’s curve ball as it carved through the air. To Henry’s eyes, strings of force trailed the ball, connecting with Zeke’s hand and fingers, straggling into his shoulder and back and hips. The air bent around the spinning ball, and pushed. In an instant, the ball shifted, as Henry knew it would. High and inside on any right-handed batter, it broke down and across the imaginary plate. With a snap, it stopped in the old leather web of Henry’s glove. The forces, the threads, the crackling trails all tattered and faded, sliced and destroyed by the grass, swallowed by the world.
Henry called the strike and jumped to his feet, cocking his arm. Zeke waved him off.
“I’m done. You wear me out.”
Henry laughed. “It’s not been that long.” He looked at his watch, the watch on his right wrist. He had another on his left.
“Two hours,” Zeke said. “We’ve been pitching for two hours. I’ll have to ice my elbow if I want to throw tomorrow. But I’ll catch one more for you.” Zeke dropped into a catcher’s stance. “A heater. And this time as hard as you can.”
“Really?” Henry asked. He wiped his forehead on his wrist and pushed back his hat.
“Really,” Zeke said, and flashed one finger down. “Just throw it straight.”
“You know it doesn’t always go straight.”
“Try.”
Henry sniffed, bumped his feet together, and brought his glove up to his face. He shook his left hand loose, squinted at Zeke, and then he nodded slightly, pretending to take the sign. His eyes went dark, and he felt the burn on his palm heat up inside his glove.
And then he rocked his right foot back and twisted his left, slipping it in front of the invisible pitching rubber. Something inside him reached out and tangled with the grass, digging strength from their roots, from the deep, rich earth—the slightest spark of force from the skin of a spinning planet. His right leg was up, and he was seeing nothing but Zeke’s glove. He wasn’t taking life or energy or strength away from anything. He channeled it, shaped it, directed its stinging heat through himself. It came out of his hand.
Zeke couldn’t see anything other than a boy pitching hard. And then the ball came straight at him, blink-fast. He reached for it and winced, waiting for the sting, but the pitch tailed away, rising briefly, bending around the barn, and disappearing in the tall grass.
Zeke burst out laughing and sat down.
Henry grinned, threw off his hat and kicked it. “Straight!” he yelled. “Why can’t I throw straight?” He flopped onto his back and slapped his glove over his face.
With dirt clods in his shoulder blades, Henry shut his eyes and filled his lungs with the scent of his old leather glove, the glove Uncle Frank had purchased for a worried boy from Boston. Every time Henry put on that glove, he added to its scent, to its story. Every time his uncle swiped it and worked more oil into the old leather, the glove grew richer, and felt better on Henry’s hand, better in his lungs. It even tasted good, though Henry had never let himself chew more than one of the loose leather ties at the end of the thumb.
Henry’s glove was an anchor. It was the same in both of his worlds. Picking at it, smelling it, chewing it kept him from clawing at the itching scar on his jaw.
“H
ow’s school?” Zeke asked. Henry couldn’t see anything but leather and shards of hazy sky between the oversize fingers.
“Horrible,” Henry said. “I have to learn three languages, and the math is harder than anything I’ve ever done. And I don’t have a calculator.”
Zeke laughed. Henry pushed his glove off and stared at the sky. “My dad was teaching me …” Henry paused. It still felt weird referring to Mordecai as his dad. The things they talked about, the things he’d started to learn how to do made it even weirder. “Well, you know.” Henry turned and looked at Zeke. “His stuff.”
Zeke nodded. “The dreams. They still comin’?”
Henry flicked something crawling and ticklish off his forehead. He shouldn’t have told Zeke about the dreams. He didn’t want to think about them. He tried not to while the sun was up. “Yeah. They’re still comin’.”
“What did your dad say?”
Henry levered himself up and looked out over the blackened fields. “He’s been gone for a while. He and Uncle Caleb have been all over the place trying to track …” He drifted away again, and his fingernails found the pock on his jaw.
“Her,” Zeke finished.
“Right. They were supposed to be back today. I don’t know if they will be.”
“I saw your uncle.”
“What?” Henry spun around. Zeke had taken his hat off and was rubbing his head, loosening up his short hair.
“He came by our house early this morning.”
“Here? In Henry?”
Zeke smiled and worked his hat back in place. “We don’t have any other houses.”
“My uncle Caleb? He just walked down the street with his big boots and his bow?”
“He was wearing some of Frank’s old clothes—a John Deere shirt and a pair of ripped-up jeans. They were way too small for him. No bow, just his huge dog.”
Henry was confused, but he couldn’t help smiling. “Why?” he asked.
“He invited us to your birthday. Had breakfast and left when I left for school.” Zeke picked himself up and stretched his tan arms above his head. White shoulders slid out from under his shirtsleeves. “I gotta find a drink and some shade. It’s too hot for fall.”
“Are you gonna come?” Henry asked. He tried to sound uninterested, casual. But that was stupid. He wanted Zeke to come. “I hope you can.”
Zeke looked at him, his face blank.
Henry shrugged. “If you don’t, I’ll just be stuck with Richard and a bunch of girls.”
Zeke half-smiled. “Mom says we’ll go. I’ll get you a calculator. But what’s wrong with Richard?”
Henry puffed out his cheeks. “What’s right with him?” He ripped out a clump of grass and dropped it on his glove. “Actually, I like him just fine. Or I was starting to, I mean, I did. But he’s way too good at this awful math. My mom actually asked him to tutor me.” Henry clambered to his knees, found his hat and then his feet. “I can’t stand him right now.”
Zeke’s smile was wide. Henry sighed. “I mean, he used to be pretty bad. Now I think he’d be willing to die if he thought it would make me better at geometry. But there is one good thing.”
Henry grinned. Zeke waited.
“He’s tutoring Henrietta, too. And she’s way worse than I am.”
“Zeke Johnson!” The voice was big. Both boys jerked in surprise. “Who you with back there? Can’t you read or don’t you know what trespassin’ means?”
Henry grabbed his glove, ducked over to the barn, and pressed his back against the flaking paint. Zeke glanced at him and stepped around the corner.
“Sorry, officer,” Zeke said. “I was a friend of the family. I didn’t think it was trespassing.”
The voice was growing closer. “Don’t you know what happened here?”
“Does anyone?” Zeke asked.
Henry crept to the opposite corner and waited. He wanted to make sure the cop was beside the barn before he made his dash for the kitchen doorway.
“A whole house disappeared, and a car owned by the Kansas Highway Patrol along with its sergeant, and now there’s nothing left but a hole full of salt water.”
“Didn’t the sergeant come back?” Zeke sounded confused.
“With amnesia, some burns, and a bullet hole in his foot. Would you like amnesia?”
“No, sir.”
“Burns?”
“No, sir.”
“A bullet hole? Or maybe you’d like to be sucked away by a mystery twister, or swallowed by a mystery sinkhole, or abducted by some space weirdies in their saucer.”
He sounded close now.
“No, sir.”
“How about just a ride in my car?”
Henry took a deep breath, clutched his glove, and slipped quickly around the corner of the barn.
His head collided with a startled police officer’s chin, and then, with eyes blurry, he was flat on his back.
Henry didn’t have time to think. He rolled onto his belly and tried to stand. Hands were grabbing at him. Long fingers gripped his shirt and then his right arm. The cop was yelling. Henry’s glove was gone. He lunged, kicked, and tore free, scrambling back behind the barn. Another officer stood, potbellied, beside Zeke.
Henry turned, jumped the irrigation ditch, and ran into the black field, kicking up ash as he went.
“Hold it, son!” the fat one yelled. “Nothin’ out that way!”
Henry glanced back and slowed. Then he pulled the bill of his hat low to shade his face and turned around. He didn’t stand tall. He crouched. He didn’t want anything about him to be memorable.
The lanky cop picked up Henry’s glove and waved it. “You want this back? Come on over.” He beckoned with a long arm. His own trooper’s hat was on the ground. The fat one still had his on.
“What’s your name?” the fat one asked. His hand was on Zeke’s shoulder.
“Don’t tell ‘em, Gil!” Zeke yelled. Both officers looked surprised.
The fat one snorted. “Do you think we’re stupid?” He shoved Zeke to his partner and grabbed the glove. “Well,” he said, “you’re a lefty. And your name is …” He rolled the glove around, scanning for ink.
Henry’s heart sank. His name was on it. Sort of. Richard had tried to label all of Henry’s things in his most important handwriting. He’d started with schoolbooks and ended with Henry’s baseball and his glove. Henry had caught him before he’d finished.
“What kind of writing is this? You should do wedding invitations.” The officer looked up and squinted at Henry. “Henry Yo. Henry Yo?” His eyes widened. “Don’t tell me you’re Henry York?”
Henry didn’t have many options. Running farther away from the house and the little doors in the attic wouldn’t help him get home. Waiting until they came after him wouldn’t do much, either. The chase had to happen sometime.
Henry came out of his crouch and ran straight at them. The ground was too rough for real speed, but he pushed as hard as he could. The tall officer let go of Zeke, and both men stepped toward the ditch, surprised, bracing themselves for an impact. Henry veered to the fat one’s outside shoulder, and he jumped.
Zeke stuck out his leg.
Henry broke through the arm tackle as the policeman fell. He staggered, kept his feet, and plowed through the tall grass beside the barn, past the sleeping, mud-colored truck and into the dandelion jungle that had once been the backyard. He turned toward the hole, surrounded by tattered police tape. A thin slice of doorway hung in thin air, propped open by his bat. His hands found the invisible knob, and he pushed through into a tired, out-of-place kitchen and skidded across the linoleum floor.
Zeke heard a door slam. The officers were yelling, and he followed them as they searched, tromping through the tall grass, peering into the hole, testing the barn doors. He could have run away, but running wouldn’t help. They knew where he lived. At least this way they could give him a ride home. But he’d need a good story. At least a good enough story. Maybe no story would be better.
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bsp; He looked over at the hole, at the space that had once held a house. And he saw a shimmer. The kitchen doorway was becoming slightly visible, just a crack.
Henry stared at the two cops, at the lanky one, who kept rubbing his chin, at the fat one, who was carrying Henry’s glove. Henry wanted that glove. He needed it. He could explode out of nowhere and attack. He might be able to get it. He might be able to get it and still make it back through the doorway. Not likely.
Henry sighed and glanced down at the watch on his left wrist, the watch set to Hylfing time. He would already be late, and he didn’t want to have to explain all this. Not even to his mother. Zeke was looking at him. He nodded. Henry nodded back at his friend, at Kansas, at his glove, at that other world where he had spent most of his life, where the people he had called parents still lived and worried. Where the two policemen were wondering if they’d just seen the missing boy. Where they were probably wondering exactly how much Zeke knew.
Henry shut the door. He would see it all again. Right now, he had to hurry. Outside the gapped and shattered kitchen windows, a flat and empty world sprawled to the horizon. Grass, thin and still green, shifted slowly beneath a breeze.
Henry hurried into the dining room, scattering a group of fat gerbils. He hurried through the living room, past the carpet of shriveled mushrooms. And then he was on the stairs, climbing two at a time, up to the room that had been his, up to a wall full of doors.
CHAPTER TWO
Henry stood in the doorway of the small attic room. His old bed, filthy and disheveled, angled awkwardly away from the wall of doors. Salt crust, a reminder of the strange sea that had poured into the house, ground under Henry’s feet like sand. He sniffed nervously and checked his watch. The time wouldn’t be exactly right, the watch always got a little confused shifting worlds, but it was right enough.
This was the hard part.
Standing in front of the cupboard wall had always been unnerving. Now that Henry could see, really see, what was going on, it was worse. Each door was like a drain. Swirling threads of life, strands connected to the walls, to the air and the wood in the floor, spun slowly around the open mouths and disappeared. Dozens of open mouths sucking in whatever would come to them. Not always sucking. At times the swirling would stop, and things, scents, flavors, traces, influences, would burble into the room followed by wind or voices, even living things—snails, insects, mice.