At least it was something.
She was in blue today, and her nipped-in waist was a sharply beautiful curve. Those little pointed-toe boots with all the buttons, and stray dark curls coming loose under her prettily perched hat. It was the first time he’d seen her slim shoulders anything but straight and stiff. She looked half-dead on her feet, like a sleepy horse.
Well, no wonder.
His stride lengthened. What should he say? Evenin’, ma’am? Was that too formal? Hello there? Maybe something else, a little pleasantry. Ain’t you a fine sight.
Or even, God must be kind, because you’re here.
It had been years since he’d felt this tightness in his chest. Annie hadn’t made him feel silly and stupid; or at least, maybe he’d been young enough that he hadn’t cared. She had been sweet and soft, not prickly and precise as this little bit of a thing with her head down and the leather satchel swinging from her left hand pulling her to the side. She was listing like a ship limping into port, and Gabe swallowed dryly. Oh, Hell.
The wind picked up, and dust swirled against her skirts. She halted by the white-painted garden gate, staring at it as if she could not for the life of her figure out what such a contraption might be for.
“Don’t fall asleep, now.” His hand closed around her elbow, gently.
Her head tilted up, a slow movement. She blinked, weariness etched on her soft face. She searched his features, as if he were a stranger. “Mr. Gabriel?” Wondering. “Is Li Ang well?”
What? “Should think so. I just got here.”
“Ah.” Miss Barrowe nodded. “I see. Well, you may come in briefly to see her, but I warn you, she is still very tired.”
What about you? “Didn’t come to see her, ma’am.”
“Then what are you…oh, never mind.” She took her elbow from him, very decidedly, and he reached to open the gate. “Is it a disaster, or some new variety of excitement?”
What do you expect? “Neither. Just came to visit before I rode the circuit.”
“I hope I am not keeping you.”
“You treat all your visitors this way, sweetheart?”
“Sir.” Frosty and sharp, now. “You shall address me as Miss Barrowe.”
Well, now he had her measure. And braving that prickliness was worth what was behind it. “Sometimes, yep. Other times, not so much.”
At least the irritation had given her a little energy. She sashayed up the walk at a good clip, and he watched the swing and sway of her skirts. How did women move with all that material tied on? No doubt it weighed like panniers stuffed with gold dust.
Something bothered him, but he couldn’t rightly figure it out. Something about gold, and Miss Barrowe.
She reached the steps, gathering her pretty blue skirts with her free hand. “I hope she hasn’t barred the door. That would be simply terr—oh!”
Her hurt little cry pierced the moan of the freshening dust-laden wind, and he had no memory of the intervening space. He was simply there as she stumbled back, her skirts dropping free because she had clamped her hand over her mouth. She turned, blindly, and the thump of her leather satchel hitting the wooden bottom step barely covered his hissed, indrawn breath.
He found himself with a shivering woman in his arms, staring at the shadowy writhing thing nailed to the porch. It had probably been a rabbit once, but bad mancy was all that was left, corkscrewing and flapping the dying tissues. An unholy spark flashed inside the thing’s half-peeled skull, and whatever tortured bit of soul still remaining in its tiny bone cage let out a piercing little moan.
She shuddered again, and his fingers were in her hair, cupping the back of her skull, a hatpin’s prick against his wrist. “Shhhh,” he soothed, only half-aware of speaking. “Shh, don’t look. Goddamn. Easy there.”
The wind crested, and he had limited daylight to take care of this thing and get to the circuit. Russ wouldn’t take kindly to riding alone at twilight. Dawn was one thing, but dark was another, and Gabe didn’t blame him.
“L-l-l—” She gulped, tensed, and tried to pull away. “Li Ang! She’s inside—what if—”
He found his other hand was pressed against the small of her back, and the fading whiff of rosewater mixed with clean linen and a spice-tang of healthy female to make something utterly unique. She didn’t have any idea how good she smelled. “Then I’ll find out. Now come along.” He didn’t have to work to sound grim. “Back door. Step quiet, and stay behind me.”
“What…who would…”
“Don’t know.” But I aim to find out. That’s bad mancy for sure, and what if I hadn’t been here? “Now you be a good girl and stay behind me, you hear?”
A nod. He was all but crushing her, he realized, and loosened up just a little. Then a little more. She might scream, or faint—no, this miss wasn’t the fainting type. Even if she had swooned a little when she arrived. Who wouldn’t have?
He trawled through memory and found what he wanted. “Catherine.”
“Wh-what?”
“Just sayin’ your charing-name. Makin’ sure I’ve got your attention, like.”
“I believe you do, sir.” With nowhere near her usual snap.
“You can call me Jack.”
“Thank you.” A little prim, now, which cheered him immensely. She was nice and steady, and she didn’t try to struggle away. Instead, she just stood there, and he let her. “Jack?”
“Hm.” He kept his gaze on the twisting, flopping thing. It was nailed in solid with what was probably false-iron, and it let out another agonized little sound. A warning, maybe. God damn whoever did this.
“It’s screaming. Could…could you possibly…”
I’d prefer to clear the house first, but since you’re asking… “Stay right here, then. Right here. This very spot.”
“I shall.” Her eyes were tightly closed, and she flinched when the no-longer-rabbit thing screeched. Jack’s chest cracked a little, and he found, to his not-quite surprise, that everything in him still remembered what came next, as if the intervening years had fallen away and he was still the orphan boy sold to the Ordo Templis and the man who had left the knights behind for a woman’s arms.
This, he knew how to do.
* * *
It was a moment’s work to mount the steps, a trifle more to take a long considering look at the mancy pinning the thing. No use rushing.
It looked odd, and his mouth thinned. He shook out his left hand, keeping his right away from a gun with an effort. A bullet wouldn’t end this misery.
He closed away the moaning wind and the falling dark. The sun was a bloody clot in the west, its light dipping and painting Damnation in vermilion. The thought of the schoolmarm at the foot of the stairs wouldn’t go away, so he breathed into it. Let it fill his head, and relaxed.
I release you.
His left-hand fingers made a curious, complex motion. It was not quite charter-mancy; nor was it sorcery. A trace-map of golden veins lit the flesh of his fingers, and he saw the knot holding the tiny soul into violated flesh. Sometimes the best response was to unpick the strands carefully, loosening one a fraction, then another.
Then there were times like these.
I release you.
His fingers tensed, the golden light casting dappled watershadows on the roof and floor of the porch. He had a moment to hope she had her eyes closed—this would create all manner of fuss and undue questions if she saw grace upon him instead of plain mancy—before he jabbed his hand forward, a softly spoken Word resonating with hurtful edges as it sliced the knot of bad mancy clean through.
I release you.
False-iron popped blue sparks, and the sodden little rag of fur and meat and splintered bone sagged. His left hand, a fist now, flicked down as if he were casting salt. Fine golden grains of pure light showered over the thing, and the blot was cleansed. A brief burst of fresh green scent, like new-mown hay, washed away on the breeze.
For others, I may do, by Grace. Amen.
Grace w
as never in short supply. Faith, though, was far rarer than the gold they dug and panned for. And he was—was he?—oddly relieved that grace had not left him.
It ain’t grace, Gabe. It’s…her.
His spurs rang on the steps, and found Catherine, her eyes tightly shut, hugging herself and cupping her elbows in her hands. Tears welled between her lashes. He had to try twice before his throat would unloose enough to let him speak. “It’s done.” Gabe’s chest clenched around something solid and fiery, thrust under his ribs. “Aw, no. Don’t cry.”
“I am very sorry,” she whispered. “I am trying not to. Li Ang.” She opened her eyes, blinking rapidly and dashing away a tear on her cheek with one gloved hand. “We must find her.”
I didn’t mean…oh, Hell. He bent to grab her satchel, but she was quicker, and straightened with it clutched in tense fingers. “Catherine—”
“Please don’t. Don’t.” She brushed past him for the corner of the house, obviously intending to sashay around to the back door in defiance of all good sense.
“Stay behind me, you idiot,” he barked, and could have slapped himself on the forehead.
“Then hurry.” Like a whipcrack, her pert little reply.
But he was already past her, checking the corner and drawing his right-hand gun. His left hand tingled, the odd pins-and-needles sensation he remembered from his Last Baptism right before his vows. Funny how it never went away.
Some things pursue a man, Jack. You know that. “More haste, less speed.” The side of the house was as innocent as a newborn babe. He cursed inwardly at the thought. Russ hadn’t caviled at giving a Chinois child a charing, so at least that was all right. But still.
“The baby.” As if she’d read his mind. “Dear God.”
“Probably fine. Li Ang ain’t no fool. Bet she’s got the house locked up tight.” But there might be another little present waiting at your back door, pretty girl, and that is not a happy thought.
“Sir?” Breathless. At least if she fainted now it would save him the trouble of explaining himself.
“Shh.”
She stayed silent, then. There was a rattling, and the back door opened, the stoop dust-scoured and charm-cleaned.
Li Ang peered at them, her son clutched to her chest. She was shaking, and gabbling in her heathen tongue, and Gabe was right glad to hear it. Catherine actually flung her arms about the Chinoise girl, and the baby squalled between them.
He took the opportunity to get them both inside and the door shut tight, then went straight to the house to the front to take care of the carcass.
His hands shook, but not with fear.
Oh, no. Not fear at all.
Chapter 16
Bad,” Li Ang said. “Baaaad.” She clutched at little Jonathan—she called him Jin, but there had to be something written on the charing certificate, so he was now Jonathan Liang Barrowe, may God have mercy on them all. Mother would die, and Father might even lose his hallowed temper, but Cat was past caring. It was a proud name, and might do even a Chinoise a fair service.
“Yes, but all’s well.” Cat sought for a patient, soothing tone. The kettle chirruped, heating water for tea, and she forced herself to keep her eyes wide open, staring at charm-sparking against the metal. “Mr. Gabriel is here.”
Odd, wasn’t it, how such a sentence could be so comforting. As if she were a child, and this a nightmare banished by a parent’s sudden presence.
Except Jack Gabriel was not in the least parental. He was something else. She was far too exhausted to find the proper word.
Little Jonathan burbled a bit, but he had ceased wailing. Which was very nice, now that she thought about it.
It seemed she only blinked, but then the kettle was boiling and she set about making tea. If she focused on the pot and the leaves, the water at precisely the right temperature and the cups arranged just so, perhaps she would not think of the little thing on the porch, screaming as some variety of dark mancy robbed it of death’s comfort.
Who would do such a thing? My God.
The back door squeaked as it ghosted open, and Li Ang inhaled sharply, as if to scream. But it was merely Jack Gabriel, his eyes incandescent under the shadow of his hatbrim.
That was like saying it was merely a hurricane, or merely an earthquake. Something about him filled up the entire kitchen, made it difficult to breathe. Maybe it was the feel of his fingers in her hair, or his broad chest against her cheek, or the way he’d stood, solid and steady.
She kept her eyes down, and noted with some relief that her hands were steady as well. Her gloves lay neatly on the counter, and one of them was stained near the wrist. Ink, and she should attend to that soon before it set so deeply even a charm wouldn’t remove it.
Shh. Don’t look. Easy there. And a curious comfort in the midst of her fear.
Perhaps she should ask the sheriff about Robbie. But trust no one, her brother had written more than once.
And, the law in this town is worse than the lack of it.
The sheriff was saying something. She concentrated on pouring. Tea would brace her. Tea solved quite everything, or at least, so Miss Ayre had firmly believed. Cat was shaken with a sudden irrational urge to write to her old governess and ask her help. Miss Ayre would set all this to rights.
Miss Ayre had gone her quiet way years ago, once Cat was too old to need a governess, and their correspondence had stopped after news of Miss Ayre’s marriage to a man in Europa. Quite a rich man, too, her mother had sniffed, and there was no more said.
No, there was nobody left to solve this quandary but Cat herself, and she was rather doubting her own resources at the moment.
“Put that baby to bed,” he finished, and Li Ang shuffled away. “What are you doing there, Catherine?”
A jolt all through her, as if a whip of stray mancy had bit her fingers. I should not let him address me so. “I am making tea,” she replied, dully. “I had a governess, once.” And she would have this set to rights in a trice.
He was silent for a long moment. “I think you should sit down.”
“I am making tea. Such an operation cannot be performed satisfactorily while seated.” She took a deep breath. Now I must ask questions. “Who would do such a terrible thing, Mr. Gabriel?”
“You may as well call me Jack.”
For the love of… The irritation was welcome, a tonic for her nerves. It even managed to give her a burst of fresh wakefulness. “In other words, you do not know, or will not venture a guess.”
“In other words, you may as well use my charing-name. And I have an idea or two. Don’t trouble yourself over it no further.”
Why ever not? It was nailed to my porch and began screaming as I approached. “I am quite troubled, and I intend to continue to be. Whoever did that—”
“—is gonna reckon with me soon enough, Miss Porquepine. You don’t need to worry. And I don’t think Li Ang wants no tea.”
“We should be civilized, even here. And tea is a tonic. It does very well for nerves, and—”
“I think you should sit down.”
“I think, sir, that you may go to Hell.” What had possessed her? She was trembling. Well, who wouldn’t, faced with this? And why did the man have to be so outright infuriating?
Boiling water splashed. She let out a shaky breath, and finished filling the pot. Thank God one could find tea in this benighted place, even though it was not of the quality her mother would have found acceptable.
“I intend to, if you get yourself into trouble down there.”
What does that mean? “You’re refusing an invitation to tea, then? I shall be pouring momentarily.”
“Sit down.” He had her shoulders, big work-roughened hands that had probably touched the thing out front, and she let out a tiny piping sound, rather like baby Jonathan’s satisfied little noise when Li Ang set him high on her shoulder and patted his back. “I ain’t gonna hurt you, but I am gonna make you listen. We need to have a talk.”
There was
no use in fighting, so she let him push her toward the kitchen table and her usual seat. She sank down, her corset stays digging in abominably, and glared at him from under her knocked-askew hatbrim. Her hair was too loose, as well, curls falling in her eyes and brushing her shoulders.
Hazel eyes, bleached to a gold-green shine most odd, shadow of stubble on his jaw, his own dark hair mussed. At least he’d taken his hat off. He pulled out Li Ang’s chair and dropped down, heavily, and she had the sudden gratifying vision of wood cracking and the chair spilling him to the floor. He rubbed at his face, scratching his cheek, and let out a long sigh.
He was too big for the chair, too big for the room. The dun-colored coat, the guns at his belt, everything about him was too big and dusty and foreign. Her heart hammered, because he smelled of healthy horse and heat and healthy male, leather and tabac and a verdant green note of mancy. An overpowering aroma, but not at all an unpleasant one.
Shh. Easy there. And his fingers in her hair. His hand at the small of her back, and the sense of being enclosed, held safely away from something howling and snapping. Quite comforting, and not at all proper, now that she considered it.
The cottage was deathly silent, except for the stealthy creaks of Li Ang moving upstairs. Had the new crib arrived today? Cat really should have arranged for that beforehand, but it had all happened so quickly. And there was still the question of other items that should have been delivered, and arrangements to be made—
“I can’t watch you all the time. I got other work to do.”
Her annoyance mounted another notch. Her cheeks, no doubt, were scarlet; they were hot enough to boil the kettle afresh. “I do not recall asking you to do so, sir.”
He refused to take offense. How could he be so d—ned imperturbable? “No, ’cause it’d be easier if you did. Simmer down.”
“I am perfectly calm.”
“No, you ain’t. I ain’t, either. So just simmer down, Catherine, and we’ll do some plannin’.”