Chapter 13
Love This Thing
This was the first time Sheilor invited a female for dinner in a formal restaurant, so he was a little bit nervous, once he was nervous, he wouldn’t look at other places subconsciously, but looked at that girl on the opposite side of the table who he was only familiar with in this place. However when he looked over there, just saw the spring scenery on the chest which was not covered by the sky blue skirt with shoulder-straps, those two half-wrapped by the cloth tender whites let his mind in a mess, he moved his eyes up in a hurry, but then saw Charming that hanging down face, her that warping up eyelashes, and her that slightly biting the fork red lips and white teeth, his heart was in a mess more.
The temperature in the restaurant was kept on seventy eight Fahrenheit degree, the black pepper steak was a bit spicy, some small lovely beads of sweat came out from the nose tip of Charming, she had already taken off outside that short wind coat earlier, her whole people was releasing a kind of clean and pure attracting flavor. didn’t know whether because of the food, or noticed Sheilor earlier that quick glance, Charming had the slight blush on her cheek, but she didn’t try to cover the scene on the chest intentionally, still kept this tempting posture, showed her charm not so smoothly.
Sheilor didn’t know where to put his eyes on, Charming also didn’t know where the other party was looking at her, each one of them had the own thinking, it was in the embarrassing silence unexpectedly.
“I like you.” Sheilor that very serious but firm discourse, broke the silence.
Charming looked up amazed, looked at this honesty boy in front of her, she never thought of that the other party would confess so directly to her, her linguistic competence also became scarce a lot at this moment, said falteringly, “You… What did you say?”
“I said, I like you very much.” Sheilor repeated that words once again, because the reason it’s the second time, the words he said was much more naturally than the previous. He looked at Charming that delicate and pretty face, thought in his heart, when you were looking at the outside of the window, I always thought that you could see me, this should be like?
“Why?” Charming lowered her head, somewhat panic, today she just wanted to have the light youth for the last time and enjoy it to the top of her bent, but she didn’t expect that Sheilor would put forward a problem to her suddenly, and this problem would be so swift and violent and determined.
“Like a person doesn’t need a reason.” Sheilor looked at the plate on the table, there were still some steak and juice left on the plate, just like looking at a very difficult to overstep hurdle, both hands held the fork and knife tightly, said, “If from the angle of the physiology and the psychology to demonstrate, we were releasing some certain kind of information to each other, thus we like each other.”
Charming was silly to look at him, after all, she was just a girl never been in love before, no matter how determined her mind was, how meticulous her thinking was, but she still would never know how many kinds of love could be divided into, and how many kinds of men could be divided into. Some people would like Sheilor this kind, only chose the most direct way to attack, and won’t give her any time to go away quietly.
“Ha ha.” Charming tried to cover up her nervousness, “I… I don’t understand.”
Sheilor raised his head, stared at her eyes, hesitated for a moment and then said, “I used to have an elder told me, if you meet a girl in the boyhood days, she is clearly very beautiful, but you don’t dare to peep on her body, not even dare to dream those things about sex in the brain, it will prove that you have already liked her, and like her very much that kind.”
Charming looked at him foolishly, asked, “This… This… What kind of damn theory it is? If you don’t have any interest in… My body…” She wanted to say, if you don’t have any interest in my body, why you would want to see just now, and why you will still want to like me? But when she spoke the words half way, then she found out that this kind of conversation seemed to be a bit too sexy and explicit. She lowered her head in a hurry, asked in a very low voice, “How many people like this kind you have already met so far?”
“Two.” Sheilor’s reply was very quick. Actually this answer had already turned in his heart for a long time.
Charming looked up, very interested to ask, “Who else would that be besides me?” She wanted to pretend to take it easy, just like taking it as the conversation between the friends, but her that pair of flashing eyes still revealed that she actually cared very much about whether other girls existed in Sheilor’s heart.
“Jane Sue.” Sheilor looked very simply and honestly to have a smile, caused the supercilious look from Charming. The men from little to old in the whole federation all liked that purple hair little girl.
Sheilor looked at Charming that slightly blush face, had a jump “Ge Deng” in his heart. The theory what he just repeated, actually was what boss uncle once said, but he didn’t tell Charming all the words.
In those years, uncle Fengyu sat on the place over the mine in the twilight, held the red wine in his left hand, picked up the buffalo meat to bite with his right, said to the youngster Sheilor, “But the problem is, this kind of like just the like which is because little boys influenced too much by the love novels… Love this kind of thing, you would know what it is after you have had one hundreds women. The staring at each other in the eyes, actually is just for the friction between the flesh, the exchange between the body fluids.”
At this time was still a virgin Sheilor, of course believed in love, thus he forgot selectively the later part of those words which uncle said.
The long quiet, the piano on the far side of the restaurant was flowing out the musical notes, occasionally there were some sounds which the silver wares dropped down on the porcelain floor. In the silence, Sheilor lowered his head to wait for the reply from the other party, didn’t notice that Charming was looking at him with a kind of apologetic and sorrow eyes.
She had her own life, Sheilor had Sheilor’s life, and these two people were doomed that they couldn’t walk on the same path. She had the endless pity in her heart for this honest boy in front of her, or projected this kind of pity on her own heart. Looked at Sheilor that quiet eyebrows, Charming had a shiver slightly in her heart, knew that she shouldn’t covet this kind of feeling, and lit the other party to sink into it as well.
“I am sorry.”
Sheilor heard these three words, raised his head and looked straight into the eyes of Charming, “The reason? I know that you like to stay with me together.”
He didn’t have too many experiences and wisdoms for the feeling and relationship of people, but he was extremely sensitive to other people’s mind, this also the insight which Fengyu admired him the most. The sky blue skirt with shoulder-straps, the walking together on the sports field, the different kind of scenery in the cafeteria in these many days, all let him to understand, Charming was same as him, had some kind of imperceptible to work poison, as to when it got started, perhaps these two young little friends also didn’t know, but at least they could know, it had already started.
“You said, like or don’t like don’t need any reason.” Charming dropped her eyelids slightly, the eyelashes were trembling slightly, “And like to stay with you together, doesn’t mean that it must be I like you.”
“I don’t know the reason why you refuse me.” Silenced for a long time, Sheilor opened his mouth and said, “But I know… You like me.
Just this so simple, so ordinary, but directly to the heart words, a looked like unreasonable and childish judgment, however, hit on Charming’s heart.
She looked at the boy in front of her surprised, the eyes were getting soft and moist little by little, yet had some color of pain flashed in as well. She then understood, it’s not for the reason that the task had arrived, let her somewhat coveted the last freedom of the youth; and it’s also not for the feeling which she liked to stay with Sheilor together, therefore she would come out with him t
oday on a date-- The so-called youth, the so-called feeling, actually were just like what the other party said, unwittingly, she had already liked this boy.
With “Pa” the sound, a bag of vacuum-packed was taken out quietly by Sheilor, and then opened in the music of the piano, he picked up a piece of doggy biscuit, put it into Charming that still slightly opened mouth because of complex emotions.
Charming was somewhat not knowing the taste to finish eating the biscuit, took a look at him with the complex expression, said, “I am a selfish person, it would hurt you.”
“You know that have seen service in the East Forest Region, I am like the stone of the East Forest, not afraid of exposing to the wind or rain.”
“Ever have a stone as slippery as you this kind?” Charming looked at Sheilor’s face and Sheilor’s small eyes quietly, seemed to make up some kind of determination, cracked up the smile, the light mixed into the music of the piano, shined the whole hall.
She took out a pair of red devil little horns from the purse by her side, put them on her head, slanted her head slightly, had a touch on Sheilor’s lips like the lightning. She sat back to the chair, narrowed her eyes, cute and matchlessly sexy to ask, “Look good?”
At the quiet backdoor of the Pear Garden university, in the night mist, a girl in the thin pajamas, naked the feet, quietly came to the small gatehouse in the chill, knocked open the door. She had a pair of small red devil horns on the head, she just looked like a spirit came from the distant deep space.
That little porter in the room still was immersed in the emotion of the daytime, sweetly and worried infinitely to think about his future, forgot all the things what he supposed to do, and also couldn’t go into sleep. And then he found out that he was making a dream, that he hugged gently in the dream girl, climbed into his bed, and embraced him tightly.
The body of the girl was a little bit cold, the pajamas touched on the leg, seemed incomparably smooth. In the former days the very stable on the chipsets and components hands, touched it along the leg opening of the pajamas, began to shiver, touch the smooth but slightly cold tender skin of the girl, the cold of the autumn night had already been turned into fire-hot.
Was it a little bit too fast? Sheilor only had time to think of such a words, and then immersed into that kind of warm and gentle dream, both hands put on the tender and lovely chest of the girl not so smoothly, felt that he seemed to find the real meaning in life finally at this moment.
In the dark, felt the in his bosom Charming crying, crying so sad. Heard the crying, Sheilor was incomparably nervous to ask, “Hurt?”
“A little bit, but still can stand.”
“… I can’t help it any more.”
“Sorry…If I hurt you.”
The naked feet girl left with some inconvenient movements, the wearing the red devil horns spirit, disappeared quietly in the morning fog, as if she had never shown up. The felt lost Sheilor opened his eyes widely, but he couldn’t understand, the one supposed to say sorry was him, why did she say so?