Angelina, Sydney, and I waited silently in line for our turn, as Angelina stared in wide-eyed awe at all the sights and sounds and colors. The man standing behind us chatted continually with Angelina. I couldn’t see a single tooth in his mouth, and his lips curled inward, hugging his gums. He asked Angelina how old she was, where she was staying, and what her doll’s name was, although he scarcely took a breath between words and didn’t seem to notice that she never answered any of his questions in return.
When it was our turn, we politely took our bowls, allowing a large woman in a checkered apron to slop her overfilled serving ladle into each of them, and then we wove our way in and around the tables until we found three seats together.
What the soggy bowl of grains lacked in odor, and even color, it made up for in substance. It was thick and hearty, and I encouraged Angelina to eat even though she didn’t want to. I wasn’t sure how long we’d be down here, or when we might have our next meal.
Everything felt uncertain at this point.
I stared at Sydney, sitting across from Angelina and me, and I wondered at her overnight transformation. Last night her skin had been sickly and gray, a pallor closer to death than to life. I knew because I’d lain awake listening to her sleep, worrying over her every breath. This morning, however, after an unsettled night’s sleep, her cheeks were pink again, and her eyes clear, despite the blood that was still caked in her hair and alongside her face.
“Tell me a doctor visited you and Sydney while I was out last night,” I begged Angelina in a whisper that only she could hear.
But Angelina just shook her head and gazed guiltily at her bowl.
I tugged her hand beneath the table, forcing her to look at me instead. “I told you not to help her,” I warned, moving as close as I could so Sydney couldn’t listen. “You can’t go around healing people. What if someone had seen you? What if Sydney realized what you’d done?” I sighed, resting my forehead against hers, suddenly weary. “You have to be careful.” I recited the words my father had repeated time and time again. “Always careful.”
Sydney didn’t know that Angelina was the reason she was feeling better this morning. I could tell by the way she ignored the two of us as she took a hesitant bite of her breakfast. She didn’t bother to hide her distaste for the meal before her.
“It’s not that bad,” I assured Angelina, who was watching Sydney, horror-struck. “You just have to get used to the texture. Come on, try it.”
Sydney closed her lips around the flat utensil—a makeshift spoon—and scraped another bite into her mouth. She tried to smile for Angelina’s benefit, letting her know that it really wasn’t half-bad, although she wasn’t all that convincing, even to a four-year-old.
Angelina’s lips tightened even more.
Brooklynn surprised us all when she sat down on the other side of Angelina, setting her own bowl on the table. “Here,” she offered, pulling out a small container of syrup from her pocket and pouring it generously over Angelina’s bowl. “It makes it better. Not good, just better.”
My sister grinned up at Brook, our old friend, someone she’d seen nearly every day since she was a baby. Brooklynn grinned back at her. The old Brooklynn. The real Brooklynn.
“So, what is this place exactly?” I asked Brook.
Angelina was in better spirits after she’d actually eaten, swinging my arm as we walked. Not that I was surprised; sleep and a meal were general cure-alls for the under-ten crowd.
Unfortunately, I fell into a different category altogether.
“For me, it’s sort of a home away from home, but for many of these people, it is home,” Brooklynn explained as she led us through the tunnels, showing us around.
Sydney had opted to go back to our chamber to lie down after offering up a poorly executed fake yawn, attempting to convince us she was exhausted. But I guessed it had more to do with getting away from Brooklynn, who glared at the Counsel girl every chance she got.
“Most of these passageways haven’t been used in years; some didn’t even exist before the Outcasts began to move down here. We’ve even created new channels that connect the old subway lines to the mines outside the Capitol. It’s like our own city down here.”
“Don’t you worry about getting caught? About the queen’s men finding you?”
Brook made a face as if I was speaking nonsense. “She’d have to know where to look to find us. Even if they could find an entrance, the tunnels are long and winding. They’d get lost before they ever reached us.” Her teeth flashed, dazzling and white. “We’ve been down here for over a decade; no one’s found us yet.”
Angelina let go of my hand when we came to a group of children playing. She stood silently, watching them.
The same checkerboard pattern we’d watched the girl drawing in the dirt when we’d first arrived was also outlined in the dirt before us. Their game was already underway, and they took turns as they tossed pebbles into the squares. Then the players took their places in the square in which their stone had landed. When the last pebble was tossed, they would use their bodies as game pieces, trying to eliminate the other players.
I recognized the game immediately as princes and pawns, a game of strategy that every child in the realm knew.
The children were giggling, something Angelina rarely did.
But she reached again for my hand, jerking it, asking me without words if we could get closer, asking me to help her get closer.
“Go ahead,” I whispered, squatting in front of her so that we were eye to eye. “See if they’ll let you play.”
I grinned at Brooklynn as Angelina left me, easing her way toward the energetic group at play.
“So, what about you, Brook?” I finally broached the subject, once I was certain Angelina could no longer hear. “How did you end up here?”
She didn’t hesitate. “I’ve always been here, Charlie, you just didn’t know it. I was practically born here. My mother was part of the resistance long before Xander was around to lead us. She believed that things would be better if there was no class system at all.” Brook’s brown eyes warmed as she spoke of her mother. “It wasn’t until I was older—just before she died—that she confided her true beliefs, and her passion for the cause. By then, I knew these people; I’d spent so much time down here that I felt like I belonged with them. No one has to pretend down here. There is only one language, one class.” Her voice drifted off. “Sometimes, when I’m supposed to be at home, I come here to sleep. My father never even notices I’m gone.”
I felt ashamed that I hadn’t realized how lonely she’d been. “So your dad, he’s not part of the cause?”
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he made a face. “He doesn’t have a clue. He was always happy with his lot in life; he would never want to cause trouble. Besides, he would never cross the queen.”
“And you would?”
She shrugged as if her answer was inconsequential. “I think if my dad had ever known about my mother, he probably would have turned her in himself.”
“Really?” I was shocked by her statement. “But he was devastated when she died. He doesn’t even seem like the same person anymore.”
She raised her eyebrows. “I didn’t say he didn’t love her.”
“Were you ever going to tell me?”
“No,” she stated, and even though her denial was absolute—final—I couldn’t help thinking I’d heard just a trace of regret in her voice.
Then she turned her back on me and walked away, leaving me feeling deceived and abandoned. And in need of some answers.
in total blackness.
XVI
I pounded my fist against the wall, my frustration bubbling over. “What do you mean, you’re having a hard time finding them? You told me yourself that the fighting is over. How hard could it be? They must have returned from the shelters by now.” I hated the feeling that he was holding something back, that there were things he was leaving unsaid. “They checked our house? And the restaurant?”
> Xander nodded, folding his hands in front of him so casually that it took everythi Ktoo weng I had not to run over and shake him, to scream in his face that they’d made some sort of terrible mistake. That they’d gone to the wrong places.
Except I knew that they hadn’t. Brook had been in charge of the search team, and she knew exactly where to look for my parents, exactly where they should be.
“We’ll keep looking, Charlie. I swear we’ll find them. Until then, you need to get some rest. Did you sleep at all?”
I didn’t answer his question; I wasn’t in the mood to discuss my sleeping habits. “How do you expect all of this to end?” I threw my hands up in exasperation. “Even if you can overthrow the queen, what then?”
Xander grinned, and I got the impression this was a topic change he wasn’t opposed to. “What are you asking me, Charlie?”
“What becomes of the queen? Who do you expect to lead the people once your revolution overthrows the throne?” I leveled my gaze on him. “You? You can’t possibly expect to rule without a queen’s power. It’s been tried before.”
Xander’s voice was calm; he didn’t seem to share my doubts. “I’m not sure what becomes of the queen.” He shrugged. “I suppose that’s up to her. If she wants to make things difficult, I imagine she’ll have to die—”
“Be killed, you mean?” I challenged flatly.
He nodded, eyebrows raised. “That’s exactly what I mean.” Why was I relieved that he didn’t try to lie to me? Why did that simple acknowledgment elevate my trust in him, even if only a little? Behind me I heard footsteps, and I turned to see that Brook had joined us. “As far as a new ruler, you’re right; we must have a queen to take her place.”
I scoffed at his response. “You’re insane! Where do you think you’ll find another regent willing to come to our country to take the queen’s place?”
“We don’t need to go to another bloodline. We have one here, in this country. Descendants from the original line, who survived the overthrow more than two hundred years ago.”
“So where have they been? Why does no one know about them?”
But Xander didn’t even blink; he had a quick answer for all my questions. “They’ve been hiding. And why wouldn’t they? Their very existence would be a challenge to the monarchy. Surely if anyone had known who they were, they would have been captured and executed by the crown.”
“And what’s changed?”
“Time is running out. Sabara is growing old and needs an heir soon. She’s been searching as well, hoping to find these descendants before we do, to infuse her brand of evil into them before we can convince them that our way is better, that the class system is no longer necessary. If she finds them first, I worry about what type of spell she’ll cast on them.”
I was confused; he was talking nonsense. Besides, I questioned, “If they truly are descendants, wouldn’t they have the will of the people to back them? Why wouldn’t they have sought to regain the thro Jtooll s talne long ago? Why has no one tried to put them back into power?”
“It’s simple. There’s never been a female child before. There has to be a princess to inherit the realm.”
I gave him a dubious look. “And now there is?”
Brooklynn shifted behind me but remained silent.
“We believe so.”
I hesitated, wondering why there was a sudden charge in the air, why the hairs on my arms were suddenly standing on end. “How do you know?”
Brooklynn cleared her throat, and I turned to look at her, as she—not Xander—answered my question. “Because, Charlie, we think we’ve found her.”
They were wrong. This was all wrong. There was nothing royal about my family—or me. I’d been born into the Vendor class, plain and simple.
We were merchants who worked hard in service to the crown.
I studied Angelina as she slept, wisps of her silver-blond hair sticking up from her head, creating a soft halo even in the darkness. I tried to imagine her as anything other than what she was, but it was ludicrous. She was no more a princess than I was.
“Wake up.” I spoke as quietly as I could, leaning close to her ear. I shook her gently.
I felt bad waking her after so little sleep, but we needed to leave. I needed to go in search of our parents, and after everything Xander had confided—his suspicions about who we were—I was certain he would try to stop me if he knew what I planned.
Her sleepy eyes blinked up at me.
“You have to get up. We’re leaving,” I explained, slipping her jacket over her shoulders and tucking Muffin into the inner pocket.
She took my hand without hesitation and we crept from the chamber, careful not to disturb Sydney, who slept more soundly now. I was grateful that the woman who had been positioned at the door the day before was no longer standing guard over us.
It was easy for us to blend into the ceaseless activity in this city below the streets; no one paid any notice to the two of us as we moved quietly among them. Angelina kept pace with me despite the weariness that was apparent in the dark circles beneath her eyes. Her pale skin hid nothing from me.
I scanned the walls again—just as I had before retiring to our chamber for the night—looking for possible exit points. In my head, I’d mapped out several promising options. The people who lived down here seemed to come and go freely, and I could see no shortage of tunnels and doorways leading to the world above.
What I wasn’t as sure of was whether we would draw more attention using any particular route. Attention was something that Angelina and I needed to avoid at the moment.
I pulled Angelina out of the way, our backs pressed to the wall, as we watched three drunken men staggering toward us from one of the darkened passageways. They were loud and unruly, clinging to one another as they stumbled over their own feet an Jtooinad tod then laughed at their missteps. I kept my eyes lowered, relieved that we didn’t earn so much as a second glance from any one of them. I was certain they had just come from above ground.
I dragged my sister in the direction from which they’d come.
Once we were away from the ever-present gas lamps of the main chambers, the channel we stepped through grew darker and narrower. From somewhere up ahead, I could hear the constant sound of water dripping. The fetid smell that assaulted us made me wonder if we were traversing some sort of sewage line. Angelina squeezed my fingers tightly, although whether she was afraid of the dark or repulsed by the odor, I couldn’t be certain.
“I’m here,” I assured her, taking each step cautiously, feeling my way with my toes. With my free hand, I brushed my fingertips along the wall, which was slick in places, making my stomach recoil even when my fingers could not.
Every step felt dangerously uncertain.
We walked like that for over seventy paces, the entire time listening for any sounds that we were being followed, until at last, a splinter of light fractured the near-total blackness. But it was enough, and I could see a set of crude steps that led up to a fissure in the ceiling above us. I wasn’t sure where the opening would lead, but it seemed our best chance for escape.
I thought I should go first, just in case, but I knew Angelina would never allow me to leave her alone in the sewers, so I pushed her ahead of me. “I’m right behind you,” I vowed.
She scrambled up quickly, faster than I could manage, and she disappeared through the gap before I could insist that she wait for me. I was less steady on the uneven steps, and I released a relieved breath when I finally surfaced on the other side.
Angelina was already reaching for me.
“I’m not sure where we are.” I looked around. “I don’t recognize anything.”
The area we found ourselves in was more industrial than residential, with large darkened warehouses and storage depots. I couldn’t see any of the destruction from the bombs in this section of town, so I assumed that there were no military facilities nearby. The crevice we’d emerged through was just that, a crack in the ground, but than
kfully there was no one around to witness our emergence from the opening.
I had no real grasp of time, other than that it was late, which was confirmed by the curtain of night that surrounded us. I didn’t know if it was before or after curfew, so we’d need to be cautious. I had to assume the worst, that the sirens had already sounded and that we were breaking the law by being out here.
The first thing I was aware of was that electricity had been restored and that streetlamps glowed brightly in the night. I figured our best bet was to just choose a direction . . . eventually something had to be familiar.
Angelina was tired, and I would have carried her, but I was afraid she would fall asleep in my arms, and then I’d be unable to put her down again. For now, it was better that she walked.
After a while, we began to see wholesale markets and retail shops, places that, had it been daylight, would have been open for commerce. I knew when we saw pe Jtoof tight="0eople in front of a small café that we were safe to be out. The café was loud, teeming with activity.
I heard the familiar intonations of Parshon among them, and I realized that we must be near the west side of the city. These were my people.
No matter what Xander said.
When we rounded the corner, I got my first glimpse of the devastation caused by Xander’s bombs; almost an entire city block had been annihilated. The acrid scent of smoke crept far beyond the perimeter of the damage, while black plumes still smoldered, climbing toward the night sky. I silently prayed that no one had been wounded—or worse—in these explosions.
Soldiers and guards, their blue and green uniforms now covered in soot, worked to clear away the rubble. I knew it would be faster if we navigated through the debris, but instead I tugged Angelina’s hand, signaling her to keep pace with me. I didn’t want to take the chance that the military men might notice us, so we cut left, taking the long way around the wreckage.