"In England. Her mother's English." The chill had painted streaks of color on the soldier's weathered skin. They deepened, but MacDonald's pate blue eyes stayed steady on Jamie's, the same color as the hazy sky behind him.
Jamie felt the tightness down his backbone ease. He lifted his shoulders in a shrug, and let them fall. MacDonald nodded infinitesimally. The two men turned, without discussion, and started back toward the house, conversing casually of the price of indigo, the latest news from Massachusetts, and the surprising clemency of the weather for the season.
"I had spoken with your wife, a little earlier," MacDonald remarked. "A charming woman, and most amiable-you are a fortunate man, sir."
"I am inclined to think so," Jamie replied, darting a glance at MacDonald. The soldier coughed, delicately.
"Mrs. Fraser was so kind as to suggest that you might consider providing me with a letter of introduction to his Excellency, the Governor. In light of the recent threat of conflict, she thought that perhaps a man of my experience might be able to provide something in the way of ... you see?"
Jamie saw fine. And while he doubted that Claire had suggested any such thing, he was relieved to find the price asked so cheap.
"It shall be done at once," he assured MacDonald. "See me after the wedding this afternoon, and I shall have it in hand for ye."
MacDonald inclined his head, looking gratified.
As they reached the path that led to the necessary houses, MacDonald nodded farewell and took his leave with a raised hand, passing by Duncan Innes, who was coming from that direction, looking drawn and haggard as a man will whose bowels are tied in sheepshank knots.
"Are ye well, Duncan?" Jamie asked, eyeing his friend with some concern. Despite the coolness of the day, a faint sheen of sweat shone on Innes's brow, and his cheeks were pale. Jamie hoped that if it were an ague, it wasn't catching.
"No," Innes said, in answer to his question. "No, I am ... Mac Dubb, I must speak to ye."
"Of course, a cbaraid." Alarmed by the man's appearance, he took hold of Duncan's arm, to support him. "Shall I fetch my wife to ye? D'ye need a wee dram?" From the smell of him, he'd had several already, but nothing out of the ordinary for a bridegroom. He didn't appear to be the worse for drink, but was plainly the worse for something. Perhaps a bad mussel at last night's supper....
Innes shook his head. He swallowed, and grimaced, as though something hard was stuck in his throat. He drew air through his nose then, and set his shoulders, steeling himself to something.
"No, Mac Dubb, it's yourself I am needing. A bit of counsel, if ye might be so kind . . ."
"Aye, Duncan, surely." More curious than alarmed now, he let go of Duncan's arm. "What is it, man?"
"About-about the wedding night," Duncan blurted. "I-that is, I have-" He broke off abruptly, seeing someone turning into the path before them, heading for the necessary.
"This way." Jamie turned toward the kitchen gardens, which were safely enclosed in sheltering brick walls. Wedding night? he thought, both reassured and curious. Duncan had not been married before, he knew, and when they were in
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Ardsmuir together, Duncan had never spoken of women as some men did. He had thought it only a modest constraint at the time, but perhaps ... but no, Duncan was well past fifty; surely the opportunity had occurred.
That left buggery or the clap, he thought, and he'd swear Duncan had no taste for boys. A bit awkward, to be sure, but he had full faith that Claire could deal with it. He did hope it was only drip, and not the French disease, though; that was a cruel plague.
"Here, a cbaraid," he said, drawing Duncan after him into the shelter of the onion beds. "We'll be quite private here. Now, then, what's your trouble?"
DUNCAN SECRET
ATHER LECLERC SPOKE NO ENGLISH, with the exception of a jolly "Tally-ho!" which he used alternately as a greeting, an interjection of amazement, and an exclamation of approbation. Jocasta was still at her
toilette, so I introduced the priest to Ulysses, then escorted him to the main parlor, saw him provided with suitable refreshment, and sat him down to make conversation with the Sherstons, who were Protestant and rather bug-eyed at meeting a Jesuit, but so eager to show off their French that they were willing to overlook Father LeClerc's unfortunate profession. chement, I Mentally wiping my brow after this bit of delicate social rappro
made my excuses and went out to the terrace, to see whether Jamie had succeeded in retrieving Duncan. Neither man was in sight, but I met Brianna, coming up from the lawn with Jernmy. eemed restless, "Hallo, darling, how are you?" I reached for Jemrny, who s
squirming and smacking his lips like someone sitting down to a six-course meal after a trek through the Sahara. "Hungry, are we?"
"Hak!" he said, then feeling this perhaps an insufficient explanation, repeated the syllable several times, with increasing volume, bouncing up and down by way of emphasis. na said, lowering her voice and "He's hungry; Fm about to explode," Brian
plucking gingerly at her bosom. "I'm just going to take him upstairs and feed him. Auntie Jocasta said we could use her room."'
"Oh? That's good. Jocasta's just gone up herself-to rest a bit and change, she said. The wedding's set for four o'clock, now the priest is here." I had just heard the caAe clock in the hall chime noon; I did hope Jamie had got Duncan safely in hand. Perhaps he should be shut up somewhere, to prevent his wandering away again. prophylactic knuckle in his Bree reached to take Jernmy back, sticking a
mouth to muffle his remarks.
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"Do you know the Sherstons?" she asked.
"Yes," I replied warily. "Why, what have they done?" She raised one eyebrow at me.
"They've asked me to paint a portrait of Mrs. Sherston. A commission, I mean. Evidently Auntie Jocasta sang my praises to them, and showed them some of the things I did when I stayed here last spring, and now they want a picture. "
"Really? Oh, darling, that's marvelous!"
"Well, it will be if they have any money," she said practically. "What do you think?"
It was a good question; fine clothes and appointments didn't always reflect actual worth, and I didn't know much about the Sherstons' circumstances; they were from Hillsborough, not Cross Creek.
"Well, they're rather vulgar," I said dubiously, "and dreadful snobs, but I think he's legitimately rich. He owns a brewery, I think. But ask Jocasta; she'll know for sure."
"Rah-tha vul-gah," she drawled, mocking my own accent, and grinned. "Who's a snob, then?"
"I am not a snob," I said with dignity "I am a keen observer of social nuance. Have you seen your father and Duncan anywhere?"
"Not Duncan, but Da's down there by the trees with Mr. Campbell." She pointed helpfully, and I spotted Jamie's bright hair and crimson tartan, a fiery gleam at the bottom of the lawn. Not a sign of Duncan's scarlet coat, though. "Damn the man," I said. "Where bas he got to?"
"Went to the necessary, and fell in," Bree suggested. "All right, hold your horses, we're going!" Addressing this last to Jemmy, who was uttering plaintive cries suggestive of imminent starvation, she disappeared into the house.
I settled my shawl and strolled down the lawn to join Jamie. A picnic lunch was being served to accommodate the guests, and I snatched a biscuit and a slice of ham as I passed the refreshment tables, improvising a hasty snack in order to stave off my own hunger pangs.
The air was still cool, but the sun was high and hot on my shoulders; it was a relief to join the men in the shade of a small grove of oaks that stood near the bottom of the lawn. They were pin oaks, and had begun to leaf out already, the unfolding leaves peeping out like a baby's fingers. What had Nayawenne told me about oaks? Oh, yes; one planted corn when the oak leaves were the size of a squirrel's ear.
Judging by that, the slaves could be planting corn in the River
Run kitchen garden any day now. It would be weeks before the oak leaves were out on the Ridge, though.
Jamie had evidently just said something humorous, f
or Campbell made the low, creaking noise that passed with him for laughter, nodding to me in greeting.
"I shall leave ye to the practice of your own aff
airs, then," he said to Jamie, recovering his composure. "Call upon me, though, at need." He shaded his eyes, looking up toward the terrace.
"Ah, the prodigal returns. In shillings, sir, or bottles of brandy?"
I turned to look as well, in time to see Duncan crossing the terrace, nodding
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and smiling shyly to well-wishers as he passed. I must have looked bewildered, for Mr. Campbell bowed to me, dry mouth crooked with amusement.
"I'd laid your husband a small wager, ma'am."
"Five to one on Duncan, the night," Jamie explained. "That he and my aunt will share a bed, I mean - "
"Goodness," I said, rather crossly. "is anyone here talking of anything elsO Minds like sewers, the lot of you."
Campbell laughed, then turned aside, distracted by the urgencies of a small grandson.
"Don't tell me ye werena wondering the same thing." Jamie nudged me gently.
"Indeed I was not," I said primly. I wasn't-but only because I already knew.
"Oh, indeed," he said, one corner of his mouth curling up. "And you wi' lechery as plain on your face as whiskers on a cat."
"Whatever do you mean by that?" I demanded. just in case he was right, I flicked the fan open and covered the lower half of my face. I peered over its ivory lacework, batting my eyelashes in mock innocence.
He made a derisive Scottish noise in his throat. Then, with a quick glance round, he bent low and whispered in my ear.
"It means ye look as ye do when ye want me to come to your bed." A warm breath stirred the hair over my ear. "Do you?"
I smiled brilliantly at Mr. Campbell, who was viewing us with interest over his grandson's head, snapped the fan open, and using it as a shield, stood on tiptoe to whisper in Jamie's ear. I dropped back on my heels and smiled demurely at him, fanning away for all I was worth.
Jamie looked mildly shocked, but definitely pleased. He glanced at Mr. Campbell, who had fortunately turned away, drawn into conversation elsewhere. Jamie rubbed his nose and regarded me with intense speculation, his dark blue gaze lingering on the scalloped neckline of my new gown. I fluttered the fan delicately over my d6colletage.
"Ah ... we could. . ." His eyes flicked up, assessing our surroundings for possible prospects of seclusion, then down again, ineluctably drawn to the fan as though it were a magnet.
"No we couldn't," I informed him, smiling and bowing to the elderly Misses MacNeil, who were strolling past behind him. "Every nook and cranny in the house is filled with people. So are the barns and stables and outbuildings. And if you had in mind a rendezvous under a bush on the riverbank, think again. This dress cost a bloody fortune." A fortune in illegal whisky, but a fortune nonetheless.
"Oh, I ken that well enough."
His eyes traveled slowly over me, from the coils of upswept hair to the tips of my new calf-leather shoes. The dress was pale amber silk, bodice and hem embroidered with silk leaves in shades of brown and gold, and if I did say so myself, it fit me like a glove.
"Worth it," he said,soffly, and leaned down to kiss me. A chilly breeze stirred the oak branches overhead, and I moved closer to him, seeking his warmth. What with the long journey from the Ridge and the crush of guests caused
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by the impending celebration, we hadn't shared a bed ourselves in more than a week.
It wasn't so much an amorous encounter I wanted-though I would certainly not say no, if the opportunity offered. What I missed was simply the feel of his body next to mine; being able to reach out a hand in the dark and rest it on the long swell of his thigh; to roll toward him in the morning and cup his round, neat buttocks in the curve of thigh and belly; to press my cheek against his back and breathe the scent of his skin as I slipped into sleep.
"Damn," I said, resting my forehead briefly in the folds of his shirt ruffle, and inhaling the mingled scents of starch and man with longing. "You know, if your aunt and Duncan don't need the bed, perhaps . . .
"Oh, so ye were wondering."
"No, I wasn't," I said. "Besides, what business is it of yours?"
"Oh, none at all," he said, unperturbed. "Only I've been asked by four men this morning if I think they will--or have done already. Which is rather a Compliment to my aunt, no?"
It was true; Jocasta MacKenzie must be well into her sixties, and yet the thought of her sharing a man's bed was by no means unthinkable. I had met any number of women who had gratefully abandoned all notion of sex, directly the cessation of childbearing made it possible-but Jocasta wasn't one of them. At the same time-
"They haven't," I said. "Phaedre told me yesterday."
"I know. Duncan told me, just now." He was frowning slightly, but not at me. Toward the terrace, where the bright splotch of Duncan's tartan showed between the huge stone vases.
"Did he?" I was more than a little surprised at that. A sudden suspicion struck me. "You didn't ask him, did you?"
He gave me a slightly reproachful look.
"I did not," he said. "What d'ye take me for, Sassenach?"
"A Scot," I said. "Sex fiends, the lot of you. Or so one would think, listening to all the talk around here." I gave Farquard Campbell a hard look, but he had turned his back, engrossed in conversation.
Jamie regarded me thoughtfially, scratching the comer of his jaw. "Sex fiends?"
"You know what I mean."
"Oh, aye, I do. I'm only wondering-is that an insult, would ye say, or a compliment?"
I opened my mouth, then paused. I gave him back the thoughtful look. "If the shoe fits," I said, "wear it."
He burst out laughing, which made a number of those nearby turn and look at us. Taking my arm, he steered me across the lawn and into the patchy shade of the elms.
"I did mean to ask ye something, Sassenach," he said, checking over his shoulder to be sure we were out of earshot. "Can ye find occasion to speak wi' my aunt, alone?"
"In this madhouse?" I glanced toward the terrace; a swarm of well-wishers surrounded Duncan like bees round a flower patch. "Yes, I suppose I could catch her in her room, before she comes down for the wedding. She's gone up
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to rest." I wouldn't mind a lie-down, either; my legs ached with hours of standing, and my shoes were new and slightly too tight.
"That'll do." He nodded pleasantly to an approaching acquaintance, then turned his back, shielding us from interruption.
"All right," I said. "Why?"
"Well, it's to do wi' Duncan." He looked at once amused and slightly worried. "There's a wee difficulty, and he canna bring himself to speak to her about it."
"Don't tell me," I said. "He was married before, and he thought his first wife was dead, but he's just seen her here, eating Cullen skink."
"Well, no," he said, smiling. "Not so bad as that. And perhaps it's nay so troublesome as Duncan fears. But he's worrit in his mind about it, and yet he canna bring himself to speak to my aunt; he's a bit shy of her, aye?"
Duncan was a shy and modest man altogether; an ex-fisherman pressed into service during the Rising, he had been captured after Culloden, and spent years in prison. He had been released, rather than transported, only because he had contracted blood poisoning from a scratch, and had lost one arm, making him unfit for labor and unsalable as an indenture. I didn't have to wonder whose idea this marriage had been; such lofty aspirations would never have occurred to Duncan in a million years.
"I can see that. What's he worried about, though?"
"Well," he said slowly, "it's true that Duncan hasna been wed before. Did ye not wonder why?"
"No," I said. "I'd just assumed that the Rising had-oh, dear." I stopped, catching a notion of what this might be about. "It's not-goodness. You mean ... he likes men?" My voice rose involuntarily.
"No!" he said, scandalized. "Christ, ye dinna think I'd let him marry my aunt, and him a sodomite? Christ." He glanced around, to be sure no one had heard this calumny, and shepherded me into the shelter of the trees, just in case. "Well, you wouldn't necessarily know, would you?" I asked, amused.
"I'd know," he said grimly. "Come along." He lifted an overhanging bough and ushered me beneath it, a hand in the small of my back. The grove was a large one, and it was easy enough to get out of sight of the party.
"No," he said again, reaching a small open space well in among the trunks. "The filthy mind of you, Sassenach! No, it's nothing o' the sort." He glanced behind him, but we were a good distance from the lawn, and reasonably shielded from view. "It's only that he's ... incapable." He lifted one shoulder slightly, looking profoundly uncomfortable at the thought.
"What-impotent?" I felt my mouth hanging open, and closed it.
"Aye. He was betrothed, as a young man, but there was a dreadful accident; a cart horse knocked him into the street and kicked him in the scrotum." He made a slight motion, as though to touch himself for reassurance, but checked it. "He healed, but it-well, he wasna fit for nuptial rites any longer, so he released the young woman and she marrit elsewhere."
"The poor man!" I said, with a pang of sympathy. "Gracious, poor Duncan's had nothing but bad luck."
"Well, he's alive," Jamie observed. "A good many others aren't. Besides"he gestured over one shoulder, at the spread of River Run behind him-"I
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shouldna be inclined to call his present situation precisely unlucky. Bar the one small difficulty, that is," he added.
I frowned, running through the medical possibilities. If the accident had resulted in severe vascular damage, there wasn't much I could do; I was in no way equipped for fine reconstructive surgery. If it were only a hemocoel, though, then perhaps ...
"When he was a young man, you said? Hmm. Wen, it's not promising, after so long, but I can certainly have a look and see whether-"
Jamie stared at me, incredulous.
"A look? Sassenach, the man goes puce when ye inquire after the health of his bowels, and he nearly died o' shame, telling me. He'll have an apoplexy, and ye go pokin' his privates."
A strand of hair had been pulled loose by an oak twig; I pushed it irritably behind my ear.
"Well, what did you expect me to do, then? I can't heal him with spe casting!
"Of course not," he said, a little impatiently. "I dinna want ye to do anything to Duncan---only to speak to my aunt."
"What-you mean she doesn't know? But they've been engaged to be married for months, and living together for most of it!"
"Aye, but. . ." Jamie made the odd half-shrugging gesture he used when feeling embarrassed or uncomfortable, as though his shirt were too tight. "D'ye see-when the question of marriage rose, it never occurred to Duncan that it was a matter of... mmphm."
"Almphm," I said, raising one eyebrow. "Doesn't marriage usually involve at least the possibility of mmphm?"
"Well, he didna think my aunt was wanting him for his manly beauty, aye?" Jamie said, raising his own brows back at me. "It seemed only a matter of business and convenience-there are things he could manage as owner of River Run that he couldna do as overseer. At that, he wouldna have agreed, save she persuaded him."
"And he never thought to mention this ... this impediment?"
"Oh, he thought. But there wasna. any indication that my aunt regarded marriage in any but the sense of business. She didna mention the matter of bed; he was too shy to say. And the question didna really arise, ken."
"I gather that it now bas arisen? What happened? Did your aunt slip her hand under his kilt this morning and make a bawdy remark about the wedding night?"