now and again." He shrugged, and the smile grew wider. "Now, whether it's only Scottish lads, I couldna be saying. . . "
11, "A talent that improves with age, I daresay," I said dryly. I tossed the dirty clout across the streamlet, where it landed at his feet with a splat. "Get the pins and rinse that out, will you?"
His long, straight nose wrinkled slightly, but he knelt without demur and picked the filthy thing up gingerly between two fingers.
/ "Oh, so that's what ye've done wi' your petticoat," he said. I had opened the large pocket I wore slung at my waist and extracted a clean, folded rectangle of cloth. Not the unbleached linen of the clout he held, but a thick, soft, oftenwashed wool flannel, dyed a pale red with the juice of currants.
I shrugged, checked Jemmy for the prospect of fresh explosions, and popped him onto the new diaper.
"With three babies all in clouts, and the weather too damp to dry anything properly, we were rather short of clean bits." The bushes around the clearing where we had made our family camp were all festooned with flapping laundry, most of it still wet, owing to the inopportune weather.
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"Here." Jamie stretched across the foot-wide span of rock-strewn water to hand me the pins extracted from the old diaper. I took them, careful not to drop them in the stream. My fingers were stiff and chilly, but the pins were valuable; Bree had made them of heated wire, and Roger had carved the capped heads from wood, in accordance with her drawings. Honest-to-Soodness safety pins, if a bit larger and cruder than the modern version. The only real defect was the glue used to hold the wooden heads to the wire; made from boiled milk and hoof parings, it was not entirely waterproof, and the heads had to be reglued periodically.
I folded the diaper snugly about Jernmy's loins and thrust a pin through the cloth, smiling at sight of the wooden cap - Bree had taken one set and carved a small, comical frog-each with a wide, toothless grin--onto each one.
"All right, Froggie, here you go, then." Diaper securely fastened, I sat down and boosted him into my lap, smoothing down his smock and attempting to rewrap his blanket.
"Where did Duncan go?" I asked. "Down to see the Lieutenant?" Jamie shook his head, bent over his task.
"I told him not to go yet. He was in Hillsborough during the troubles there. Best he should wait a bit; then if Hayes should ask, he can swear honestly there's no man here who took part in the riots." He looked up and smiled, without humor. "There won't be, come nightfall."
I watched his hands, large and capable, wringing out the rinsed clout. The scars on his right hand were usually almost invisible, but they stood out now, ragged white lines against his cold-reddened skin. The whole business made me mildly uneasy, though there seemed no direct connection with us.
For the most part, I could think of Governor Tryon with no more than a faint sense of edginess; he was, after all, safely tucked away in his nice new palace in New Bern, separated from our tiny settlement on Fraser's Ridge by three hundred miles of coastal towns, inland plantations, pine forest, piedmont, trackless mountains, and sheer howling wilderness. With all the other things he had to worry about, such as the self-styled "Regulators" who had terrorized Hillsborough, and the corrupt sheriffs and judges who had provoked the terror, I hardly thought he would have time to spare a thought for us. I hoped not.
The uncomfortable fact remained that Jamie held title to a large grant of land in the North Carolina mountains as the gift of Governor Tryon-and Tryon in turn held one small but important fact tucked away in his vest pocket: Jamie was a Catholic. And Royal grants of land could be made only to Protestants, by law.
Given the tiny number of Catholics in the colony, and the lack of organization among them, the question of religion was rarely an issue. There were no Catholic churches, no resident Catholic priests; Father Donahue had made the arduous journey down from Baltimore, at Jocasta's request. Jamie's aunt Jocasta and her late husband, Hector Cameron, had been influential among the Scottish community here for so long that no one would have thought of questioning their religious background, and I thought it likely that few of the Scots with whom we had been celebrating all week knew that we were Papists.
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They were, however, likely to notice quite soon. Bree and Roger, who had been handfasted for a year, were to be married by the priest this evening, along with two other Catholic couples from Bremerton-and Aith Jocasta and Duncan Innes.
"Archie Hayes," I said suddenly. "Is he a Catholic?"
Jamie hung, the wet clout from a nearby branch and shook water from his hands.
"I havena asked him," he said, "but I shouldna. think so. That is, his father was not; I should be surprised if he was-and him an officer."
"True." The disadvantages of Scottish birth, poverty, and being an ex-Jacobite were sufficiently staggering; amazing enough that Hayes had overcome these to rise to his present position, without the additional burden of the taint of Papistry.
What was troubling me, though, was not the thought of Lieutenant Hayes and his men; it was Jamie. Outwardly, he was calm and assured as ever, with that faint smile always hiding in the corner of his mouth. But I knew him very well; I had seen the two stiff fingers of his right hand-maimed in an English prison-twitch against the side of his leg as he traded jokes and stories with Hayes the night before. Even now, I could see the thin line that formed betwecn his brows when he was troubled, and it wasn't concern over what he was doing.
, Was it simply worry over the Proclamation? I couldn't see why that should be, given that none of our folk had been involved in the Hillsborough riots.
". . . a Presbyterian," he was saying. He glanced over at me with a wry smile. "Like wee Roger."
The memory that had nigglcd at me earlier dropped suddenly into place. "You knew that," I said. "You knew Roger wasn't a Catholic. You saw him baptize that child in Snaketown, when we ... took him from the Indians." Too late, I saw the shadow cross his face, and bit my tongue. When we took Roger-and left in his place Jamie's dearly loved nephew Ian.
A shadow crossed his face momentarily, but he smiled, pushing away the thought of Ian.
"Aye, I did," he said. "But Bree-"
"She'd marry the lad if he were a Hottentot," Jamie interrupted. "Anyone can see that. And I canna say I'd object overmuch to wee Roger if he were a Hottentot," he added, rather to my surprise.
"You wouldn't?" o my side, "iping wet Jamie shrugged, and stepped over the tiny creek t
hands on the end of his plaid. and said no "He's a braw lad, and he's kind. He's taken the wean as his own
word to the lass about it. It's no more than a man should do-but not every manwould." s. I tried I glanced d9wn involuntarily at Jernmy, curled up cozily in my arm
not to think of it myself, but could not help now and then searching his bluntly amiable features for any trace that might reveal his true paternity.
Brianna had been handfast with Roger, lain with him for one night-and
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then been raped two days later, by Stephen Bonnet. There was no way to tell for sure who the father had been, and so far Jernmy gave no indication of resembling either man in the slightest. He was gnawing his fist at the moment, with a ferocious scowl of concentration, and with his soft fuzz of red-gold plush, he looked like no one so much as Jamie himself.
"Mm. So why all the insistence on having Roger vetted by a priest?"
"Well, they'll be married in any case," he said logically. "I want the wee lad baptized a Catholic, though." He laid a large hand gently on Jemmy's head, thumb smoothing the tiny red brows. "So if I made a bit of a fuss about MacKenzie, I thought they'd be pleased to agree about an gille ruadh here, aye? "
I laughed, and pulled a fold of blanket up around Jemmy's ears. "And I thought Brianna had you figured out! "
"So does she," he said, with a grin. He bent suddenly and kissed me.
His mouth was soft and very warm. He tasted of bread and butter, and he smelled strongly of fresh leaves and unwashed male, ivith just the faintest trace of effluvium of diaper.
"Oh, that's nice," I said with approval. "Do it again."
The wood around us was still, in the way of woods. No bird, no beast, just the sough of leaves above and the rush of water underfoot. Constant movement, constant sound-and at the center of it all, a perfect peace. There were a good many people on the mountain, and most of them not that far awayyet just here, just now, we might have been alone on Jupiter.
I opened my eyes and sighed, tasting honey. Jamie smiled at me, and brushed a fallen yellow leaf from my hair. The baby lay in my arms, a heavy, warm weight, the center of the universe.
Neither of us spoke, not wishing to disturb the stillness. It was like beiniz at the tip of a spinning top, I thought-a whirl of events and people going on all round, and a step in one direction or another would plunge us back into that spinning frenzy, but here at the very center-there was peace.
I reached up and brushed a scatter of maple seeds from his shoulder, He seized my hand, and brought it to his mouth with a sudden fierceness that startled me. And yet his lips were tender, the tip of his tongue warm on the fleshy mound at the base of my thumb-the mount of Venus, it's called, love's seat.
He raised his head, and I felt the sudden chill on my hand, where the ancient scar showed white as bone. A letter "J", cut in the skin, his mark on me.
He laid his hand against my face, and I pressed it there with my own, as though I could feel the faded "C" he bore on his own palm, against the cold skin of my cheek. Neither of us spoke, but the pledge was made, as we had made it once before, in a place of sanctuary, our feet on a scrap of bedrock in the shifting sands of threatened war.
It was not near; not yet. But I heard it coming, in the sound of drums and proclamation, saw it in the glint of steel, knew the fear of it in heart and bone when I looked in Jamie's eyes.
The chill had gone, and hot blood throbbed in my hand as though to split the ancient scar and spill my heart's blood for him once again. It would come, and I could not stop it.
But this time, I wouldn't leave him.
I FOLLOWED JAMIE out of the trees, across a scrabble of rocks and sand and tufted grass, to the well-trampled trail that led upward to our campsite. I was counting in my head, readjusting the breakfast requirements yet again, in fight of Jamie's revelation that he had invited two more families to join us for the meal.
"Robin McGillivray and Geordie Chisholm," he said, holding back a branch for me to pass. "I thought we should make them welcome; they mean to come and settle on the Ridge."
"Do they," I said, ducking as the branch slapped back behind me. "When? And how many of them are there?"
These were loaded questions. It was close to NNinter-much too close to count on building even the crudest cabin for shelter. Anyone who came to the mountains now would likely have to five in the big house with us, or crowd into one of the small settlers' cabins that dotted the Ridge. Highlanders could, did, and would live ten to a room when necessary. With my less strongly developed sense of English hospitality, I rather hoped it wouldn't be necessary.
"Six McGillivrays and eight Chisholms," Jamie said, smiling. "The McGillivrays will come in the spring, though. Robin's a gunsmith-he'll have work in Cross Creek for the winter-and his family will bide with kin in Salem-his wife's German-until the weather warms."
"Oh, that's good." Fourteen more for breakfast, then, plus me and Jamie, Roger and Bree, Marsali and Fergus, Lizzie and her father-Abel MacLennan, mustn't forget him-oh, and the soldier lad who'd rescued Germain, that made twenty-four ...
"I'll go and borrow some coffee and rice from my aunt, shall I?" Jamie had been reading the growing look of dismay on my features. He grinned, and held out his arms for the baby. "Give me the laddie; we'll go visiting, and leave your hands free for the cooking."
I watched them go with a small sense of relief. Alone, if only for a few moments. I drew a long, deep breath of damp air, becoming aware of the soft patter of the rain on my hood.
I loved Gatherings and social occasions, but was obliged to admit to myself that the strain of unrelieved company for days on end rather got on my nerves. After a week of visiting, gossip, daily medical clinics, and the small but constant crises that attend living rough with a large family group,, I was ready ta dig a small hole under a log and climb in, just for the sake of a quarter hour's solitude.
just at the moment, though, it looked as though I might be saved the effort. There were shouts, calls, and snatches of pipe music from higher up the mountain; disturbed by the Governor's Proclamation, the Gathering was reestablishing its normal rhythm, and everyone was going back to their family hearths, to the clearing where the competitions were held, to the livestock pens beyond the creek, or to the wagons set up to sell everything from ribbons and churns to powdered mortar and fresh-well, relatively fresh-lemons. No one needed me for the moment.
It was going to be a very busy day, and this might be my only chance of
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solitude for a week or more-the trip back would take at least that long, moving slowly with a large party, including babies and wagons. Most of the new tenants had neither horses nor mules, and would make the journey on foot.
I needed a moment to myself, to gather my strength and focus my mind. What focus I had, though, was not on the logistics of breakfast or weddings, nor even on the impending surgery I was contemplating. I was looking farther forward, past the journey, longing for home.
Fraser's Ridge was high in the western mountains, far beyond any town-or even any established roads. Remote and isolated, we had few visitors. Few inhabitants, too, though the population of the Ridge was growing; more than thirty families had come to take up homesteads on Jamie's granted land, under his sponsorship. Most of these were men he had known in prison, at Ardsmuir. I thought Chisholm and McGillivray must be ex-prisoners, too; Jamie had put out a standing invitation for such men, and would hold to it, no matter the expense involved in helping them-or whether we could afford it.
A raven flew silently past, slow and heavy, its feathers burdened by the rain. Ravens were birds of omen; I wondered whether this one meant us good or ill. Rare for any bird to fly in such weather-that must mean it was a special omen.
I knocked the heel of my hand against my head, trying to smack the superstition out of it. Live with Highlanders long enough, and every damn rock and tree meant something!
Perhaps it did, though. There were people all round me on the mountain-I knew that-and yet I felt quite alone, shielded by the rain and fog. The weather was still cold, but I was not. The blood thrummed near the surface of my skin, and I felt heat rise in my palms. I reached a hand out to the pine that stood by me, drops of water trembling on each needle, its bark black with wet. I breathed its scent and let the water touch my skin, cool as vapor. The rain fell in shushing stillness all around me, dampening my clothes 'til they clung to me softly, like clouds upon the mountain.
Jamie had told me once that he must live on a mountain, and I knew now why this was so-though I could in no wise have put the notion into words. All my scattered thoughts receded, as I listened for the voice of rocks and treesand heard the bell of the mountain strike once, somewhere deep beneath my feet.
I might have stood thus enchanted for some time, all thought of breakfast forgotten, but the voices of rocks and trees hushed and vanished with the clatter of feet on the nearby path.
"Mrs. Fraser."
It was Archie Hayes himself, resplendent in bonnet and sword despite the wet. If he was surprised to see me standing by the path alone, he didn't show it, but inclined his head in courteous greeting.
"Lieutenant." I bowed back, feeling my cheeks flush as though he had caught me in the midst of bathing.
"Will your husband be about, ma'am?" he asked, voice casual. Despite my discomfiture, I felt a stab of wariness. Young Corporal MacNair had come to fetch Jamie, and failed. If the mountain had come to Mohammed now, the
matter wasn't casual. Was Hayes intending to drag Jamie into some sort of witch-hunt for Regulators?
"I suppose so. I don't really know where he is," I said, consciously not looking up the hill to the spot where Jocasta's big tent showed its canvas peak among a stand of chestnut trees.
"Ah, I expect he'll be that busy," Hayes said comfortably. "A great deal to do for a man like himself, and this the last day of the Gathering."
"Yes. I expect ... er ... yes."
The conversation died, and I was left in a state of increasing discomfort, wondering how on earth I was to escape without inviting the Lieutenant to breakfast. Even an Englishwoman couldn't get away with the rudeness of not offering food without exciting remark.
"Er ... Corporal MacNair said you wanted to see Farquard Campbell as well," I said, seizing the bull by the horns. "Perhaps Jamie's gone to talk with him. Mr. Campbell, I mean." I waved helpfully toward the Campbells' family campsite, which lay on the far side of the slope, nearly a quarter mile from Jocasta's.
Hayes blinked, drops running from his lashes down his cheeks.
"Aye," he said. "Perhaps that's so." He stood a moment longer, then tipped his cap to me. "Good day to ye, mum." He turned away up the path-toward Jocasta's tent. I stood watching him go, all sense of peace destroyed.
"Damn," I said under my breath, and set off to see about breakfast.
LOAVES AND FISHES
E HAD CHOSEN A SITE well off the main path, but situated in a small, rocky clearing with a good view of the wide creekbank
W below. Glancing downward through a scrim of holly bushes, I could see the flash of green-and-black tartans as the last of the soldiers dispersed; Archie Hayes encouraged his men to mingle with the people at the Gathering, and most were only too glad to obey.
I wasn't sure whether this policy of Archie's was dictated by guile, penury, or simply humanitarianism. Many of his soldiers were young, separated from home and family; they were glad of the chance to hear Scottish voices again, to be welcomed at a homely fireside, offered brose and parritch, and to bask in the momentary warmth of familiarity.
As I came out of the trees, I saw that Marsali and Lizzie were making a small fuss of the bashful young soldier who had fished Germain out of the creek. Fergus stood close to the fire, wisps of steam rising from his wet garments,
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muttering in French as he rubbed Germain's head briskly with a towel, onehanded. His hook was braced against the little boy's shoulder to keep him steady, and the blond head wobbled back and forth, Germain's face quite tranquil, in complete disregard of his father's scolding.
Neither Roger nor Brianna were anywhere in sight, but I was rather alarmed to see Abel MacLennan sitting on the far side of the clearing, nibbling a bit of toasted bread on a stick. Jamie was already back,"ith the borrowed supplies, which he was unpacking on the ground next to the fire. He was frowning to himself, but the frown melted into a smile at sight of me.
"There ye are, Sassenach! " he said, rising to his feet. "What kept ye?
"Oh ... I met an acquaintance on the trail," I said, with a significant look toward the young soldier. It was evidently not significant enough, since Jamie knitted his brows in puzzlement.
"The Lieutenant is looking for you," I hissed, leaning close to him.
"Well, I kent that, Sassenach," he said, in a normal tone of voice. "He'll find me soon enough."
"Yes, but ... ahem." I cleared my throat and raised my brows, glancing pointedly from Abel MacLennan to the young soldier. Jamie's notions of hospitality wouldn't countenance having his guests dragged away from under his rooftree, and I would have supposed that the same principle applied to his campfire as well. The young soldier might find it awkward to arrest MacLennan, but I was sure the Lieutenant would have no such hesitation.
Jamie looked rather amused. Raising his own brows, he took my arm, and led me over to the young man.
"My dear," he said formally, 1 may I present Private Andrew Ogilvie, late of the village of Yilburnie? Private Ogilvie, my wife."
Private Ogilvie, a ruddy-faced boy with dark curly hair, blushed and bowed. "Your servant, mumr
Jamie squeezed my arm lightly.
"Private Ogilvie was just telling me that the regiment is bound for Portsmouth, in Virginia-there to take ship for Scotland. Ye'll be glad to see home, I expect, lad?"
"Oh, aye, sit!" the lad said fervently. "The regiment will disband in Aberdeen, and then I'm off home, so fast as my legs will carry me!"
"The regiment is disbanding?" Fergus asked, coming to join the conversation, a towel draped round his neck and Germain in his arms.
"Aye, sir. With the Frenchies settled-er, beggin' your pardon, sir-and the Indians safe, there's naught for us to do here, and the Crown willna pay us to sit at home," the lad said ruefully. "Peace may be a guid thing, all in all, and I'm glad of it, surely. But there's no denying as it's hard on a soldier. "
"Almost as hard as war, aye?" Jamie said dryly. The boy flushed darkly; young as he was, he couldn't have seen much in the way of actual fighting. The Seven Years War had been over for nearly ten years-at which time Private Ogilvie would likely still have been a barefoot lad in Kilburnie.
Ignoring the boy's embarrassment, Jamie turned to me.
"The lad tells me," he added, "that the Sixty-seventh is the last regiment left in the Colonies."