“Sure. Take care of yourself.”
“I’ll see you out,” Joe told him.
“I know the way.”
“I’ve got to key in the alarm,” Joe said.
They left the pantry, and Leslie followed them. Joe looked at her after he’d closed the door. “That was a lie, you know. I don’t know the alarm code.”
She smiled, walked over to him and set the alarm. Then she reached into her pocket for a pen, pushed up his sleeve and wrote down the numbers. “Now you do.”
He was silent for a minute. “I wonder who else has these numbers?”
“Any of the big muckety-mucks in the Historical Society, I imagine, plus Melissa, Jeff and Tandy,” she said.
“That’s a lot of people.”
“Yes, but—”
“A friend tells a friend, who tells a friend…”
“Joe, stop. I’m not leaving this house.”
He caught her shoulders and looked earnestly into her eyes. “Come and stay with me in Brooklyn. I won’t touch you—not unless you want me to. You know that.”
“Joe, you are…” She broke off, laughing. “You’re walking testosterone. You’re also courteous, compassionate…cute as the devil. And I’m so grateful to have you on my side. But…there’s something here. Something that has to be solved.”
“Right. So that explains why I tell you not to leave a hospital and you leave it anyway. You don’t call me. I come looking for you—and you’re in a dark basement with an asshole who should never be trusted.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t invite him down.”
“My point exactly.”
“I need a shower. And, um, I didn’t mean to presume or anything, but would you mind having dinner with Brad and Laymon?”
“No, at the moment I only mind when I don’t know exactly where you are.”
“Joe, you don’t have to be so responsible for me just because…because of Matt.”
“Matt is in my mind constantly,” he told her quietly. “But, honestly, I’m feeling responsible for you because you’re scaring me to death. You’re an accident waiting to happen.”
“Either that,” she murmured, “or…”
“Or,” he said bluntly, “someone did murder Matt. And that someone may feel you’re too close to figuring out the truth.”
She was startled by the wickedly stabbing trickle of pure ice that snaked down her spine. She prayed she wouldn’t betray herself.
She hesitated. “Joe, are you really seeing a connection between Hastings House, Matt, the prostitutes…and Genevieve O’Brien?”
“Well, I did learn today that Genevieve wanted an invitation to the gala. Does that mean anything? Maybe not. Half the city probably wanted an invitation, if not for the history, for the media exposure and the all-star attendance. Matt was writing about the prostitutes. Genevieve was trying to help the prostitutes. That’s what I know. So…is a connection a long shot? Probably. But I haven’t got a hell of a lot more to go on, other than a black sedan. And,” he added very softly, his gaze probing as he met her eyes, “your belief that Genevieve is still alive.”
She was tempted to go to him. To feel the real, live, flesh-and-blood assurance of his arms around her, breathe in his scent. He was a good man. True, he wasn’t Matt, but if she’d met him on the street, at lunch, at a friend’s house…she would have been attracted to him. If…
If there had never been Matt.
She nodded. “I’m going to shower. I’ll be right down.”
He nodded. “I’ll be in the dead room.”
“What?”
“Sorry. The servants’ pantry.”
Leslie hurried on up the stairs. In her room, she leaned against the door, closing her eyes. “Matt,” she whispered. “I know you’re here. I know…I know you’re looking after me. If only…oh, Matt…”
She hadn’t cried in so long, but tears welled up in her eyes now.
And then…
She felt something brush against her face. The slightest caress. Just a touch…that wiped away her tears. She opened her eyes.
But she was alone.
Dinner was…boring.
Professor Laymon spent all of two seconds assuring himself that Leslie was really okay. There was only one love in that man’s life, and that was his work.
Then he spent a good half hour talking about the work done in “Leslie’s crypt,” as he called it. Then he started on the find in the basement, and that turned into an argument, because Leslie was absolutely insistent. Those particular bones were not going to become a spectacle. She was going to contact a friend of Matt’s from the paper to see that the story was written up properly, and then she was going to find an Episcopal priest who would see to it that the woman was given a decent burial.
She was a tigress when she wanted to be. Joe watched with admiration as, in the end, she bested Laymon, who finally agreed to her plans.
But in return she swore that she would be back to work in the crypt the following day.
Joe decided he liked Brad better that night. He was willing to throw his weight Leslie’s way when it came to the burial for the woman in the basement at Hastings House. He was also irritated that Laymon wasn’t more considerate regarding Leslie’s health.
Laymon didn’t even seem to realize he was there until they got to dessert.
“You don’t write?” he asked.
“No, Matt was the journalist.”
“You were a cop?”
“For a few years.”
Joe never felt the need to explain himself. He certainly wasn’t going to do so now.
He was surprised when Brad chose to do it for him.
“Joe has a degree from Columbia in criminology. Police departments all over the country fly him in when they hit a dead end.”
“Oh?” Laymon looked at him with a new respect.
Joe lifted a hand. “Fresh eyes see new things sometimes,” he said.
“Don’t let him fool you. He solved a big cocaine thing out in Vegas recently. The casinos didn’t know how the dealers were getting the goods through their private security systems. They were doing it with coffee cups,” Joe said.
“Thanks,” he told Brad. “But don’t go being too impressed. To tell you the truth, I got the idea because of a plot I’d seen on a television show once. They’d probably seen it, too, so there you go.”
Laymon stared at Leslie. “Well, I guess it doesn’t much matter where an inspiration comes from when it pans out, hmm?”
Delicate little Italian cookies arrived at the table just then, along with Laymon’s espresso, Leslie’s cappuccino, and the plain old coffee he and Brad had ordered.
“I understand you’re convinced that the explosion at Hastings House was no accident,” Laymon said, his eyes surprisingly sharp as they met Joe’s.
“Hey, Matt was my cousin. Can’t blame me if I question what happened,” Joe said lightly.
“Where did you get the idea that Joe was still investigating the house?” Leslie asked.
“Well, hell.” Laymon was clearly annoyed at being asked to explain himself. “Brad and Ken have gotten to be drinking buddies. Ken knows what you’re up to.”
“I’m not exactly ‘up to’ anything,” Joe said.
“How are you doing on your quest for that young woman?” Laymon demanded.
“Hopefully, I’m getting a little closer every day.”
“Does it matter now?” Laymon asked.
“I beg your pardon?”
“She’s been gone a long time. She’s undoubtedly dead.”
“One way or the other, I’ll find her,” Joe said. He wasn’t sure why, but the tension was growing around the table.
“Pass a cookie, Brad, please?” Leslie said lightly. Joe lowered his head. She was always determined to defuse a tense situation. Smart. He should have held his temper better with Hank Smith that afternoon. He didn’t want to find himself persona non grata at the site or anywhere else Leslie might be.
“It’s sad,” Laymon murmured. “The aunt—Eileen Brideswell—she’s a major contributor to the Historical Society.”
“I imagine she’s a major contributor to many charities,” Leslie said.
Laymon nodded, leaning back, crossing his arms over his chest. “Strange woman, Eileen. She still loves all the musty little pubs of her youth. But, I’ll tell you one thing. Genevieve O’Brien’s grandfather was a tough old hickory stick. He wouldn’t have approved much of Genevieve. He didn’t feel that a bum in the street—or a prostitute—should ever be helped with a red cent. He gave to charities, all right, but he picked them carefully. He wasn’t about to give a dime to anyone he felt wasn’t helping themselves. The old fellow is long dead and gone, or else I’d say there was a good chance he’d walled his own niece up somewhere himself.”
“But he is dead. Long dead, as you say,” Joe said.
Laymon shrugged. “Funny thing, I’d see the girl now and then. She loved to come and look at the house.”
“She appreciated history?” Brad said.
“I guess. But it was strange. She’d walk around and around it. It was as if…it was as if she wasn’t looking at the house, exactly, but at something more.”
“Why didn’t she come to the gala?” Joe asked. “I mean, you knew her, knew she was interested in the place. You could have given her an invitation.”
“It never occurred to me,” Laymon said with a shrug. “All she had to do was ask her aunt if she wanted to go.”
But she wouldn’t have done that, Joe thought.
“You don’t think Genevieve O’Brien blew the place up out of some kind of bitterness, do you?” Brad asked.
“No,” Joe said.
“Then she must have known something about the house that intrigued her,” Leslie mused.
“Suspected, anyway,” Joe said.
“Don’t you think this is all getting a bit farfetched?” Laymon said. “The blast was over a year ago.” He looked at Joe. “Genevieve has been missing…what? About two months?”
“Right around that,” Joe agreed.
“Well, then, at least you can be pretty sure that no one was trying to blow her up,” Laymon said cheerfully. “She disappeared months later.”
He realized they were all staring at him. “Sorry, but you three are the ones putting a lot of the truth of the matter that the blast was an accident. Some sicko is picking up hookers, and Genevieve just wound up in the mix. One day the bodies will turn up. Maybe they’ll get the guy, maybe they won’t. Sad, but that’s the way it is.”
Joe shook his head, staring at Laymon. “That’s the way it can be, but not this time. Trust me. This guy is going down.”
Dinner had ended. Laymon offered to pick up the tab, and Joe let him. He thanked him for the meal, pulling back Leslie’s chair for her. “I’ll see you home.” He forced himself not to look at the other two men with real warning in his eyes. “And I’ll be on guard. All through the night.”
Leslie felt guilty. Horribly guilty.
Joe would sit in his car all night again. She knew it.
But she just couldn’t ask him into the house for the night. Not yet.
She tried to talk him into going home, and he assured her that he would do so in the morning, when Hastings House was filled with people, when the bones in the basement were being gently removed—when she wouldn’t be alone with anyone. He made her swear to that last point.
If he thought she should have the decency to suggest that he sleep in the house, he didn’t say so. It wasn’t that there wasn’t something about him, his touch, his scent, the sound of his voice.
There were just…things that needed to be solved. Leslie couldn’t begin to voice what was going on in her heart and mind, and she was grateful that he didn’t seem to expect her to.
Before he left her to return to his car, however, he asked her to look around for the list that Greta was supposed to have sent over that day. She found it on the kitchen counter and gave it to him. He told her not only to key in the alarm, but to lock her bedroom door, as well.
At the very least, she could do that for him. Upstairs, she locked herself in her bedroom and went to bed.
As usual, she lay awake, longing for something real. Longing to see Matt…
As she saw so many others.
But he didn’t appear.
Not until she dreamed.
That night, he lay by her side, watching her. In her dream, she opened her eyes and saw him. His expression was grave. Only the slightest hint of a rueful smile curled his lips. He stroked her cheek, curled his fingers around hers.
“You were there, in the subway,” she told him. “You saved me.”
“Joe pulled you out.”
“But you gave me the strength I needed to move, to save myself. And both of you were pretty fierce in that basement tonight.”
Matt pressed a kiss against her fingers. “I keep trying…. I guess it takes time and practice, and then…maybe the heart or the soul or essence or whatever we are…maybe there are fragments of this being that have life of a sort. I can only find anything real in me when it comes to you, when I’m afraid for you. Leslie, I really want you to leave this house.”
“I will. Soon.”
His smile broadened. “Joe was right. You are a little liar.”
“Matt…I can’t live without knowing the truth.”
“I just hope you can live with it,” he murmured, then shook his head, his expression growing pained. “Leslie…I love you. You have to move on.”
“But I have my dreams. We have my dreams.”
“Leslie, I had my time. No one knows the rhyme or reason. No one knows…well, except maybe me, now.”
“What do you mean?”
“I know that I’m here for you,” he said.
“Poor Brad,” she told him with amusement. “You made him trip, didn’t you?”
“I’m afraid of all of them,” he said.
“Why?”
He was quiet. She thought that she had lost him, except she still felt his arms around her. “Say they were after me when they set the explosion and just didn’t care that three other people died.” There was anger in his voice, anger that others might have died because of him. “Say that it did have to do with my writing about the prostitutes. That would mean that, whoever the killer is, the abductor…”
“Do you know if the girls are dead?”
“No, but…say there is something out there, very clever, obviously sick, a pervert, but a clever one…then I’d say that person was here that night.”
“Matt, so many people were here that night.”
“The killer is hardly going to be a Broadway star,” he murmured.
“Well, unlikely, but—”
“Who’s still in this vicinity on a regular basis? Who knows the area? David Laymon, Brad Vernon—”
“Brad’s been in Virginia until now,” she reminded him.
“Is that really so far away?” he queried. “Four or five hours by car, less by plane.”
“I can’t believe—”
“But you were afraid of him this afternoon, weren’t you? And I’m not saying it’s Brad. There’s Greta, but she would die before doing anything to hurt this place, and anyway, it’s not a woman taking the prostitutes.”
“How do you know?”
“Something would have been said, someone would have noticed. That kind of thing…the girls on the street, the other girls, would have taken a closer look if it had been a woman. The place was teeming with cops, including our good friend Robert Adair, and the ever-in-front-of-the-camera Ken Dryer. And then there’s Hank Smith.”
He really didn’t like Hank Smith, she thought, burrowing deeper into his arms.
“Did you ever meet Genevieve O’Brien?” she asked sleepily.
“Yes.”
“Is she everything they say? Passionate, selfless, generous?”
“I met her at the paper once. She was being interviewed by one of our reporters f
or the local section—she was furious with the slumlords. She was lovely, vivacious, charming…and, yes, passionate. She really did care about other people. You think she’s alive, don’t you?”
“I do.”
“Maybe,” he murmured. She heard such a terrible note of frustration in his voice. If I could just change something, she heard beneath his words. If I could just make life right for someone else, then…then it would make sense.
She turned and held him fiercely. “I love you so much.”
He was quiet.
“Don’t go,” she pleaded, then spoke no more. She didn’t want to awaken; she didn’t want to interrupt the vision that came to her by night.
In her dream, she drifted and, half asleep, felt him again. She turned in his arms. God, the dream was so vivid. She could feel his heat, the dampness of sweat on his skin, the strength of his muscles beneath her hands, the hardness of his body and his erection. The hot-lava stroke of his tongue over her flesh. Inside and out…his being, his essence, around her, within her. Lips on her breasts, intimately between her thighs. The pulse and beat and hunger of melding together, striving and writhing…climbing, rising, exploding into the moment of climax with a strange mixture of tenderness and violence, all so vividly real…
She felt his touch on her hair, his cheek against hers. “Leslie, I’m afraid for you. I try, and sometimes, I find the strength to actually touch this world. But then I’m drained and you’re alone, and I’m so afraid for you….”
“It’s all right,” she assured him, then cuddled close and fell asleep in his arms.
She awoke suddenly, certain she could hear the sound of sobs coming from below, from the basement below the dead room.
14
Alone and awake in his car, parked just far enough away not to be conspicuous, Joe read over the list. He wished he’d been there that night, and he tried to envision the scene in his mind’s eye.
He kept coming back to a place where he froze, afraid.