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The Four Corners
David Belgrove
Copyright 2015 by David Belgrove
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Dedication
To my Mum, who always knew best.
Table of Contents
Introduction
The First Corner
A Scar and Whipped Cream
Because He Can
Outdoors (bands play, trumpets sound off key)
Boom
Bully Boy
Cake
The Known Stranger
Hearing the Tone
The Second Corner
Caught In the Middle of In-Between
Change
Chime
Dive
Leaving Normal
Eastward Girl
Elan
Tiny Piece Falling
Falling Short
Few Do March
Flower Shaped
Four Walls
Hollow True
Indulge Me
The Third Corner
Kestrel
Invisible
Moth (Part 1)
Revisited
Tick
Wanting the Return
You
The Fourth Corner
Note from the Author
About the Author
Introduction
What is poetry? A question without a definitive answer to which I’m very glad about.
Sometimes people seem scared by poetry, like it's an untouchable form of writing. I have heard some people refer to poetry as not a real art form or something that neither has substance or meaning. These are of course opinions and they vary greatly. Poetry is subjective and can be controversial. The subject matters can range drastically, dramatically and can swing in a multitude of directions.
I have been spilling ink for many years, scribbling thoughts and ideas throughout most of my adult life. It has always been with me, a union of sorts. Poetry is wide spread and prevalent. It is in everything we say and do, forever present. It is there when we are not looking and sometimes blindingly obvious when we are. Its presence is not to be underestimated or its presence denied.
What we do know is the power of the written word cannot be underestimated. Words have been used to lift of the mood of people we know, soothing words of comfort and support. They have also been used to rally thousands into a course of action that has impacted and changed the history around us.
A friend of mine once said that a novel was like a long drink, you took your time with it and savoured it over a period of time. The same friend then spoke of poetry as being a shot of your favourite spirit, one minute it's in the glass and then the glass is empty but the power of that spirit stays with you afterwards. Does this mean poetry is a short sharp shock, possibly?
So, I go back to my original question. What is poetry? I can’t actually tell you because I don’t actually know. Maybe it is a mix of many things, colour and sound. It is full of emotion from imagination and sometimes it is genius and even word trickery. Poetry keeps you questioning and searching, this I feel is as it should be.
Poetry is a page stained with the inner workings of the writers mind. It takes on many guises and is pulled in from many different places. It is hard to sum up so I won't and this is the greatest justice I can do to poetry, it fits neatly into no box and conforms to no standard.
This is my first foray into publishing my work. Some of the work is twenty years old and I believe it's no good sitting in a dusty box under the bed. I hope you enjoy The Four Corners as much as I enjoyed writing and compiling it. My recent and best decision was bringing it kicking and screaming into world, onto the page and in to the light.
The First Corner
The very first blow, wasn’t a breeze
or a sneeze from God.
Who could see it? Not I.
Invisible, barely felt.
The impacted matter didn’t matter.
Sitting there, laughing and making
dents in history.
Plotting a course through parchments
written, inked. Oh you cared ever so much.
Moving in and moving out,
winded.
Skin turning shades of blue
air knocked away-
From a grip once had, too far.
A Scar and Whipped Cream
You said 8pm
I said ok, please not be late (storms a coming)
Tapping fingers past 9, 10, 11
and so on and so forth
into revolutions new.
Waking, a heap in a chair.
Water ran amok in puddles and
puddles growing ground like.
Struggling to unfold like paper trashed.
It’s a grim sight after a dreamless night, grim indeed.
The phone rings, wrong number.
The postman calls, wrong letter.
The neighbour drives away.
The song of a bird makes no sense.
The wind does its best to dance on a tuneless sky, pity-
I love to fly.
God damn it, focus man.
Get your brain in gear.
Get your frame moving
and yourself together.
Get dressed, properly this time.
Don’t shy yourself away (again)
Climb aboard the morning express,
its leaving soon (sooner than you think)
She did say 8pm. That was last night, right?
It was I’m sure.
The beer bottles said it all,
the wine bottles said more.
Broken picture frames, a scarf without scent.
Shoes slain, blame near the steps.
Floors creak and bend,
just like sinking ships made from wood.
Things get blown over and fall.
Wavering at the bottom of the stairs
in a fisherman’s net,
could I be any more unfortunate-
To be caught.
You laugh and ask, am I alright?
Slipping on misadventure, its ok I will survive-
Did you say one lump or two?
Because He Can
Maybe a doubt
couldn’t quite figure it out.
The craic, his intentions.
Slipping on brief paranoia
flat on the floor
watching the lampshade spin
shrugging shoulders
giving in.
Why?
Although different routed
same conclusion,
because he wants to
because he can.
Outdoors (bands play, trumpets sound off key)
I’m supposed to, it’s expected
of my young hours in this world.
Yes I did say hours, although years
seem like the same (sometimes)
It’s out there, beyond the window
and the clarity.
Things beckon.
Yes, there is smoke and yes
there is calm.
Yes, there is defiance and there are
glossy ideas of invasions and
the people’s reservations.
You see outdoors the air is arid
and s
irens scream.
Gunfire is playfully snapping
the space above their heads.
Children fool with triggers
and being men too soon.
Outdoors you can be tall if you dare.
White hot metal,
It’s single minded purpose.
Boys and girls and their spinning barrel glories,
the way things shape themselves
as full magazines unload.
So, I’m playing in my room
as the washing stacks up.
I don’t recall the breaking of glass
and the shards of sunlight,
arms block out the twists like a drowning dog.
Here to prevail. Outdoors we all play
and those explosions, the way dust sucks air.
Deep down I hope they don’t
get too close,
too close would mean all our toys broken.
Boom
It’s in my bones now,
in the narrow, strong
and hollow places.
It was on my skin
in my pores
and swam against the tide
of blood.
In my head, my heart,
my fibre and my thread
followed invisible on
every word I heard,
you said. Every sentence fed
on the crease of every sheet
of every bed.
The vie of control,
the colour in every eye-
the loss in every sigh.
It’s in every dark corner,
lit by sight
where the meaning
takes flight.
In my ears and the back
of my eyes.
I opened them,
wider than before-
Oh the things I’ve seen,
the sound deafens.
Bully Boy
Bully boy not a man,
see you on the street
remembering well,
your filth, your large trainer feet
as you spat and kicked.
All around
others jeered
as you dropped this body
and leered. You were quick enough then,
quick to lunge this way,
to riot a laugh.
But time has passed
didn’t you think of time?
how it moves on
so fast.
Your only interest
blood and spit
and the teachers who did nothing
but sit.
You were warned then
maybe you didn’t hear above the din.
Come near me now,
come on.
Out will come your throat
followed by jaw-
step forward hollow brave
you'll bully no more.
Cake
I'll eat no more of her cake
it was clearly a mistake,
little did I know
the candle
a fuse
the room was a mess
and there was I,
egg on my face.
The Known Stranger
It seemed like centuries
almost